Chapter 145: The Republic of Shura Field (15)
Obviously, this kind of girl is more popular among men, because presumably girls who don't hide their minds generally, this kind of girl knows the gender advantage, she will deliberately pretend to be weak and innocent and pretend to be simple, which is a fatal attraction for boys who are born to want to be heroes, and satisfy their inner sense of accomplishment that is needed.
Showing strength is something men will love.
Typical white lotus.
Jiang Ning has seen a lot, but he only feels that this method is only rudimentary, obviously this is still a budding white lotus, and the camouflage is not in place enough.
[Hahahahaha laughs to death! ] The goddess is now a tea expert.
Such a big thing happened in the class, but Xu Yinglan still didn't look up.
"Teacher, can I sit in that position?"
Jiang Ning pointed to the position next to Xu Yinglan, and this sentence attracted the attention of the people in the class.
"Beautiful sister, she has a bad personality, you'd better not be at the same table with her!"
"That's right! She is very withdrawn and very difficult to communicate! ”
"Although she has a good brother, her personality is too indescribable."
The female teacher in the class didn't say anything superfluous, and her attitude was very respectful, obviously the teacher knew her identity.
"I'll just sit there!" Jiang Ning walked to that position and sat down, putting his schoolbag in the drawer, but this action failed to attract Xu Yinglan's attention.
It was as if she was completely absorbed in her own world.
I don't care about everything that's going on in the outside world.
But maybe it's not that you don't care, maybe it's just a way to protect yourself.
In fact, gossip is sometimes more hurtful than sharp weapons, and hurts people's self-esteem even more.
Jiang Ning didn't rush to greet Xu Yinglan, which would cause more hostility from the other party.
Why hostility?
When a person has been isolated from the world for a long time, he has lost trust in everyone around him, and any step closer will be perceived by the other party as having a purpose.
The first class was a literature appreciation class, Jiang Ning didn't have a textbook, so he silently looked at the green trees outside the window, just go to get the book tomorrow, and slowly closed his eyes in the teacher's voice like a lullaby with his head propped up.
When she closed her eyes, she didn't see Xu Yinglan raise her head, and under the girl's black-framed glasses were a pair of extremely good-looking eyes, double eyelids, and long eyelashes, but the indifference in them destroyed the agility of these eyes, making people feel a little sluggish.
Her eyes were fixed on the girl beside her, who had closed her eyes, she was wonderful, delicate like a very beautiful doll in the window, her long and thick eyelashes were extremely beautiful in the sun, her skin was fair and delicate like white porcelain, and her long hair was as smooth as ink.
She seems to be an angel, an angel is a Western mythological story, and seeing her peaceful appearance bathed in sunlight made her think of this image. @*~~
The girl's eyelashes twitched slightly, why did she want to be at the same table with her?
She must not know what kind of person she is.
If she knew, she would definitely leave her like them.
She'll hate herself too.
When the girl thought of this, her eyes were lost, but she couldn't help but think, her voice was so good, gentle like a fine sunshine, warm and moving, she actually wanted to see what she was like, but any of her actions were judged, she was really scared, and gradually stopped talking and responding to the outside world.
She didn't care what people said about her, did it mean that she was different from everyone else?
The girl couldn't help but feel a hint of anticipation in her heart, she could feel that she was different from others, those people were complex and ugly.
But in her, she could feel a long-lost peace and harmony, giving people a very comfortable and warm feeling, that feeling like being illuminated by the sun, and people couldn't help but want to get close to her.
For example, her beautiful dream at the moment, no one will sleep in class during class, but she doesn't think it's too much when she sleeps, and even wants her to sleep so peacefully, no one should disturb her.
The little fat cat watched this scene and always felt a little weird, why did a person of the same sex stare at the goddess for so long?
"The girl in the last row stands up!" In the end, the teacher still sent it.
Now that Jiang Ning was sleeping openly, Jiang Ning opened his eyes and stood up, "Teacher, I am a new student today and don't have textbooks yet, and I will study the content of your class today after receiving the textbooks tomorrow." ”
"Classroom is not a place for you to sleep."
Jiang Ning nodded obediently, don't have a hard time with the teacher.
"Sit down."
If she were a teacher, she probably wouldn't care about the students sleeping in the classroom, so why not?
Students who have ideas don't sleep in class, and you can't control those who choose to sleep.
And students are not out of control, education is not a dead thing, the ears are stained, subtle education is the deeper impact of education, in other words, the teacher does his own job, to guide the student as an example, so that you almost do not have to work hard to educate students, people have a tendency to be good in their hearts, and being a good teacher is the most important thing.
"Students, time is like an arrow, every inch of time is gold, you don't want to live up to your good youth, youth is very short, once you squander it, you will regret it."
Whenever this happens, the teacher speaks these words.
When a teacher comes from his student days, because of his experience, he will realize how important this youth is, but can the students really listen to it?
Students may have become numb under the teacher's words, they can only see the exam in front of them that they can't finish their homework and can't finish the exam, and they just want this time to pass early, and they just want to reach the end of the road quickly. Youth is not only happy, it also contains ups and downs, the essence of youth is life, it is full of things that should be in other stages of life.
In fact, you just live the present well, to live up to youth is to live up to the present self, youth is a dynamic word, not a static word, it is not the definition of a certain stage, but a state of people.
Youth depends only on you.
"Time is like an arrow, the sun and the moon are like a shuttle, time is not old, we are not scattered." It's always a good word, but who really knows what the ending will be?
Jiang Ning's memory returned to her high school days, very ordinary, every day was an extremely ordinary day, she also came from such a time, she didn't miss it, she just sighed at the ruthlessness and coldness of time.
What is there in this world that will be eternal and enduring for years to come?
It doesn't seem to be.
The history of human beings in this world is only tens of millions of years, and compared with the vast universe, an individual's life is just a meteor passing by in the long river of history, and it will not leave any footprints in human history for a short time.
What will be eternal?
Jiang Ning just looked out the window quietly, maybe only at this time would she think deeply about this unanswered question.
She has seen too many things, and slowly has a clearer and more essential understanding of the world.
After understanding, you will find that when something begins, you don't even have to see the ending, you have already judged the final outcome of the matter, which seems to be a doomed ending.
As a result, a lot of things become boring.
A certain boss: "......" He felt that he was redundant.
[Isn't there an accident?] 】
"What could be the surprise?"
[Does everything you guess end up as you think?] 】
"For the most part, yes."
[That is, there are some things that are not as you imagined. 】
"That's normal. After all, I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't be accurate in everything. ”
[Especially the complexity of people, it will not be so easy for you to see through.] 】
The woman's voice was faint, "Yes! But what does it matter? Does it matter to me how complex they are? ”
【.....】
Jiang Ning sneered, "The system is just a tool for you, what do you want to do, Ji Wu?" ”
The system was completely silent.
"I don't know exactly what you're trying to do, but I just want to say, don't waste any more effort."
"Let the things that have already passed away, we all have to look forward, the past is meaningless."
System.
There is no echo in the system.
Jiang Ning directly blocked the system, and this person has penetrated into her life.
But so what?
What else can be added to them but boredom?
It's not that she doesn't want to understand his intentions and intentions, but it's because she understands them that she gets bored.
She admired his decisiveness and cold-bloodedness in the past, just like Lu Zenian's ruthlessness, which was good.
Why should the broken mirror be reunited?
After all, there will be no disappointment without hope.
But since that enthusiastic devotion, she has found that she has lost her expectations of anyone, and that is really good.
She can still cope with various situations normally, but from the bottom of her heart, she can no longer have any expectations from anyone, and from this moment, she realizes that she is really free.
The heart will no longer be bound by anyone, because she has completely let go of her attachments and expectations of others, no longer tries to get anything from others, and no longer tries to change others to meet her own shortcomings.
It's not that she doesn't need them, it's that she can't trust them to anyone else.
They simply can't give her what she craves, and they will even hurt her over and over again.
It made her feel like a puppy wagging her tail and begging for pity, so sad and pitiful.
Part of the reason why she is willing to come to this mission is that she sees her past self in the figure of these girls trapped in love.
If many things can only be understood until regret, then what kind of creature is man?
You deserve to be let down, you deserve not to be able to get it!
While she was thinking about this, a book moved over in the center of the table, slowly like an ant, and when Jiang Ning noticed it, the book had already reached the center position.