Chapter 170: The Republic of Shura Field (40)
In the past, when he was sick, she always anxiously stayed by his bedside, without saying a word, she was always there from the time he was awake until he was asleep, although she never said that she was worried about him, but he just knew that she cared about him, and he was more important than everything to hers.
But after that, she would stay by the other man's bedside, worried about the other man, and carefully comforted the other party.
Everything that was given to him was given to another person. @*~~
He could really remain indifferent.
He thought she couldn't live without him, but now that he looked back, more and more memories of her echoed in his mind.
Will he really be able to accept that she takes back all the uniqueness that he has?
The uniqueness that will be snatched away.
Thinking of this, the man completely collapsed, and it was all thanks to himself that he had come to such a situation.
He thought that he would never regret it, and even when he made this decision, he did not leave any room for the other party, and the same is true of the current situation, there is no room for reversal.
She still loves him, but she can't accept him in her world anymore.
His memory suddenly became very clear, and he clearly remembered that after that night, when he saw her at Paramount Gate, she seemed to be a different person, and she became cold and relieved.
But he attracted his attention.
He consumed the best love she had for him, and in despair to the end, she finally gave up on him ruthlessly and completely.
When she said that I had lost the right to continue liking you, I was probably relieved.
Finally, he can no longer endure the torture of his beloved, and finally recognize her place in his heart.
Sadness, distress, and regret come to my heart.
He felt he deserved it.
Hahahaha~
[Lu Zenian's favorability +20, currently 80]
[Isn't he crazy!] The little fat cat was shocked by this favorability, how could this scum go crazy all of a sudden!
Jiang Ning sneered, "Yes, he's going crazy now!" "How don't you go crazy and break down?
What is it like to admit that you like a woman you used to despise and look down on?
You don't believe in yourself, you have doubts about yourself.
Especially how many things Lu Zenian did to be sorry for the original owner in the past, if the original owner was not strong and outstanding, he would have been abandoned by Lu Zenian a long time ago, and he would have died in a barren mountain and wilderness that he didn't know.
After all, any useless and worthless person Lu Zenian will not stay, and those who are left behind in the end are all survived by his own courage and difficulty.
The original owner is certainly no exception.
Originally, the reason why she was able to be taken away by Lu Zenian was because of her exquisite appearance.
How much value can it be?
There are so many good-looking people in this world that Lu Zenian can find a group of beautiful women who are loyal to him just by beckoning.
In Lu Zenian's heart, the original owner is just a tool, and if the tool is not easy to use, it will be destroyed or replaced, how can it be possible to keep a tool that is not easy to use?
[Heart-piercing! 】
The original owner clearly knew that Lu Zenian's character would make her very strong, and she worked hard to make herself the most valuable person, Lu Zenian's most powerful chess piece, to become the only irreplaceable one, and she would not be abandoned by Lu Zenian casually, she thought that in this way she could get close to her light.
But Lu Zenian is not her light, but her sword to seal her throat.
He turned a blind eye to all the efforts of the original owner, and even took it for granted, and would not feel sorry for the original owner.
She's just a handy pawn, and if it's broken, then cultivate another one, what's there to worry about.
The original owner knew Lu Zenian too well, and she even felt that the other party was right, naively thinking that as long as she was stronger and better, her position would be irreplaceable.
But she doesn't understand, no matter how good her appearance is and how strong her ability is, in Lu Zenian's heart, she is just a tool, the better your task is useless, he will only think that he is powerful, but not that you are very powerful, because he always feels that if there is no training from him, how can you be excellent as a chess piece?
[What a shameless man! 】
But in such a dark environment, ironically, Lu Zenian became the only faith that the original owner insisted on, otherwise he would have died in office.
It's done.
From this aspect, it is right that Lu Zenian is the light of the original owner, but in the end, the original owner also died in the hands of Lu Zenian.
He has no heart. The little fat cat is angry.
Jiang Ning said, "I really don't have a heart, I always have myself in my eyes." Love yourself more than anything else. ”
Lu Zenian recalled the past at this moment, he would definitely collapse, all the hardships of the original owner were cast by his own hands, and he was confident that the original owner would be firm to him, especially the rival in love was Huo Liangcheng.
In the scene of Liyuan, Huo Liangcheng's words were undoubtedly the last straw that broke the camel.
shattered all of Lu Zenian's self-confidence.
The walls of confidence that had been built for him by their original owners had crumbled completely, for he could not find any way to get her back.
If it weren't for the wishful thinking of the original owner, the relationship between them would have ended long ago.
The person who blindly asks for it will find that he has nothing in the end, because all his things are given by the person who loves him, and he is desperate to find that he has taken all the love of the person who loves him, and has exhausted it, and she has nothing left to give him, only to live.
The fate between you and me is all maintained by me, and when I give up one day, then everything is over.
You once squandered my love, and now when it is exhausted, I will let you go completely.
From now on you will continue your sunshine path, and I will return to my sunshine path, and from now on you will be happy in your life.
If that's the case, that's fine.
But now the situation is reversed, Lu Zenian once firmly believed that it was impossible for him to like anyone who liked the original owner, and he used the original owner to dislike the original owner, but now he found that the most unbearable person was actually himself, and the only thing the original owner did wrong was to be saved by him and fall in love with him.
What could be more disgraceful than this fact?
It's normal for him to go crazy now, and he's going to go even more crazy next.
[.....] It's really miserable!
But he didn't sympathize at all, who told him not to put the goddess in his eyes, now it's the present world!
It's just a report and a report.
Now it makes him worse than killing him!
[It's too ruthless! It turns out that punishing the heart is more cruel than killing!
Jiang Ning: "Every time I think of the ending of the original owner, I want to say that the encounter between them is a bad fate. "This fate is probably the same as the little fox meeting Bai Yuan, the same miserable. @*~~
Is it really worth it for a lifetime of so-called life-saving grace?
It's better not to save it at the beginning, it's just harming yourself and others!
"Mr. Lu, what's wrong with you?" The driver saw the tall man fall to the ground with a bang, his expression was very painful, and his two sword eyebrows were wrinkled together, as if he was enduring some inhuman pain.
The driver shouted a few times, but the man did not respond, as if he had fallen into a nightmare.
The driver had the audacity to touch the man's forehead, and the very temperature made him panic for a moment, and quickly put the person on the ground on his back, "What's going on?" ”
The driver sighed, what happened to Mr. Lu in the pear orchard?
Why was he so depressed when he came out, and even kept getting drenched in the rain until he couldn't bear it and fainted, what could have caused such a big blow to Mr. Lu?
I don't understand, but Lu Zenian really has a high fever, and he keeps shouting a name in his mouth, "Ning Ning, don't go." ”
After two or three days and still hadn't woken up, Father Lu began to work on Lu Zenian's affairs.
Sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at Lu Zenian's pale face, it seemed like he had a serious illness, which made Lu's father very angry.
After all, Lu Zenian is his only heir, he has always been independent and has his own opinions, it is impossible for a woman to become like this, but the fact is that his son is obviously passing through thousands of flowers, but he is still made like this by a woman.
And this woman is still a chess piece that he personally cultivated!
It's a shame!
is worthy of being a father and son, just when he heard this name, he immediately understood why Lu Zenian couldn't afford to get sick! .