Chapter 174: The Republic of Shura Field (44)
Is it true that people in the world never know how to cherish?
You have to miss it, you have to make people desperate to death, disappointed to the point that they realized that they had done something wrong, and then they turned around and tortured themselves to beg for forgiveness.
Does saying sorry and apologizing kill people?
What is easy to get will never be cherished, cheap or not!
What's the point?
"Lu Zenian, in fact, you don't have to be like this, I know what you want to do, what you want to redeem, but there is no regret medicine in the world, the damage has been done, you didn't regret it then, and you shouldn't regret it now, you should be as calm and strategizing as before, and Mount Tai will not change its color. You shouldn't be in love with me, just as I shouldn't be in love with you, I shouldn't have been in love with you all the time, that's sad. ”
"The bloody facts make me sober, Lu Zenian, you are smarter than me, you should understand that once you miss some things, you will lose the qualification to recover."
When Lu Zenian heard this, he couldn't bear it anymore, he sat down slowly against the last flight of stairs, "Why are you willing to forget the past?" ”
"I can't forget, and I don't want to forget, when it happened, it happened, and we can't hide our ears and deceive ourselves that it didn't happen."
"However, Ning Ning's life is long, and there are many things that will change."
"The only thing you probably didn't expect was that you would be tempted by me? Would it be particularly ironic for Mr. Lu, who is high up, to like a dusty woman like me? ”..
These words stabbed Lu Zenian, and he couldn't argue, because he had such thoughts in the past.
She really knew him best.
Every word can poke the darkest part of his heart. @*~~
He knew him better than he ever thought he could, and none of his thoughts escaped her clear eyes.
But it was precisely because he understood this that Lu Zenian felt hopeless, he used to hate the other party for knowing everything about him, knowing all his sins and dark sides, and guarding against her.
But now suddenly he understood what true love looked like.
True love is that she doesn't care about his darkness and ugliness, and she accepts his shortcomings completely.
And he hated her identity, feeling that she was dirty and unworthy of him.
It is now clear who is truly noble and who is truly ugly.
It is he who is selfish, dark and ugly, and she has always been above board, daring to love and hate.
The one who never accepts himself is himself, and she accepts him no matter what.
How ironic it must be!
"Say no more." The man closed his eyes, and the emotion of remorse completely overwhelmed him, "Ning Ning, let's all forget the past, okay?" ”
This sentence was said by the man very hard, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, "I really know that I am wrong, ridiculously wrong, I am the stupidest person in the world." ”
Jiang Ning sneered, he was not only stupid but also blind, he couldn't see everything that the original owner had done for him, and in the end, he even pushed the original owner into the abyss completely and felt that he had not done anything wrong from beginning to end.
It's really like human life.
"Lu Zenian, in your heart, am I very cheap, after you hurt me so much, I still love you deeply, give up self to fulfill your love, I am not a saint, nor am I a philanthropist, do you think I will be stupid to put myself in such a situation?"
"I have exhausted all my strength to love you, and now I have no courage to love."
"I think the best ending between us is to get together and disperse, so that when I see you in the future, I can politely say goodbye to you for a long time."
The man sat on the stairs, white light shining on him, and he said for a long time, "Good." ”
Finally, Lu Zenian knew that it was impossible for him to make a woman's heart soft in this way, his heart was already soaked in ink, and what kept coming to his mind was the scene where the woman took the initiative to kiss Huo Liangcheng, and the jealousy in his heart had burned his reason to the ground.
It's not that she doesn't want to look back, it's that she already likes someone else!
Although he didn't want to believe this fact, the cruel reality was already in front of him, and he had to believe it if he didn't believe it.
"Can your mission really be completed?" Lu Zenian changed the topic, and his emotions returned to his former calm.
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When the woman heard this, she was stunned for a moment, "Yes." ”
The momentary hesitation was seen by the man, and the fire of jealousy in his heart had already burned the plain, and the man lowered his eyes to suppress all the ink surging under his eyes.
It is impossible to let her go, then it can only be completely possessed.
"Where will you go if you leave the Lu family?"
"I don't know. I want to walk around, after all, there are so many places that I haven't been to. The woman's eyes were full of anticipation as she said this.
It was only at this moment that Lu Zenian could feel a little tenderness and warmth from her.
She seemed to believe him again.
It's always so easy to deceive.
Lu Zenian thought that he would never deceive her and use her again in the future, just for the last time.
Nothing he wanted could ever fly out of the palm of his hand.
At this time, the Huo family had already published a news in the newspaper, which was the confirmation and announcement of Gu Jiangning's identity as Mrs. Huo.
"You should know the importance of this military map to Huo Liangcheng, he loves you so much, will he choose to forgive you?"
Lu Zenian didn't see hesitation on the woman's face, she quickly said, "I don't love him, and his forgiveness is not important to me." ”
Does it really not matter?
It doesn't matter, why is there a look of hesitation in your eyes?
"Anything else?"
Lu Zenian knew that the woman already wanted to leave, and he knew that he couldn't keep the other party at the moment.
"Nope."
"Then I will take my leave."
After the woman said this, she pushed the door open, and the umbrella disappeared from his sight.
The impatience to leave is so glaring.
Thinking of Huo Liangcheng's indulging in women, he was ridiculed before, but now he is jealous and crazy, he is not qualified to get close to her now, let alone get her pity.
He felt that Huo Liangcheng's behavior was embarrassing, but now he admired it very much.
Because loving someone's dignity is actually not so important, as long as the other party can return to him, it doesn't matter if he is stabbed by her, let alone just bow his head and pray for the other party's favor?
Jiang Ning did not go back to Huo's house, but went to Paramount Gate.
Because at this time, the military situation in Yuncheng was no longer very optimistic.
It's almost time to reach the climax.
Yuncheng was immediately put in the hands of a Japanese officer, and the peace would be shattered in an instant.
Jincheng has fallen, because the rear support has not yet arrived, now Yuncheng has fully entered a state of alert, for Yamamoto Ichiro into the city to see the scenery of the request, Yuncheng can only agree, otherwise once the two sides are handed over, Yuncheng will inevitably fall quickly, and the people in the city will inevitably be killed and injured countless times, now must be delayed until the arrival of the rescuers.
It's just that the young students went crazy when they heard the news that Yamamoto Ichiro was going to enter the city, and they couldn't accept it at all, in their hearts, Yamamoto Ichiro was the enemy, and Yuncheng actually wanted to hold a welcoming ceremony to invite the enemy into their homes, and if they could accept it, they would have ghosts.
The student movement was completely suppressed before it was organized, and Xu Qingliang's excellent writing naturally had a chance to perform, and he, as a representative of the students who had loved him, naturally would not sit idly by and ignore this situation.
And one of the places that Yamamoto Ichiro is bound to come to is the most eye-catching song and dance hall in Yuncheng, Paramount.
The reason why Lu Zenian wanted to get the military map in Huo Liangcheng's hand was that he wanted to attack from behind, similar to the mind of the praying mantis catching cicadas and yellow finches, and wanted to use Huo Liangcheng's army to help the enemy, and they only needed to take this opportunity to share the results of military strategy with the other party.
I have to say that Lu Zenian's idea is very selfish, but military resources are precious and scarce in this era, and he makes a lot of money through this, so even if it is very dangerous, it is worth his risk.
Didn't the original owner become cannon fodder for the confrontation between these two?
Paramount's manager was shocked when he saw her appear, and Jiang Ning was puzzled, "Why do you think of me like that?" ”
The same is true of the eyes of the people around me.
Jiang Ning had a guess in her heart, it wouldn't be her identity exposed!
The manager's expression had already given her an answer, "You wouldn't know that Huo Shao had already registered the news that you were Mrs. Huo in the newspaper, right?" ”。