Chapter 230: The Daughter of the Shura Field (41)
There is another word that precedes love, and it is called respect.
You must respect that the other person is an independent person and respect each other for every choice, and this choice includes that the other person chooses to leave you.
"Satisfied now?" The woman said helplessly, "When you are satisfied, go back to rest." ”
"Lone is tired today and needs to rest."
"Can Chao Ci sleep with His Majesty tonight?" Today, she still didn't choose to see Hua Qingchen, as if she had completely forgotten this person.
But in fact, he knew no, because she was going to leave the palace with Hua Qingchen tomorrow, during this time, they were alone in the world, and he could only wait for her in the palace, the difference was obvious.
When she goes to Hua Qingchen's side, can he really make her completely change her mind?
Su Chaoci asked himself, he had no confidence.
She wouldn't understand what was going on in his mind at the moment.
"Your Majesty is going to visit tomorrow, and today is the last night, can't you let the court leave?"
I have to stay overnight in the middle of the night, and the subtext is simply not too obvious!
Indeed, people who are truly in love with people are indeed more likely to suffer from gains and losses.
For example, Su Chaoci at this moment may be the last side to see again when he returns to Japan in the future.
Because some things that can't be obtained, it is not that the desire dissipates after a long time, but that they become more and more persistent, until they drive themselves crazy and do things that they once couldn't imagine.
Missing and jealousy can drive people crazy.
[Is it really so scary?] 】
Jiang Ning chuckled and said earnestly, "Of course." The word love has made countless people crazy throughout the ages, and even the most sober and rational people have also fallen into a situation where they can't extricate themselves from the word love and fall into a situation where they can't recover. ”
[......] This is really poisonous, right?
In the end, the woman compromised, because this last night was like the last meal before the criminal guillotine, otherwise she would not understand death.
【? 】
In the future, Su Chaoci will live in these sweet memories of a few short days, and the more he recalls, the more he can't extricate himself, and he is imprisoned by his own hand.
【? Exaggerated.
Although he knew that it was an exaggeration, he knew that what the goddess said was true.
There really will be a day like this. @
The woman took the initiative to take the boy's hand, but the boy had to interlock with the woman inch by inch, as if such a childish behavior could prove that she was not all lust for him, but also mixed with liking.
Su Chaoci was a little happy in her heart, she might have a soft-hearted heart for him that she hadn't noticed herself.
But he knew too late, and tomorrow he could only watch her leave.
But on the other hand, his mind began to tangle again.
Will she really belong to herself?
There is only one way to get her and become unique to her heart, and that is to dominate everything about her, and there is no other way.
At this moment, she was holding his hand, who would she be thinking about?
I haven't seen Hua Qingchen for a few days, and my heart is probably flooded with longing.
Kissing him may be to comfort the heart's request.
"Your Majesty, is this a promise to resign?" The uncertain teenager asked again, with a look of expectation in his eyebrows and eyes, just like a simple child.
Happy like a child.
"Yes, let the court stay for one night tonight." Then the woman added, "Accompany Gu to have a good rest, don't seduce Gu like last night, so that Gu can't be at peace." ”
Su Chaoci's ears instantly became hot, and he subconsciously retorted, "I didn't." ”
The woman did not answer, and the young man cautiously asked, "Don't your majesty like it?" ”
"Lone doesn't like it, it's just that it's not suitable now, Lone has already told you yesterday." The woman spoke earnestly, "You are very good, but it is not good to be lonely, you like someone else, and you can't give it to two people." ”
[Goddess, you are a scumbag! 】
Su Chaoci's face turned pale, and he said, "You gave your heart to Hua Qingchen, so what do you have left?" ”
"Loneliness can be by your side for a long time."
Su Chaoci's heart felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured on him, and the excitement in his heart disappeared in an instant.
If one.
The human heart has drifted away, even if the body is next to it, what is the use?
Like at this moment.
She was really thinking about Hua Qingchen all the time.
Doesn't she think it's cruel for her to do that?
Or is it that he has such fantasies of his own, and she has always made it clear to him.
It's just that he himself is unwilling, he doesn't believe that she will be so ruthless and cold, and he himself is too confident that she will fall in love with him.
That's why he lost completely.
"You accompany the court, what about Hua Qingchen?" Su Chaoci smiled bitterly, "When he makes trouble, you will leave me immediately." ”
The woman suddenly looked over, her eyebrows and eyes were so cold in the moonlight, "Chaoci, what do you want?" ”
"Lone said at the beginning that all the Lone who can be given is given to you, and there is no way to give Lone. It is you who choose to stay. ”
This sentence completely shattered the defense line in the young man's heart.
Why can't you give up liking Hua Qingchen and choose him?
He's the one who's always been there for her, isn't he?
Hua Qingchen has only been here for three months, has she already sucked her soul away in just three months?
This time, the boy was completely disappointed, and he quietly stared at the woman's flawless face.
Why couldn't God have woken him up earlier?
He didn't come to his senses until she fell in love with someone else.
Is the ending after the encounter destined to be missed?
But in my heart, I am more determined in my own thoughts, the thoughts that are unbearable but can achieve the goal.
She forced him!
His majesty, his wife, had only another man in his heart, turned a blind eye to his love and his grievances, and even abandoned him for the sake of another man.
How could he just let it go.
He never missed what he wanted.
"Chao Ci, I'm sorry for you, but Lone's identity is destined to have some things that you can't help yourself."
Su Chaoci was very calm on his face, lowering his eyelashes, but he sneered in his heart.
She knew that what he needed most was not to be sorry, but to choose him.
But she said that she couldn't help herself and couldn't choose, in fact, she just chose to wronged him, relying on his liking to wronged him.
When you love someone, you are humble, and at this moment, Su Chaoci only felt that her whole body was cold, and the damage was doubled when she said it herself, and he couldn't do it if he wanted to deceive himself.
Was it too shameless for her to blatantly tell him who she favored and who she gave up and snubbed whom?
"You always have a choice."
Su Chaoci's footsteps stopped, and he looked at the woman with tears in his eyes, "Your Majesty, Chaoci once told Your Majesty that you should not abandon Chaoci at will in the future, has Your Majesty forgotten?" ”
"Chao Ci knows that saying such things is suspected of forcing His Majesty, but His Majesty's reaction has always been to evade, and Chao Ci will feel that he is not worth it." _o_m