242. What is Master Zhou's remorse?
The slightly round face is square, the hair is fine, that is, the front third has fallen off, of course, the back has turned white, looking at Xu Le very kindly, Xu Le hurriedly walked a few steps forward to the front of Mr. Zhou, put the stick away while walking, and then bowed to Mr. Zhou and shouted "Hello Mr. Zhou"!
In fact, neither Mr. Zhou nor Mr. Ji is as big as Mr. Su, their respective fields are different, and there is no way to compare them absolutely, but if you just count from Mr. Su, Xu Le can respect them at most, but from Mr. Qi's side, you have to respect!
Mr. Zhou asked with a smile: "Is it Xu Le?"
Xu Le nodded, and then he was dragged into the yard and dragged to the living room, as if the family had sent people out, not even a nanny, Mr. was in good spirits, but Xu Le felt like he had lost his blood and blood, hey!
The tea that Mr. made for Xu Le himself, he looked a little excited, his hand trembled, and the tea was sprinkled a little on Mr. 's hand, and Xu Le quickly took it.
Watching Xu Le sit down and take a sip, he was very happy, and then Mr. took out a handkerchief and wiped his eyes, a little damp, "Xu Le, thank you, thank you, I thought I would never receive a call from Jie Yao again, it's almost the same, I can feel it myself, if it weren't for you, you might not have received a call from Jie Yao in this life, so you must be Jie Yao's favorite disciple, and I'm also very happy, I saw your things, although they are slightly immature and flawed, but the flaws are not hidden"!
Xu Le didn't have any displeasure, Mr. Zhou is qualified to say this!
Then Mr. Zhou stood up, turned around and wiped his eyes again, went to the study, and then moved a bunch of things to Xu Le's face, "These are my manuscripts, there are English studies on the secret school and some studies on the Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties, you take them all, take them all, you can come, I will not regret it in my life"!
Xu Le hurriedly stood up, "Sir, I'm here to ask for advice, no", before Xu Le finished speaking, Mr. Zhou asked him to sit down.
"These things were all the mental framework of my youth, and now it's more about adding flesh and blood, and it doesn't mean much anymore. You can go back and take a good look, and I'll tell you about the rest, you listen"!
Xu Le nodded, and then Mr. Zhou took his hand and touched it.
"I ruined a lot of people, I dare not admit it, I ruined my teachers, I ruined my students, I ruined myself"!
The gentleman's tears flowed out at once, and these words could only be the words of his own family, and the gentleman began to tell them endlessly as if a river had leaked its mouth.
"I consulted Mr. Chen privately for the first time in the summer of '36, and since then I have been meeting and writing frequently. When my grandfather Zhou Xuehai died, Mr. Chen's father Chen Sanligong wrote an epitaph for him, Chen's eldest brother was close friends with my father's uncle Taogong, and had exchanges in books, paintings, printing, etc., Chen's seventh brother Fang Ke was my father's classmate in his youth, and Chen's cousin Yu Jiao was his classmate, so this kind of relationship between generations also increased the sense of intimacy and belonging between me and Mr. Chen. ”
Mr. Zhou talked about the relationship between the Chen family and the Zhou family for several generations, including his cousin, Mr. Zhou Shaoliang. "So our family is a real scholarly family, farming and reading heirlooms, my father did a lot of things in industry and commerce, but in the future, I abandoned everything in order to pursue the so-called progress"!
"When I heard the song, I participated in Liang Xiao, I thought I was right, I threw everything away, even the bottom line of my own life, I criticized Mr. Chen and Mr. Hu for being suitable, and later, my students were ashamed of me. I studied canine and Asian historiography, and I did do some things when I came back from Hopver, but I did more wrong"!
"Your husband Jie Yao wanted to study dog day with me at that time, but in the back he gave up everything, he began to specialize in the development of world history, gave up his academic foundation, he is very persevering, but a monograph has not been published so far, I think he will not publish a monograph in the future, I know he hates me, because I am the one who has shamed all of them, if it weren't for you to know something about me, maybe he wouldn't tell you about our relationship!"
Sir is sad.
"Xu Le, child, remember, there is no regret medicine in life, even if you think it's wrong, don't speak immediately, even if it's a criticism of people, you have to have a demeanor and a bottom line, people are people, things are things, many times we are confused, and in the end we all rise to criticism of things."
"I don't want to defend myself, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, that era is the problem of that era, I don't want to hide it, why are so many people the most bastard, I'm already in a state of madness, I feel like I'm about to rise to the highest level of academia, I have completely deviated from the tradition of Chinese intellectuals, maintain the most basic dignity, let others have dignity in order to make themselves dignified"!
Mr. Zhou leaned back on the sofa, "I also want to be like Mr. Su, if I can find a pit and stay for more than ten years, but I can't go back, I can't go back"!
Xu Lezhi held Mr. Zhou's hand, and slowly passed a little moon, Mr. suddenly felt a shock, felt much better, and continued:
"I've been studying Buddhism for a long time, but I still can't see through it, Xu Le, remember, the organization is a terrible thing, it's terrible", Mr. shuddered a little.
"Remember, don't do things that you regret, doing research is to do research, this is the bottom line, this is my personal statement, I am qualified to say this, I am very happy, I heard Jieyao tell me about you, many things I am afraid that you will repeat my mistakes"!
"Sir, I have quit the Association for Science and Technology and the Science and Technology Commission yesterday, just gave me an idle position, I have time to do what I like"! Xu Le reported to Mr. Zhou.
"Okay, good, it's a whirlpool, you can use them to drag you in, you don't have it, it's like a foam board floating up again, hey, it's terrible. I can do my own research now, but I can't do anything. I heard that you are going to visit the country next year"?
"Yes sir, probably in March next year"!
"Well, okay, you have the opportunity to go to Hefu to meet Yu Shiying, he is also your uncle, a disciple of Yang Lianchen, and a student of Mr. Qian Mu, known as Neo-Confucianism, talk about the past, talk about the old, talk about it if you can, forget it!"
Xu Le nodded.
Xu Le then gave his manuscript to Mr. Zhou and asked Mr. Zhou to judge it!
After Mr. Zhou finished reading, he didn't say anything for a long time, he seemed to think for a long time before he said.
"Xu Le, take a good look at the Tang Dynasty, the Chinese Buddhist School is known as the Thirteen Schools, but why did most of them start in the Tang Dynasty, including the Tiantai Wise Master, who was actually at the turn of the Sui and Tang Dynasties, and even the later Tang Mi, this is an important point in time."
"I thought about this question, but then I didn't dare to think or write, for fear of destroying that environment, and at that time we were trying to unite many countries, including the Brahmanic Elephant Kingdom."
He looked at Xu Le and said: "If you don't have any concerns, then send it, because this is an academic thing, if you still want to go from the positive to the negative, then never send it, then just burn it." If I were to do things differently, I would have no scruples at this grade, but you're still young!"
Xu Le thought for a while, "Sir, I understand"!
Xu Le took a sip of water, and then said, "One of my elders told me to stand up straight. If I bend down this time, I'll probably never get up straight!"
A tall momentum emanated from Xu Le's body, Mr. Zhou looked at Xu Le seriously, and looked very pleased, "Good, good"!
Then Mr. Zhou said to him, "It's a good thing that you have your own persistence, then I won't say anything, I just suggest you, you also wrote about the master of the west, the master of the west was born in 602, since the Western Han Dynasty, Emperor Ming of the Han Dynasty to the master of the west, almost 500 years of time there are saints out, only to begin to have the promotion of Buddhism, through your above content, you can take a good look at the things during this time, think about what they are looking for, why at this time a large number of people in the country of the Buddha will come out to spread the law, It would be more convincing to add this paragraph. ”
Then Mr. thought for a while, "You leave me your phone, I'll see if I have time, can I make an appointment with Zhao Yidao, he is really good at these"!
Mr. Zhou did not stop Xu Le, his research on Buddhism was deeper than Xu Le's, so he directly named the matter at this point in time, and Xu Le hurriedly thanked him; He also said that he would help Xu Le make an appointment with Zhao Yidao, Xu Le thanked him again and again, Xu Le knew that that was the real everyone, although he could find it through his grandfather, but academic things should be in accordance with the rules of academics, this is not a matter of the size of the king.
Finally, it was almost twelve o'clock, and Xu Le said goodbye to his husband.
Mr. Zhou stood at the door and watched Xu Le, relieved, sentimental, and deeply remorseful and smiling, everything has passed with the times!
After a thousand years of work, people will say it!