Chapter 330: The Daughter of the Shura Field (141)
But Xiao Zhiyu knew that she was worried, just like he was worried about Ning'er, today he didn't protect her well, and fell for Su Yunxi's scheme, otherwise he wouldn't have let her become like this.
"Mother, today's son-in-law didn't protect Ning'er, so she fell into the water and contracted the wind cold." Xiao Zhiyu immediately bowed down and apologized.
It's just that Xiao Wan doesn't want to pay attention to Xiao Zhiyu's apology at the moment, and now that he has harmed his daughter like this, it is useless to apologize.
Seeing the pale face of the girl on the hospital bed, the lip color was even more pale and transparent, a transparent and fragile feeling, as if she was going to leave with the wind at any time.
If you choose Xiao Yun, probably these things will not happen.
But Ning Ning was obsessed with Xiao Zhiyu.
With such a gap in identity, how could Xiao Zhiyu treat her sincerely?
It is difficult for people who are not in the same world to have results, maybe many things are only one-sided understanding of the other party, he can't understand what you really want to express, and sometimes even misunderstands your intentions.
If your life is filled with these trivial things all day, your time is just wasted.
But these times could have made you better, but because of the complete destruction of another person, in the end you comforted yourself that you did not lose.
It's just a matter of forcing not to lose.
"It's good to know. Ning Ning rarely got sick since she was a child. But because you have become the way you are" Xiao Wan just lightly recounted a fact, because emotions can be bad for some people's thoughts in some cases.
Xiao Wan knew this very well, so she didn't say a lot of excessive things, some things, especially emotional things, need to be taken care of by two people in the relationship, and the help of outsiders will only make the situation worse.
It was at this time that Xiao Yun walked in, "See Auntie."
The young man was dressed in white today, with a blue feather crown, and he came in through the gate full of skylight, as if his whole person was illuminated by the light.
These days, Xiao Wan was also worried that Xiao Yun would do some unpredictable things, but he was much calmer than she imagined, and he didn't do anything to harm Ning Ning.
Since ancient times, there have been many things that are hated because of love, and if this is the case, things will become very complicated, but fortunately, Ning Ning met someone who would rather wronged herself than hurt her.
In fact, the most suitable person for Ning Ning is Xiao Yun, but sometimes when people are in the bureau, they can't detect these things, and they can only be seen clearly by outsiders, but outsiders can see clearly and cannot replace someone's own thoughts.
Ning Ning is still young, even if she makes the wrong choice, it doesn't matter, she will always have her mother behind her.
Xiao Zhiyu felt even more guilty when he heard this, thinking of Ning'er, who was jumping lively today, and the girl who was asleep and couldn't wake up at the moment.
He was the one who made her like this.
[Xiao Zhiyu's favorability +10, currently 70]
[Finally added favorability, this wave of blood loss! ] The little fat cat sighed, but he also knew that some feelings needed a qualitative breakthrough and some major things would inevitably happen, otherwise the relationship would not be able to develop further.
Quantitative change leads to qualitative change.
It takes some big moment of difficulty or challenge to be able to turn around your situation.
In every road where there is no hope, there have been pioneers.
Fearless pioneering spirit, fearless.
If life counts down every day, what else do you need to be anxious about?
The world is sometimes a random event, including birth and death, but in fact, it is tangled up, and most of life is absurd.
It's better to live within the framework of other people's self-righteous rules, than to jump out of it.
There is only one life, take your own responsibility, you don't need to care too much about other people's opinions about other things, and there are very few people who can stay in your life in the end.
Man can be free at any time, as long as her heart is free.
Jiang Ning sat in the space and looked at the expressions of these people, his eyes fell on Xiao Yun, the other party didn't do anything, but he could see the worry in his restrained gaze.
There are some things that need to be seen with the heart, not with the eyes.
Indeed, the eyes are easily confused, but the heart is very distinct.
The next person to visit was Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu and Fei Qing arrived together, and suddenly the atmosphere in the room became tense.
These people all came to ask Xiao Zhiyu about Changning's situation, in fact, when he saw that so many people were paying attention to his wife, Xiao Zhiyu felt a sense of happiness in his heart, because no matter whether these people liked Changning or not, Changning's eyes would always stay on him.
The words of the girl saying "never leave and never give up" came to mind, and it was not until this moment that he understood that he had fallen in love with Changning.
The worry, the nervousness, the anger after she fell overboard, he couldn't control his anger and helplessness, he was really afraid that she would leave him.
Even though the feeling was small, the horror had taken over all his thoughts.
In the evening, everyone who came left, and only him and Changning were left in the room.
The twilight darkens the room, the sky outside is dark blue, Xiao Zhiyu lights the lamp, the room is warm yellow, the warm light adds a little temperature to the woman's face, Xiao Zhiyu sits on the edge of the bed and looks at the sleeping girl, and he doesn't feel tired of watching it for a long time, but the more he looks, the more he hopes that she can always be by her side like this.
He didn't know if meeting her was his calamity, or her misfortune?
He couldn't help but narrate his inner thoughts, and his voice was as gentle as water.
"Ning'er, since I met you, my life is full of expectations every day, and the mood with you every day is bright, you are as warm as the sun, turning my original lifeless life into a vivid fragrance, I am my greatest luck to meet you, I really hope that you can always be by my side and don't leave me." But I was actually nervous in my heart, because I always felt that this kind of life was not real with you, maybe I felt that it was a delusion, so I felt uneasy when the fantasy came true, and I was afraid that it was just a dream, but even if it was a dream, I didn't want to wake up."
[Is this sober sinking? The little fat cat wondered, it turns out that such a situation really exists.
It's like being in love for a long time, and then you have a heart disease, or you suffer from mental illness, and finally indulge in the beautiful dreams you have woven for yourself and don't want to wake up.
Will anyone waste their life for the sake of a dream scene?
Sacrificing one's real world for the sake of a false vision?
Jiang Ning said, "Yes, this is sober sinking." It's like I knew the tea was poisonous, but I drank it anyway.
Isn't it afraid of death?
Not really, but I'd rather die than face some of the more brutal truths.
Xiao Zhiyu's gaze was extremely complicated, and after realizing this feeling, he suddenly didn't know how to face his hatred for twenty years, but he really didn't want to let go, and he didn't want to take advantage of her.
Feelings can make people vulnerable, but she deserves it.
He touched the girl's forehead, which was already feverish, and quickly ordered someone to bring cold water and a wet washcloth, and then began to physically cool the girl.
Although he knew in his heart that the girl would be angry, Xiao Zhiyu was panicked at the moment, because he believed that his explanation would definitely make her forgive herself.
Until dawn, Xiao Zhiyu never closed his eyes, watching the moonlight and candle flame pass this page, just touching the girl's body temperature that had dropped, he was very relieved.
He took the girl in his arms and slept for a while, and he did not come to his senses until the sun was shining again on the bed.
And the moment he opened his eyes, he met the girl's eyes staring at him seriously, and the girl's lips were pale and had a desolate beauty.
Xiao Zhiyu lowered his head and kissed the girl's forehead, "Are you awake?"
The girl lowered her eyes and was silent, she seemed to be a little silent, Xiao Zhiyu knew what the reason was, but he couldn't argue, because in that case, he couldn't argue that he recognized the wrong person, her headdress was used by Su Yunxi, and he didn't even notice this.
Maybe the panic really makes people's hearts flutter, so much so that at that time
He seemed to only want to save people, and he didn't even think much about anything else.
It's just that no matter how strange this thing is, it can't be blamed on her.
So Xiao Zhiyu just reluctantly took the girl's waist into her arms, lowered her head and put her head on the girl's neck, making a gesture of concession, or a manifestation of coquettishness, the purpose is to make the girl's heart soft.
"Ning'er, I didn't sleep all night last night, to cool you down, I'm so worried, for the first time I realized how important you really are to me, I was wrong, can you forgive me?"
The man said this very softly, and there was a little aggrieved.
The girl raised her hand and touched the man's hair and cheeks, "Zhiyu, you don't know how desperate I was at that moment, I was trapped in the water, and you ran in the direction of Su Yunxi with your obligation, and in the end I was knocked unconscious in the water, no one saw me, I only felt that the world collapsed at that moment." As she spoke, the girl's voice became choked, "I'm really scared."
Xiao Zhiyu hugged the girl's head tightly in his arms, felt the wetness in his chest, and felt even more uncomfortable.
It's that he is not good, he didn't protect him well, and he didn't expect Su Yunxi to do such a thing.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here. I'm always there, there's no next time." The man's voice was reassuring, and his tone was gentle and sincere, "I will protect Ning'er well."
"If the piano you promised to make me is ready, I'll forgive you, okay?" The girl raised her head from her chest, her eyes were red, the tip of her nose was also red, and her clear eyes were a little smart, adding a bit of delicate and agile feeling to the whole person.
"Okay. Of course, no problem." When Xiao Zhiyu heard this, a big stone in his heart suddenly fell, and for the first time he realized a problem, she was originally the proud princess of Changning, but she chose to regress because she liked him, and she didn't investigate it carefully, which was a kind of tolerance for him.