Chapter 374: Shura Field Interstellar (14)
He doesn't owe him.
[Lu Chenyuan's friendship +10, currently -50]
[What kind of resentment is this, what kind of hatred, is it that the favorability is so low? 】
Jiang Ning was amused by the exaggerated voice of the little fat cat, but his mood was still calm.
She thought that maybe she really couldn't forget him, but maybe when she stopped deliberately hating, she could be regarded as truly liberating herself.
When she was able to tell her story about herself and him lightly, maybe she was truly freed from it and no longer resented him and herself.
Maybe he wasn't mature enough at the time, and it did bother him.
This kind of mental relief is the real liberation of the self, otherwise everything is just self-deception.
The more people are afraid of something, the more they show what they have, and the more they want it, the more they keep silent.
This is the contradiction of human nature.
"It's normal. One person does not suddenly change his opinion of another person, and some are even prejudiced. Often, this process takes a long time to change, people don't suddenly realize something, it takes a long time to change."
Lu Chenyuan looked at a small group of teenagers in his arms, it seemed that at this moment he realized how small he was, very thin and light, this weight was not at all like that of a teenager, he was the same age as him, even if everyone was born different, but not so much difference in weight.
The young man's soft voice stirred the softest part of the man's heart, and Lu Chenyuan couldn't help but think that this cry was no different from that of a milk cat.
Drunk, must be sad today.
Thinking that the other party was because he had become like this, Lu Chenyuan's furious and restless heart was unconsciously soothed, and he looked at Ling Yun's figure that had already walked far away, and suddenly thought of a question.
Why did he go to see Ling Yun?
Could it be that deep down in his heart, he trusted Ling Yun very much, but in such a situation, who could he find to confide his inner fear?
It's just that the scene just now was a great stimulus to Lu Chenyuan, and his mood slowly calmed down at this moment, but he still didn't understand his almost angry mood just now, just like the anger of his own territory being occupied by others.
Why is this happening?
Lu Chenyuan showed a blank look for the first time, and the young man muttered, "Brother Chenyuan, I've been waiting for you for a long time, why haven't you shown up yet?"
The young man's tears kept flowing, crying in his dreams, this delicate beauty touched Lu Chenyuan's heart, and he appreciated the soft beauty of men for the first time, which was the kind of beauty that was indisputable.
Delicate beauty.
Like a lily swaying in the rain, like an orchid shining in the wind, the appearance of not being damaged by the darkness is extremely exciting and exciting.
The young man's blonde hair resembles an angel in the Western world, and his appearance is as delicate as the most immortal sculpture of heaven, and his beauty is extremely unreal. cao
Lu Chenyuan stared at the young man's closed eyelashes for a long time, and reached out to pinch the young man's puffy cheeks, which were as soft as cotton.
The boy slept in his arms as if he were weak and boneless, and he had never seen him so defenseless in his memory.
What does he always look like in front of him?
Lu Chenyuan's mind suddenly appeared in the appearance of a young man from childhood to adulthood, in fact, he never got too close to him, he was always the most noble highness, and he was just his bodyguard, he could never get close to him, and he never even touched him.
He always had a cold and delicate face, including saying that he liked him, and that he was like this when he married him.
So do you really like him, or do you just want to have fun humiliating him?
After all, he had been punished by him several times for touching his body.
He seemed to be very reluctant to be approached, but he said that he liked him very much, which made him very puzzled.
It wasn't until today that Lu Chenyuan had the opportunity to get close to him like this, feeling like a precious Persian cat, covered in snow-white,
A pair of blue clear eyes always looked at him too haughtily, and did not let anyone touch him, but when he fell asleep, he was very well-behaved.
When you wake up, you are a proud cat, and you don't let anyone touch and touch it.
I don't know why I thought of this, the corners of Lu Chenyuan's mouth were slightly hooked.
The boy grew up step by step in his eyes, from a cute child to a beautiful and delicate body, in his life for more than ten years, all he saw was him.
[Lu Chenyuan's favorability +20, currently -30]
[Wow! The little fat cat was surprised, "What's going on?" Is the scum enlightened? 】
Jiang Ning explained, "It's not that he is enlightened, but that some things need a kind of softness to fuse, and it just so happens that my current crying weakness has dissipated the inferiority complex in Lu Chenyuan's heart that he regarded as a toy."
[Inferiority complex? Scumbags can have low self-esteem? 】
"Of course, you have to know that in the past years, the original owner has always been the one who has been protected, his status is noble, and his attitude towards Lu Zha's attitude is very cold on the surface, and her love has never been declared, who knows how attached she is to Lu Chenyuan in her heart, so Lu Chenyuan has always resented such a relationship, what feelings will a servant who serves you have for his master?"
Especially for a person with an arrogant personality like Lu Chenyuan, he would only feel that this kind of behavior was rubbing his self-esteem on the ground, and it was already very rational that he really didn't kill the original owner.
[Hahahaha laughed to death. ] I have to thank him for his kindness and kindness~
It's ironic.
"Otherwise, how could it be that the scum index is 96? This score is not the slightest bit of water!"
[The evaluation is in place! 】
All he needs is the original owner's admission of defeat, it doesn't matter how he admits defeat and shows weakness, the important thing is that he feels that he is in a high position in his heart.
"Guess what he's thinking right now?"
[I probably think you can't live without him anymore.] After all, the goddess is really in place, and no matter how many times you watch it, you will feel shocked, she really grasps the character of the original owner very well, and it is not an exaggeration to be vivid.
"Yes! It was this kind of heart that greatly satisfied his machismo."
"In this way, even the gender factor has been weakened a lot by himself, and he will even feel that he rationalizes this behavior, the brain has a mechanism to deceive himself, it only depends on subjective thoughts, no matter how unreasonable the thinking is, as long as you think it is right, then the brain will firmly believe that it is right."
[Shocked! Isn't the brain the wisest organ of man? Will it be so chaotic? 】
Jiang Ning nodded, "Actually, the computer is based on your subjective thoughts, interpreting what you believe in your heart. So what you see is entirely determined by your subjectivity."
"Don't be surprised, although the human brain is very intelligent, but the evolution of human beings is very slow, it takes a long time to wait for the natural selection, so that we can gradually evolve the most suitable brain for human survival, maybe in thousands of years it will become more and more powerful, but maybe it will become more and more declining because of the convenience of the environment, to some extent, the theory of entry and waste is also reasonable."
"When you keep forgetting something, your brain will choose to forget it in order to reduce the burden on its memory, so as to help you make room for new things."
[Crying, I'm really tied to Q, but I don't have to work so hard! 】
Jiang Ning was amused by the little guy's way, "It's not that it wants to be like this, but the laws of nature are like this, if human beings don't forget, the consequences will be disastrous, everything has a degree, the best way is to repeatedly deliberately train the content that is important to you, and constantly consolidate this memory, so that your brain knows that this matter is very important, don't forget it again."
Be very patient and enjoy doing things with a lot of patience and not be averse to something that will quickly lose the right feedback.
Bai Ling stood behind him, looking at Lu Chenyuan, and Lu Chenyuan stared at the young man in his arms, and time seemed to stand still at that moment.
"Mr. Lu, I have an appointment today, so I will retire first." This sentence is cold
It was like a purple lightning bolt, which made Lu Chenyuan suddenly wake up from his intoxication.
Only then did he realize that he was fascinated by the young man.
Perhaps this peace is what he has been longing for in his heart, and when it is realized, it will be inexplicably unreal.
will wonder if he will really be a unique place in his heart.
It's truly unique.
Lu Chenyuan turned his head and looked at the woman standing behind him, her eyes looked at him a little coldly, as if she blamed him a little.
So he said, "It's getting late, let's go back first." Remember to message me when you get home."
Bai Ling was very surprised in her heart, and a feeling of mistake came to her heart, and she felt extremely bad.
It's like something that she thought was safe and suddenly out of her grasp, and she didn't know where it was going.
The blonde boy really had a way.
She has long understood the trick of retreating into advance.
She believed that Lu Chenyuan would not fail to see this kind of shoddy trick, but he really didn't see it.
He seemed to just want to take Qin Jiangning back now.
Did he forget that just half an hour ago, he had said how much he hated Qin Jiangning?
Are straight men really straight?
If the little fat cat knew this sentence, he would definitely laugh hahaha, that's right, a straight man meets a heart-warming person, and he likes a person to fall in love with someone never because of gender, but because of the attraction of the soul, and in the collision of souls, you feel that it is a right person, and you will have an idea that you have to be the other party.
Maybe it's just out of compassion, like when you see a wet cat on the street on a rainy day, you will subconsciously take him home.
Bai Ling just smiled faintly, "Goodbye then."
"Good night." Lu Chenyuan just said good night without any emotion, then turned around and walked towards the nearest cable, disappearing into the cable workshop.