Chapter 403: Shura Field Interstellar (43)

Lu Chenyuan: Did ...... say these words in front of him on purpose to irritate him or did he really not care about him?

Staring at the young man's appearance without any disguise, Lu Chenyuan only felt that his heart was hurting again.

This feeling of stuffiness is getting more and more uncomfortable.

"Bye-bye."

Ling Yun nodded obediently, took a step back and said, "Good night then!"

The boy nodded.

"See you tomorrow morning?"

"Hmm."

"Then you'll go to bed early at night?"

"Hmm."

The boy laughed softly, and in the night his smile was very bright, as bright as a star.

"Alright, let's go back."

Ling Yun left, his gaze crossed Lu Chenyuan, and Lu Chenyuan's face was full of impatience, these two people were grinding and chirping to show affection?

When he is the person who is dead?

[Lu Chenyuan's favorability +5, currently 85]

[Jealousy makes people unrecognizable!] The little fat cat covered her mouth and snickered, which was too real.

It feels like the slag is about to explode.

"Okay? Is Mr. Qin done?" After Ling Yun left, Lu Chenyuan's first sentence was this, obviously he was already very angry, "Mr. Qin doesn't have to be like this, after all, I don't care about you, you don't have to perform this in front of me."

The young man's face was very cold, "Mr. Lu, I'm afraid I'm thinking too much. Why should I continue to waste my time with someone who consistently hurts me and disrespects me? Do you think you have a long life?"

"What the hell are you looking for me?"

This sentence made Lu Chenyuan's face sink, "It's your birthday in a few days, your father called me and asked me to take you back, and he held a birthday banquet for you."

At the mention of Father Qin, Lu Chenyuan found that the young man's face suddenly softened, "I haven't gone back to see him for a long time."

"You mean you're going back with me?" The young man looked at the man in front of him with some surprise, "Actually, if you have something..."

"I'm fine, you don't want him to know that you and I'm in this situation."

The young man's expression darkened for a moment, and then he said a little indifferently, "I really don't want to, but I don't want to have too much interaction with you."

Lu Chenyuan's hand on his side clenched unconsciously, and the young man's indifferent words poked his heart, and it hurt even more, but he didn't know what to say.

The tacit understanding between them seems to have been lost, and his dependence and trust in him seem to have disappeared that night.

Utter disappointment is followed by despair, and despair is followed by no longer trusting anyone.

Maybe he wants to redeem it now, but he doesn't know if he wants to return to him, but he asks himself if he really wants the other party to continue to like him?

Is it really gender stuck at all?

Lu Chenyuan found that his thoughts at the moment were completely different from before, he wanted to be with the boy, wanted to see the other party's smile, and wanted to sleep with him.

"If you came to remind me of this, then I thank you." The young man raised his eyebrows and looked at the man's beautiful eyes, revealing a little indifference, "If it's okay, I'll go back to sleep."

"Wait a minute." Lu Chenyuan called out to the young man, and the young man turned his head slightly, the broken hair flying in the light, and his delicate eyebrows and eyes stunned him, "What?"

"Do you hate me?"

The boy put his pockets in his pockets, his gaze a little distant, "Maybe I don't hate it. After all, I'm also at fault, and I shouldn't force someone who doesn't like me."

"I didn't care about your feelings, and I forcibly wanted to marry you."

The young man's expression was very calm, "Maybe this is my fault that will cause my own pain, the growth you have brought me will make me better to meet the next person, and I will express my liking in the other party and in a way that suits me."

"There are some things I want to wait until the next meeting to have the answer in my heart, and I will tell you."

Lu Chenyuan felt huge at this moment

The feeling of powerlessness, the feeling of powerlessness that cannot be retained, "Okay."

Next time is to file for divorce, right?

The answer in my heart is so clear, and with it comes great loss and desolation.

In just one month, they have come to such a situation that the people who were once closest are now the most estranged people, who is responsible for this?

He caused himself.

"Good night, I'll go back first." Lu Chenyuan's voice was obviously a little more lonely, but the young man said, "Thank you very much for appearing in my life and accompanying me through those times, you have always been the protector of my world, but for you, maybe this is not something you want to do willingly, I'm sorry."

Lu Chenyuan turned around in silence and didn't say a word, he didn't know what he should say more?

It seems that anything else loses its meaning, only a feeling of loss that is becoming more and more obvious, and a sullen heart.

[Lu Chenyuan's friendship +5, currently 90]

[The favorability is already 90, hasn't he found out who the person he likes is? The little fat cat expressed doubt.

"He knew, but he didn't want to admit it, it would prove how failed he was!"

[Death is to save face and suffer crimes, how much money can face be worth? ] The people who like it are about to run away, what are you still pretending to be here! The little fat cat is very puzzled and deserves to be abused.

You hurt someone and don't say a word, but let the victim forgive you?

Be a person!

"Of course, face is valuable, that is his dignity, everything can be lost, but dignity cannot be lost." Jiang Ning said with some sarcasm, if you really like such a person, then it's not you who is injured?

It shows that it is not good to look at people's skills!

What else can be said?

[It's so ironic.] Lu Zha, too selfish. 】

The young man turned around and left, but Lu Chenyuan turned around, looking at the young man's slender back in distraction.

At this moment, he wanted to rush up and hug the other party, but he restrained his behavior.

It's useless, it's all useless.

~

After drinking, Lu Chenyuan habitually went to Bai Ling's house.

"Lingling, he's really leaving me."

Bai Ling sneered, "Isn't that what you want? You should be happy, not the way you are now. After all, that's what you'd expect all along."

What you can't get is always in turmoil, and what you get is not cherished, just like Qin Jiangning in the past, and now she is not cherished.

"I've lost what I'm still nostalgic for, the person you really care about is me, I'm the one who loves you the most in this world, I may already have your child in my womb, is it true that your love for me in the past is fake?" Bai Ling said with some sadness, some feelings are not invested, but they still care about everything about the other party unconsciously, and this kind of emotion cannot be easily blocked.

It's true that she keeps suffering from it, but Bai Ling doesn't want to break it at this moment, looking at this man's handsome features, she knows that she really can't escape.

"He shouldn't have given up on me so easily."

"But you've done too many things to make him sad, your decision to be together in the first place was wrong, and now it's just a return to the original position, okay with each other? He will no longer haunt you, and you will no longer hurt him."

"I didn't want to hurt him."

"But the damage was done!"

"Shut up!" The man yelled a little uncontrollably, "You won't understand how important he is to me."

"Bai Ling, do you think I don't know what you're approaching me for?"

Bai Ling's heart seemed to be cut open by a sharp knife for a moment, and her heart was dripping blood, and she cried and asked, "Did you approach you for your identity and power?"

"Is it worth it for you?" Bai Ling repeated, as if she was questioning Lu Chenyuan, and as if she was asking herself, is it really worth it for a person who keeps hurting herself like this?

Is it only when Qin Jiangning disappears that his heart will be retracted

, his eyes to see her presence again?

At this moment, this thought strongly occupied Bai Ling's mind, and for a moment she began to think about whether there was any way to get close to Qin Jiangning.

"You should know this question better than I do, if it's not worth it, then what do you mean by continuing to please me?" Lu Chenyuan's words were very cold, "A person's behavior is far more important than what he is thinking, since you have already done such a thing, what is the point of saying more?"

"Don't fool me for one of your subordinates!"

Bai Ling was silent, she thought that at least in his psychology she was a little different, but she didn't expect him to be so ruthless and ruthless, without the slightest emotion, and suddenly the idea of psychology was even more certain.

"I don't, it's just you, and no one knows better than you."

Lu Chenyuan was silent about this, "Don't say such things again, Qin Jiangning will file for divorce soon, and I will marry you when the time comes."

Bai Ling didn't feel any joy when he heard this, only a deep sense of insult, he didn't want him anymore, so it didn't matter who his wife was, right?

This is an insult to her!

But Bai Ling still pretended to be very happy, "Lu Chenyuan, sooner or later, you will understand who is the most suitable person for you."

Lu Chenyuan turned around and left Bai Ling's house, and walked out, he sat in the rain shelter set up by the tree, the night wind was very strong, and he thought about Bai Ling's last words to him.

Is she the best person for him?

Is that really the case?

Is fit for best?

Is it enough to be suitable?

In the past, I never felt that there was any need to think about such a question, but now I feel that it is necessary.

You will give up a suitable thing sooner or later, unless you choose what you love, so that you will not be able to put it down, you will know to cherish, and the premise of cherishing will last for a long time.

And he never knew how to cherish it before, so he missed Qin Jiangning. new

How long will it take to get back to the beginning?

If he had paid a little attention to Qin Jiangning, the situation would not have become like this.

But it's just that he didn't care too much, who is to blame for such an ending?

~

After Jiang Ning went home, he quickly made a phone call to Father Qin.

"Father, long time no see." Qin Jiangning looked at his old father in front of the camera, and saw that his face was a little haggard, and he was unconsciously concerned.