Chapter 414: Shura Field Interstellar (54)

Does it have to be received to be love?

What is love like?

Subjective thinking and judgment, as well as heart-to-heart thoughts, are all subjective feelings of people, just like happiness and happiness are all based on one's own feelings.

The feeling of many things is also my own subjective judgment, so I want to start everything, be positive in everything, actively strive for it, actively change, seize my own opportunities, and then unswervingly set out towards my goal.

Sometimes the environment is a shackle, but sometimes it is also a way to fulfill yourself, everyone has their own calamity, I am willing to be my own sun, eternal protector, with myself to ride the wind and waves, see the beauty of the mountains and rivers, the sunset, the sky full of stars, cast their own fairy tale and romance, let themselves be full of tenderness and warmth.

No one can break this spiritual freedom, no one can share it, this happiness, this unique romance will always belong to me.

After walking through this summer, I suddenly understood a state of mind, growing independently, tenacious as weeds, and like the free flying flotsam in March, that kind of beauty cannot be described in words, it is a state of mind, an invincible state of mind.

As long as I never give up, I have the opportunity to go where I want to go.

I have an invincible summer in me.

I have lost a lot, I have gained a lot, I have seen a lot of humanity, so I will never be able to open up to anyone again.

Even if I say everything, there will be no one who will be able to walk into my world.

It was a no-man's land, a place of tranquility and calm, sunshine.

From now on, no one can enter this world that belongs to me alone, my door to the world is closed, but my own world has bloomed with different flowers, full of gardens, I can't put it down, and the light that belongs to me alone.

What exactly is the meaning?

Every minute of life is meaningful, I believe that faith is born in the darkness, my world is dark and there is no light, at that moment I think I am probably forgotten in some corner of the world.

But am I willing to be bleak?

Am I willing to bury all my thoughts in the dirt?

Am I willing to be assimilated into this rotten and filthy world? Become the walking dead, become a soulless robot?

Am I willing to succumb to the harsh reality?

The answer is absolutely not.

I want to be the bright light, the bright sun of the June day, the cloudless blue sky, the golden wheat field, the amazing people, even if it takes a lot of effort to do so, it is perfectly fine.

What I pursue is my destiny and my life, although there are many difficulties, everything seems impossible, but the most important thing for people is not to lose the courage to overcome difficulties, as long as there is a trace of possibility, then will not give up.

Take every step bravely and firmly, although every step seems to be above the high silk, but as long as the direction is right, then all efforts are worthwhile.

I no longer believe in specific people, but everything starts from human nature.

Jiang Ning's memories came to an abrupt end, everyone has a period of time when they don't see the light, some people walk very easily, and some people struggle every step, but every step is very firm, when there is no light in your world, no one will find you, appear to save you, you are surrounded by negative voices, should you believe them?

All you think about is how you can be a little better and escape from this level of world, and you find that you have taken this step, and everything is clear, and everything is not coming.

Then your state of mind will change again, you will even feel that it was a dream in the past, why can you persist until now, why do you never give up?

And after understanding this, no matter what you do in the future, you will not give up easily, what I need is not the salvation of others, but my own independence and strength, it doesn't matter what others think of me, whether you like me or not, I don't care, what I care about is what I can do better, other people's attention

It's never you, you're actually used to it, used to being ignored, not cared about, and so calm.

Ordinary life is a kind of pure happiness, when you are not busy, you can watch your favorite TV series, draw your favorite pictures, write beautiful words, read the books you want to read, everything is wonderful, and the joy of life is only understood by yourself.

I'm easy to approach, but it's very difficult to communicate with each other.

Some people are poor, but the mind is rich, and some people are quiet, but have a strong feeling.

The artillery fire exploded in front of him, and there was boundless silence around him, time passed minute by minute, every second seemed to become particularly long, Lu Chenyuan wanted time to stay at this moment forever, the moment when they fought side by side and worked together, but time was always ruthless.

Mu Xiao stared at the small battleship stubbornly surviving under the gunfire without blinking, although it was already scarred, the people in the battleship did not have the slightest intention of surrendering, and seemed to want to fight hard until the last second, which shocked Mu Xiao from the heart.

Needless to say, this was Qin Jiangning's insistence, and Lu Chenyuan was now completely obedient to Qin Jiangning's orders.

I had seen the other party's tenacity for a long time, but at this moment, I was still shocked and moved by the other party's persistence, and Mu Xiao's heart beat uncontrollably.

[Mu Xiao's favorability +5, currently 60]

[This scum's favorability is finally passing.] The little fat cat sighed with a little fat face, this scum is really vindictive!

It seems that the strategy of the goddess is correct, like this kind of anti-bone is born to be frustrated to know how to respect people, the more you stick it, the less you will be cared about, just like Lu Chenyuan.

The little fat cat thinks of this and feels puzzled, human beings are really confused, it is really that the easier it is to get the more things are not understood to cherish, and the more things that cannot be obtained, the more effort is necessary?

Is this what the goddess often calls human nature?

No wonder it is said that wise people don't fall in love, and love really makes people stupid.

"Give up. Qin Jiangning, if you don't want to die, give up resistance. Otherwise you'll die."

"Impossible!" When these three words appeared on the screen, Mu Xiao smiled angrily, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a wicked arc, "Increase the firepower of the main hall to attack!"

"What if Your Highness is injured by mistake?"

"There's no need to worry about this, they can control it with their abilities." When she said this, Mu Xiao didn't know why she had a sense of pride.

Sensing her own state of mind, Mu Xiao was a little awkward.

His eyes were still on the small battleship that was constantly turning over in the flames of war, this kind of operation technology was really too powerful and terrifying, and it was really terrifying to become an enemy with him.

But Mu Xiao inevitably remembered the picture of being taught by a teenager on the earth, probably this picture has become his obsession, and this revenge is not a gentleman.

"What about dying? If you really give up because of this, it won't necessarily end up better than you are now."

The boy sighed a little, the end of the hero is always sad.

Hearing this, Lu Chenyuan looked at the young man, "Ning Ning, don't worry, even if you die, I will protect you."

The young man suddenly smiled, bright and brilliant, which made Lu Chenyuan's heart hot, he didn't know why the young man was smiling, but the young man at this moment was extremely beautiful, so beautiful that he could not forget this scene for the rest of his life, this may be the last time he showed a smile in front of him.

I only heard him ask with some confusion, "Lu Chenyuan, why do you understand so late?"

The tone was indescribably complex and desolate, like a sunset, like a withered flower, like an autumn leaf, like a hopeless night.

"You trampled my heart to the ground and turned it into mud when I loved you with all my heart, and you told me you were in love with me when I had let go of you completely. It's ridiculous. Now the heart that loves you is long dead, and the gray time of the past seems to prove how much I love you, but after all, it is the past, the past cannot be traced, you can pursue what you love, I can't go back." The young man's tone was long, like an old man reminiscing about the past, with a bit of bleakness and relief.

"Lu Chenyuan, you should understand this

There is no regret medicine in the world. Time can't be repeated, and so do I like you."

Lu Chenyuan only felt that the light of his world had completely dimmed at that moment, why couldn't he forgive him?

He used to like him so much and indulge him everything, but now when love is gone, all the rights given to him are also gone, and he has become worthless in his psyche.

"Whether you forgive me or not, I'll like you, maybe that's retribution. Retribution: I despise your devotion and love for me."

The young man shook his head slightly, "Lu Chenyuan, I don't blame you, I hope you can forget me and start your life again."

"Nope."

"I won't forget the past, and I'll never forget that I liked you."

Jiang Ning: "This guy just doesn't cry when he sees the coffin!" It was clear, but he still pretended not to understand.

[He likes you too much now.] The little fat cat guessed, otherwise, with Lu Chenyuan's previous arrogance, how could he be so humble and angry.

As the firepower increased, the damage to the battleship was more severe than before, and red warnings flashed on the screen in front of it.

"The cabin is running out of energy, and the drive engine is about to be turned off, and the countdown is thirty seconds."

The countdown red on the big screen is extremely obvious, and the time passes minute by minute, like the countdown of life, giving people unwarranted fear, maybe at the end of life there will be such a feeling, a feeling that life is about to be taken away, this fear is irresistible.

"Give up struggling! I know you can't hold on anymore, Qin Jiangning, can you really bear to bury all the soldiers on this ship for you?" This sentence appeared on the screen, but it was a blatant provocation, and the boy's forehead was already covered with fine sweat, and it was obvious that he had begun to get a little tired after such a long battle.