Chapter 857: Brilliant Stars (2)

"Since my parents died, I didn't have a home of my own, and when I was in boarding school, I had to live in a dormitory with people I hated, and I had to leave that school and rent a house outside."

Polaris covered her forehead with her hands, instinctively blocking her expression, she said, "I was once kicked out by my landlord because of my explosive ability, wandering the streets of New York in the middle of the night, and all my ability can bring me is to make me not so cold, and so that I don't have to occupy a corner like other homeless people to have a place to sleep."

"Later, I went to the X-Men, and I admit that it was a very nice place, where everyone greeted you with a smile on their faces, and even if there was an occasional conflict, Professor X would try his best to mediate to the satisfaction of both parties."

"But I just can't stay there, I just ...... No...... Do you understand? Every minute I spent there, I felt anxious, and talking to everyone there made me feel miserable."

"Later, I left the X-Men, and everyone didn't understand me, and when I returned to the Brotherhood, things didn't get any better, and I didn't want to see Eric at all, I didn't want to see his expression......

"Later, the mutants came out of Earth and came to the Andromeda Galaxy, and we got a very beautiful empty island, and I began to fantasize about having a home of my own, a warm house, decorated as I liked......

Polaris gently pressed his hand to his eyes and said; I fell in love with the job for that purpose, even though it wasn't anything special, even boring."

"With Eric here, I don't have to do any work at all, every day is just repetitive moving and splicing, I say what shape of building parts I want, Eric says no, I don't know why it doesn't work, but in short, it just doesn't work."

Polaris shuddered as she inhaled, and she said, "Maybe he thought I was too busy, and he had weird thoughts every day to mess with him, so he drove me back."

"I went back to the apartment I used to rent, and then he came back with me, and I knew what he wanted to do, and I knew that he wanted to scold me for causing him trouble, and I didn't go back to school and I didn't work well......

"I really hope that he disappeared from my life and never reappeared!" Polaris pursed his lips and said, "But every time he just barges in, he tells me everything about my current life......

Schiller looked at Polaris and said, "You think it's painful to be with the X-Men, can you explain why?"

"I don't know." Polaris shook his head and said, "I just think it's all fake, and I'm even angry about it......

"The future of mutants, my future, I've been thinking about these questions for as long as I can remember, and the people in the X-Men don't seem to like to discuss this topic, they like to focus on the present, and think that there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain."

"But I know that there is no more way, they are paralyzing themselves and dying slowly, and I want to remind them, but I don't want to be the one who spoils the fun, and if they feel that they have to have one last sweet dream before they are destroyed, then let them do it."

Do you think you're more sober than they are?" Schiller asked.

"I just have more experience than they do." Polaris looked down at his finger and said, "The parents of the children who can enter that school still love them and let them go to school, even if the parents want to abandon them, Professor X will care about them......

"So much so that they didn't realize that the mutants were in the same situation as I was, that we could be kicked out at any time, and they were always trying to get us out."

"But many of us are shouting that we can stay as long as we behave well and please the landlord, and some say that we should have laws that restrict both the landlord and us tenants, and some say that we just don't move out, so who can do ......anything to us."

Schiller tapped the tip of his pen on the table and said, "You used the words 'you' and 'we' in these words, and you think that mutants and humans are actually two different creatures, right?"

"I know that the prevailing argument right now is that mutants evolved from humans, so we should

It should be a race......" Polaris shook his head and said, "But the truth is, we are neither different nor fit to live together."

"It may be hard to hear, but I'm really fed up living with ants, I'm not insulting ordinary people, but how do you want me to control my power, how to concentrate my mind, so that no trace of power leaks out? But if the slightest power gets out of control, it will lead to the death of hundreds of ordinary people."

"Should I just do nothing every day, pay attention to the spread of my power, pay attention to every trace of magnetic change, and protect the lives of ordinary people? Otherwise, you will be reviled in all kinds?"

"Don't say they ever offended me, even if I didn't, I wouldn't have been able to live like this!"

"Alright, Miss Lona, don't get excited." Schiller calmed Polaris for a moment, then said, "Let's divide this into two issues, on the one hand, your feelings for your father, and on the other hand, your worries about the future of mutants."

"Let's look at the first question first, let's ignore your background first, just talk about the way you get along now, according to what you just described, Magneto Eric said a total of two things to you, do you think this is normal?"

Polaris stared at Schiller. The expression seems to say, "What's wrong with this?"

"I mean, judging by ordinary people's standards, should father and daughter reunite after a long absence?"

"I didn't treat him as a father, and I don't think he treated me as a daughter." Polaris said, tilting his head to the side.

"We have to figure out a causal relationship first, is it because you didn't treat him as a father, he didn't treat you as a daughter, that caused you to get along like this, or did you get along like this that caused you not to treat him as a father, and he didn't treat you as a daughter?"

Schiller's words were a bit of a twist, and Polaris was silent for a moment and said, "I don't know, anyway, from the time I know him, that's it."

"Well, I don't say he's your father, or even your friend, just that he's a stranger, do you think the conversation would have been like this if we had happened to meet in an apartment somewhere?"

"He's not normal at all!" Polaris continued Schiller's words: "I have met many people in my life, and there has never been a man like him, who only keeps a straight face every day, expecting you to understand his eyes, and does not want to say a word more than anything!"

"You're to the point, miss." Schiller smiled and said, "He's not normal, what about you?"

Polaris was about to speak, Schiller said right in front of her, "Don't you think there is something wrong with your behavior when someone suddenly appears and your first reaction is to resist, your second reaction is to attack, and your third reaction is to deliberately provoke him?"

Polaris bit her lip, shook her head, and said, "I've always been here this way, I don't think there's anything wrong with it......

Schiller nodded and said, "I'm not talking about the problem that you're crazy. Or it's mentally abnormal, but it's that you don't realize there's something wrong with the emotions that drive you to do it."

"Resistance, aggression and overreaction tend to occur when people feel fear, and it's not disgust or resentment towards Magneto that drives you to do it."

"I ......" Polaris was about to retort, but suddenly stopped, and the sound of the keys falling to the ground sounded in her ears last night.

With a "bang", a bunch of keys fell to the ground, then flew up again, hovering in front of Charles, and Magneto said, "That's it, she's scared of me."

Charles frowned, and he said, "Lorna is not timid, nor is she afraid of fighting or getting hurt like some children, she has always dared to fight, she is very strong, why would she be afraid of you?"

Magneto looked at Charles in silence, as if waiting for him to give an answer, Charles thought for a moment and said, "Fear is an emotion that often leaves painful scars after a violent impact."

"You probably didn't scare her this time, or maybe you didn't scare her after she grew up and reunited with you."

Magneto frowned at Charles at him

"Think about it, what did you say when you and little Lorna met for the first time? And what did you do?"

Magneto gradually fell into a look of memory, merging with Polaris's contemplative face, and the two of them found the small fragment at the same time, in the surging wave of memory.

The blue sky is the same as the sea and the sky, and the waves are constantly slapping on the shore, each wave is like an impressionist brushstroke, wanton and exquisite.

On a cliff not far from the coast, a wreck emitted billowing black smoke, and two small black shadows approached the cliff, and the young Magneto fell.

Looking at the pile of wreckage, he vaguely heard the little girl's cry coming from inside, and he reached out and lifted it, and all the debris of the plane flew into the air, revealing Lorna Dane hiding there.

At the time, she was very young, sitting in the midst of ruins, like a broken doll.

At this moment, Magneto's gaze looked through time and space at the young North Star again, and he found that in the eyes of little Lorna, looking at Magneto, not gratitude and happiness, but deep fear.

"At that time, I didn't know what a mutant was...... Polaris said deadly, biting his lip, "a strange man in a black robe and a helmet who fell from mid-air and emptied everything around me......

"He came to me...... Come over...... It's like a monster !!." Polaris' body began to tremble, and one of her hands clung to the edge of the table, and she said, "He locked all the magnetic fields in the vicinity, and I had nowhere to escape, I couldn't move, I couldn't even speak......

"Just like last night, he controlled all the magnetic fields around him, and I couldn't compete with him, so I could only ask him to stay away from me......

Polaris' hands clenched into fists, knuckles began to white, and she said, "I scream because I know I can't do anything more than scream for him to get away......

"Don't remember anymore, Miss Lona." Schiller sighed and said, "Take it easy, because we're going to discuss the causes of this fear."

"What's the cause? Polaris' face turned pale, and she said, "It's because of that tyrannical monster and his great power......

What he didn't expect was that Schiller shook his head and said:

"No, it's not Magneto that you're afraid of...... You are afraid of mutants, powerful forces that they are invincible but could spiral out of control at any moment."