Loki returned to the dormitory that Thor had prepared for him, and as soon as he got back to his room, he threw himself into the soft bed, covered his eyes with his hands, and lay there in silence.

Helen ran over, jumped on the bed, grabbed Loki's arm and began to shake: "You can't be crying, right?" Don't cry! Don't be mad at her, let's go play in the backyard!"

Loki's arm was torn apart by Helen, in fact, he didn't cry, but the expression on his face was very complicated, he suddenly straightened up again, sat on the edge of the bed, Helen looked at him stunned, after a while, Loki turned his head to look at Helen and said, "Later, what I say, don't say it to anyone." ”

Helen immediately patted her chest and said, "Don't worry, my mouth is the strictest, as strict as Dr. Schiller!"

"I just knew you were like him, so I asked you not to say it." Loki rolled his eyes and said, "I know the reactor in your chest can record, turn it off quickly." ”

Helen lowered her hand in frustration, coughed twice, the light on the reactor on her chest went out, and muttered quietly, "Damn, the trick Pikachu taught me didn't work." ”

Loki reached out and hugged her, which was actually just a gesture of intimacy and pulling, but when he felt Helen's body temperature, he seemed to be frightened, and withdrew his hand with a "whoosh".

Helen also sat on the edge of the bed, her legs pulled on, kept shaking, she propped her hands on the edge of the bed, looked up at Loki and said, "What do you want to say?" Don't worry, you can tell me what you and others can't say, I won't tell others, we can pull the hook and guarantee!"

"Nothing." Loki shook his head slightly, he frowned slightly, his expression was complicated, he said, "It seems that Her Majesty should have seen more than one Loki, but maybe it's normal......"

"The Loki she has, that is, Sylvie, is very special, perhaps, other Lokis who have entered the Time Authority, also want to find her, as a way to take revenge on the director of the Time Authority."

"It seems that they have not been able to get any advantage from Her Majesty, but this is normal......," Loki sighed softly and said, "She has even achieved more amazing feats than Odin, and I can't be her opponent if I can only shout." ”

"And what are you struggling with?" Helen's voice was always crisp, and she said very simply: "You are stronger than all of them, what are you worried about?" ”

Loki took a deep breath and rubbed a hand on his cheek, saying, "Before I was taken away by the Time Authority, I felt very anxious, at the time, I didn't know where those strange restlessness came from, but then, I gradually figured it out......"

"I thought I was anxious to save Asgard and anxious about Ragnarok, which I didn't know when, but maybe not."

"Thor already has everything she wants to have, a throne, honor, Asgardian respect, but what about me?"

"What do you want?" Helen asked.

"It's because I don't know that I'm feeling irritable." Loki pouted and said, "I think I want power, and only by getting power can I save Ragnarok, but I don't know how to get power...... To question Thor? To question Odin? ”

"Or stand still and wait for them to reward me with everything I want?" Loki shook his head lightly and said, "66 When am I going to wait?" Is Ragnarok the day before? ”

"But if I had to take the initiative, I could neither go and say to Odin, 'You should give me the rights of your son,' nor tell Thor, 'You have not given me enough, you must make everyone respect me,'......"

"But now, I find ......" Loki said this, and there was a pause, as if he didn't want to say the next word.

But soon, he still spoke: "This Thor is right, the society of Asgard has the same influence on me as Thor, Thor has become arrogant and reckless because of their admiration and praise, what about me?" ”

"Why is it that when I want to get something, all that comes to my mind is to wait where I am, to fight for it, and to plead with others?"

After hearing what he said, Helen blinked and said, "Or else? Are you going to overthrow them by force? ”

Helen slowly leaned back, revealing an expression of "don't take me with you to death", Loki gently patted the back of her head with his hand, Helen "giggled", and Loki also smiled.

"Her Majesty has told me a very important truth." Loki lowered his eyes and said, "I don't need to wait for anything, and I don't need to fight for anything. ”

"I am the prince of Asgard, the younger brother of the god king, this is the identity I already have, and the identity of the royal family should have power."

"Perhaps the reason why I don't feel like I have it is because of what this Thor said, that I am always seeking the approval of the Asgardians."

"I feel like I have to have the chips to make them respect, either because of the ability to match Thor, or because of Odin's approval, so that they will respect me and treat me like Thor......"

"Isn't it?" Helen asked.

"Of course not." Loki shook his head and said, "They should have respected me, whether I was a prince or a prince, as long as I was a member of the royal family of Asgard, I deserved all of this." ”

Loki maintained a thoughtful expression and said, "Actually, it's not that I don't have power, it's just that I have never used it, so why am I useless?" ”

"Thor is right, the Asgardians say I'm unworthy, and I feel unworthy, so when they show that I'm unworthy, although on the surface, I will question them, but inwardly, I feel that I am really unworthy, and I think they are doing the right thing."

And then I started thinking, how on earth am I going to deserve all this? But when I think about it, there is no room for growth, there is only one throne, where else can I rise? ”

"Thor already has a solid rule, I am his only brother, there are only a few members of the royal family in Asgard, the father and queen of the gods have long been careless, and they don't even show up, Sif and Thor are not married yet, and they have no official status, so isn't it just me?"

"There is only one god king, one prince, they have a better attitude towards me, can they exhaust them?"

Helen was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Loki to say this, in the past, although Loki liked to sting others with words, he rarely used a comfortable attitude to accuse others.

Seeing Helen's slightly surprised expression, Loki looked at her and said, "You're also wondering, why haven't I ever thought that way before, right?" ”

Helen hesitated for a moment, and said in a tactful tone, "They always say that you are very arrogant, but I think you are actually quite modest......"

Helen touched her face with her hand, and then said, "I think arrogance should be like Dr. Schiller, whenever something happens, it must be from someone else." ”

"Actually, I'm really weird......" Helen crossed her arms and stared into Loki's eyes, "Can I seriously ask you a question?" ”

Loki nodded, and Helen looked at him with a very puzzled look, "Are you really, did you just think of finding problems from them?" ”

Loki put his hands on the edge of the bed, looked up and said, "You know what? Living in an environment where everyone thinks you have a problem, you will feel like you have a problem......"

"I won't."

To Loki's surprise, Helen retorted very crisply, and she jumped out of bed, walked up to Loki, looked at him and said:

"I know, you all make fun of me, you don't think I'm your daughter at all, it's just because I'm very important, that's why you take the time to act with me."

"You think that I am the link between you and the Iron Demon God, in case something happens, for my sake, he will also help you, so you maintain a relationship with me, you don't really care about me, and you don't love me."

Loki was a little stunned, because what Helen said was so sure, and the tone was not at all like that of a child.

"I know, everyone thinks so, I was not born from you, but jumped out of the cracks in the stones, I just appeared in your life so suddenly, you don't bother me, it's good."

Loki looked at Helen in some silence, but did not see any resentment or dissatisfaction in her eyes, Helen pretended to be mature and sighed, and said:

"But I don't really care, and I don't think it's my problem, do you know why?"

Loki blinked, but didn't ask, but Helen looked him in the eye and said, "You've lived so long, but you're not as mature as I am, it's not that I'm talking about you, the god of deception, but that's it." ”

Helen hugged her arm, looking very proud, and Loki gently stretched out a hand, pointed it on her head, and then, curling her fingers, flicked her brain.

"66" !!" Helen clutched her head and screamed, took two steps back, and Loki smiled at her and said, "I've seen the power of the god of deception." ”

"Don't make a fuss, I'm getting down to business." Helen rubbed her head and said:

"I've long accepted the fact that I'm not the most important thing, and everyone has to accept this fact, sooner or later."

"People's energy is limited, and no one will revolve around another person every day, unless he has a good fortune in him."

"You are willing to spend time and energy with me, whether you really love me or not, or you just want to take advantage of me, the time and energy you spend is not fake, and the happiness I get from companionship is not fake"

Helen shrugged her shoulders, looked at Loki and said, "You and Tony are busy, Pepper and Frigga are actually busier than you, and it's good that you're willing to take time out of your busy schedules to accompany me, a monster that jumped out of a crack in the rock." ”

Loki looked at her a little blankly and said, "Don't you think you're more like someone else than me and Tony?" ”

Helen shook her head and said, "Doctor Schiller, you say?" In fact, he doesn't think as much as I do, he is so entangled, and he wants to make you sick every day, and he wants you not to get sick at all......"

Loki looked left and right, lowered his voice and said, "Don't talk about it, if he hears it, we will both be unlucky." ”

Helen giggled, and she jumped on the bed again, and into Loki's arms, and kissed him on the cheek, and said:

"I don't care if I'm your own or not, I don't care if you love me from the bottom of your heart, or that giving is a proof of love."

"It doesn't matter if you love me because of interests, it's okay if you don't love me the most."

"If I had been with me every day in the time you could have with me, it would have been a very happy time, but when I recalled it, it would be full of pain......"

Loki touched the place where Helen kissed his face with some surprise, Helen stared at him and asked, "Do you know what is the most vicious crime in the world?" ”

"What is it?"

"Others have given so much to create good memories for you, but you are questioning every day why they have paid for you, wasted all their good time, and in the end, blame others for not loving you......"

Loki looked at her face and was silent for a moment, then slowly stood up and hugged Helen in front of him, and on his face almost identical to his, he saw the sunset shining through the window of Asgard.

The golden glow shone into Helen's eyes, and when she blinked, her eyelashes seemed to embrace the sun.

Loki straightened his arm and slowly raised it until it sent Helen into the light.

He looked intently at Helen's eyes shining in the light, as if he had seen the most beautiful jewel in the world.

Helen smiled, waved her hands and shouted:

"Daddy!"

Loki withdrew his arm and hugged Helen tightly in his arms.

When the setting sun also shone on him, the shimmering luster of the edges of the armor became hazy and soft.

Every wanderer who leaves his hometown thinks that he can only take away a pillow of tears.

But for thousands of years, the ancestors who ran away alone, crossed the great rivers of others, and took root in this strange land, stretching their solid roots into the distance until they left behind the fruits of their own blood. ，

It is their extension, their destination, the proof that they are no longer alone in this world, and that they have a new bond with this beautiful world.