Chapter 8 Russell's Thinking Is Clear!

It's not so much "can't die".

It's better to say "don't dare to die"......

Under Russell's gaze, the inferior said slowly:

"I inherited a part of his destiny...... After having the fate of the 'Son of Opposites'.

"Because of this fate, I could not resist the 'Father'. And he couldn't kill me on his own initiative.

"'Fate' dictates that there is a relationship between us and a Father. So we have to get along as father and son on the surface...... This is not a weak thing like 'consensus', but it has a coercive constraint.

"But I also have my own way of resisting.

"As long as I don't die because of it...... As long as I am assassinated, sniped, or poisoned by someone who doesn't even know where I come from, without deliberately seeking death myself...... Then even if I win.

"And he can't stop me if he doesn't have a sufficiently reasonable excuse."

The inferior man's cold words made Russell realize the truth of the matter.

…… So, the inferior will always be so angry.

But his anger was so empty and pale. He had no idea what he was rebelling for, or what he was rebelling against.

He can't live. Nor can they die.

He cannot choose to die because of his origin, nor can he die because of his birth. Because that confirms this fate.

He can't give birth to children, that means continuationβ€”he can't even prolong his own life, transform himself into eternal life.

He was seeking a justified, involuntary death.

That's why he joined the Special Operations Department.

And his father can't artificially interfere with the behavior of the inferior. He can only do the part that a father "should do", such as protecting his children from being killed by other elves, nor can he kill the inferior with his own hands, or sit idly by and watch the inferior commit suicide - even if the inferior one kills himself, he can escape from the shackles of fate, but until then, he must do his best to protect his children.

…… Elves are such twisted beings.

For the first time, Russell understood what the elves kept talking about about "fate".

It is an act that is inscribed on the logic of behavior and must be followed. Even the inferior who is a child inherits a part of the "fate".

Because of this hatred, the inferior must live in pain.

Until he dies because of something, or dies a natural death due to old age, his fate can be cut off.

- That's why he's not afraid of death. Even looking forward to death.

He was just waiting for a plausible excuse to be able to fool himself and die.

That's why the mother of the inferior will try to poison him and end the pain of his life......

This will certainly free the elves from their bondage and gain eternal life.

But for her, it at least makes the inferior no longer painful. This love is taken for granted and genuine.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Wait a minute? ”

Russell suddenly realized something.

He asked the inferior, "What, then, is the name of your mother's spirit?" ”

"Finally realized?"

The corners of the inferior man's mouth rose slightly.

A feeble smile that was a little pale and a little playful: "Her psionic powers are called ......

"[Lethal love]. Yes, the same psionic power as the minister. ”

"Psionic ...... Can it be the same? ”

Russell was a little surprised.

The inferior shook his head: "No, it is true that there will not be psionic abilities with the same name at the same time. But as long as it's not 'simultaneous'.

"My mother died on my eighteenth birthday. That was 10 years ago.

"And the minister's spiritual energy was awakened six years ago...... When she awakened her psychic powers, she was already sixteen years old.

"I know that there is a term for 'reincarnation' in some psionic doctrines. But the psionic inheritance relationship between the mother and the minister is a testament to the failure of this doctrine. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Ah, I know this. ”

Russell nodded.

When he was in school, he had also heard of the doctrine of "soul reincarnation", which had only been denied in recent years.

Is this the reason for this?

"So...... Have you always called Delphinium 'Minister' respectfully? ”

"Part of it."

The inferior looked at Russell and said with relief: "Don't worry. There's nothing bad about that. Anyway, even if I don't tell you, the minister will find a time to tell you.

"But I don't really have that many taboos at all. I just think about that man and I get hot-headed...... But I don't care to talk about this, you don't have to worry about me. ”

- Not really.

Russell thought to himself.

The more you emphasize that you don't care, the more you actually care in your heart.

It's just that through this repeated persuasion, I try to deceive myself.

Just like the previous inferior people did not react to the "hibernation" statement.

According to the saying of "hibernation", the inferior was like a secondary disease...... Every day he yells "kill you" and "kill me".

The difference with the second disease is that the inferior person is really living a miserable life, rather than moaning without illness.

However, there is one place where it is the same......

If a person's core has really changed, then when he recalls his black history, even if he does not feel ashamed, there will be a sense of nostalgia or sadness.

The inferior have no reaction to the dark history revealed by "hibernation".

That means that he is still in the process of this black history!

Therefore, the inferior person has not changed at all from himself four or five years ago.

Loneliness made him have to take care of himself, and pain made him look much older than he really was.

And in order to maintain his "anger" all the time, instead of "reconciling" and "admitting defeat" with the passage of time, he will also have no time to grow.

- He's still the same boy.

Compared with Russell, the inferior seems to be mature and steady, a reliable predecessor, the embodiment of justice, and the nemesis of crime.

But he doesn't have that kind of "justice" in his heart. In terms of mental age, it may be much younger than Russell.

…… However, this kind of confusion and emptiness makes Russell inexplicably nostalgic.

Before he came into this world...... I once had a friend who was also similar to the character of the inferior.

But unlike the inferior, that guy acted sleekly and decisively. Even if there is no desire or motivation in my heart, it will never affect my behavior, and I am calm and rational, which is really reliable.

And Russell has been taken care of by him.

Compared with Russell, who has become mature now, the heart of the inferior is much more immature.

…… How to say it.

Russell's mood was a little mixed.

Although the relationship between good bear brothers is usually a conjugated father and son. But now there is really a cub who seems to be his good brother, which also makes Russell a little confused.

But Russell understood at least one thing, and that was why the delphinium often reprimanded the inferior and the inferior did not talk back.

Because although he is the oldest, he is the one with the lowest psychological age in the Special Enforcement Department!

As long as the mouth is not hard, it is a good thing.

At least you don't have to shout "I was too gentle before, or you are rebellious" to start pulling with the inferior...... Although strictly speaking, the rebellious period of the inferior has not yet passed, and may not pass in the future.

However, if he can speak reasonably, his distorted personality may not be able to be broken.

Of course, this must first solve the problem on the side of the inferior father. At least you can't hold back and help the inferior.

But there's a little bit here.

That is, Russell may not be unable to solve the problems of the inferior......

Although the delphinium may not have thought of such a possibility, Russell's core is not native to this world. He didn't have that much awe in his heart.

In Russell's view, this endless loop can be easily solved.

- As long as you don't let the bad people know, you can secretly cut down his father. If he knew, he would have to report it under the shackles of fate...... But as long as the inferior doesn't know, as long as Russell is fast enough, the inferior is free.

Since this complex question can be reduced to "where to go, how many", then Russell's idea is immediately clear!

It just so happened that Russell was still preparing to be a four-sided agent.

With the help of the Tower of Babel, Russell might be able to do just that.

And conversely, the head of the elf director ...... Maybe it can also be used as a good vote.

Have you ever heard of what a son's dedication is? Do you know what a horn is for a while?

And the one who was sacrificed happened to be still an enemy in terms of position, just Russell's allies on the surface, but not Russell's real allies.

It's called a win-win – both Russell and the underdog win, and on top of that, Russell can win two more times.

However, this happy event cannot be told to the inferior.

You're going to be in pain for a while...... Predecessor.

Russell thought to himself.

Wait until I kill your father, and then come back to give you good news.