If this development continues, perhaps Russell will gradually become an important character in some horror comics.

It was his boss who changed everything.

It was a tall, thin, dark-skinned man, but he didn't have any black features. He always showed a hearty smile, and was often complained about by Russell's roommate Annan, saying that "combined with the name of our company, it always makes me feel that the boss is like a human body of some external god".

In the first place, Russell was recruited for ...... It was because I was touched by his words.

Russell wasn't interested in making games, and he wasn't fascinated by the games themselves.

His knowledge of the game is all about making himself "fun". It is not so much a product of entertainment and pastime as it is to appreciate it as a work of art.

But he doesn't consider himself an artist...... You don't need to rely on the game to put your mind on it.

"Himself" is the most fun game.

But that's when he came into contact with the man.

Now that I think about it, I can't even remember his specific appearance.

But Russell remembers it very clearly...... The first time the boss saw him, he said that.

At that time, he was recommended by his roommate Annan, who was also his senior, to come for an interview.

The boss smiled inexplicably with interest in him:

"Actually, you're better suited to be an actor than to work here. I think you can be a very good actor...... If you are in a godly world, you may be able to become a séance. ”

But Russell Blade naturally rejected his godly proposal, and wanted to run away as soon as possible...... If he hadn't been forcibly left behind by his roommate, he wouldn't have joined the company at all.

He was aware of a very strong fear.

Now that I think about it, it should be the fear of being seen at a glance about my own nature.

This is also very normal, because "Russell" has never learned about theatrical performance, and he does not think that he is good at acting.

He considers himself sincere...... His joys, sorrows, and sorrows at every moment are sincere and not false.

And that's exactly what happened.

But the problem is that the personality of "Russell" itself is a false mask, and even he has deceived himself.

Because Russell himself just wants to be a popular ordinary person.

And as an ordinary person, he doesn't think he has the talent to be an actor, so he really "

Not good at acting".

Until now, with the surging of emotions in my heart......

Russell analyzed everything in his past bit by bit, and finally captured the sense of abnormality at that time.

"It turned out to be ...... from the very beginning"

"Russell" is anomalous.

He plays Russell and also plays "Russell".

In his previous life, because of his parents' evaluation of him as "useless", he tried to be a useful person;

Because his roommate wanted him to work with him, he joined the company and became the head of the public relations department at a young age;

And in this life, because Alice hopes that he can become a big man, there are today's "Hero Ultramarine" and "Godfather Blade Haircut";

Because the deer head and the bad day wanted him to find the truth of history, he became a mage......

So.

What does "himself" really want?

Or rather......

How much more is there for him?

Just being aware of it.

His face burst out again with cracks like broken porcelain.

But it shouldn't be ......

Because he could feel the tail behind him.

At this moment, he is "ultramarine". It is one's original, real body in this world.

It was not a fake body created by a mask, but the real self one by one, but when he stretched out his trembling hand and stroked his cheek, he was clearly aware of the existence of the crack.

It was a crack that appeared on Ultramarine's face.

If even Russell himself is a mask...... What could be beneath this mask?

The intense fear of his own existence caused him to waver intensely.

…… No.

But this vacillation lasted only for a moment.

Because he realized...... That doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter what you are, what matters is what you do.

He has indeed fulfilled Xiao Liuli's wish, and he is indeed transforming the lower city area...... Now, he is indeed helping the inferior to free himself from the fate that binds him.

Now, too, he is ready to carry on Morgan's wishes.

It doesn't matter if you're an empty thing......

Everything he has done, everything he will do, is anything but false.

"What the hell am I...... Let others judge. ”

Russell whispered, the fear in his eyes gradually dissipating.

He reached out and slowly touched his forehead, his eyes gradually becoming resolute, and a pale flame gradually ignited from the bottom of his pupils.

"I don't count. It's better to let everything go...... Later generations commented. ”

If you don't know who you want to become.

"At least be useful.

"Such a desire, I think......

"There's nothing wrong with one by one."

The next moment, he waved his hand violently and forcefully.

As if he had taken off the mask of a haircutter, he suddenly took off the mask of Ultramarine.

Pale flames suddenly rose from under the mask, and the flames of each candle suddenly became so fierce that they overturned and swept the room.

When the flames dissipated again, he was no longer in the dim "mourning hall", and there were no more "statues" on the table.

The surroundings are transformed into a sun-drenched church corridor.

Huge mirrors hung in a row in front of him.

The mirrors in the back are hung with a red curtain, while the front has four huge mirrors that have been lifted.

He walked to the first mirror and saw an old man with a compassionate face and silent tears.

He reached out and touched his face, and indeed felt the tears that were real.

Then he slowly walked over to the second mirror and saw the young man with a long blue ponytail.

Before he walked briskly to the third mirror, he saw a cat-eared girl with a gentle smile and dressed in lounge clothes.

He walked briskly towards the fourth mirror.

Looking sideways, I saw a young man with cat ears with a cheerful face.

"Ahh

The young man in the mirror smiled and said, "You found me." ”

"God's Vessel."

Russell replied with great certainty: "It's your name." ”

"It's our name."

Russell in the mirror replied with a smile: "In my opinion, you are the one in the mirror." ”

As Russell reached out, wanting to touch the self in the mirror.

But just as he was about to touch the mirror, he clenched his fist.

The fist and the fist are gently touched together through the mirror.

"First meeting."

Russell said earnestly.

"Long time no see."

Russell replied with a smile. The next moment, the whole world was shattered.