At this point, the memory came to an abrupt end.

The fragments of memories that floated in front of him and belonged to the Blue Song Robin...... At the moment, it seems so close.

What he had just seen was the lowest memory in the mask of the Blue Song Robin.

Russell still remembered that Phila was supposed to be the real name of the Blue Song Robin.

And Shirley seems to be Morgan's name before he got the codename......

“…… I seem to get it. ”

He muttered in a low voice, "What the hell am I afraid of......"

Russell's voice overlapped with the voice of the "godfather": "What are you afraid of......"

The fear deep in his heart...... It's loneliness.

And these "masks" also have it.

The fear of being abandoned by the whole world, the loneliness that no one can help you with - that is the despair that only permeates the whole body when one is absolutely unable to solve the problem in front of you.

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- From the very beginning, he was wrong.

He was able to turn these people into his "masks", not because he inherited any legacy from the other party, nor because they had any great talents.

He inherited too much will.

There are countless people who have been imitated and learned by him......

And before he met Morgan, he didn't "swear" at all, but he still triggered his psychic energy and saw the traces carved by Morgan in non-existent history.

Therefore, if it is said to be an oath and a bond, it seems that something is missing......

Now Russell finally knows.

The common denominator that really brought them together was that hopeless loneliness.

The feeling of despair when you are alone and faced with a career that you absolutely cannot accomplish, it is like the sky is falling apart.

It was that fear, similar to Russell's origin, that resonated with his psionic powers.

- There is no love for no reason in this world, and there is no hate for no reason.

The blue robin will never abandon Morgan until his death, and it is not for nothing that he sacrifices himself in exchange for the other party's safe love.

His fear of the "birdcage" and hatred of the company were engraved in the depths of his memory when he was a child.

He may have forgotten about it himself, leaving only a residual impression.

But the warmth and emotion of being broken out of the cage in times of despair, like approaching a warm fireplace on a winter night, made Russell's body still warm to the point of trembling.

Morgan's words seemed to echo in Russell's head:

"Back then, I actually wanted to be a [hero]."

"In the beginning, I wanted to have 'admirers'. After that...... I want to be his hero alone. Be his hero. ”

"Heroes are wind and light. It's any force that's timely enough to change everything. ”

"Whenever he needed me, I was there......

"— I think that's the 'hero.'"

I see.

Originally...... So.

Russell muttered in a low voice, "In the beginning...... This is it. ”

Inside and outside the enclosed birdcage.

In the midst of the heavy snow that covers the heavens and the earth.

The "hero" who broke the cage and the caged bird who waited for the hero to save him...... The fates of the two lonely people are entangled with each other.

He finally knew why the Caged Bird's psionic abilities had never been leveled up.

Because he simply didn't understand what the "caged bird" meant to the blue robin.

That's not a cage. Or rather, it's not about incarceration.

— but about release.

The Blue Song Robin is not a man who hides in a cage and survives, nor is it a demon who wants to imprison others...... The meaning of imprisonment is to break the cage.

It's about waiting for a hero who can come in time and change everything.

“…… I'm sorry. ”

Russell whispered, "I'm late." ”

His voice, which overlapped with "The Godfather," was only one when he uttered it.

It was Russell's own voice.

"That's not your fault."

A low, hoarse voice rang out from behind Russell.

When Russell turned around, the shattered void around him suddenly disappeared without a trace.

Along with the previous sanctuary vanished.

Only a huge mirror crosses the horizon.

Russell sat in his chair as he had been with the director of Torquayfate.

From his ankles, his palms, and his chest, a chain of starry sky colors spilled out, submerged into the mirror—symmetrically locked to the limbs of the man in the mirror.

- And the man sitting in the mirror is none other than the Blue Song Robin.

He leaned back with his legs crossed like a true godfather, his hands crossed in front of him. It is very different from Russell's movements when he sits upright.

And the blue song robin in the mirror, his expression is quite complicated: "I hope that the hero will never be late, it is a luxury."

"After all, the 'heroes' don't owe them anything."

"Them?"

"I don't think I need to be saved by a hero."

Lan Ge Robin said gently, "There is only one person who can save me. And she also fell into another kind of misery at that time.

"Maybe I'm resentful...... There is no hero to save her.

Or rather, I resented myself.

"Why am I so weak? Why am I so incompetent?

"Why can't I save that ...... Always at the most timely moment, save my hero?

Or ...... What I resent is this world that must be heroic. ”

Russell looked at him and was silent.

And Lan Ge Robin suddenly laughed: "It seems that you are aware.

"—yes, I'm your demon."

“…… So, what is the vessel of God? ”

"I am the vessel of God. The vessel that seals the god and the vessel that is made by God are the same vessels of the gods. ”

Lan Ge Gong looked at Russell and said meaningfully: "And you...... It is the God in that vessel. ”

“…… What exactly do you mean? ”

"I think the meaning of the curcuma is already very clear, you are just deceiving yourself."

Lan Ge Gong sighed and reached out to grab the chain on his chest.

At that moment, Russell felt as if his heart was being grabbed.

"What exactly is psionic energy? You should already know by now.

"If psionic energy is just a parasite of the mind attracted by memories and emotions...... So how is it possible that the memories of the other world that we bring give birth to new psionic abilities and demons that do not exist in the world?

"If this psychic ability does not exist in this world in the first place, how can there be an extra 'undeserved' psionic ability because of more unexplained memories? Is it just this memory, or is it just you?

"Why don't you think about it, what did you copy and imitate in another world?"

"I ......"

Russell muttered unconsciously as he looked down at his hands.

What did I copy?

What am I imitating?

Under Russell's gaze, his arm gradually began to melt.

But it's not the bones and muscles that are revealed...... It's the black mist.

It was a black gaseous mass that was constantly flowing like a nebula.

No way.

I can't remember. Can't recall. Can't think of it.

Who am I?

What the hell am I?

"I am ......"

"—wake up, Russell."

Suddenly, he heard Miss Flowertouch's voice.

It's like when I'm in class, I was suddenly woken up by the teacher's chalk when I woke up-

When he opened his eyes again, he found himself back at Flowertouch's desk, still holding the glass of water he had never drunk.

The last part of the memory began to fade away...... It's like trying to reach out and hold the smoke, only to see the gray-white smoke leaking out of your fingers.

Miss Flower Touch was still sitting across from her.

I don't know if she walked back from behind her...... Or did she never leave?

…… When did you start to hallucinate?

"It seems that your psychological problems will not be solved for a while."

Flower Touch sighed softly.

She placed her trembling hands under the table.

From an angle that Russell couldn't see, the backs of her hands looked as if they had been burned by something, leaving pale black lines like blood vessels.

She didn't say when she would start the second treatment, but just smiled sweetly, reassuringly: "But I think, at least about the identity of the 'godfather'...... You should have finished combing, right? ”

"Yes. I finally know why the Caged Bird can't level up. ”

Russell nodded and sighed: "It turns out that I didn't understand the Blue Song Robin at all before......"

He easily sensed that Flower Touch was unwilling to treat himself again.

I don't know why...... But she's done enough for herself.

So Russell still shook his ears and nodded seriously: "In short, thank you very much."

"This should be effective in reducing my risk of losing control."

"You're not going to get out of control."

Hua Touch replied very firmly: "You must believe in yourself." If you don't believe your own words, then trust me who said them. ”

“…… Well, it's a little subtle. ”

Russell couldn't help coughing: "It's better to say less." ”

Hua Touch was a little puzzled: "Isn't this what you yourself once said in an interview?" Is there something I don't know about, a meme that is circulating among young people? ”

No, no, no, I was really playing with the meme at the time, but you don't know if this meme is still saying that, it always feels like a flag......

"Anyway, thank you very much—"

"Oh, by the way," Flowertouch interrupted Russell, "remember to tell Silence to come back to me next week." I'm going to have to take a little break this week......"

"Hmm...... But before I do that, I have some business to ask you about. ”

Russell suddenly thought that he still had "business" to come here.

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"Brother Shen!"

"Hmm!"

Shen Changqing walked on the road, and when he met someone he knew well, he would say hello to each other or nod his head.

But it doesn't matter who it is.

There was no superfluous expression on everyone's face, as if they were very indifferent to everything.

on this.

Shen Changqing is used to it.

Because this is the Demon Suppression Division, it is an institution that maintains the stability of Great Qin, and its main responsibility is to kill demons and monsters, and of course there are some other side jobs.

Arguably.

In the Demon Suppression Division, everyone has a lot of blood on their hands.

When a person is accustomed to seeing life and death, then he will become indifferent to many things.

When he first came to this world, Shen Changqing was a little uncomfortable, but over time he got used to it.

The Demon Suppression Division is huge.

The people who can stay in the Demon Suppression Division are all powerful masters, or people who have the potential to become masters.

Shen Changqing belongs to the latter.

Among them, the Demon Suppression Division is divided into two professions, one is the town guard and the other is the demon exterminator.

Anyone who enters the Demon Suppression Division starts with the lowest level of demon slayer.

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Then step by step, he is expected to become a town guard.

Shen Changqing's predecessor was a trainee demon slayer in the Demon Suppression Division, and he was also the lowest level of the demon slayer envoys.

Have memories of the predecessor.

He is also very familiar with the environment of the Demon Suppression Division.

It didn't take long for Shen Changqing to stop in front of an attic.

Unlike other places full of slaughter, the attic here seems to stand out from the crowd, and in the bloody Demon Suppression Division, it presents a different tranquility.

At this time, the attic door is open, and there are occasional people entering and exiting.

Shen Changqing only hesitated for a moment, and then stepped in.

Access to the attic.

The environment has changed in vain.

A burst of ink fragrance mixed with the faint smell of blood came to his face, making his brow furrow instinctively, but quickly stretched.

The smell of blood on everyone's body in the Demon Suppression Division is almost impossible to clean.

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