Here's a report to all readers, tomorrow is the day this book will be on the shelves, and I'm going to ask comrades, brothers, sisters, and bigwigs for a first order.

When the editor notified the shelf time, he was very nervous, after all, after the shelf... The goal is day 4: hhhh, pressure.. There are still.

And depending on the situation, it will be added from time to time. (For example: I met a recommendation, a reader friend gave a large reward, and the monthly pass recommendation ticket went up, etc..) ）

This book was written at a very difficult time in my life.

From the previous year, I began to get sick, and the disease went back and forth for several years, and although it was not fatal, it was very painful at the time of the onset. Later, it reached a very serious level, and I was so disheartened that in January last year, I even wrote a suicide note.

Thanks to the support and encouragement of several relatives and friends, I have been able to persevere until now. Then in November last year, another disease was diagnosed and had to undergo surgery. Then in December, I was mentioned by the original unit to break up happily.

Yes, at this time, I was unemployed, and because I was sick, it became a problem to find a job, and the cost of treatment was thousands more per month.

There is no way. So, knocking on the novel,

This novel has nearly 170,000 words so far, 170,000 words are free, and it is not very short in the female frequency, but no matter how long the free period is, it will usher in the day when it is put on the shelves, and the reason is also very realistic: poverty.

The truth doesn't allow me to generate electricity for love all the time, and I need some income very much. What I thought about when I coded the word was: at least make up for the cost of the medicine, right?

One of the medicines I took was nearly 300 yuan a box, and there were only seven pills in a box, and I finished it in two days, and I had to treat it once a week, 400 at a time. Together, the cost of seeing a doctor is about 1,000 a week, and 4,000 a month.

On the other hand, I kept my living expenses to a minimum, eating more than 100 yuan of vegetables and dozens of yuan of rice and noodles for a month.

As soon as possible, my meager savings are still being used quickly, and I am about to bottom out. But I didn't dare, and I couldn't stop taking the medicine. I managed to take medicine to control my condition until now.

Illness is a terrible thing, it is a triple destruction of body, spirit and wealth.

From next month, my unemployment insurance will also be exhausted, and the medical insurance will not be reported, and I will be completely unearned.

Here, I implore all readers and friends to support the genuine version. A genuine subscription is 2,000 words per chapter, which is a dime, and if you have ten friends to subscribe, it is 1 yuan, and 100 subscriptions are 10 yuan. If this book can have 300 subscriptions, plus full attendance, my medicine money will be settled.

On the other hand, because of physical reasons, my coding speed is very slow, and sometimes I think about the plot for a long time, and I even have a headache, and I can't wait to hit my head with a hammer to make myself feel better. Speaking of which, I can't help but thank my lovely readers and friends for not disliking me for not adding much to me before.

When I was younger, I was a person who loved to tell stories to others, and if the people who listened to my stories were interested, that was the happiest moment for me.

Although the motivation for telling stories now is not as simple as when I was a child, and it is mixed with the purpose of making money, I still want to tell a story that I want to tell to a certain extent.

The protagonist doesn't have to be extremely talented, he has everything at the beginning, and he doesn't have to have an invincible golden finger, and he can succeed effortlessly every time. Maybe life will give her a lot of challenges, but it will eventually return her with a song of happiness, which is also my expectation for my own future.

But when I really started writing long stories, I realized that things were not so simple.

First of all, the theme of interstellar mecha is relatively niche, especially the female frequency, and secondly, the market now prefers the pure cool mode from beginning to end.

Before signing the contract, one person wrote more than 50,000 words single-handedly, 3,000 words for the outline, and 4,000 words for the character biography. He was killed three times in the middle before finally receiving the station short. During this time, the loneliness of no feedback and countless times of self-doubt made the already difficult days even harder.

Because I know my body, I'm afraid that I will break off the day 4 after it is put on the shelf, and I can't even eat full attendance, so the new book period is in the manuscript, and after saving 20,000 six, I found that I wrote a small branch line into a dead end, and I can't satisfy myself no matter how I change it, and I feel that if I write it like this, it will be perfunctory. So, delete them all.

After reading a lot of posts on the Internet about writing skills, the more I read it, the more I felt that what I wrote was very far behind others, and I wanted to work these skills, but I found that my writing skills were limited. I fell further into deep self-doubt: can I really write this novel and tell this story well?

In fact, the day before I received the short station, I almost wanted to write that the second generation of the insect king came out and ate everyone, and the whole play ended.

But luckily, my lovely editor found me and said, "You're pretty good." ”

This sentence gave me a reassurance.

The insect king didn't have time to eat everyone, so he drilled back.

And then later, the number of readers slowly increased, one, two....

Book Friends 2020*491, Wind Xiaoxi, Negative Black, Time, Butterfly Love Flower Yaling, Ruffian Ronin, Liuzheng, Dong'er, Brick Industry Eat Chicken, Smile, Look at !! , Ri Xixi, and Big Banyan Tree are the earliest friends of my book and have been active in my interactive area, and if it weren't for their company, this book might not have lasted until now.

Of course, there are many cute reader partners who slowly appear later, their personalities are not the same, some like to read silently, some will punch in, and some will vote silently. And a few good friends in the real world who have given me regular votes every day since the beginning of my book, and I would like to say a sincere thank you to all of you.

I would also like to thank an author friend who I met by chance, who gave me a lot of help and guidance.

This is my first novel, and it may have a lot of shortcomings and a little immature, but I am very glad that I can still meet the loveliest of you in the world through it.

Thank you for being with me all the way.

In the future, please also ask everyone~ (bow~), see you tomorrow ~