Almost instantly, Lin Fan's chest was stuffy.

Before he spoke, of course, he thought about the old lady's reaction.

The old lady would sigh, be sad, and worry about his future, but Lin Fan didn't expect that the first sentence of the old lady's mouth would be "I'm sorry".

Over the years, the old lady has been cautious and vigilant, so that sometimes, there is some embarrassment between mother and son.

Lin Fan could feel this embarrassment, and when he thought about it, so did the old lady.

Thanks to him, he is a son, and the grandmothers around him are not surprised by the awkwardness of widows and orphans.

Otherwise, everyone would have noticed that there was something wrong with their atmosphere.

The old lady would rather be like this, all so careful.

It can be seen that in the past few years, the pressure in her heart has also been extremely great.

If Lin Fan's impression of Lin Xuan has always been Wei'an's father, the old lady is a mother who is a little clumsy in expressing emotions in his mind.

He never doubted the old lady's love for him, and mother's love also showed different things.

Maybe it's because of the adoptive mother, this maternal love is tolerant and restrained.

restrained, in the two years after overhearing the conversation between his father and his aunt, Lin Fan occasionally couldn't help but wonder if his mother would blame him and blame him in her heart.

There is love and resentment, which makes the relationship between mother and son seem to be screwed.

But until this moment, Lin Fan suddenly found that what made their mother and son screw up was not resentment, but shame.

He was ashamed of the old lady because of Qiaoyu's situation.

The old lady was ashamed that she had to hide it from him.

Pressing down the sour tip of his nose, Lin Fan stabilized his mind and asked, "Do I paint this portrait?" ”

"It's like." The old lady said.

In a hurry, she thought that the topic would revolve around what happened twenty years ago.

That's not that she can't say, now that it's over, of course she should tell Lin Fan everything she knows, but it's too sudden.

She was unprepared.

Fortunately, Lin Fanpin expressed her emotions and changed the topic away, only letting her say portraits.

This kid is a warm-hearted child when he is young.

No matter how naughty and mischievous he is, he is very gentle in his bones.

The old lady's whole body relaxed.

After thinking about it, she added: "In my memory, she is like this." ”

Lin Fan said again: "Miss Qin looked at the portrait and said that it was very similar to the Jingning Master in her cultivation of Tianyi Temple. ”

The old lady's heart moved, and the strength in her hand increased a little: "What do you mean ......?"

Lin Fan carefully introduced the situation of the master to her, and said: "I want to take the opportunity to send His Royal Highness into the imperial tomb to go to Mount Tai to see her, although I have only seen it in the old scene, but the blood is connected, and I should be able to recognize it." ”

While speaking, Lin Fan took a handkerchief from his sleeve and gently wiped the old lady's face.

Only then did the old lady realize that before she knew it, she was in tears.

No matter how patient she was, she couldn't hold back her tears when she learned that her cousin, who had been missing for more than twenty years, was still alive.

The aunt entrusted Gu and asked the maid to send her cousin to Cheng's house.

Also grew up in troubled times, Fang Yu saw the war, overnight, Wancheng was burned, she was also seriously injured on the way to escape, fortunately saved her life, but those scenes were a great impact on the little children.

Cheng Jue remembered that after Fang Yu arrived, her mother cried with the child who survived, and then gave her the task of accompanying her cousin.

They are the same age, and compared with the meticulous care of their elders, living together with their peers is the most beneficial to Fang Yu's recovery.

So, they grew up together, one studied calligraphy, painting and painting, and one joined Guiwei, when she practiced martial arts, Fang Yu, who couldn't practice, would also accompany her, she danced guns, she read books.

They experienced the initial establishment of the Great Zhou and exchanged each other's hearts and secrets.

Fang Yu married the crown prince, and she married Lin Xuan.

Marriage has not alienated them, and they are still as close as they were when they were children.

Fang Yu was pregnant first, Cheng Qiao was happier than her cousin, and in March, she was also pregnant with a child.

They once agreed that when the child is born, they will also grow up together, regardless of men and women, and there is no gender distinction between the things that are enlightened by young children in civil and military affairs.

Those imaginations are beautiful, but the changes are unexpected.

"Go to her," cried the old lady, "and she is better than anything else when she lives."

I sometimes wonder if she may not have died after all these years.

Her life is very great.

If she can escape from Wancheng, she will definitely survive if she is stabbed in the back and does not kill her.

But I couldn't find her, and I didn't know where to look for her.

You go and see her, I can't go. ”

After all, Mount Tai is too far away, and the two places in the capital are not a one-day longitudinal horse to go back and forth.

The old lady has been careful for so many years, she will not faint on impulse, if she is not in Beijing for a few days, it is not a good thing to spread to the palace.

Lin Fan comforted her and said: "As long as you live, you will be able to see each other one day, although she has forgotten everything, but you have a deep sisterhood with her, and she may be happy to see you, she can remember some old things." ”

"Yes." The old lady nodded vigorously.

Before doing things, it is necessary to think about the worst outcome, but in the end, people have to look forward and have hope.

Tears were wiped away, and the old lady looked at Lin Fan steadily.

"What else to do besides go to her?" The old lady asked.

Lin Fan understood what she meant, and said, "After I see her, I will talk to the eldest princess and the old marquis." It's not just about which way to go, it's how to go. ”

It doesn't matter if you avenge your father or restore your identity.

It's just a few words, but when you put it into action, it's not just a few words.

If it is said that the inheritance of the throne is that he can sit down on the Jinluan Hall with the edict of the first emperor, then, many years ago, he may have been wrapped in a wide dragon robe and carried to the top.

It's never that simple.

How to get started, where to start, how much to guard against, how to make the change of imperial power fast and urgent, reduce the internal friction of the Great Zhou, and not give opportunities to foreign enemies such as Xiliang and Nanshu......

All of this, they need to be prepared.

The expectations of the two fathers and the edict made by the first emperor were to want him to resist the Great Zhou on his shoulders, rather than rekindle the war in a vague way.

The old lady asked again, "What about the Qin girl?" She has helped you a lot. ”

Speaking of Qin Luan, before Lin Fan could answer, the old lady saw a smile in his eyes.

Joy from the heart.

The old lady suddenly had a bottom.

As she expected, Lin Fan looked at her and said in a solemn tone: "My son likes her, I like her very much." ”

The old lady's eyes were sour again.

This time, there is also joy in the sorrow.

Whether it was twenty years ago or twenty years later, the old lady was firm in her choice, she was doing the right thing.

She is sorry for only Nianzhi and Qiaoyu.

Without the two children knowing, they are several adults who have changed the lives of the two children.

Giving birth to grace and nurturing grace are not enough to compensate for the debt.

"Do what you want to do, marry what you want," the old lady bent her eyes to make herself smile better, "You can choose your own path in the future, no matter how you choose, I will support you." ”

It is impossible to change the past of guilt, but in the future, you can try your best to make up for it.

Her two children, she will do everything.

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