Zhang Haixing said: "When you enter the snowy mountains, the immunity to this bell is very important, and we need to know if you have the ability to resist all changes." Because while we don't know what kind of scenario will appear in your hallucinations, it is certainly what scares you the most.

You are very desperate, and this despair can cause extreme pain and rejection, and in such a situation, you overcome it, which is not easy. We know from this that you are a person who can accept any difficulty and will not give up on yourself because of such difficulties, and you are a person who can solve any crisis.

The most rare thing is that you wake up on your own after the hallucinations disappear, and many people just can't wake up. ”

I wanted to tell her that I wasn't a fucking person who could solve any crisis, and how do you know what I was like in my hallucinations, but I really didn't have the strength to do it.

Zhang Haixing said: "We can hear you speak, and use language to guide your hallucinations, we can hear everything you say in the hallucinations, and the most gratifying thing for me is that what you say is very positive, not like what the fat man said is simply unsightly, I don't know what he is thinking at the critical moment." ”

I looked at the fat man, he hadn't woken up yet, Zhang Longban was shaking the bell in his ear gently, the fat man slowly reacted a little, and muttered to himself: "Don't go, don't go, I'm willing if you kill me." The peony flower dies, and the ghost is also romantic. ”

Zhang Haixing glanced at me and made a helpless expression. I also sighed and thought to myself, "If it is really what he fears the most, it is not necessarily what he can't bear, but what he is afraid to face." ”

Although it is foul language, maybe he is in the hallucination, and he sees a ghost in the clouds?

I looked at Zhang Haixing's eyes, then at my palm, and found that there was indeed no wound on my body. It was indeed a hallucination just now, and I sighed in my heart, and suddenly I began to feel confused about everything in front of me.

Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies, I don't know if I dream of Zhuang Zhou, or Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies. Isn't it really necessary to be so clear about a lot of things?

Zhang Haixing saw my doubts and said: "You don't have to be anxious, I know what you're worried about, but you just need to think about whether things can happen reasonably in the process you just experienced, and you will understand whether it is in illusion or reality." ”

I thought about the fact that the temple was full of bugs before, and then I looked around the temple now, and after thinking about it, I was sure that this would never happen. All hallucinations are sudden, and if they weren't that real, I'd definitely find myself in the hallucination.

The scariest thing is that even the pain is real.

Then Zhang Haixing said: "Think about it again, are these terrible things you experienced afraid of in your heart?"

I was silent, touched my body, Zhang Longban handed over a cigarette, I lit it and said, "Everyone is ignorant, you let me have a good rest." ”

Zhang Haixing was very interested, so I realized that she shouldn't be very old, and there was a difference between this kind of vitality and A-Ning's stable pungency. But she was a little unhappy when I choked on a word, glared at me and turned her head to leave, leaving a sentence: "Then you wait, my brother has more words than me, let him serve you, you see for yourself." ”

However, Zhang Haike did not appear. After the fat man woke up, I explained the matter to him in a rambling manner, and it took a long time for the fat man to believe it. Our bodies are very weak, not tired, but a feeling of detachment. In the evening, Zhang Haike didn't come, Zhang Haixing came again, this time, she brought some things to show us.

8. Negotiation

"Now let me tell you about our plans for the future. She took out a hand-drawn map and spread it out, "In a few days, you and I and a German will start a real trip to the snowy mountains, and we will find out where our patriarch used to stay and find out what happened there." Take out what he left for us over there. ”

I looked at Zhang Haixing and asked, "Germans, do Germans need to go too?"

"Yes. Zhang Haixing said, "We reached a consensus with the Germans, and my brother knows the specific situation." I need you to have a basic understanding of the whole route now. Let me introduce myself first, I am a special mountaineering instructor. /

You must listen to me for all your actions this time, because this is a no-man's land in the snowy mountains, and it is completely different from the places you have been before. We don't have any rescue, we don't have any chance of making mistakes, and if we make a little mistake, we will die, so what I Zhang Haixing said, you must listen to it word for word. ”

I waved my hand at Zhang Haixing, I really am not the person who was at the mercy of others before, I said to her: "We are all equal parties who can cooperate, so no one has the final say in this matter, this is the first point;

Whatever we said before, now the conditions have changed, so I can tell you very clearly, whatever you say, I'm not going to listen at the moment, I just want to hear what we want to know now, and tell me, what the hell is going on? What did you talk to the Germans? Who are those Germans? If you can't say, let your brother come right away. ”

Zhang Haixing looked at the door, Zhang Haike walked in, and Zhang Haixing said, "This guy is not as obedient as he imagined." ”

Zhang Haike waved his hand and said to me: "You'd better not know about the Germans, they are a non-existent organization, their purpose here is different from ours, we can take what we need."

We have just made a settlement with the Germans in order to keep you safe. Therefore, you must be embarrassed if we know everything, you may not be able to bear the consequences later, maybe you have to follow our family for the rest of your life. ”