Chapter 990: Dream and Reality

Tang Yin's body suddenly couldn't hold on, and his condition began to deteriorate rapidly, obviously everything was expected by Zhu Hao, but when it really happened, Zhu Hao felt unwilling.

But it seems that Tang Yin doesn't care too much about this, as if he has seen through life or something.

"Don't tell outsiders, I don't want others to think that I'm about to leave, don't even mention Concubine Ning's side, you can tell Your Majesty at most, and even your Majesty's side You can choose not to say it."

The meaning revealed in Tang Yin's words was that he wanted to leave the world quietly, and he didn't want to trouble too many people.

Zhu Hao nodded: "I understand."

There is no expression of too much sadness, because Tang Yin is far from the point where he will die when he returns to the light, and he can still be diagnosed and rescued, although the meaning is only to let Tang Yin live a few more days.

"After the ceremony is over, the court will have to rely on you alone in the future, and when you can't hold on, I will advise you...... It's better to go into seclusion early than to stay in the court and fight with others."

Tang Yin said this before, and Zhu Hao would not listen to it.

I'm young and vigorous, why should I listen to the sour opinion of you, an old man who wants to retreat to the countryside?

But now what Tang Yin says, Zhu Hao will not argue anymore, but feels that there is some truth, maybe this is the experience that Tang Yin summed up after experiencing the ups and downs of his life, Tang Yin sincerely warned him, and this sentiment alone gave Zhu Hao no reason to refute.

"Okay, after that's what I have to say, if you have a way, let the gang of people blocking the door of my house disappear. Otherwise, let them stay, and I won't see you anyway! Don't ask me for mercy or anything, it's really out of my power!"

Tang Yin said, picked up a piece of drawing paper again and spread it on the table, then leaned over and began to grind, probably wanting to make a few more paintings.

At this time, Tang Yin, perhaps thinking that he is alive, the most meaningful thing he can do is to leave more ink treasures for future generations, which is nothing bad for Zhu Hao, although because of his appearance, Tang Yin in his later years is no longer the poor scholar, with the material foundation Tang Yin can study painting skills, painting skills are more proficient, such paintings to leave a few more, maybe it can be used as an heirloom.

Of course, this is not something that Zhu Hao cares about, after all, as a traverser, he doesn't need to think about those issues for his children and grandchildren.

Zhu Hao came to the laboratory near the armor factory, asked his entourage to buy wine and food, and sat in the courtyard alone and drank alcohol.

No matter what he has experienced in the past, Zhu Hao can accept it calmly, the experience of being a human being in two lives has made his mind very mature, and he even feels that Su Xigui is very similar to himself, all the affairs in this world can be summarized as a business, he is just a businessman, a historical passerby, there is no need to make himself so fully involved.

This is also an important reason why he has always refused to have sex with Sun Lan. But now, Zhu Hao felt as if he was integrated into some kind of feeling, and for the first time he had the urge to cry, which was a feeling he had never had in Daming for so many years.

"Even if I knew that I was going to die, I wouldn't be able to cry, but for some reason, for Tang Yin, who didn't know the times, there were ripples in my heart. Alas! 「

Zhu Hao put the wine glass down.

Not far away, Lou Suzhen appeared at the gate of the courtyard with Ouyang Fei. Lou Suzhen saw that Zhu Hao was drinking, and probably understood something, so she waved her hand first, asking Ouyang Fei to avoid it for the time being, while Lou Suzhen came over and sat down and poured wine for Zhu Hao.

"Why is Childe drinking here? But something doesn't go your way? Maybe the concubine can help with the details?"

Lou Suzhen always wants to show the image of a confidant big sister, but for some reason she always gives Zhu Hao a feeling that she is too enthusiastic and even a little nosy.

You're in a mess of your own business, why do you care what I think?

Zhu Hao said: "There are so many things in the court, it's rare to find a quiet place to have a glass of wine, isn't this okay?"

Lou Suzhen smiled and shook her head: "This is the realm of the childe, the son can be wherever he wants, and the concubine didn't come here on purpose to disturb. It's just about Miss Ouyang, and I want to talk to my son. 「

It is still necessary to match between Zhu Hao and Ouyang Fei.

"Concubine Ning, I want to ask you something, can you tell me the truth?" Zhu Hao said suddenly.

Lou Suzhen was very surprised.

Zhu Hao would actually call her "Concubine Ning" to her face, you must know that it was the past she didn't want to mention, and Zhu Hao himself knew this very well, why did such a smart person suddenly mention this?

"After the concubine came out of Jiangxi, she cut off all contact with her family and went incognito?" Lou Suzhen was so wise, she immediately guessed what Zhu Hao wanted to say.

Zhu Hao nodded: "Have you ever regretted it? Is it better to take a leap in the lake and then wander the fairy realm than to continue to suffer in the earthly world?"

"Huh."

Lou Suzhen pursed her lips and smiled, "Childe is usually used to doing big things, and he never sticks to small things, how could he think of asking this today?" There's no need to regret what you've experienced, and no matter what you think about it, the result can't be changed, right? Or does Childe feel that the courtesy between the DPRK and China has far exceeded your expectations, and now he wants to stop it? 「

In Lou Suzhen's eyes, Zhu Hao is a rational person, to put it bluntly, everything is about the benefits and losses, and he never gets emotional.

Under such a premise, Lou Suzhen naturally thinks that Zhu Hao will not feel sorry for the old age, sickness and death of the people around him, and naturally he will not think about Tang Yin.

Zhu Hao closed his eyes, as if recalling something: "The ceremony, everyone is proposing the ceremony, is the result of the ceremony really that important? It's something that's supposed to be experienced, and I don't even bother to think about it!"

Lou Suzhen asked, "Such a big thing, isn't it worth mentioning in Gongzi's heart?"

Zhu Hao said: "Compared with the changes of the Ming Dynasty, which can make Huaxia stand tall in the forest of the world, and even dominate the world, what is such a trivial matter as a ceremony?

"It's like, you always think that my goal is to be the rank of Zaifu and command hundreds of officials, but even if you are like Yang Jiefu to influence the change of imperial power, what is the result? Is my purpose just to add a few words of praise to myself on the tombstone of the bad loess?" Lou Suzhen didn't say anything more.

Although Lou Suzhen felt that she had seen extraordinary things and could get a glimpse of Zhu Hao's state of mind, she also understood that she could never compare with Zhu Hao's ambitions.

It was a height she couldn't reach.

"That's it, Madame go back early, I want to drink a few more glasses of wine, and if I drink too much, find a place to sleep, and when I wake up, everything will be the same as before."

What Zhu Hao meant in his words was that he would like Tang Yin today, indulge in fine wine, let himself get drunk, and let himself look down on the life and death of the people around him after drinking to drown his sorrows, and then go to meet the new day.

After Lou Suzhen left, Zhu Hao really drank a lot of wine again. When he got drunk, he really fell asleep. When I slept hazy, it was like a dream, and I felt like I was experiencing something, and that feeling was very real.

In this dream, he returned to the modern era, to the world of traffic, everything around him was so familiar, the spacious streets, and the bustling crowds, looking at the towering buildings, but a voice lingered in his ears: "Jingdao, where is this? Why am I here?"

It seems that Zhu Si also followed him back to the twenty-first century. Zhu Hao was surprised to find that his illness suddenly improved, and he didn't have to be bedridden, and he could enjoy life with peace of mind.

Zhu Si is still wearing a crown and an imperial dress, but in the eyes of outsiders, he is just a behaviorist.

"This is where I live, I went to your world, and now it's your turn to come to my world." Zhu Hao explained to Zhu Si.

Zhu Si said madly: "No, you have to lead my soldiers and horses to conquer here, I am the emperor!" Even if this is the Immortal Realm, I am the most powerful one!"

Zhu Si's voice was very loud, and the paranoia of a young emperor was fully displayed, as if everything had to belong to him.

Zhu Hao was very awake in his dream. What if you're the emperor?

You're just a mortal, you think you can be the emperor of the Ming Dynasty, and you still want to have everything in modern times? It's time to feel the feeling of loss...

"Over there, you can be the emperor, and here, you're just an ordinary person, if you don't even live an ordinary life

If you can't adapt to it, then you might as well never appear in this world!

"Over there, I'll do what you want, but in my world, I'll just treat you as a friend and don't share anything with you! I'm going to live my life, and it's up to you to follow your path in the future!"

The dream is very long, Zhu Hao returned to his life in his previous life in his sleep, as a doctoral supervisor of a top 985 university, participating in TV shows, receiving variety shows and endorsements, falling in love with female stars, and living a busy and fulfilling life.

But when he woke up, the sun shone on his face, and looking at the light shining through the window lattice, he felt that he was still back to this Daming that he loved and hated.

"Master, a change of clothes has been delivered, do you want to go to court?" At this time, it was just dawning.

Ouyang Fei sent Zhu Hao's court clothes over, it stands to reason that Zhu Hao, as the right attendant of the Ministry of Rites, basically has to go to the court every day, this is his daily work, but at this time Zhu Hao waved his hand and said, "I don't have to go today, I want to sleep again."

He was still reminiscing about his life in his dreams, anxious to get back that feeling, but unfortunately it backfired, let alone having the same dream again, or continuing the dream, and he couldn't even sleep.

But at this moment, Lou Suzhen's voice sounded from outside the house: "Childe, a brocade guard came to pass the word, saying that His Majesty had summoned you."

Zhu Hao originally wanted to continue lying down for a while, but he had to get up at this time. In the dream, the way he got along with Zhu Si did not exist at all, in this world, Zhu Si was the emperor, and as a courtier, he had to be on call.

When he tidied up his clothes with Ouyang Fei's help and walked out of the yard, he found that the yard was full of snow.

It turned out that it was snowing heavily in the second half of last night.

It was also a rare night for him to have a "sweet dream", when he thought that in the dream, he could talk to Zhu Si in the tone of a friend, and even not treat Zhu Si as an emperor, he felt that that was the goal he should pursue.

Why should everything be thought of in the interests of Zhu Si? If you want to change the world, you can't just support others as emperors, everything should be controlled by yourself.