I was born in the beautiful Houfu, my grandfather was the Hou Ye, my grandmother was the eldest princess, and I had a big brother above me.

There are also a few cousins, and I have been a beautiful and kind woman since I was a child.

I am kind and charitable, and I often help others, so in the capital of Dongchen, many young talents want to marry me.

My grandmother helped me think of a good family, but I myself fell in love with Zeng Yonghui, the eldest son of the Zeng family in Shangshufu.

I was so touched by his sweet pursuit that I agreed to marry him.

My grandmother, although she was an enlightened grandmother and respected my opinion, persuaded me anyway.

said that Zeng Yonghui was not my good match, he just took a fancy to the family of our Hou Mansion.

I didn't believe anything, because I was good-looking, and I was outstanding in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

I don't believe that no man will dislike me, but he has taken a fancy to the family of our Hou Mansion.

If you want to take a fancy to my beauty, I first take a fancy to my beauty, and then I want to marry Zeng Yonghui.

My mother doesn't have any opinions, and she likes anyone I or my grandmother like.

In the first two months of our marriage, I lived a very happy life, and every morning I woke up and looked out the window at the blue sea and blue sky, and I felt relaxed and happy.

I only know that Zeng Yonghui treated me very well, and I have no way of knowing whether he loves me or not.

But I just decided from the bottom of my heart that he was the only good person in my life.

Three months after we got married, I became pregnant, and my mother-in-law said that I was pregnant and could not wait for my father-in-law, so I had to help him take a concubine.

And Zeng Yonghui also agreed, and in this way, in the third month of our marriage, he took a concubine.

I don't have any opinions, because I was upbringing to be a virtuous woman, not jealous.

I thought that he loved me so much, even if he took a concubine, he wouldn't snub me.

However, I just thought that he really snubbed me, and I don't know why this happened.

Zeng Yonghui was still overjoyed when he first learned the news of my pregnancy, and circled around me all day long.

When he saw me, he was shushing and asking for warmth, which made my heart very sweet, but since he took a concubine.

He never came to my room again at night, and he never had a chance to see him during the day.

I don't know if it's because I'm pregnant and I'm in a bad mood because I'm cold.

I was originally healthy and had a good face, and I gradually lost weight, with a sallow face and loose skin.

Zeng Yonghui saw that I had lost weight and become ugly again, he would deliberately avoid me every day, but he was afraid of my mother's family.

During the day, he would eat with me, and I could tell that it was an ordeal for him to eat with me.

But I pretended not to see it, and after four months of suffering like this, I was already pregnant, but I lost ten pounds in a row.

That night, I finally couldn't help it and quietly ran to find Zeng Yonghui.

I was standing at his door, about to knock on his door, when I heard an indescribable sound from inside the room.

"Kerr... You're so beautiful... My husband likes you the most. ”

After a long time, I heard a deep male voice coming from inside, but when I heard the voice, I knew it was Zeng Yonghui.

Such a familiar voice, such a familiar word, I have heard him say it often before, but now it is just a different name.

My body trembled a little, and then slowly left, I didn't dare to stay longer.

I'm afraid that I can't control myself and will do something out of the ordinary, I grew up with a ruler that is better than everyone's girlfriends.

The pride in my bones didn't allow me to do anything out of shape, and I was especially afraid to see him with other women.

I was even more afraid that I would cry in front of other women, so I turned and left.

I ran all the way back to my yard and closed the door, tears streaming down my face.

That night, I couldn't sleep, and I imagined the two of them looking like glue.

I imagined the image of the two of them lingering in love, and I imagined his tender words to her.

I imagined his doting look as he spoke to her, I imagined

I imagined all night with my eyes red and swollen, the tip of my nose sour, my head swollen, and I didn't fall asleep until dawn.

Early the next morning, I went to greet the old lady of the Zeng family with two dark circles under my eyes.

"Ouch, what's wrong? Didn't sleep well last night? Seeing this, the old lady asked me with concern.

Because my grandmother is the eldest princess, the old lady of the Zeng Mansion also wants to give me some thin noodles.

I smiled reluctantly: "Let the ancestor worry about it, I'm fine, it's just a little sleep deprived." ”

The old lady nodded: "Then hurry up and go back and rest, you are still pregnant, don't come to ask for peace in the future." ”

I saluted and left, and in the cloister I met the second and third ladies of Zengfu.

and many young ladies from Zeng's house, as well as younger siblings, who had mocking expressions on their faces when they saw me.

"Yo! Isn't this our house, the eldest grandson and daughter-in-law of the ancestor's treasure? How did you become like this? ”

My father-in-law's second uncle and wife pretended to be surprised and asked the women around her.

Several other wives chimed in, saying that I was not jealous of Brother Hui'er's concubine.

That's why it's like this, my cheeks are hot, and I force a smile.

"I've seen the second aunt, the third aunt, the younger brothers and sisters, the younger sisters, I'll go first."

"What's wrong? Are these dark circles so serious? Didn't sleep well last night? ”

The third uncle's wife pretended to be concerned and looked at my back and asked.

I didn't want to say anything, so I could only speed up my pace and go back to my yard, letting the women of the Zeng Mansion talk about me.

In the beginning, they were afraid of my grandmother, although they didn't dare to gossip about me in front of me.

When I returned to my parents' house, my grandmother didn't come forward to trouble them, so they became bold.

Everywhere I went, I would be sarcastically ridiculed by those women, and they didn't name and take their surnames, just yin and yang weird people when I said it.

My upbringing also didn't allow me to quarrel with others, so everyone thought I was a soft persimmon and wanted to pinch it when I caught it.

I didn't go back to complain, I chose the person myself, and I chose this kind of life by myself, and I had to go through it on my knees.

My grandmother thought we were happy, and she hoped that we would be able to love each other for a long time.

I don't blame my grandmother for thinking that way, because when she married my grandfather, she didn't like my grandfather yet.

In the end, the two of them are not in love, and they face any wind and rain happily together.

And Zeng Yonghui and I fell in love with each other before marriage, precisely because the two of us saw each other very happily.

That's why I didn't hesitate to listen to my grandmother, so that both parties would have the desire to continue to get married.

At that time, I firmly believed that as long as there was love, both of them could go on affectionately.

Even if the two sides will face many tests, they will rush together without hesitation.

At that time, I didn't know that fate is deep and shallow, and not all couples can be happy for a long time.

After all, we are affectionate and shallow, and finally come to separation, because in every relationship, there will be an invisible game.

Two people with different habits, choosing to live together, will inevitably target some things.

Different views arise, leading to disagreements and contradictions.

If both parties can firmly love each other, they can certainly protect their fate.

If either party is disappointed in the feelings in front of them.

Then there will be invisible rifts between each other, which will eventually affect the love of two people, so that both parties will end up with a breakup.

What happened later had nothing to do with feelings, I gave birth to a daughter, so my mother-in-law helped him take a concubine again.

I'm already disappointed in him, just take a concubine, I also have my pride.

I take care of my daughter wholeheartedly and take care of Zeng's house, and I am very busy.

He was also very busy, busy maneuvering between different concubines.

I opened one eye, closed one eye, and completely ignored him, he was irritated by the woman's entanglement.

He will come to my yard and complain to me, because he doesn't love me, so I can really be his confidant.

At that time, my grandfather, my father, my second uncle, and my cousins all died on the battlefield.

I am in pain, and I don't have time to go back to the Hou Mansion to comfort my grandmother and my mother.

If it weren't for my grandmother's strong management of the Hou Mansion, it would have been my mother's crying character.

Our Hou Mansion will definitely fall into the hands of my third uncle, who has ill intentions towards my mother all day long, but he is afraid of my grandmother, and he does not dare to make a mistake.

At that time, the people of Zengfu did not dare to step on me, because my eldest brother won the battle and was named the Marquis of Zhennan by the Holy Father.

He is the god of war of our Dongchen, the patron saint of our Dongchen, and my biggest supporter.

I relied on the mountain of my eldest brother to live a relaxed life in Zengfu, except that there was no love for my husband, everything else was fine.

Even those women who were originally yin and yang weird, after my eldest brother went to our house once, they didn't dare to be yin and yang weird.

I thought that I would continue to live with Zeng Yonghui like this respectfully.

However, there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and people have good and bad luck, and my mother's family has fallen.

He ruthlessly swept me out of the house with a letter of resignation, and I was so exhausted that I had no other thoughts at all.

As if relieved, I ran back to my mother's house in one go, just as my mother's house was raided and exiled.

I followed the exile in such a daze, and after two days of starvation on the way to exile, I saw my mother crying and crying to death.

I could only cheer up and help my mother to hurry, and on the way, my third uncle had ill intentions towards my mother and was eyeing her.

So my little brother and I guarded my mother one by one, and my mother couldn't walk all day crying.

My grandmother is getting older, and she has stepped out of the posture of swallowing mountains and rivers, looking at my grandmother's back, I am quite energetic again.

Helping my mother to walk forward, my little brother is only eight years old, but he is very sensible, and the little man struggles to support my mother.

My eldest brother, whom I have feared and admired since I was a child, married a fool, and I don't have time to help him grieve.

I just hope that he can live well and give confidence to the helpless women of the Chu family.

Even if my eldest brother is crippled, he can still get food, and other outcasts spend a lot of money to buy food.

My penniless eldest brother can give us roast chicken, steamed buns, and meat buns to eat.

Every day before dawn, we would have a full meal, and we didn't know where he got it.

My second aunt, who was going to die, suddenly got better, and she walked without panting.

After eating for more than ten days, my grandmother's body became more and more healthy, and my mother's body also improved inexplicably.

Even my own body was much lighter, but it was a long walk every day, so no one cared.

Later, there was a locust plague, and the officials and messengers had no food, and someone openly sent food to my stupid sister-in-law.

It was also sent every day, and those officials were instantly impressed by our Chu family.

My eldest brother loves my sister-in-law very much, and my grandmother and I quietly think that my eldest brother is close to my sister-in-law because of food.

I was sad for a long time, and then we learned that my sister-in-law was not stupid at all.

And she is also a beautiful and temperamental woman, such an unearthly woman, naturally makes my ruthless eldest brother heartbroken.

My eldest brother is a reckless man who has been on the battlefield since he was a child, and he has never seen such a heavenly fragrance.

So he never forgot my sister-in-law, and felt that he was not worthy of my sister-in-law, and he was very depressed.

My sister-in-law has to spend time all day long to explain my eldest brother, and only when people get along with each other can they know that it is true love.

Some people's rhetoric can push you into a cliff when they turn around, and some people are clumsy and stupid.

But they can always give you what you want, and they don't give up, and some people, they don't like to say they just like to do.

They do a lot of good things for you, but they'd rather misunderstand them for "bad people" than explain them.

There are also some people who have a free and easy temperament and are informal, but they always pay attention to you and care about you.

My eldest brother and sister-in-law get along like that, and I envy the love between them.

They help the needy and spread the virtue of kindness to every corner of the world.

Inadvertently, it can blow into everyone's hearts and make people feel comfortable.

Being with them is happiness, and later, I also met a man who loved me to the core.

I can die for the sake of it, but I'm so broken by the so-called love that I don't want to talk about feelings.

It was my sister-in-law who told me: "Chu Wan, you have to take a brave step, if you don't want to open your heart, no one can help you." ”

"What you have met before is fake love, you are a scumbag, real love is beautiful, there is no pain."

My sister-in-law told us with practical actions what love looks like, which is desirable and beautiful.

So I tried to accept that charlatan, who was thick and meticulous, and took care of me meticulously.

If you are pregnant, you have to take a concubine, that's bullshit, my later husband didn't take a concubine in my several pregnancies.

I also love the daughter I had with my ex-husband, and I had three children with him, plus Xiao Sisi.

Our family of four lived intimately, without any barriers, and Xiao Sisi also grew up healthily.

We are a happy family of four, but in fact, Xiao Sisi is not a child I had with him, but a child I had with my ex-husband.

But he didn't mind at all, and even doted on Xiao Sisi.

I don't feel guilty either, because two people who really love each other don't need guilt and guilt at all.

Whenever I felt the slightest bit uncomfortable, he would look at me and ask this and that with a worried expression.

I saw the concerned look in his eyes, and my heart felt sweet and warm.

Later, when my eldest brother became the emperor, I became a relative of the emperor, and Zeng Yonghui knelt in front of me and begged me.

My official worshiped the husband of the Ministry of Works, took my hand and asked, "Wu'er, is this your former father-in-law?" ”

Zeng Yonghui kneeling on the ground: ......

He looked up and saw me in a glamorous state, and then at himself in a haggard and embarrassed state.

Don't say it's my father-in-law, just say it's my grandfather, someone believes it, he got up and ran away.

My husband hugged me and laughed......

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