My name is Chu Liu'er, the name I got because I was ranked sixth, and my father is the third son of Hou Fushu.

We saw my grandfather very often, but my grandmother didn't want to see them because my father didn't want to see them.

My dad thinks he's redundant, and the specific reason is not something that I, a child, should know.

Under my father's self-discrimination, any concubine in the third room is superfluous.

But they don't know that doing so will kill me, and it will destroy me.

My dad was unwilling, he wanted to change, he desperately wanted to succeed, so he married a lot of women.

With many fathers-in-law as backers, he is not afraid of the Hou Mansion prince looking for his fault.

My father has a good skin, and many official daughters want to marry him, and my mother is a beautiful and intelligent woman.

My dad loved her very much and doted on her at the beginning, but my dad was too distracted.

The distance between him and my mother grew farther and farther away, and finally he got tired of it.

He began to snub my mother, and even my son stopped paying attention.

My dad is also a selfish person, he only values himself, he doesn't care about other people's lives or deaths.

I didn't even think about the feelings of our children, but when I was five years old, I began to live with my mother and sister.

My mother was very sad because she gave birth to my sister, and she was in poor health and was always sick.

But in order for our brothers and sisters to be able to read and write, she has persevered.

When I was nine years old, my grandfather and uncle were all killed.

My father did whatever he wanted, and he was a little disrespectful to Mrs. Houfu, but my grandmother punished him harshly.

So he suddenly brought back a woman, who was my mother's sister-in-law.

She is only about sixteen years old, and she is quite beautiful, my mother-in-law doesn't dare to care, and my mother won't contradict my father.

Just took my sister and I to live alone, closed the door and lived our own lives.

At that time, my mother's body was very weak, and she didn't have the strength to fight anything.

I also watched that her sister-in-law often came to provoke my mother, and I was so angry that I wanted to beat her.

My father used to love my mother, and I never doubted his sincerity.

It's just that my dad is a selfish person who forgets old loves when he has a new love.

Ever since he neglected my mother and my brother and sister, he had started to like other women, and all he had in his eyes was those women.

During those days, my mother was very sad, I was angry, and my father was very cold to my mother.

My mother looked at my father with disappointment every time, my mother is a very kind person, she never blames anyone.

She never said who treated her badly, and she always endured it all in silence, which made me feel incredibly angry.

My mother loves us very much, but I am useless at all, my father has a new love, so he doesn't care about my mother.

As a result, the people in the house all bowed to the high and stepped on the low, and they didn't even prepare good meals for my mother to eat.

My mother was in a lot of pain during that time, and she didn't know how to touch my father's heart and make him kind to our brother and sister.

But my father is constantly looking for new love, his wives and concubines are constantly increasing, and he has many children, who can he be good to.

My mother was so sad that she left, leaving behind me at the age of 12 and my sister at the age of eight.

My sister is a very timid girl, unlike me, she has the courage to resist, she will only hide in the corner and cry secretly.

She wouldn't even say a word of flattery, but I knew that she was just inferior, not stupid.

My mother is gone, my father has long forgotten about our brother and sister, and my mother's death has dealt a huge blow to our brother and sister.

During that time, we hardly dared to show up at the Hou Ye's Mansion, not even my grandmother's.

My grandmother didn't care much about the affairs of the Hou Mansion because of my grandfather's death.

I still ask my dad occasionally, but my dad has a very cold attitude.

My father and my brother Chu Lijie hate my grandmother, but in fact, I feel that my grandmother and Mrs. Shizi did not abuse our three-room people.

I have been very sensible since I was a child, and I listened to my grandmother, and although we were concubines, we also won the favor of my grandmother.

But my father hated my grandmother and didn't allow us to have much contact, and I was afraid of him, so I had to hide in my yard.

I also have a few brothers and sisters, and they are all very well-behaved and never disobey me.

When I was fifteen years old, we were exiled, and at first I thought it was worse.

Unexpectedly, it was to usher in a better life, and I took a few brothers and sisters to follow my lobby brother to eat and drink spicy.

My elder brother married a little wife who was a year younger than me, and she was very beautiful and kind.

Out of her tolerance and care for her younger brothers, she made me feel unprecedented warmth.

I gradually lost myself in that warmth, and my heart fell into that tolerance.

Since ancient times, heroes have been sad to pass the beauty pass, not to mention that an insignificant person like me will naturally fall in love with a beautiful cousin-in-law.

My sister-in-law is not only beautiful, but also very capable, especially the kindness she releases to us, which fascinates me.

When any man sees such a woman, he will feel admiration.

Then, my sister-in-law in the lobby may become the white moonlight in the minds of men.

But the man has no way to think about her, so he naturally wrapped me up, and a man's love is a secret love.

But men generally regard this secret thought as their first love that they never forget.

Men are more rational in love, but in this regard, they are not as rational as women.

Women tend to think like this, they think that only people who have been in love with them are their love partners.

A woman believes that the object of her first love must have had an ambiguous relationship with herself, so she will become her first love.

But men feel that as long as they have each other in their hearts, then the other party is the woman they have loved in their lives.

Even if he didn't get the other party, he already had her in his heart.

That's what I think, my cousin is out of my reach, the first thought that is forever buried in my mind.

So, I always felt that I loved her to the core, but it was just a fantasy.

I always felt that if I could be with her, I had to treat her well.

But there is a saying that says, "What you don't get is always the best." ”

At first, I thought it was when I couldn't get her, and I thought she was good at everything.

However, when I didn't want to get married for ten years, and I didn't want to contact anyone of the opposite sex, I didn't think so.

Men know men best, so I found out that there are men like me, secretly thinking about my cousin-in-law.

But they didn't last long before they got married, and I was happy and despised at the same time.

What kind of love is not to marry a wife and have children, but later I learned that a man will love at least two women in his life.

There are even men who will fall in love with more women, but the one who can't get it is the one who loves the most.

When my cousin found out what was on my mind, he sent me out to the capital to manage his new group of old subordinates.

Everyone there is older than me, and you can imagine how hard my job is, but I'm happy to do it.

Ever since I was exiled, I have lived happily and with dignity, all of which my cousin-in-law taught me.

She loved my cousin very much, so she loved Wu and Wu, and took good care of us brothers and sisters.

I shouldn't have had any other thoughts about her, but I can't control my own heart, I can't control it.

My mother's sister has also found a happiness that belongs to her, and my brothers and sisters have all married.

And I don't want to get married at all, I just want to protect that obsession in my heart.

After the Xuan Yan Dynasty stabilized, I automatically asked for instructions to go to Nanban to subdue the Nanban Holy Maiden who wanted to take the opportunity to turn over.

As a result, I was poisoned by the saint there, and I thought I was going to hang up in Nanban like this.

But I thought that even if I died, I would destroy my cousin and her and go to hell.

I struggled with the various Gu poisons of the Nanban Holy Maiden, and in the end, I relied on perseverance to defeat the Holy Maiden, and she was devoured by the Gu poison and died.

I thought it was God who refused to take me away and actually gave me a chance to survive.

In the end, I learned that the jade pendant my cousin gave me was specially made by him with medicine, specifically to defend against all kinds of Gu poisons.

And I heard my cousin say that as long as he helps, all the Gu worms will automatically retreat.

So I searched for the source of the Gu poison in Nanban, and wiped out the power of the Holy Maiden in one fell swoop.

But I know that my cousin doesn't have that ability, and it must have been prepared by my cousin-in-law.

I knew very well that she was preparing it for my cousin, but I was still excited to use it on me.

After that, I stayed in Nanban until October, and a lot of things happened during that time, and I took care of them.

But I didn't want to go back to the capital, so I took the initiative to ask my cousin that I would go to the most remote mountainous area in Nanban to do poverty alleviation work.

Naturally, my cousin was very happy to see it happen, and kindly gave me a large amount of poverty alleviation funds and materials.

People in the mountainous areas rely on the mountains to eat the mountains and the water, and I rely on the experience of my cousin and sister-in-law.

So I was very successful in helping those mountainous areas up, so that they all had no worries about food and clothing.

After five years like this, one day I met an old man in Nanban, who was Chen Xi's grandfather.

At that time, he was very optimistic about me and insisted on helping me protect the media, but I was naturally unwilling.

Every day he tells me how good his granddaughter is, and I have been indifferent.

After grinding like this for a year, I didn't let go, and Chen Xi didn't see me.

To be precise, I haven't met her, and she's seen me a few times before.

It took me a year to build their village almost.

Chen Xi knew that I was leaving, so she ran out to meet me unexpectedly, and I saw her face as if it had been struck by lightning.

She looked exactly like my mother, and I couldn't help but think of my mother, who died young.

I have a very deep relationship with my mother, so I also have a good face for Chen Xi.

At first, Chen Xi thought that I treated her differently because I liked her, what a smart person I am.

Naturally, I didn't let this misunderstanding happen, so I told her, "You look very similar to my mother, so I'm willing to be friends with you." ”

But I made it clear to them, "I can't marry a woman who looks exactly like my mother." ”

Their grandparents and grandchildren are gone, but they still follow me and say that they will be my relatives.

Their grandparents and grandchildren are very persistent in helping the poor everywhere with me, and say that they have nothing to worry about their grandchildren.

Wherever I go, they will go with me, and the grandparents will never talk about marrying me again.

This made me put down my fortifications and treat them as if they were relatives, and we lived together.

When I met Chen Xi's grandfather and grandson, I was already twenty-seven or eighteen years old, and Chen Xi was seventeen years old.

She has always refused to find a man to marry, and she hugged my arm and called big brother.

I thought she had no idea about the relationship between a man and a woman, and I didn't have any idea about any woman.

Of course, the white moonlight that enveloped me was an existence that I could not desecrate, so I did not have any ripples against all women.

In this way, the three of us went to many mountainous areas to alleviate poverty, and we lived an ordinary five years.

My cousin and sister-in-law have traveled the world, and I want to go back to the capital to help my young imperial nephew.

I felt that I couldn't delay Chen Xi, who looked like my mother, so I didn't agree to take her back to the capital.

hopes that she will stay in the local area and find a good man to marry her own son, "Chen Xi, brother will help you find a good man to marry." ”

"You are not my own brother, why should I listen to you, if I want to find a man, I will also go to Xuanyan Capital City to find it."

Her voice is crisp and pleasant, but full of stubbornness, after all, she has lived with me for many years, so follow along.

"Chen Xi, brother is for your good, those rich sons and brothers in the capital are used to playing, and it is not suitable for you to be a simple girl."

I persuaded with great seriousness, but she still shook her head stubbornly and said stubbornly.

"I didn't think about what you said, I won't like them, I just like you alone."

Her words made me feel helpless, but I was even more determined not to take them with me.

"I've already decided on this matter, and I won't take you there." My attitude is also very resolute.

"Okay, then I'll cook for you, and after the last meal, you can go."

Her attitude is also very firm: "In that case, don't regret it." ”

She dropped the harsh words, turned and ran away.

I looked at her back running away, and shook my head helplessly, I didn't mean not to agree to her, but I really couldn't agree.

She didn't understand, and I wouldn't tell her, that the secret thoughts in my heart were untouchable nets.

But I never dreamed that such a simple girl would actually be drugged in her meal.

My willpower is so firm, Gu poison can't help me, but I was followed by a Chen Xi who has been by my side for six years.

I slept with me, and I was so angry that I wanted to kill her, but she said she might be pregnant.

So we lived in the mountains, and I didn't pay attention to her anymore, and she really got right.

Her belly is getting bigger and bigger, what else can I do but marry her.

After getting married, she was careful and often overworked, and her body couldn't stand it.

It was dangerous to have a baby in this poor mountainous area, so I had to guard her there.

After giving birth, I couldn't put down my beautiful daughter, so I took her mother, daughter and grandfather back to the capital......

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