My name is Chu Jingxian, and it is said that this name was picked out by my mother from many names.

Hehe, when my mother was the queen, she positioned me in the position of assisting my prince's brother.

I started remembering when I was two years old, a little earlier than my older brother and sister both remembered.

When I was three years old, my mother used to tell me that I was born to be able to communicate with her and my father with my eyes.

Said that I was very lazy, I ate and slept when I ate, and I ate when I woke up, and I was very active in eating.

Not at all as lively as the prince's brother and sister, and when I was three years old, I was still my mother's mother.

Xuan Yanchao has a group of very powerful old guys, who are either top figures in the literary world or generals with strong martial arts.

So, my brothers and I started training in various skills when we were three years old.

I can accept the other masters, that is, the master of Wuchen, a monk who has attained the Tao.

When he saw that I was gentle, he taught me to practice every day, and I was just lazy.

I'm really not interested in cultivation, I've had a daughter-in-law since I was sensible, what kind of practice is it?

I have been practicing martial arts with my father's old subordinates since I was a child, and I especially like the character of Generalissimo Dai, not that other masters are bad.

It's that I have fallen in love with Dai Yuntao's youngest daughter since I was sensible, and I still remember that I was three years old that year.

It is said that the Dai family is about to have a baby again, and my brother and sister are abandoning it.

"It's not a big deal to give birth again, Uncle Dai and Aunt Dai have had children for so many years, and now only two sons are needed, even if this child gives birth to a daughter, it can catch up with our father."

My eldest brother said very chickenly.

"What the eldest brother said makes sense, these uncles are desperately learning from our parents, giggles, the gap between them is incomparable."

My lovely sister said playfully, and winked at me.

So everyone went to see the Dai family's youngest daughter, but our three brothers and sisters didn't go, and they were still seriously Zamabu.

Fortunately, I didn't go, because I also saw Uncle Zhao Yu's family give birth to a daughter, a newborn baby.

It's red, the skin is still wrinkled, and you can be as ugly as you want, Uncle Zhao Yu often says.

"Years old, my Zhao Ying will be your daughter-in-law when she grows up."

I was scared enough, and since then I have been away from Zhao Ying for 108,000 miles, although she was also slim later.

But the shadow of my childhood is there, I won't marry her, not to mention, I fell in love with my little daughter-in-law Dai Yunfang at first sight.

It was at her full moon wine that I saw her, her little face was round and red, and she slept sweetly.

The two eyes were closed tightly, like two lines, and the two eyebrows were like two crooked crescent moons.

The baby's skin was so white and crystal white that I poked my finger at her and woke up.

Grinning at me, my heart just fell.

Dai Yunfang's facial features are very exquisite, although it is still small, her facial features are already very distinct.

The eyes, nose, mouth, there is nothing that is not very beautiful, I don't know what other people think, but that's what I like to see.

The little face is pink, and the pale pink on the cheeks looks like delicate petals.

Since then, my greatest joy has been to look at her a few times, and of course, my mother said that I have been a cold male god since I was a child.

Even if I look at her, I look at her with disdain, as if nothing in the world is worthy of my eyes.

So, Master Wuchen told me every day about his cultivation experience, saying that people have been practicing all their lives.

Repairing good and bad things is mostly due to their own reasons, and people often attribute failure to external factors.

And very few people are able to reflect on themselves and are willing to find problems in themselves.

The red dust is rolling, the world is full of wonders, and many things are played by internal factors.

"The fortress is first broken from the inside", one person breaks his own inner shell, and the enemy has a chance.

When something happens, don't blame others, more often it's your own problem.

At the age of five, I actually understood, and I said to Master Wuchen: "Master, I understand your loneliness, loneliness and coldness.

I also know that the torment of lack of money and lack of love is not easy to ...... as a human being."

made Master Wuchen laugh, "Suisui, do you think of Lao Wei like this because he doesn't have a wife?" ”

Little me was confused, is this what a monk can say?

That's all I heard when I was one year old when I lived in a space with my parents.

At that time, my father and mother waited for us to fall asleep.

But I slept enough during the day that I heard them as soon as they moved.

Of course, the number of times I heard it was very rare, and my mother was a very cautious person.

Unless my father came back from a war outside, Xiao Biesheng connived at him when he was newly married.

Usually my dad would take us to another room before they would make out.

It was one of those few times that I heard my mother say to my father worriedly afterwards.

"Husband, although I don't understand the loneliness and coldness of the master.

But I also know that the torment of lack of money and lack of love is not easy to be born.

But he always talks to us about cultivation, is this really good? Will you train the second child to be a monk? ”

"Xinxin, don't worry about these things, don't you see Sui Sui's disdainful eyes?"

"Is there one? Kang Kang and An An, I'm not worried about them, the two of them won't escape into the empty door, giggle~"

"Xinxin~ You still have the strength to worry about these trivial matters, is it because your husband doesn't give you strength... Let's move on..."

Then there was another indescribable sound, and I was thinking that I would be the prelude to the empty door in my mother's heart!

My daughter-in-law has been chosen!

I was stunned by Master Wuchen's question, and I didn't know how to answer.

Because what I said was what my mother said, and they didn't talk about it later.

Maybe we talked too, but by then I was asleep, and I could only say.

"Why does the master always teach me to practice, but my great-grandmother doesn't teach us this."

"Your great-grandmother is not a true cultivator, she was just forced to become a monk.

The difficulty of men is reflected in the fact that when they are young, the conditions are average, and there is no opportunity to choose a woman they really like.

When you reach middle age, you may be almost mixed, but you lose the right to choose.

A woman's difficulty is reflected in marrying a man who doesn't love her, wanting to reconcile, but can't afford to leave, not leaving, and painful.

The kind of torment that is not good and inseparable will make the whole person physically and mentally exhausted and haggard.

That's why she chose to make a deal with the emperor and become a monk and spend the rest of her life in the royal monastery, which is another kind of torment. ”

At the age of five, I had read a lot of sages and had experienced love firsthand.

So I discussed love with Master Wuchen, and I really benefited a lot......

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