My name is Chu Jingchen, my nickname is Kangkang, and my father wanted to give way to me two years ago.

It's just that my mother feels sorry for me, my brother and my sister, and she can't bear to leave us because they are young.

So I waited and waited, and when I was twenty years old, my father couldn't wait to pass on the throne to me.

My father and mother are the happiest people in the world, and the most powerful people in the world.

When I was five years old, I recited thousands of words every day, and as I grew up, I had a high attainment in poetry, calligraphy, and painting.

It stands to reason that I, a proud son born with a golden key, should live in a honey pot carefree all day long.

But all of this was ruined by my stubbornness.

I am born rich and noble, and when wealth comes, manpower cannot refuse.

Like a flying dragon in the sky, a soaring phoenix is overwhelming.

What I have achieved is the result of hard work, and the future is immeasurable.

There are many people who support me, and you can see that this room is full of flowers and intoxicated by countless guests.

I have never lacked love, and everyone in Xuan Yan Dynasty especially likes our three brothers and sisters.

But my love is full of hardships, and I have to admit that this is fate.

Every single one of them is not related to me, and of course, that doesn't mean they're bad.

Who doesn't yearn for a beautiful relationship when they're young?

But my fate is like being cursed by God, and I am destined to die alone.

I am the prince of a country, and with such an identity, there are countless women around me who are crazy about me.

But in the end, I couldn't get together with them, not because they weren't beautiful, or because they weren't gentle.

And they were very understanding and caring, but in the end, I had to miss out with them.

My father, the Emperor, was the Emperor of the Xuan Yan Dynasty, and his exploits and honors can go down in history and be admired by future generations.

He has a virtuous and virtuous queen, that is, my mother, who is the lifeblood of my father.

When my mother was seventeen years old, she gave birth to two princes and a princess for my father's first child.

My father couldn't see the pain of his mother's childbirth, so he secretly took the medicine of the child.

It is my mother's honor, and it is our honor, that we can not only enjoy the love of our mother.

There is also the favor from my father, I only knew when I grew up that my father favored us.

He loved all the people and things of my mother.

We are the lifeblood of our mother, so we have become the lifeblood of our father's mother.

We spent eight happy years innocently, whether it was the elderly, the middle-aged, and even the children liked our brother and sister.

The thing that made me a little depressed and irritable started in the summer when I was eight years old.

At the age of eight, I already knew a lot of things that didn't belong at that age.

I'm the pride of the sky, and everybody loves me, in fact.

When I was eight years old, I found that I fell in love with a six-year-old girl, Zhao Zhiqing.

But I saw that she was smiling very happily with my second brother.

It seems that she is still talking and laughing with An An, but she is the only one who avoids me as soon as she sees me.

Originally, I hadn't noticed her before, but it was because of the number of times that I paid attention to her.

But this attention, I fell, and the more I fell in, the more irritable I became.

Especially when I saw her laughing when she saw my second brother and hiding when she saw me, how could I stand the pride.

There are more little beauties who like me, so why should I care about her alone.

Since my second brother likes her, then I will give it to him painfully, but as I get older.

I found that not only did I not forget her, but I seemed to be falling more and more, and I was painfully focusing my energy on learning various skills every day.

If my second brother likes her, then I will bear this pain alone and will not hurt her.

That's why I've had a heart since I was nine years old, and I can't be happy.

Fortunately, the affection between my mother, father, and younger siblings makes up for my painful heart.

When I was a little older, I found that my second brother seemed to like Uncle Dai's daughter.

And Zhao Zhiqing still often follows my second brother and is sandwiched between them, which makes me very annoyed when I was young.

So I, the pride of the sky, arrogantly sarcastically mocked her, don't be a toad who wants to eat swan meat.

Wishful thinking of marrying into our royal family, every time I see her, I will taunt her a few words.

I also deliberately behaved very intimately with Princess Xichu, as if I liked Princess Xichu very much.

I actually don't like Princess Xichu at all, I just deliberately want to kill Zhao Zhiqing.

Because I found out that my second brother didn't like her, and she was always by my second brother's side.

I was made a crown prince by my father at the age of six, and I knew that I would be the one who would be the emperor in the future.

Therefore, I don't want to use the young ladies of other ministers as shields, so that our monarchs and ministers will have a gap in their hearts.

My father, the emperor and the prime minister, have taught me emperor strategies and imperial power techniques since childhood.

I have learned and used all those power techniques in my love strategy.

Zhao Zhiqing was so angry that she was heartbroken, depressed all day long, and finally left for poverty alleviation in Nanban.

It was also at that time that I began to know that I was just an ordinary person, and there were people who couldn't be loved.

I'm just stronger than ordinary people, maybe because I'm the pride of the sky, so my love is also a point of no return.

I lost my way in this relationship, and even lost myself.

I began to wonder what my love was, what sustained me through that rough journey.

What gives me the courage to continue with my love?

Later, by chance, I learned from my second brother that Zhao Zhiqing had always liked me.

This made me so happy that I didn't want to, and I often went outside the palace to look for prey.

In fact, I just wanted to try my luck, hoping that one day, Zhao Zhiqing would run back.

Finally, after suffering for half a year, I couldn't help it anymore and told my parents.

"Father, mother, and son-in-law want to travel to Nanban, and by the way, take a look at the customs there."

"Big brother, haven't we been to Nanban several times?" My princess sister asked, blinking.

I wanted to go to Nanban to get her back, and that was the day I arrived in a small village in Nanban.

However, I accepted the provocation of the Nanban Assassin, who was the secret guard of the Nanban Emperor.

The secret guards are not only martial, but also know how to use poison very well, and I have the master of Ouchi and the brocade guard by my side.

But there weren't enough of them, and eventually many of my men were poisoned, and I thought I would die in that assassination.

Fortunately, I survived, and it was Zhao Zhiqing who sacrificed her life to save me, but unfortunately she died on the spot.

(End of chapter)