When I was seventeen years old, my father began to urge me to find the crown princess, and he said that he was eager to take my mother around the world.

He has been working for Xuanyan Dynasty for seventeen years, and he should take my mother to relax.

But for more than half a year, I haven't come out of the shadow of losing Zhiqing at all.

So under the persuasion of my mother, my father did not strongly ask me to find the crown princess.

My queen mother is not keen on living with my father, she likes to watch us become biological children.

Later, I learned from the words of the queen mother that my father did not force me to find the crown princess, but forced me to come out.

At that time, I was already tormented by love to the point of a nervous breakdown, and I was not interested in anyone.

Not to mention looking for the crown princess, so the father thought of the daughters of those who were the best among their peers back then.

Most of those excellent girls like me, and their dream is to marry me.

My father made a promise to them: as long as they gave birth to a prince for me, he would give them the position of crown princess.

Those girls were like chickens, and they used all kinds of methods, and some secretly drugged me.

Especially, the princess of Xichu that I used to anger Zhao Zhiqing, she thought that I treated her differently.

When I was seventeen years old, she began to use various means to force me to marry her.

Now with the acquiescence of my father, she is even more unscrupulous to use all kinds of skills to let me marry her.

In addition to my study position, I was fighting wits and courage with her, and there was no doubt that I won again.

The first time was when I fought with Zhao Zhiqing, I made her angry and flew away, and finally died in Nanban.

When I was eighteen years old, Li Wanting, the princess of Xichu, finally gave up and stopped pestering me, and she went back to Xichu heartbroken.

So I happily went to see her off, and pretended to tell her to be careful on the road.

So I have the opportunity to think about Zhiqing and the little things between us.

Looking back carefully, I really didn't get along well with Zhao Zhiqing.

Most of the time I'm sulking, and she's secretly thinking about me, and I don't even think of her.

Because I thought she liked my second brother from the beginning, I didn't give her real affection.

It's just a kind of unwillingness, she likes her second brother but doesn't like me, so she sulks.

When I was eight years old, I really didn't understand love, I was an ignorant and ignorant half-grown child.

Thinking, thinking, I thought of Li Wanting, all kinds of things between me and her.

The two of us, what a ......

There are so many bits and pieces that I can't count, like the entanglement between me and her.

It's so much that I've been a little bored before, so tired that I can't let go of her?

I forced myself not to think about that annoying person, and the more I tried to forget, the more I thought of her.

Thinking about it, all of a sudden, I felt something strange, and that strange feeling spread through my heart.

It made me feel very uncomfortable, as if something was rolling inside me.

There are girls around me who are constantly pursuing me, especially my father, who threw a lot of memoraries for review.

After struggling like this for a year, I'm almost twenty years old, and I haven't found a suitable princess yet.

I thought that in my life, I might just find a suitable young lady to become my biological baby and manage the people of Xuanyan Dynasty.

But over the past year, I have kept having the same dream, that is, to be with Li Wanting.

I know it's ridiculous to have such dreams, but every time I dream of her, I feel inexplicable in my heart.

Just like now, I think of Li Wanting again.

"Wanting~Wanting~" I shouted a few times, but there was no response, and my heart became even more flustered.

I looked around and saw that I was lying in bed, and I remembered, before going to bed last night.

I'm still desperately thinking about Zhao Zhiqing,

And then, and then, and then......

When I think of Li Wanting, my heart becomes extremely worried, will Li Wanting ......

Thinking about it, I hurriedly put on my clothes and ran out of the dormitory, and my heart became more and more afraid.

I can't let Li Wanting have anything to do, I will never allow it, my personal eunuchs saw me running out anxiously.

They hurriedly stopped me, and I was so flustered that I forgot that it was still the third watch in the middle of the night.

I looked at them with anger and fear in my eyes, and I yelled, "Get out of the way, get out of the way."

When they heard me, they didn't get out of the way, but they blocked it tighter.

One of them shouted to me, "Your Highness, don't be impulsive in the middle of the night, calm down."

After hearing their words, I looked out the window and finally compromised.

I deliberately said indifferently, "You all stand down, Your Highness seems to be sleepwalking just now."

They also breathed a sigh of relief, "It's still early, please go back and continue to sleep peacefully."

Although my heart is still frightened by the dream just now.

I couldn't calm myself at all, so I lay down in bed again.

I didn't care what they said anymore, I just lay on the bed in a daze.

After a while, the dream I had just had in my mind again, and this time, my heart was even more flustered.

I don't know what this dream is about, but I know it very well in my heart.

If something really happened to Li Wanting, I wouldn't be able to survive, and I know very clearly this time.

Li Wanting is different from Zhao Zhiqing in my heart, if Zhao Zhiqing hadn't died for me in the end.

I must not be so sad and sad, at this time, I am very clear that I am ashamed of her.

That's definitely not love, thinking about Li Wanting, my heart is even more flustered.

I don't know where I got the courage from, so I decided to go to Xichu to find her.

I know that if I go to Xichu to find her, I will definitely be turned away, but I don't care about these anymore.

I just wanted to go to her, to make sure she was safe, and I didn't know if she was married.

The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became, so I got up from my bed, looked at them, and shouted, "Serve His Highness to change his clothes."

At breakfast, "Father, mother, and son-in-law want to go to Xichu to find Li Wanting."

When my father heard this, he was overjoyed, and his voice trembled: "Kangkang, you finally figured it out?"

But there was no joy on my face, and I was afraid that my father would read my inner world.

Because since Zhao Zhiqing left, I have buried a deep, deep pain in my heart.

The father and mother saw the pain in their eyes and hearts, and now they heard the news that I wanted to find Li Wanting.

There was inevitably an indescribable excitement in their hearts, as I knew from my father's trembling voice.

My mother looked incredulous, and my second and third sisters were surprised.

It turns out that when I was in pain, they didn't feel good.