Extra: Zhao Yi's Monologue [Puzzle Solving]
My name is Zhao Yi.
I was born in the Imperial Palace, a place that everyone envied and feared.
When I was born, I was an apathetic person, and I wasn't interested in anything around me.
My titular queen mother drugged me, and she wanted my father to come and see her.
Many of the people in Fengming Palace knew about this, and they saw the queen pouring medicine on me, and looked at me with pity.
Looks like I'm a poor thing.
It's ridiculous.
I hate everyone in this palace, and I don't want to be a prince or an emperor.
What do I do with the life and death of the people of the world?
Until I met her.
She's really a weird one.
Obviously he was arrested, and he was so embarrassed, but he could still laugh.
Like a little fool.
I only met her on the first day, and she poured out her heart and lungs to me.
I often wanted to bully her so that she knew how stupid she was to be nice to me.
But she was so happy, and I was a little jealous of the happiness.
I think about how I can die quickly every day, hoping that the queen's medicine will be heavier and poison me to death.
After seeing her, I suddenly became interested in her.
I wonder what kind of home can raise such a fool.
I went back to the palace and kept being observed, and I was anxious to know who she was.
As a result, her family is not very good, there is a stupid mother, an eccentric father who can't be carried clearly.
I was disappointed, but my interest in her was even stronger.
In addition to attending classes, dealing with political affairs, and watching those fools in the court jump around in front of me every day, the happiest thing for me is to listen to the reports of what she has done after returning to the palace.
She will be fined every day, and she will secretly go out to play in the dog hole, and she likes to buy some unclean garbage on the street to eat, and she eats very happily.
I also liked to laugh.
I've found that laughter relaxes and puts me in a better position.
Like that little fool, I look harmless.
In days like these, I grew up.
Mrs. Li gradually had other thoughts, and he wanted to marry that little fool to me.
I think it's interesting.
Put her in front of me, and her happiness seems to be contagious to me.
She came to deliver soup every day, and she seemed to like me too.
Unfortunately, what happened later was much more than I expected.
I suddenly had the ability to read minds, and I saw her rich and dynamic inner world that puzzled me.
She seems to hate me a little, why?
I confessed to her at the Lantern Festival, but she rejected me.
It was on this night that I was born again.
I remembered that I had already married her, the only light in this world, and I didn't grasp it.
She was annihilated before my eyes.
I can't control myself, I want to be with her.
What a throne, what a crown prince, I don't want anything, I just want her.
I forced her against her will.
I forced her to marry me.
She must have hated me so much.
God may have wanted to visit me again, but she had amnesia.
I took this opportunity to deceive her, and she happily married me.
But I was worried, I was worried that she would regain her memory and leave me again.
I tried to pretend to be like her, to please her, to make her like me.
I am a very calculating person, and calculation seems to be engraved in my soul, and it is no exception in my feelings.
I used my calculations and won again and again, power, status, everything I wanted.
But for her, I am still worried, I open and close my eyes every day, thinking about whether she will leave me.
I love her.
But I realized that I was a person who didn't live long.
I did something wrong in my last life, maybe Heaven will punish me and make me disappear.
When she was kidnapped by Zhao Qiong, I vaguely felt that maybe I should leave.
Even if there is no such thing, Heavenly Dao will not let me go.
But I'm so unwilling.
Why, why did it end like this for both lifetimes?
I wrote a farewell letter, but I didn't have the determination to die.
Tiandao just wanted the prince to disappear, and the prince had done too many wrong things.
Maybe I can exploit this vulnerability.
When I stabbed myself with my sword, I was a little off.
Maybe I'll die, maybe I won't, and if it's okay, I'll probably be able to come back.
And I have other hidden thoughts.
I knew that Jia Jia had regained her memory, that she was pregnant with a child, and that I was afraid that she would hate me and that she would leave me.
When I fell, I couldn't help but laugh when I saw her crying and running.
I know, this time, I'm winning again.
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