130 When you see rain, how do you think of bloody hands?
On a March day, the child's face is different in the north and south.
It's the end of March now, if it's in the capital, it's estimated that you're still suffering from sandstorms, and if you want to rain, you can really afford the word "expensive as oil".
But in this unknown small county town in Qianzhou, there is a light rain every once in a while.
"Except for the damp point, the cold point, and the poor point, there is nothing wrong with it, at least the sleep is very comfortable."
After chanting this sentence, Cao Zhiqiang shook his head, closed his eyes and wanted to continue sleeping.
But I turned it over and over again, and found that I really couldn't sleep, so I got up slowly and went to wash slowly.
Well, today is the third day after Cao Zhiqiang rescued Qinghong.
Since rescuing Qinghong from Xiaogen's demon, Cao Zhiqiang has let go of a big heart.
Although in the process of saving Qinghong, Cao Zhiqiang suffered a little guilty, after all, it was not comfortable to blow the wind on the top of the mountain in advance.
But the results were good.
Cao Zhiqiang believes that as long as Xiaogen does not force Qinghong to succeed, then from now on, this kind of thing should never happen again.
First of all, Xiaogen is not a bad person, he was just impulsive before, as long as that impulse is over, the rest must only be uneasy.
The second is Qinghong, Qinghong has experienced that incident, and now he is a frightened bird, even if he still has a little nostalgia for Xiaogen, he probably won't dare to go to an inaccessible place to meet Xiaogen alone.
Not to mention, after this incident, Qinghong's father will definitely settle accounts with Xiaogen, and Qinghong's mother has already taken leave to stay at home and guard Qinghong at home.
Qinghong is a person, although she is introverted and cowardly, and her reverse quotient index is not high, as long as her innocence is still there, her chord will not break.
As long as she doesn't break the chord, then she won't be like in the ending of the movie, she can't commit suicide, and eventually become a psychopath who forgets everything.
Cao Zhiqiang felt that the moment he scared away Xiaogen and kept Qinghong's innocence, Qinghong's ending should have changed.
In addition, in order to ensure that there was no problem, after Cao Zhiqiang sent Qinghong home the night before, he not only deliberately reminded Qinghong's parents and asked them to pay attention to Qinghong's psychological state, but also visited Qinghong's house early the next morning, that is, yesterday morning.
At that time, Qinghong's family was having breakfast, and the whole family looked normal.
Especially Qinghong, except that she doesn't like to talk, there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with her appearance.
That is, seeing that Qinghong was fine, and finding that Qinghong's father had always been suspicious and defensive about himself, Cao Zhiqiang went back completely with confidence, lest Qinghong's father continue to be suspicious.
Now that Qinghong is fine, Cao Zhiqiang's next concern is his family's affairs.
In other words, he just needs to continue to care about his sister's family according to the original plan.
As long as my sister resigns smoothly, and then divorces her brother-in-law smoothly, and successfully gets the hukou migration certificate, he can immediately return to Peking with the family.
In short, after returning to the guest house from Qinghong's house yesterday morning, Cao Zhiqiang never left the door of the guest house again, just copied songs in the suite of the guest house and continued to be an otaku.
After all, this county is too small and too broken, and he has already visited all the places where he can go and play, so there is really nothing to see.
Instead of continuing to wander outside, it is better to stay in a guest house with a good environment and continue to make money with code words more affordable.
In addition, Cao Zhiqiang had already made an appointment with his sister before, and once his sister's family had completed the formalities, he would come back to the guest house to find him.
Therefore, Cao Zhiqiang only needs to stay in the guest house and wait quietly.
After washing, Cao Zhiqiang, who had a refreshing face, took out the milk powder from the system space again, plus the Lao Mo bread he bought in advance.
After brewing a bowl of goat milk powder with hot water and eating breakfast with bread, Cao Zhiqiang took out Geisha instant coffee again and brewed a cup of coffee with hot water.
After that, Cao Zhiqiang stretched his waist, and then took the cup of coffee, walked to the window of the room, and directly pushed the window open.
Push the window and look at the street, and the rain scene of the small town is in full view.
Although there are no high-rise buildings, the small town in the light rain also has a unique flavor.
Taking a deep breath of moist air and the aroma of coffee, I feel a lot better.
Then, looking at it, Cao Zhiqiang's eyes were in a trance, and suddenly Qinghong's face was full of tears and stains when he was pushed by Xiaogenqiang, and his eyes were full of fear.
And, when taking her home, the more she walked to her house, the more hesitant her steps became, and the more her palms trembled.
Finally, a hand that was dripping blood suddenly appeared in my mind......
Hiss......
Cao Zhiqiang suddenly shook his spirit, and goosebumps rose all over his body.
Strange, how can you think of a bloody hand when you see rain? How do you get goosebumps?
Is this a warning?
Why is this alert occurring?
Why do you feel restless?
What's wrong?
However, it's clear that Xiaogen's violent behavior has been stopped by himself, and Qinghong's innocence has been preserved, so there should be no problem, right?
Then why was it that when I saw the rain, I was so disturbed, uneasy, and even thought of my bloody hands?
Wait, it seems...... It seems that when Qinghong committed suicide, it was also a rainy day?
Thinking of this, Cao Zhiqiang put down his coffee and rethought it as he touched his chin with his hand.
What's wrong? What exactly is missing?
By the way, the source of the tragedy of Qinghong!
That's right, the tragedy of Qinghong is not just a problem of Xiaogen.
In other words, the source of Qinghong's tragedy, fundamentally speaking, is not Xiaogen, but that family, or rather, his father!
In the original plot, Xiaogen did the act of a beast, but strictly speaking, Qinghong at that time had a good impression of each other with Xiaogen.
Although Qinghong was forcibly pushed down by Xiaogen, she had a sense of shame and betrayal, but she did not commit suicide, and even became the crazy person who was in a trance later.
What made Qinghong commit suicide by cutting her wrists?
Is it really because of the roots?
I'm afraid not, at least not entirely.
The main reason should be a kind of despair and resistance.
A despair of life, despair of the future, and a rebellion against family and father.
When she was alive, Qinghong didn't dare to resist her father, so she could only die.
In fact, according to the narrative in the movie, Qinghong didn't want to leave, she didn't envy the prosperity outside, but was a little afraid of the outside world.
Qinghong was born here since she was a child, she grew up here, her mind is very simple, she just wants to stay and live a simple life.
Because here is everything that Qinghong is familiar with, including friends, relatives, and so on.
On the contrary, Shanghai, which has only been returned once in several years, is in her impression that it is a foreign country and has no sense of belonging.
However, his father Wu Zemin is different from Qinghong.
Wu Zemin has always wanted to go back to Shanghai, has always wanted to take the whole family back, and has been shouting for the good of his children, but he never asked Qinghong and her younger brother about their wishes, they only felt that he was doing this for the good of their children, and the children would know his good when they grew up.
From a certain point of view, Wu Zemin's approach is not wrong, but he used the wrong method, too simple and rude, but never discussed it with his children.
Qinghong is a cowardly girl, she does not dare to rebel against her father, nor does she dare to disobey her father's decision, so she can only accept all her father's arrangements.
Why did it happen that Xiaogen forcibly pushed Qinghong?
The root is Qinghong's father!
After Qinghong's father knew that Xiaozhen ran away with someone, he strengthened his confidence and decided that no matter what, he would leave here in the near future, even if he didn't want to have a file relationship, and he would go back to Shanghai naked.
After Qinghong learned about this situation, she knew that she couldn't stay, so she went to Xiaogen for a showdown.
Xiaogen knew that Qinghong was leaving, and in despair, he became angry and ruined Qinghong with the intention of drinking.
Afterwards, Qinghong not only hated Xiaogen's aggression and betrayal, but also understood Xiaogen's reason for doing this, and hated her own helplessness, of course, she was also afraid of her father and other people's eyes.
After all, in this era, being ruined is a very big blow to the festival.
In addition, Qinghong has been locked up at home, and Xiaozhen, the only best friend who can speak from her heart, happened to run away with someone at that time, and she couldn't tell her what was in her heart.
As a result, Qinghong has no one to talk to, and everything can only be held in his heart.
Under multiple factors, Qinghong couldn't think about it for a while, so he committed suicide by cutting his wrists.
However, Qinghong's suicide by cutting her wrists is not because she can't stand Xiaogen's aggression and betrayal, the most important factor should be that she is fed up with her father's suppression, which is a desperate rebellion.
Otherwise, after Qinghong was ruined, why didn't he commit suicide at that time, but went home very calmly, and only committed suicide by cutting his wrists after hearing that Xiaogen was reported by his father and was arrested by the police?
It can be seen that although Qinghong was ruined by Xiaogen, in fact, in her heart, I am afraid that it is not Xiaogen who hates her the most, but her father.
I'm afraid that in Qinghong's heart, although she is dissatisfied with Xiaogen's approach, she is likely to think that she owes Xiaogen, and she doesn't want to pursue it anymore, and even thinks that after this experience, she may really make a mistake with Xiaogen and stay and marry Xiaogen.
It's like Lu Jun spoiled a rural girl and finally had to marry that rural girl.
It's unlikely, but it's not impossible.
However, after hearing that his father reported Xiaogen and Xiaogen was arrested, Qinghong was completely desperate.
So she chose to commit suicide in this way to fight against her father and at the same time against her own fate.
Although the suicide failed, it also hurt her brain, so she collapsed directly, confused and insane, and even Xiaozhen was found back, and mistakenly thought that the other party was admitted to college.
To put it bluntly, the internal cause of Qinghong's tragedy is Qinghong's character, the external cause is Qinghong's father, and as for Xiaogen's violence, it just ignited the fuse.
Of course, these may be Cao Zhiqiang's thoughts, in fact, there is nothing at all.
After all, yesterday morning, Cao Zhiqiang went to Qinghong's house to see it.
At that time, Qinghong was still fine at home, except for staying in the room and not coming out, and not saying a word, there was no problem at all.
There's no reason why it's only been a little over a day and it's happened again.
"No! Still not too worried, I have to go and see Qinghong! ”
"Even if I think about it a lot, Qinghong is actually fine, and I'd rather believe it than believe it."
"It's better for me to go and be laughed at than for Qinghong to really commit suicide."
After muttering this sentence to himself, Cao Zhiqiang decisively took a deep breath, then changed his clothes, picked up an umbrella, and went out decisively.
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