After listening to Cao Zhiqiang's words, Jin Xiuying was slightly stunned, then turned around in surprise and looked at Cao Zhiqiang carefully.

"What are you looking at?" Cao Zhiqiang said, "I have flowers on my face? ”

Jin Xiuying shook her head: "It's nothing, I just think, you're so good, why do you suddenly want to hear this?" Didn't you have an interest in my past and didn't want to hear about it? ”

Cao Zhiqiang shrugged his shoulders and spread his hands: "At this time and that time, I didn't want to listen to it in the past, but now, I suddenly want to hear it." ”

After a short pause, Cao Zhiqiang followed closely to look at Jin Xiuying's eyes, and said in a very gentle voice: "Because, I want to know you more deeply." ”

Jin Xiuying's face turned red, and she subconsciously lowered her head, as if she couldn't stand Cao Zhiqiang's aggressive eyes.

After taking a deep breath, Jin Xiuying raised her head again, looked at Cao Zhiqiang with a straight face, and then asked, "Do you really want to hear it?" ”

"Of course." Cao Zhiqiang nodded.

"Aren't you afraid, you'll be burdened after listening to my story?" Kim so-young asked with a smile.

"I'm not afraid now." Cao Zhiqiang looked at Jin Xiuying's eyes and smiled gently, "Because now I care about you more." ”

Jin Xiuying was silent for a while, and then subconsciously avoided Cao Zhiqiang's eyes, lowered her head, and began to tell her story again.

As Cao Zhiqiang expected, the reason why Jin Xiuying used a pencil knife to cut her coach back then was because the coach had bad intentions against her.

According to Kim so-young, at that time, their team had a new coach, and the new coach was a middle-aged man, who seemed quite reliable at first, much kinder than the original coach, and smiled at everyone, everyone originally liked this male coach.

But one day, Kim so-young almost started to do it because of a conflict with the team, and the male coach immediately came to stop it.

Immediately afterward, the coach told Kim so-young that after the afternoon training, let her go to the office alone.

After the training, Kim so-young didn't think much about it, thinking that the coach was going to reprimand her, so she went to the office alone.

After going to the office, I found that there was only one male coach in the room.

After that, the coach first told her some of her questions.

Then he came to Kim so-young's side, and then under the pretext of correcting her posture, he did something to her.

Although Kim so-young was young at the time, she didn't understand anything, so she stepped on his instep and wanted to leave.

Who knew that the coach suddenly grabbed her arm and then threatened her in various ways.

He said that if she didn't obey him, he would kick Kim so-young out of the team and tell everyone that everyone wouldn't accept you, so that you wouldn't be able to play volleyball for the rest of your life.

After saying those cruel words, the coach hurriedly hugged Kim so-young, and then forcibly kissed him in the mouth.

Kim so-young kept resisting, then picked up a pencil sharpener from the table and cut the coach's face with a single sword, and the wound was deep.

After doing that, Kim so-young was terrified, then threw the knife and ran away.

Then, she was sued by the coach, and the police directly arrested her, and soon entered the juvenile detention center for the crime of wounding people.

During this time, her parents did not help her at all.

Especially her stepfather, who is obviously a well-connected high-level cadre, is said to be able to help her solve her grievances, but he didn't do anything.

Even her biological mother never helped her.

Even when Jin Xiuying entered the juvenile detention center, her biological mother did not go to see her once, as if she was not a person.

That was the time when she was completely dead to that family.

When she first entered the juvenile detention center, many people bullied her, and she could only fight back.

Relying on her height and strength, she quickly changed from a bullied little sheep to a lone wolf that no one dared to mess with.

According to Kim so-young, she doesn't like to be bullied, but she is also not willing to bully people, but in the juvenile detention center, if you are not ruthless, you can only be bullied.

Her skills in beating people and playing with knives were also practiced by herself in the juvenile detention center.

When she got out of the juvenile detention center, she had already become a homeless person, and by chance, she followed Wei Dajun and joined Wei Dajun's gang.

"That's my story." Jin Xiuying said expressionlessly, "You know now, how do you feel?" ”

"Feelings?" Cao Zhiqiang shrugged his shoulders, "If you feel it, I think you were a little stupid back then." If you hurt someone with a knife, you shouldn't have run, you should have immediately shouted at someone to come over and shouted at the coach for insulting you.

At that time, there were only two of you in the room, and outsiders didn't know what the truth was, so at that time, the public said that the public was reasonable, and the mother said that the mother was reasonable, and the key was to be more courageous.

If you shout and shout right away, instead of running away immediately, then your coach must have panicked at that time, and the person who came must have thought that the coach had a problem, and you were defending yourself.

But if you run away, this will be troublesome, and you will be artificially made a thief.

And as soon as you run, your coach will have enough time to come back to his senses, and when he comes to his senses, there will naturally be ways to distort the facts.

For example, he called the police at the first time, which is very smart.

Since he can call the police, it means that he is more confident, and the police believe him relatively more.

And you, since you ran away at the beginning, even if you say that the coach insulted you, everyone will only think that you are lying. ”

"Hmph, that's a light thing to say." Jin Xiuying pouted, "Even if I didn't run at that time and called someone over, would I be fine?" Don't be silly!

That coach has a background and knows a lot of people.

As for me, I'm just a little girl, and no one will help me.

It was just the two of us in the room, and then he did get a cut on his face, and it was a very serious wound.

If he insisted that I hurt people, insisted that he didn't insult me, and that I was unreasonable, who would believe my little girl's words? Even if you believe me, who is willing to stand up for me and offend that coach with a great background? ”

Cao Zhiqiang thought for a while, and then nodded: "That's right, you're right, in that situation at that time, you ...... It's settled. ”

After sighing, Cao Zhiqiang said again: "I wanted to say that you shouldn't have cut him with a knife at that time, it didn't hurt anyone, it's easy to say, but well, I also know that when I say this now, I don't have a backache when I stand and talk."

After all, you were still young at the time, and you couldn't think so much in a panic.

So, I can only say that fate makes you meet so many scumbags. ”

"yes, maybe that's fate." Kim so-young sank her face, "A monster like me should be unlucky." ”

"What do you say?" Cao Zhiqiang hurriedly said, "How can you be a monster?" ”

"I'm not a monster yet?" Kim so-young laughed at herself, "Look at me, I'm so tall now, maybe it will grow in the future."

Who would want me just like me? Isn't this a monster yet? ”

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Your height is a bit of a problem, but it's not a big problem."

And what's wrong with being tall, this is a big advantage in volleyball. ”

"Advantage?" Kim so-young laughed at herself again, "I already have a criminal record, who else will want me in the future?" Who else will use me? I knew I couldn't get into the regular volleyball team anymore.

I told you before that I wanted to play volleyball, and that's true.

However, I asked you to help me get back into the volleyball team, but it was just a comfort.

Because I know that even if it's you, you can't let me, a person with a criminal record, re-enter the volleyball team, that's impossible. ”

"No is impossible." Cao Zhiqiang shook his head, "If you talk about the past, it is indeed impossible for you to be in this situation, but now it is different." ”

"What's the difference?" Kim so-young asked.

Cao Zhiqiang smiled: "Now is the period of reform and opening up, everything looks at money, and sports are not immune." As long as I am willing to find the right person, find the right person, and be willing to spend money, you will definitely be able to rejoin the volleyball team, and even enter the national team. ”

"Alright, don't be stupid." Kim so-young sighed, "I said that before, just to relieve the embarrassment, after all, I was ...... at the time Anyway, don't worry about me, I'm fine now, I can't do it......"

After a pause, Jin Xiuying suddenly raised her head, looked at Cao Zhiqiang and said, "It's really not good, I'll be your lover, right?" ”

"Poof!" Cao Zhiqiang, who was drinking soy milk, immediately sprayed Jin Xiuying's face with soy milk.

"Ahem, ahem!" Cao Zhiqiang, who had finished spraying soy milk, looked up in surprise, "What did you just say?" ”

Jin Xiuying wiped her face with the back of her hand with an expressionless face and said: "I said, if you think it's not cost-effective to continue to spend money to support me, I can be your lover, just like those big bosses in Hong Kong and Taiwan who support their lovers." ”

Immediately afterwards, she laughed at herself: "Anyway, I know, you can't marry someone like me, it's okay, I don't care about that, it's okay to be a lover." ”

Speaking of this, Jin Xiuying squinted at Cao Zhiqiang and said, "And I know, you are actually quite interested in me, I understand the way you look at me."

Otherwise, since you're interested in me and I don't hate you, I'll just be your lover.

In the future, I will sleep with you at night, and I can be your bodyguard to protect you during the day.

You know me, nothing else, it's still okay to fight, you definitely can't beat me anyway.

If I protect you with me, if someone like Wei Dajun wants to harm you, I will definitely not be able to do it.

In this case, I will be very useful to you, and you can continue to raise me without feeling like a waste of money, right? ”

Cao Zhiqiang sighed, took out a handkerchief from his arms and wiped his mouth, then shook his head and said, "Yingzi, you think too much, I'm not that kind of person." ”

"But ......"

"Don't talk about it." Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand.

"Yingzi, no matter what, let me give it a try, give it a try, right?

If it really can't get you back into the volleyball team, if it really can't get you back on the court, let's talk about the transfer of jobs, how about it? ”

Kim so-young bit her lip: "Then you, you ......"

"What are you? Speak up! Don't mother-in-law! Cao Zhiqiang said.

Kim so-young took a breath: "Then, if I can really play volleyball again, you, will you still come to me?" Could it be, will it be that once I play volleyball again, you, you will ignore me and leave me alone? ”

"How so." Cao Zhiqiang smiled and handed over his handkerchief casually, "Wipe your face first, let's talk about it after wiping your face." ”

Jin Xiuying was stunned, but she still took the handkerchief in Cao Zhiqiang's hand and wiped her face carefully.

Waiting for Jin Xiuying to dry her face, Cao Zhiqiang said: "Yingzi, what you said is right, I am very interested in you, and it is not that I don't want you, but now is not the time." ”

"Why?" Kim so-young asked.

Cao Zhiqiang smiled slightly: "Let me ask you first, what do I really want to do to you, can you stand it?" ”

"What do you mean?" Kim so-young frowned.

Cao Zhiqiang sighed: "Do you remember the last time you were on the balcony?" I wanted to kiss you on the spur of the moment, but you gave me a hard time without saying a word. ”

"I, I didn't mean to." Kim so-young said immediately.

"I know you didn't mean to." Cao Zhiqiang nodded, "Just because you didn't mean it, it's troublesome, because it shows that you are still very resistant to men touching you." ”

After sighing, Cao Zhiqiang said again: "I won't tell you, I have a sister at home, not a parent, a righteous sister."

She's been violated by other men, but fortunately she didn't succeed.

But even so, it has planted a shadow in her heart, and she is afraid that men will touch her, not even my brother.

In the same way, people like you, don't look at how good it sounds, once it comes to actual action, it is estimated that as soon as I touch you, you will subconsciously give me a ruthless blow.

Last time, it had already knocked me down.

If I try to do it again, maybe you will cut off my children and grandchildren.

Therefore, if you really have the heart to be my woman, you must first pass the psychological barrier in your heart that resists the touch of a man.

When will you accept me touching you, and you won't subconsciously beat me, let's talk about how to be a lover.

So, although I'm not a psychiatrist, I don't know exactly how to do it, but I know that if you find your purpose in life again and make you reinvigorate, you should be able to get over that misogynistic and androphobic psychological barrier.

When that time comes, I'll look for you again, and it will be safe.

Besides, all that aside, you have such a good innate physical advantage, it's a shame not to play.

With my help, you'll be able to get back on the field and even become a sports star.

Wouldn't it be more fulfilling for me to become my woman again at that time?

So, when I help you, I'm helping me.

It's not that I'm not interested in you, but I'm not interested in you right now.

What I want most is the kind of person who shines and shines on the field, not the kind of self-pity and self-defeating you.

To put it bluntly, you're a strange commodity, but before I can actually get a payoff, I'll have to invest in you first.

Eating it now is a waste.

I say that, do you understand? ”

Jin Xiuying blinked, and then suddenly pouted with disdain: "Then you are really greedy enough." ”

"That's it." Cao Zhiqiang shrugged, "I have always been very greedy and have a great appetite. ”

"Virtue!" Jin Xiuying glanced at Cao Zhiqiang, but the corners of her mouth smiled.

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