423 It seems that Sister Zhu, you have premeditated
Zhu Lin, who ran into the bathroom, washed his face with cold water without saying a word.
After washing his face with cold water and sobering up, Zhu Lin supported the sink with both hands and looked up at himself in the mirror.
Looking at the pretty face full of water droplets, Zhu Lin immediately took a deep breath.
She really didn't expect that she was thirty years old, and she was already married, and she could do something like secretly kissing a nineteen-year-old man.
I am more than ten years older than him, and strictly speaking, I am not a person of the same generation, but I did this kind of thing, which is incredible.
But there was no way, Zhu Lin was really emotional at that time, and he couldn't help it.
can only say that if you want to blame, you can blame Zhu Lin for not being professional enough, or rather, blame Zhu Lin for being too young, having too little experience, and being too emotional.
Maybe to say, Zhu Lin is now thirty-one years old, which is still young? And she has already acted in a lot of dramas at this time, and it can't be regarded as too little experience.
This is not the case.
Although Zhu Lin is now thirty-one years old, her experience in the first half of her life is actually relatively simple, and she does not have too complicated emotional experiences.
It can even be said that in the past thirty-one years, Zhu Lin has never had true feelings, and he has never really liked a man.
Even if her current husband is actually just because they are all colleagues, and then when the age comes, after the blind date introduction, the two families look similar, and they are considered to be a good match, so they are together, and they have not experienced any bitter love.
It can be said that it is precisely because of the bland nature of the first half of her life that Zhu Lin has a restlessness to jump out.
Others don't know, but Zhu Lin knows very well how boring and boring her previous life was.
The incident of playing a technician in "Traitor" was originally an accident, and it was also for her to play in her true colors, but it was indeed an opportunity, or a window, that allowed Zhu Lin to see an opportunity to change.
She suddenly found that being an actor was so cool and so enjoyable.
She prefers the challenge of being an actress to being a constant in graduate school.
The feeling of being able to interpret different lives is so luscious and enjoyable, which is something that other industries can't give.
Therefore, since then, she resolutely decided to learn acting, and then began her official career as an actor.
However, to this day, Zhu Lin's path as an actor is actually not smooth.
Although she has played the heroine several times with her delicate appearance and temperament, most of them are neither popular nor popular, simply put, she has no characteristics, and it is difficult to impress.
In this, in addition to the problem of not being able to meet a good script, there is also Zhu Lin's own problem.
To put it simply, Zhu Lin is not like other talented actors, who can have explosive acting skills, she is now more like a vase actor.
But even if it is a vase, Zhu Lin is not the most brilliant at this time, because at this time, it is recognized as the most brilliant vase, which is Gong Xue.
As far as his acting career is concerned, Zhu Lin is actually in a low period and dormant period at this time.
She really started to break out in acting, in fact, it was the later "Shore Bulak", not the king of the daughter country in the 86th version of Journey to the West.
However, in this world, "Shore Bulak" has not yet started filming, and Zhu Lin will naturally not have an explosion of acting skills because of this drama.
However, Zhu Lin's accumulation is actually very sufficient, and when she and Cao Zhiqiang filmed this movie tentatively named "Love in the Ancient Pavilion", she also ushered in an explosion of acting skills.
In other words, this kind of introverted and a little playful female teacher is actually more in line with Zhu Lin's temperament, and it simply broke out Zhu Lin's image and temperament and her inner cultivation through a teacher named Wen Xue.
Of course, while the acting skills exploded, it also meant that the drama was very deep.
Zhu Lin originally liked the role of Wen Xue very much, and he was too deep in the play, so he couldn't help but substitute himself into it, and also substituted his feelings, and really fell in love with Cao Zhiqiang, who played the role of Xia Qiu.
In fact, because Cao Zhiqiang is very young, normally speaking, it is impossible for Zhu Lin to really fall in love with him, after all, normally speaking, the age gap and experience between the two parties are too different.
But the problem is that Cao Zhiqiang is not a real nineteen-year-old boy, he is actually a traveler, and he was already the age of Bensi before the crossing.
In addition, he is a person in the Internet era in later generations, so Cao Zhiqiang's experience is not only not less than Zhu Lin, but a lot more.
In daily contact, Cao Zhiqiang said a few words casually, which can make Zhu Lin stunned for a long time, and a casual popular science can make Zhu Lin feel suddenly enlightened.
Whether it is the international situation or the tips of daily life, Cao Zhiqiang can tell the truth, and he is often convincing.
The richness and breadth of his knowledge simply amazed Zhu Lin.
Also, even if it is simply a drama, Cao Zhiqiang's analysis of the emotional problems of the male and female protagonists is the Tao.
He can psychologically dissect and tell Zhu Lin why the hero and heroine, two people with such a big difference in age, identity and experience, can walk together and fall in love, although it looks beautiful, it is actually a drawbridge effect.
At the beginning, Zhu Lin wondered what the drawbridge effect was, but after Cao Zhiqiang explained the drawbridge effect and said that it was actually a phenomenon in psychology, he suddenly realized.
Put simply, it is a dangerous or irritating situation that can promote the relationship between two people.
Therefore, the first encounter between the male and female protagonists is not actually love at first sight, but because they both have their own troubles and dilemmas, and then after meeting by chance, they subconsciously want to relieve their feelings.
The next contact made the two people start to warm up in their hearts, and finally evolved into love.
But this kind of love, limited by the environment and identity, is destined to not end well, at least when the actor was a student and teenager, he couldn't keep this love, if he insisted on going, it would only make each other miserable, so he chose to let go.
The heroine also understands this truth, so the heroine chose to restrain from the beginning, but in the end she couldn't restrain herself, so she chose to leave.
In other words, at the beginning, the heroine wanted to leave, indeed because of gossip, but later left because of the male protagonist.
You can interpret this as for the good of the other person, or you can understand it as selfishness, depending on how you interpret it.
However, because most people actually like happy endings, Cao Zhiqiang deliberately did not make the ending a tragedy, but came to an open-ended ending.
This is actually to give hope to those who yearn for a happy ending, and also to give those who like tragedy a reason, which can be interpreted no matter how you interpret it.
It should be said that Cao Zhiqiang's in-depth interpretation of this play is very helpful to Zhu Lin's acting skills.
It is precisely because Zhu Lin deeply understands the positioning and heart of the role, so when she acts, her expression and language are very in place.
At the same time, Zhu Lin's feelings were also incorrigibly deepened as the plot progressed, and he began to really fall in love with Cao Zhiqiang, who starred in his true colors.
That's right, Cao Zhiqiang is not good at acting, so the Xia Qiu he plays is really almost his true colors.
In addition to deliberately suppressing emotions, Cao Zhiqiang's occasional witticisms are very similar to himself.
And outside the play, Cao Zhiqiang is not only witty, but also versatile.
Whether it is sketching Zhu Lin or playing the harmonica for Zhu Lin, it has touched her heart countless times.
Especially when walking with Cao Zhiqiang on the shore of Xuanwu Lake, Zhu Lin always had a feeling of a deer colliding with each other, which she had never felt in the past.
Slowly, Zhu Lin's eyes were more focused on Cao Zhiqiang, even if she knew that this was wrong, but she just couldn't control it.
"That's not right, I shouldn't be like this!" Looking at himself in the mirror with a watery face, Zhu Lin began to mumble to himself, "I can't go on like this, if I continue like this, something will happen, I, I can't, I can't do this!" ”
After speaking, Zhu Lin picked up the towel, wiped his face, tidied up his collar again, and then walked out of the bathroom, ready to leave directly.
But just when Zhu Lin's hand touched the doorknob, she suddenly stopped again.
"No, he's drunk, it's not okay to have no one to accompany him, what if he feels bad again?"
"Yes, I should stay and take care of him, not for anything else, just because he is my future owner, and I can't ignore it."
After convincing himself again, Zhu Lin sighed, returned to the bedroom, and looked at Cao Zhiqiang, who was still asleep and didn't know anything.
Shaking his head slightly, Zhu Lin found a blanket and stretched it out to cover Cao Zhiqiang's stomach to prevent him from catching a cold.
Then he went to the window and closed the blackout curtains so that Cao Zhiqiang could sleep well.
Then, Zhu Lin sat silently on the edge of the bed and looked at Cao Zhiqiang gently.
She felt that it was enough to look at each other quietly like this.
Time passed like this, minute by minute.
When the sun was about to go down at dusk, Cao Zhiqiang finally woke up.
As soon as he woke up, Cao Zhiqiang felt a dry mouth and a burst of pain in his temples, which made Cao Zhiqiang can't help moaning.
This moan immediately alarmed Zhu Linhe, who was sitting at the head of the bed reading a book.
I saw Zhu Lin immediately put down the book and walked quickly to Cao Zhiqiang: "Zhiqiang, are you awake?" What's uncomfortable? ”
Cao Zhiqiang frowned tightly and pressed his temples with both hands: "Water, water!" ”
"Okay, wait a minute!"
Zhu Lin hurriedly got up and took a cup of cold white water that had been prepared a long time ago, then put the water on the bedside table first, bent down again, and pulled Cao Zhiqiang to sit up with both hands.
After doing all this, Zhu Lin handed over the cup of cold white water: "Come, drink water." ”
Cao Zhiqiang didn't think much about it, took the water cup and poured water into his mouth.
After drinking a glass of water in one go, Cao Zhiqiang sighed, and clicked his lips: "I want to!" ”
"Wait a minute!"
Zhu Lin smiled, hurriedly took the empty cup, went to the reception room outside, and poured it again.
In this way, Cao Zhiqiang drank three glasses of water in a row, which quenched his thirst after a hangover.
"Is there anything else that is uncomfortable?" Zhu Lin asked.
"Headache." Cao Zhiqiang continued to frown, "Oh, if you move a little, your head will crack." ”
Zhu Lin thought about it, bit his lip and said, "Then, I'll give you a massage on your head, okay?" ”
"Okay." Cao Zhiqiang didn't think much about it, and continued to press his temples with both hands, "Of course it's good." ”
Zhu Lin smiled slightly: "Then you wait a minute." ”
After that, Zhu Lin simply took off his slippers and went to bed directly.
Immediately afterwards, under Cao Zhiqiang's surprise, Zhu Lin asked Cao Zhiqiang to go down a little, and then she knelt behind Cao Zhiqiang, and then asked Cao Zhiqiang to lie down and put his head on her lap.
Cao Zhiqiang didn't do it immediately, but was stunned: "What is this for?" ”
Zhu Lin smiled: "Massage your head, I'm so hard because of you." ”
Cao Zhiqiang frowned and thought for a while: "But before you, didn't I just need to lie on the bed with my head towards the end of the bed?" ”
Zhu Lin shook his head with a smile: "That's not strong, and at that time, I was kneeling on the floor, and my legs were uncomfortable after a long time." ”
Cao Zhiqiang thought about it, so he nodded, lay down obediently, and pillowed his head on Zhu Lin's thigh kneeling on the bed.
"Close your eyes and let go of your hands." Zhu Lin smiled and said, "Take it easy!" ”
Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath, then closed his eyes and let go of his hands from his temples.
After that, Zhu Lin stretched out his hands and began to gently knead Cao Zhiqiang's head.
This kneading immediately made Cao Zhiqiang take a deep breath, and he felt much better in an instant.
"Don't say it, Sister Zhu, I really didn't expect you to do this." Cao Zhiqiang closed his eyes and said, "It's too surprising." ”
"What's this?" Zhu Lin said with a smile, "I also learned from my master when I was in the research institute before. ”
"Master, you also call it master in your research institute?" Cao Zhiqiang asked.
"Of course." Zhu Lin said with a smile, "The researchers in the institute are also old and new, and newcomers call their seniors and they are all called masters." ”
"It's good, it's really good." Cao Zhiqiang sighed.
Indeed, he thinks that the old master system in the institute is really good, at least a little better than the future system of professors leading students.
It's not that professors are bad at leading students, but for some newcomers, it's really better to talk to some experienced seniors, and let the seniors teach faster and adapt better.
In fact, China's scientific research ability and talent training ability are not weak, even in the sixties and seventies, it has created a lot of brilliance.
But in the 80s, especially in the early 80s, due to the lack of funds in the eyes and the confusion of various ideas, there was a period of confusion in the scientific research team.
What makes missiles is better than selling tea and eggs, that's really not a joke, it's really happened.
Cao Zhiqiang doesn't know what he can do or how far he can go.
But he knows that he was reborn again, and there is such a strong system plug-in, if it is just for fame and fortune and to be a rich man, it is really too low-level.
If a certain industry of the country can avoid detours and make the rise of a great power faster, that is the real awesome.
But he also knew that for now, he couldn't do that.
So he needs to make money first, make a lot of money, and then he can do what he wants to do.
Just when Cao Zhiqiang began to habitually diverge his thinking, he suddenly felt that Zhu Lin's massage was no longer his head, but began to extend to his shoulders.
And because of this, Cao Zhiqiang's head inevitably touched Zhu Lin's stomach directly.
This made Cao Zhiqiang excited, and his divergent thinking was interrupted instantly, and he was pulled back to reality at once.
Zhu Lin didn't speak, just massaged so silently, but this kind of non-speech added to the ambiguous atmosphere.
Slowly, Zhu Lin finished massaging Cao Zhiqiang's shoulder and began to continue massaging Cao Zhiqiang's arm.
But at this moment, Cao Zhiqiang suddenly grabbed Zhu Lin's hand.
In an instant, Zhu Lin immediately remained motionless, but he didn't say a word.
Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath, sat up suddenly, and turned to look at Zhu Lin, who subconsciously lowered his head.
Seeing this situation, Cao Zhiqiang squinted his eyes and understood everything.
"Sister Zhu?" Cao Zhiqiang whispered tentatively.
Zhu Lin continued to lower his head and continued to be silent, but his hands trembled a little.
At this point, Cao Zhiqiang was completely relieved, so he pulled Zhu Lin directly into his arms with a force in his hand.
Looking at Zhu Lin's eyes closed tightly, with a look of appointment, Cao Zhiqiang smiled slightly: "Sister Zhu, I've liked you for a long time, okay for me?" ”
Zhu Lin bit his lip, still closed his eyes, and still didn't speak.
Obviously, she acquiesced.
In other words, from the beginning, she was actually deliberately creating this atmosphere, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she was seducted.
But just when Cao Zhiqiang was about to bow his head and kiss, he suddenly stopped, frowned and asked, "Wait, I didn't have a set, you, you wait a minute, I'll go to the waiter to get it." ”
After speaking, Cao Zhiqiang was about to get out of bed and make a phone call.
"Don't!" Zhu Lin suddenly grabbed Cao Zhiqiang's arm at this time, and said with a red face, "Don't go!" ”
After a pause, Zhu Lin said in a voice like a mosquito: "I, I just finished here, yes, it's the safe period." ”
As soon as he heard this, Cao Zhiqiang was happy: "Oh, so that's the case, it seems that Sister Zhu, you have premeditated." ”
Hearing Cao Zhiqiang say this, Zhu Lin was immediately ashamed: "I, I'm leaving." ”
After speaking, Zhu Lin was about to struggle to get up.
But at this time, Cao Zhiqiang hugged her again.
"Don't, it's all here, don't waste this beautiful scenery!"
Zhu Lin's whole body stopped, pushed Cao Zhiqiang's chest with his hand, and said with a little eagerness: "You, will you be responsible for me?" ”
"Don't worry, I'm not a person who gives up on everything." Cao Zhiqiang smiled, "I will be responsible for you to the end." ”
Only then did Zhu Lin sigh, put down his hand, and closed his eyes.
Seeing that Zhu Lin had removed his defense, Cao Zhiqiang no longer hesitated, and kissed Zhu Lin directly.
The sun has finally set.