He Yuzhu and Lou Xiao'e got into a taxi, and after returning to the hotel where Lou Xiao'e got off the tower, He Yuzhu wanted to say goodbye directly at the gate, but Lou Xiao'e glared: "Why, you don't want to be with me so much?" Can't wait a little longer? I'm that annoying you? ”

"No, no, no." He Yuzhu put his hands in his pockets and smiled, "What, I still have to go to work, I'm in a hurry to go back to work." ”

Lou Xiao'e glanced at He Yuzhu: "Okay, then you can go, just like who begged you." ”

After speaking, Lou Xiao'e was about to go back.

He Yuzhu blinked, and suddenly said, "Hey, wait! ”

"What?" Lou Xiao'e stopped and turned around, "Aren't you leaving?" Let's go! ”

He Yuzhu smiled, walked over and said, "That's the case, I suddenly remembered something, if you can agree, then our restaurant may be able to open." ”

"What's the matter?" Lou Xiao'e frowned and asked, "You say." ”

He Yuzhu said: "That's the case, we can let Qin Huairu resign!" As long as Qin Huairu resigns and becomes the manager of this restaurant, won't this matter be over, she won't object, and I won't be at a loss, right? ”

Lou Xiao'e looked at He Yuzhu carefully, turned her head and left without saying a word.

Seeing Lou Xiao'e turn her head and leave, He Yuzhu was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly followed: "Don't go, listen to me tell you well."

In fact, Qin Huairu is very suitable for this restaurant manager, she is very capable, she is also very able to endure hardships, and she is never ambiguous about being a person, settling accounts or anything, you should know this! ”

Lou Xiao'e said as she walked with a straight face: "But she doesn't know how to manage!" A manager is to manage people, and if he doesn't understand management, how can he succeed? ”

He Yuzhu licked his face and smiled as he walked: "If you don't understand, you can learn, who will be born with it, you say yes?" ”

Lou Xiao'e frowned and said: "This is a completely different concept, okay, and she is so old, it's too late to let her learn management now." ”

"Then how can it be too late." He Yuzhu said with a smile, "Live to learn all the time, Qin Huairu's brain is alive, and he learns things quickly." ”

"Those are two different things." Lou Xiao'e said, "Besides, I can't wait for her to finish learning management before opening a restaurant, right?" I invested in opening a restaurant, do I have to wait for her alone? ”

He Yuzhu smiled: "That's right, but isn't there still you, with you at the helm behind, she learns and does it at the same time, she can't be wrong." ”

Hearing this, Lou Xiao'e couldn't help but shake her head, and didn't even bother to say anything.

Seeing that Lou Xiao'e didn't speak, He Yuzhu walked beside him and said: "Xiao'e, here's the thing, I also know that it's a bit abrupt to let Qin Huairu be the manager, but sometimes, if you want to do something, you have to make some compromises and sacrifices first, and then ......."

"No then!" Lou Xiao'e suddenly stopped, turned her head, and said expressionlessly.

Just when He Yuzhu was stunned, Lou Xiao'e looked at him coldly and said:

"Silly Zhu, are you really stupid or fake stupid? Pretending to be confused with me with understanding, right? Opening a restaurant, is that my wish?

Yes, I want to invest in the mainland, but there are more investment projects, why do I have to open a restaurant?

Is that what I want to do when I open a restaurant? Why did I invest in you to open a restaurant, don't you understand? ”

Speaking of this, seeing He Yuzhu lowering his head, not daring to make eye contact with himself, Lou Xiao'e shook her head angrily, and couldn't say the second half of the sentence, so she turned her head and left.

Seeing Lou Xiao'e leaving, He Yuzhu hurriedly subconsciously followed, but when he opened his mouth, he didn't know what to say, so he could only follow with his head bored.

"What are you doing with me?" Lou Xiao'e said angrily, "Didn't you go back to work?" Let's go! ”

He Yuzhu smiled and said as he walked: "It's okay, don't worry, don't worry." ”

Lou Xiao'e glared at He Yuzhu, then turned her head, put her hands in her pockets and slowed down, and said as she walked: "Silly Zhu, tell me, how many times have I hinted at you in the past few days since I came?" You're either going to stagger the topic for me, or you're going to play dumb for me, do you really think I can't see it? ”

He Yuzhu smiled, scratched his head and didn't speak.

Lou Xiao'e came to the elevator, stopped and looked at He Yuzhu, and after pressing the elevator button, she clasped her arms again and said to him: "Silly Zhu, to be honest, the main purpose of bringing my son over this time is to see you, and by the way, let my son recognize you."

Of course, I admit that I do want to reunite with your old dreams.

But I'm not the unreasonable kind of person.

If you don't love me anymore and don't have me in your heart, I won't stalk you, let alone provoke your relationship with Qin Huairu.

But in the past few days of contact, I can see that you have always had me in your heart, and you have always loved me.

Especially, you love your son even more, your own son!

Do you dare to say that you don't have me in your heart, and you don't have a son in your heart? ”

He Yuzhu lowered his head and was silent, with a serious face.

Seeing his expression, Lou Xiao'e said again: "You have me and a son in your heart, which is the foundation and premise for me to be with you."

It is because I see your heart and your true thoughts that I want to be with you again.

I want to invest in opening a restaurant for you, just because I know that you have a good face, and I want to use this as an opportunity to reconnect with you.

Of course, I also admit that I have always had you, me, and me ...... in my heart."

Speaking of this, Lou Xiao'e seemed to be emotional, and tears had appeared in the corners of her eyes.

Soon, Lou Xiao'e turned her head, quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and took a deep breath, then turned her head again and said to the silent He Yuzhu:

"He Yuzhu, the matter has come to this, I will open the skylight and speak brightly, and tell you the truth of the matter.

Yes, I left, I left here, and I went to Hong Kong with my family.

But I am gone, but my heart is left.

I've never really forgotten you for a moment.

Originally, I didn't want to remarry, so I just wanted to live like that with my son.

But I miss you so much, especially after giving birth to He Xiao, I can always dream of you when I dream, dream of the two of us listening to the symphony of fate together, and I can also dream of the bits and pieces of the past, and even dream that we are in Hong Kong together, and He Xiao's family of three is happy.

In order to stop thinking about you, I decided to accept other people's marriage proposals, because I thought that I could really forget about you as long as I married someone else and started a new life.

But later I found out that I was wrong, even if I married someone else and even had children, I still didn't love him, and I still only had you in my heart.

It's just that I never dare to say these thoughts to outsiders, I can only think about them secretly.

I've actually come back early in the morning since the change, and almost once or twice a year.

In other words, I've been to Beijing many times, including before I got divorced.

Every time I came here before, it was under the banner of an inspection project, but only I knew that it was just an excuse.

I'm here just because you're here and I want to know your news.

So, actually, I know a lot about you, but I don't know nothing.

I know it's unfair to my ex-husband that I'm doing this, but I can't control myself, I can't control I miss you! ”

Speaking of this, Lou Xiao'e turned her head and wiped away the tears from her eyes again, before continuing: "So, when I knew that my ex-husband had a mistress and there was someone outside, I was actually relieved.

Because in this way, I don't owe him anything, I don't have to feel guilty anymore, and I can divorce him openly.

And then you know, what did he say to me when I mentioned to him a peaceful breakup? ”

"What did you say?" He Yuzhu asked subconsciously.

Lou Xiao'e said with red eyes: "He told me that the reason why he has someone outside is because he has never been loved by me, and he also knows that I have never had him in my heart, there have always been others, and he has also heard me say dream words several times, and I have heard me call the name of the stupid pillar several times."

He thinks that I married him just to live together, not love.

He used to just endure it, thinking that he would slowly get better in the future, and he could make me fall in love with him again and accept him, but then he found out that I couldn't love him all the time, and he couldn't stand it, so he got along with other women.

He also said that he knew that I didn't love him, and he knew that I didn't actually feel sorry for him from the perspective of being a wife, but he still couldn't accept that I didn't have him in my heart.

Of course, what he said does not mean that he is doing the right thing.

Because no matter what, there are people outside him who are at fault, and the words he said to me may just be venting, just an excuse for him to defend himself.

But in any case, I think he was partly right.

I really didn't have him in my heart, I really just lived with him, and I really never loved him.

Because my heart has long been filled with you, and I can no longer tolerate others. ”

After sighing, Lou Xiao'e said again: "After I got divorced, I came to the capital again, asked someone to inquire about your news again, and went to the door of the courtyard again, but after all, I still didn't have the courage to go in to see you."

I already knew that you were married to Qin Huairu, and I also knew that you and her had no children.

I also know that you married her very late, not after I left, but many years after I left.

When I heard the news, my first feeling was that you have always loved me, you have always had me in your heart, otherwise, you would not have married her after so many years, and you still don't want children.

So, I plucked up the courage to go back to Hong Kong, brought my son, came to you, and wanted to reconcile with you, so that this family, and our love, will be whole again.

Although you have been presumptuous and stupid before, I know that you just haven't made up your mind.

Therefore, until the moment I sent He Xiao away, I was holding hope, hoping to get back together with you.

But what you said just now, saying that Qin Huairu was the manager, made me completely awake and shattered all my hopes.

I finally realized that you don't have me in your heart anymore, at least not all of me.

You are more pretending to be Qin Huairu in your heart, and you care more about her now.

I don't evaluate whether you are right to do this, after all, after so many years, it is really difficult for her to be by your side and let you choose.

But I'm not a saint, I also have feelings, and I also have fire!

So, I'm sorry, I suddenly changed my mind, I'll go back to Hong Kong right now and won't pester you anymore.

Of course, when you change your mind, you can come to me at any time, and my door here is always open to you.

You have my Hong Kong phone number, when you think about it, call me, I'll come again!

But remember, if I come again, it won't be so easy to leave.

Unless, you never call me, then we'll never see each other!

I'm done, that's all, goodbye! ”

Speaking of this, Lou Xiao'e wiped a handful of tears, and then quickly entered the elevator, without looking at He Yuzhu, directly pressed the elevator button and closed the elevator door.

waited until the elevator door closed and Lou Xiao'e could no longer be seen, He Yuzhu let out a long breath, looked up at the ceiling, and didn't know what to say for a while.

The impact of those words just now on him was too great, and he never expected that things would be like this.

If Lou Xiao'e didn't say that, and didn't say that she had him all the time, He Yuzhu wouldn't be as entangled and uncomfortable as he is now.

But when Lou Xiao'e said those words, especially the root cause of her divorce, he realized that it was difficult for him to really not care about Lou Xiao'e.

Indeed, although He Yuzhu has been avoiding and dodging, he calmed down and thought about it carefully, the woman he really loved in his life was really Lou Xiao'e.

Although he has been with Qin Huairu for a long time, although in the past, he was also unclear with Qin Huairu, but only he knows that at least before Lou Xiao'e left, he never thought about anything to happen to Qin Huairu.

With Qin Huairu's past ambiguities, he was more sympathetic to the other party, and he didn't really like her.

Of course, Qin Huairu at that time was indeed beautiful, and she could be called a flower in the compound, compared with Lou Xiao'e at the beginning, it was not bad, and there were still some victories in some places.

However, from the bottom of his heart, the woman he really likes is really Lou Xiao'e.

Why did he hate Xu Damao so much before? In addition to looking down on him, there is another reason that he can't talk about, that is, Lou Xiao'e married him, and he was jealous.

Many people in the courtyard thought that he He Yuzhu used to like Qin Huairu and was interesting to her, so he often took meals to help her.

But only he knew that he really didn't think about anything with Qin Huairu at that time, what she was thinking about was Lou Xiao'e.

If He Yuzhu was really interested in Qin Huairu at that time, then with his help to Qin Huairu, he would have gotten along with Qin Huairu a long time ago.

Why didn't He Yuzhu secretly get along with Qin Huairu at that time, and even Qin Huairu hinted openly and secretly several times, he shouldn't have known?

Others think that he He Yuzhu is upright and decent, but in fact he is not.

The fundamental reason is that he He Yuzhu had someone in his heart at that time, and he kept pretending to be Lou Xiao'e.

Later, Lou Xiao'e and Xu Damao separated, and he was actually very happy in his heart, but he couldn't express it.

Then, although the time with Lou Xiao'e was short, it was the happiest day in his life and the most unforgettable day.

It can be said that from beginning to end, He Yuzhu has always had Lou Xiao'e in his heart, but he has always been buried in the depths of his heart and never dared to tell others.

Love and righteousness are difficult to achieve both.

Lou Xiao'e is love, and Qin Huairu is righteousness.

If he was ten years younger, He Yuzhu might immediately decide to go to his heart and go directly with Lou Xiao'e.

But he is not a young man anymore, and at his current age, he can no longer be so stingy with the past.

Because he is not only one person now, nor is it just Qin Huairu, he also has to take care of the old people in the entire compound.

Once he is gone, what will happen to those old people in the yard?

And he has lived here for so long, and now let him change his environment and go to live in Hong Kong, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get used to it.

The most important thing is that Lou Xiao'e has an elegant temperament now, he feels that he is no longer worthy of her, and he is a little ashamed of himself when he is with her.

Thinking of this, He Yuzhu looked up to the sky and sighed: "As the old saying goes, since ancient times, it has been difficult to achieve both love and righteousness, why did you let me catch up?" Hey, what a fuss, alas! ”

After a sigh, He Yuzhu put his hands behind his back and left silently with a heavy heart, not knowing where to go and who to talk to.

He only felt that his heart was very panicked, and the blockage was very uncomfortable.

Maybe that's life.

It's impossible to get everything right.

(End of chapter)