214. Please send him to purgatory
Under the thoughtful gaze of everyone, Mrs. Manda left Nie Yuan alone.
The others, led by Jack, returned to the venue to prepare for the upcoming wedding.
After everyone walked away, Mrs. Manda gently lifted her veil and did not speak, just quietly looking at Nie Yuan.
This made Nie Yuan a little uncomfortable, and he hesitated: "What's the matter, Mrs. Manda, is there anything I haven't done well?" ”
Mrs. Manda thought for a moment and said, "There used to be, but now there isn't. ”
?
Nie Yuan's face was full of question marks, and he was a little unclear.
Mrs. Manda saw this, and said, "You are rude, ignorant, and lowly, and you have thrown our housekeeper into the lake, and although I know what kind of character Ruth and the others are in the family, in such a situation, with my character, I should scold you a few words."
However, I can see that Quentin and Mario seem to know you, and proving your identity should not be as simple as it seems, perhaps some participant in some higher circles.
I didn't care about who I was, who you really were had to do with me, but that weird feeling told me that you were different from anyone else. ”
The implication is that it is precisely because of that strange emotion that what Nie Yuan does, even if it seems a little rude, does not matter at all.
I didn't see it, but Mrs. Manda is also a lover.
Nie Yuan knew what she was talking about, but he still pretended to be ignorant and said in surprise: "Weird feeling? What did Mrs. Manda say? ”
"Don't hide it."
Mrs. Manda shook her head and said, "Although not as strong as mine, at first contact, I can still see your embarrassment, but it is well concealed. ”
Hearing this, Nie Yuan had to smile bitterly: "It turns out that Mrs. Manda is so sensitive, but I was afraid of causing more bad misunderstandings, so I didn't admit it." ”
Mrs. Manda looked at him and said, "Don't worry, to be honest, if I were twenty-two years old, I would definitely have to follow the emotions in my heart no matter what, and I would like to meet the passionate love of my imagination."
But I am forty-two years old, and I can restrain myself, and I can probably tell that the strange feeling does not come entirely from our hearts, and although it throbs, it does not know where it comes from.
Now, I'm a mother, and I have an identity that no one else dares to touch, and I need and must know what to do, what to do, and what not to do. ”
Nie Yuan hesitated for a while, and then said, "Then why did Mrs. Manda ask me to stay?" ”
"I want to recall something."
Mrs. Manda's eyes drifted away, as if she was sighing, and as if she was remembering, she said: "Those are really a few good memories, but only a few times, if you put them in the boundaries of a lifetime, it is too short and illusory, and now I regret even more that I made the choice to give birth to Jack in the first place." ”
As he spoke, he looked at Nie Yuan with burning eyes and said, "A miserable life is never something that can be diluted by a good life, right?" ”
"Perhaps."
Nie Yuan nodded and said: "When you get used to the brocade clothes and jade food, then the brocade clothes and jade food will also make people feel bored every day, and I can occasionally barely understand that those rich people who look fake say that they envy the lives of ordinary people, but the ordinary people in their mouths are definitely not the bottom." ”
"It's fun to talk to you."
Mrs. Manda laughed, "I haven't said something yet, but you know exactly what I want to say, and I say it in advance, like the same author, creating our dialogue." ”
Nie Yuan was also smiling, but he still wanted to ask some other clues, so he said, "Has Mrs. Manda ever felt this way before?" ”
"It should ...... Yes, there were. ”
Mrs. Manda recalled, "but not so strongly, but a faint friendship in the bud, when I was young, and so did he, and I thought it would be a long and brilliant run, watered by the years, but the result was really disappointing to me." ”
It turns out that in Prince Lawrence, Mrs. Manda has never felt such a strong strange emotion......
This made Nie Yuan even more puzzled, what was the situation with the Wings of Rhapsody component that was left behind.
"Can I touch you?"
Suddenly, Mrs. Manda spoke again, not hiding her appeal at all.
"Some parts do."
Nie Yuan also replied truthfully.
He also wanted to see if he could absorb the Rhapsody Wings component that might be hidden in Mrs. Manda's body by touching it.
"That's good."
Mrs. Manda spoke, then slowly raised her hand and touched Nie Yuan's neck with her fingertips.
Suddenly, that strong feeling came to their hearts again, making the two of them feel like they were drunk, their bodies trembled a little, and their eyes were in a trance.
However, Nie Yuan quickly calmed down, and he began to try to manipulate the Wings of Rhapsody, reaching into Mrs. Manda's body, scanning the abandoned components of the same ancestry.
But after a cursory scan, Nie Yuan strangely found that there was no abnormality.
Or rather, any part of Mrs. Manda's body makes Rhapsody Wings feel happy, as if ......
It was as if she was part of the wings of rhapsody, and nothing else.
At the same time, Nie Yuan's hair stood on end, his back was cold, and in a trance, he seemed to perceive a pair of cold eyes, staring at him without emotion behind his back.
Huo Ran turned his head, but he didn't see any figures.
But those invisible eyes seem to be gloomy in their hearts, and they can't get rid of them at all.
In perception, it has always existed, never wavered, but it can look around, but no trace can be found.
"What's wrong?"
Mrs. Manda asked, puzzled.
"I seem to ...... There's a feeling of being watched, well, very uncomfortable. ”
Nie Yuan replied truthfully again.
"Do you have one too? Someone has said this before, but you didn't react so strongly, look, your cold hairs stand up, I think that gaze, it must be very scary, but I have never felt it. ”
Mrs. Manda didn't seem to be very surprised, but said a little sadly: "It would be nice if he really had such a strong desire to control, but maybe even he doesn't know what he thinks or how to deal with this relationship."
Rather than being confined like an object, waiting for no one to be around, and being left in place without paying attention, I want to be more possessive, the kind for people, and even for animals.
But it's not, and it's ......
Many years ago, I began to dislike it, and I hated it so much that I wanted to get rid of all contact with it, and I couldn't talk about love and hate, maybe ...... When I was young, I always understood impulse as love. ”
Nie Yuan was silent for a while when he heard this, and said, "I shouldn't know what you're talking about, but I can understand and empathize inexplicably. ”
Lady Manda chuckled a little plaintively, and said, "Jack must have told you, my temper is not very good, but I think that my temper is already very good, and it is precisely because of this that I have come to this, and I have not gone mad, what a miracle."
No one will be able to free me, maybe there will be one, but I don't want to be rescued by it for the time being, until the day when Jack truly becomes a man. ”
Because of the strong empathy generated by touching each other, Nie Yuan still realized what Lady Manda meant.
He said silently: "Death has not only faded away the shackles, but also all other beautiful things, although it is the first time to meet, but please don't open the door to it." ”
Lady Manda and Nie Yuan looked at each other and said, "I have such restraint, otherwise I would have been filled with madness and dead silence, but I don't know how long I can restrain myself." ”
"A canary imprisoned by the world also has the hope of soaring into the blue sky, and if you give up hope, there will be no more soaring."
"Yes, but when the heart of freedom is dead, and it soars again in the blue sky, it is only a matter of abruptness."
Speaking of this, Lady Manda seemed to remember something, and suddenly asked, "Listen to Jack, you are very powerful, right?" You also dealt with very horrible special events, and you also intervened in the circles of the higher-ups......"
Nie Yuan thought for a while and said, "It's not very powerful, but it's a little stronger than the vast majority of powerful people you've seen." ”
"Can you please send him to purgatory? I'm willing to pay any price. ”
“……”