Chapter 345: The Night Gave Me Black Eyes, But I Used Them to Find Light...... (Ask for subscription)

"It's impossible to take off nature."

"If you take it off, you can't be banned."

But.

Chen Fan also knew that a group of fans were joking with him.

It is impossible for them to think that they are Shu Ting.

And Chen Fan also said it just now.

The world he speaks of today is not real, it is all happening in another world.

So more people think of him as a story.

"Don't make a fuss, let's keep telling the story."

Although it is talking about modern poetry.

But Chen Fan likes to use storytelling to explain these poems to everyone.

Just like Shu Ting's "To the Oak Tree" just now.

If you don't tell Shu Ting's story, I'm afraid many people don't know what kind of environment this poem was written.

And why does such a poem have such a big fame?

Is the wording of this poem a good one?

Or is the author of this poem famous?

Not.

Shu Ting was just a newcomer in the poetry circle at that time, and she was not famous at all.

As for the wording of this poem, it is the same as everyone evaluating modern poetry, it is all vernacular.

But it is such a big vernacular, but he is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

Why?

That's what comes from feelings.

Through his own experience, the poet combined with his own ideas, and at the same time fit the psychology of equality between men and women in society, and men and women should be equal in love.

Thereupon.

This poem became famous.

Also at the same time.

Shu Ting also relied on this poem to make her one of the representatives of the domestic hazy poetry school.

……

But when it comes to the representatives of the Hazy Poetry School.

Shu Ting is just one of them.

If we want to talk about the school of obscure poetry, we must mention another poet.

The poet's name was North Island.

"Shu Ting is one of the representatives of the Hazy Poetry School, while Bei Dao is one of the pioneering figures of the Hazy Poetry School. In the Hazy Poetry School, Beidao was the oldest and one of the first poets to start the Hazy Poetry School at that time. ”

"Beidao's original name is Zhao Zhenkai, he is a native of Jiangsu, Zhejiang, and Hu, not far from Hangzhou, where we are located. But he did not live in Jiangsu and Zhejiang for a long time, but in Beishi. But unlike Shu Ting, Beidao did not work as an educated youth, and after he became an adult, he worked as a construction worker in a construction team in Beishi. If it weren't for poetry, perhaps Kitajima might have spent his entire life dealing with architecture. ”

In 1970, Beidao and a few friends visited various tourist attractions in Beishi. At this time, a friend began to recite a poem by a poet named "Index Finger" at the bow of the boat. This had a strong shock to Kitajima, and he didn't expect that the poem could be written like this. It turns out that poems can be without formatting or without rhyme. Subsequently, Kitajima began to write poetry. ”

Kitajima was not originally a pen name.

The reason why it was named Kitajima was actually because he and his friend "Munk" wanted to start a magazine called "Today" together.

So Kitajima said he had to take a pen name.

But I didn't know what pen name to choose for a while.

His friend said that you are from the south, but you have always lived in the north.

And he has written a lot of poems before, all of which are related to the island.

In addition, the North Island looks colder and looks more independent.

So Munch said, it's better to just name it North Island.

Kitajima felt that this pen name was quite suitable for him, so he has been using the pen name Kitajima.

Unlike Shu Ting, who writes poetry, Shu Ting is a female poet, and she may be more concerned about love, her own life, and the land under her feet. So her poems are more delicate and more euphemistic. But Kitajima is different, as his pen name is. Kitajima is a very independent-minded person, he doesn't follow the crowd or conform to the herd, he likes to think independently. ”

"At that time, the situation in the country was a little bad, and some incredible things often happened. However, in those days, many people did not dare to say much. At this time, Kitajima turned a series of poems he saw at that time into a series of poems. Once, he wrote a poem called "Answer". ”

[Meanness is the pass of the mean, and nobility is the epitaph of the noble.

Behold, in that gilded sky, floats the crooked reflections of the dead.

The Ice Age has passed, so why are there ice cubes everywhere?

The Cape of Good Hope was discovered, why are thousands of sails competing in the Dead Sea?

I came into this world with nothing but paper, ropes, and figures,

In order to read the voices that have been sentenced before the trial:

Tell you, world, I-no-phase-believe! 】

This poem has been read by many people in previous lives.

But few people know that this was written by Kitajima.

Equally.

This poem is also an answer to some of the messy things that happened in that era.

Of course.

For the ridiculous events that took place in that era.

Kitajima didn't just write this one.

Chen Fan continued: "In addition to answering, there is also a poem, which is also very representative. This poem is called "Everything". ”

[Everything is fate

Everything is a cloud of smoke

Everything is the beginning without an ending

Everything is a fleeting pursuit

There is no smile in all joy

There are no tears in all suffering......]

Yes.

This poem is very pessimistic.

Pessimistic, as the first sentence says, everything is fate, everything is smoke.

Although this is not exactly what the North Island is trying to say.

But.

When many people read "Everything", they feel very depressed and even a little uncomfortable.

"Brother Fan, is Beidao's poetry too pessimistic?"

Modern poetry is different from Tang and Song poetry.

Therefore, more people are more able to understand such poems.

Because he understands it at a glance.

And a lot of it uses the vernacular, even if you don't explain it, everyone knows the meaning of the poem.

Listening to the poems read by Chen Fan, some fans asked questions.

"There's some pessimism."

Chen Fan nodded.

"Brother Fan, can you tell us about that era?"

"We'll talk about that later."

Chen Fan shook his head.

In this era, it is not something that Chen Fan can say clearly in a few words.

And many times, Chen Fan may not be able to really understand this era.

Even a group of experts may not really understand that era.

However, although many ridiculous things happened in that era, not everyone was so pessimistic. As a representative of the Hazy Poetry School, Shu Ting, after she became famous, she also met Beidao. When she learned that Beidao made this poem "Everything", Shu Ting also made a poem "This is also everything" as an answer to Beidao's "Everything". ”

Not all trees are broken by the storm;

Not all seeds cannot find the soil to take root;

Not all true feelings are lost in the desert of people's hearts;

Not all dreams are willing to have their wings broken.

No, not everything, it's like you say! 】

Yes.

Relative to the North Island.

Shu Ting is undoubtedly more cheerful and has more expectations for the future.

Meantime.

Shu Ting's purpose in writing this poem is to hope that Beidao will not be so pessimistic.

In fact.

This poem is written for the North Island though.

But this poem also encouraged many people.

Many people saw Shu Ting's song "This is Everything", and more or less had a trace of expectation for the incomprehension at that time.

As Shu Ting said, not all dreams are willing to have their wings broken.

Since they are unwilling, they will always strive for progress.

No matter how many difficulties you encounter.

As long as they are unwilling, they can think of a series of solutions.

"Brother Fan, Shu Ting's song "This is also everything" is interesting."

"Well, one is pessimistic, and the other is giving hope."

"It seems that this era is really interesting, that is, there are a series of absurd events, but there are also people who have dreams and not only fight forward."

For their discussion, Chen Fan nodded.

Yes.

Reminiscent of a time in a previous life.

It is precisely because of these ancestors who never gave up that the whole country has incomparable vitality.

……

"Brother Fan, besides Shu Ting and Beidao, are there any other poets of the Hazy Poetry School?"

"Yes."

Chen Fan nodded: "For example, Gu Cheng." ”

To talk about the hazy poetry school.

That must talk about Shu Ting.

Speaking of Shu Ting, Beidao is also indispensable.

But if Shu Ting and Bei Dao both talked about it, it would be a pity if they didn't talk about Gu Cheng.

"Who is Gu Cheng?"

"Gu Cheng is also a representative of the Hazy Poetry School, he is good friends with Shu Ting and Beidao. However, compared to Shu Ting, Beidao, and Gu Cheng's life experience, it is too dreamy. ”

"Dreamy? Brother Fan, what do you mean? ”

"I'll tell you about it slowly."

Gu Cheng's life experience is really special.

Special to.

Few poets are unlike him.

After thinking about it, Chen Fan said: "Gu Cheng is the son of the poet Gu Gong, so Gu Cheng has liked to write poetry since he was a child. Even, he became famous for writing poetry when he was a teenager. In particular, a poem he wrote in 1979, when he was 23 years old, made him famous all over the country. However, like many poets, Gu Cheng advocates freedom. He didn't like the environment of the domestic poetry world, especially when a writers' association held a meeting, there was an old critic of classical poetry, who constantly criticized Gu Cheng, the author of the hazy poetry school, and said a lot of ugly things. For this reason, Gu Cheng had an idea, he wanted to leave here and go to an ideal kingdom of freedom. ”

In 1988, Gu Cheng really had such an opportunity, and he went to New Sheran Okeran University as a researcher in the Department of Asian Languages. Later, he didn't like the noise of the city and the tediousness of work, so he and his wife Xie Ye went to Waiheke Island to live in seclusion. Originally, if there were no accidents, the two might have stayed there in seclusion until a woman named Li Ying appeared. ”

If you want to talk about Gu Cheng, it is indispensable to Gu Cheng's emotional life.

And Gu Cheng's love life has two.

One is his wife, Xie Ye.

The other is this woman named Li Ying.

Let's talk about Xie Ye first.

"Gu Cheng's wife is called Xie Ye, and she was a lover of literature and poetry at that time. Once, she took the train, and it happened to be Gu Cheng who was sitting together. Facing Gu Cheng, who was already famous, Xie Ye was very excited. On the train, Xie Ye chatted a lot with Gu Cheng. Perhaps, the two fell in love at first sight. Xie Ye admired his idol Gu Cheng very much, and Gu Cheng was a little embarrassed. Although he felt that he also liked Xie Ye, he didn't say it directly, but secretly shed a note for Xie Ye. Xie Ye, who got off the train and found the note, was very excited, and she looked for it one by one according to the address of the note. In the end, he found Xie Ye. Needless to say, in the face of Xie Ye's love, the two got married under the love of each other. ”

Speaking of which.

A group of fans interacted with Chen Fan and said: "Brother Fan, why did the woman Li Ying appear again, did Gu Cheng divorce Li Ying?" ”

"Not really."

Chen Fan shook his head: "Li Ying participated in a poetry meeting at that time, and happened to meet Gu Cheng and Xie Ye in the poetry meeting. Moreover, Li Ying also became Xie Ye's good friend. Xie Ye probably likes and admires Gu Cheng too much, so when she usually chats, she always talks about Gu Cheng. She told Li Ying about Gu Cheng's temper, told Li Ying about Gu Cheng's hobbies, and so on...... In fact, as a literary and artistic youth, Li Ying also admires the world-famous Gu Cheng. Later, when Gu Cheng was attacked by a number of well-known members of the association, Li Ying gave Gu Cheng a lot of comfort and encouragement. ”

"However, after all, Gu Cheng is married. So, Li Ying didn't show anything for a while. Later, Li Ying fell in love with the editor-in-chief of the poetry magazine. It's just that Li Ying's love for Liu Zhanqiu is not because she likes him, but because Li Ying wants to get a job as an editor of a poetry magazine. But after the two were together, the relationship between Li Ying and Liu Zhanqiu was not very good. ”

Until, when Gu Cheng and his wife Xie Ye went to New Xilan, Li Ying plucked up the courage and confessed directly to Gu Cheng. Even, Gu Cheng's wife Xie Ye was also at the scene at that time. However, Li Ying didn't care about this. It is precisely because of this confession that even though Gu Cheng and his wife Xie Ye went to New Xilan, Li Ying and Gu Cheng exchanged letters from time to time. Moreover, Xie Ye, as his wife, not only did not stop it, but also intended to promote it. ”

This doesn't seem to be normal.

In reality, there are many feelings that are not necessarily like normal people.

Chen Fan continued: "Maybe I like Gu Cheng too much, or maybe Xie Ye doesn't stop it. Even, not only did he not stop it, but Xie Ye also intended to promote it. In the midst of some abnormal interactions, Li Ying was invited by Gu Cheng to go to Waiheke Island. ”

"I'm grass, what's going on?"

"Gu Cheng is married, what is Li Ying going to Waiheke Island for?"

"This, this, this ......"

The crowd was a little dumbfounded.

At first they thought it was a love triangle.

As it turned out, it didn't seem to be.

Later, they thought it was just communication, and nothing would happen.

Even if there is anything, it may be after the divorce.

Or.

Even if it is not after the divorce, it should be separated from his wife Xie Ye.

Or more.

Gu Cheng is a cheater.

This is in line with everyone's assumptions.

But.

The situation of the three completely broke the three views of many netizens.

Gu Cheng and his wife Xie Ye are not divorced, and they feel very good.

At the same time, Gu Cheng was with Li Ying again.

So, isn't this three people living together?

Yes.

It's all adults.

People come to Waiheke Island from China thousands of miles away, is it just to take a look at Gu Cheng?

"Maybe everyone is more open-minded, Gu Cheng is, his wife Xie Ye is too, and so is Li Ying. After coming to Waiheke Island, Li Ying lived with Gu Cheng and Xie Ye. Yes, as everyone imagined, it was a good life together. At that time, the relationship between the three was also very good, and no one was jealous. Gu Cheng was like an emperor in ancient times at that time, living a dreamy life. ”

This kind of emotion made everyone even more dumbfounded.

"I'm grass, I'm envious."

"Sister, although I was shocked just now, I really envy me now."

Many people were shocked.

It's just that.

Although such feelings don't seem to have too many problems.

As long as everyone is willing, it seems that others have nothing to say.

But.

After all, such feelings do not last long.

The three of them lived like this for a while, and later, Gu Cheng and his wife Xie Ye went to another country to participate in the poetry meeting, and then left Li Ying behind. But Li Ying, who stayed, got along with a foreigner who taught her English. When Gu Cheng and his wife Xie Ye returned, Li Ying had already left Waiheke Island and went to Sydney. ”

This was a big blow to Gu Cheng, he originally thought that Li Ying liked himself very purely, and there would be no other purpose. Later, he seemed to understand. Li Ying's purpose of coming to Waiheke Island does not seem to be so simple, he just wants to go abroad. As for why she got along with the editor-in-chief at the time, it was because Li Ying wanted to get a job in the poetry magazine. And why did he leave Waiheke Island again, this is because, although it seems that Waiheke Island is extremely free, like a paradise, the three of them have a really hard time here, and they don't have much financial income. So, she chose to go with foreigners. And choosing a foreigner to be together is not because she really likes foreigners, but because she wants to get a green card......"

Later, Gu Cheng also went to many places to look for Li Ying, but he didn't find it. For this reason, Gu Cheng wrote a book about his acquaintance with Li Ying and his life on Waiheke Island with his wife, which is called "Ying'er". I don't know why, my wife Xie Ye was not happy after reading this book. She felt that Gu Cheng had beautified Li Ying, but Li Ying in reality was not like this. But the real reason is that in the long life of husband and wife, Xie Ye can still worship Gu Cheng all the time. But because of the bits and pieces of life, especially the lack of materials, this made Xie Ye and Gu Cheng's love life problematic. Among them, Xie Ye also seems to like someone. ”

Sometimes.

Love is really not that reliable.

Maybe when you love, you love to death.

If you don't love it, then you don't have any thoughts.

"This blow is bigger than Li Ying's departure, and it is even bigger for Gu Cheng. After all, Li Ying left when he left, Li Ying could only be regarded as Gu Cheng's lover at most, although Gu Cheng was very uncomfortable, but it was nothing. However, the betrayal of his wife Xie Ye's feelings made him unacceptable. In particular, Gu Cheng was ready to live with Xie Ye at that time, and even wanted to take back his son who had been sent to someone else's house. However, now it seems that it is too late. And it was in such an environment that Gu Cheng could no longer accept reality. In the end, he picked up an axe and threw it at his wife Xie Ye. Subsequently, Gu Cheng hurriedly left a suicide note and committed suicide. A few hours later, Xie Ye died of serious injuries and left. ”

Yes.

Gu Cheng's love life was extremely dreamy for a while.

Dreamy to the point that all men envy.

But.

After the dream, the blow of reality is too far and too far from the dream kingdom.

……

"When the story is finished, it's Gu Cheng's life."

Chen Fan sighed and said.

And at the end of Gu Cheng's life, many fans were also vomiting blood.

"This, this, this ......"

"How do you feel a little bloody?"

Yes.

Gu Cheng's dream life was not guessed by everyone.

The same goes for it.

Gu Cheng's ending, everyone still didn't guess.

But guessed or not.

Gu Cheng's life is completely different from everyone else.

It's just that.

After listening to Gu Cheng's story, everyone felt a little dizzy, but at this time, a fan thought about it and said: "Brother Fan, I seem to remember that this is a special live broadcast of modern poetry. ”

"Yes."

Chen Fan nodded: "Gu Cheng is a very well-known poet. ”

"And what poems did he write?"

That's all I said earlier.

Although Gu Cheng is a poet.

But.

A group of fans didn't appreciate a single poem.

Not only did not appreciate it.

Instead, they enjoyed a bloody love story.

After listening to this, some people began to doubt life.

It's okay.

Everyone is an adult, so it is not so easy to be influenced.

"Oh, I almost forgot, I haven't told you about his masterpiece yet."

Chen Fan patted his head.

If it weren't for the poem.

It was impossible for Chen Fan to understand Gu Cheng.

If it weren't for this poem, how would Chen Fan tell the story of Gu Cheng.

Although Gu Cheng's story is incomparably bloody.

But.

Chen Fan really likes this poem too much.

Loved it.

Even if Gu Cheng's story is very bloody, Chen Fan is happy to finish telling him.

"The night gave me black eyes, but I used them to find the light......"

Facing the camera, Chen Fan read slowly.

This poem, maybe you just look at it, and you won't feel how classic it is.

At most, you'll say it's okay.

But it's nowhere near the classics.

There are many classic poems, and their sentences are often incomparably beautiful and breathtakingly beautiful.

And this sentence just seems to have some truth.

But.

If you look at the name of this poem again, then you can see why this poem can be a national sensation.

Because.

The name of this poem is called "A Generation".

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