On the shelves early this morning!

Today, two chapters have been updated consecutively~

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This book is one of the most exhausting books for me.

My wife is reading every chapter for me, and she thinks it's not appropriate, so I rewrite it, just 200,000 words, and the waste manuscript adds up to 50,000 or 60,000 words.

I'm apprehensive, and to be honest, I've never been optimistic about the book's results.

It was hard for me to see readers criticizing me, but eventually, I pinned it to the top and refined it.

Because I think the criticism of some readers is really justified.

Several times, I asked my editor, Kirin Ju, how much I was following up......

I was a little relieved to see that the chase did not fall.

Some people say that scolding me is not because I write badly, but because I am slower.

However, I really, I can't write fast, this time on the shelves, I will update five chapters, and talk about the apologies for the new book issue.

Of course, no matter how the book ends, I will do my best to finish the book seriously.

This book is very important to me, it is the beginning of a self-transformation.

Before putting it on the shelves, I wanted to complain, and then sold miserably, asking for a trivial first order~

Many years ago, that summer, I was lying in bed and had a sweet dream.

I dreamed that I was on Sanjiang!

I'm on a strong push!

I'm on the shelves!

I've ordered 500 for the first time!

I dreamed that I was pretending to be forced in front of those street writers in the group, and my monthly manuscript fee broke 1,002!

When I woke up, there was a loud snoring in the dormitory, and I stared blankly at the ceiling.

To this day, I still remember the excitement in my dreams and the feeling of loss when I woke up.

It was an era when he tried his best to squeeze his head and wanted to sign a contract at the starting point, and he was a big guy who could get on the shelves and have a full attendance income.

At that time, I probably didn't think that one day I would write a novel of ten thousand orders, and I would take the twelve heavenly kings and sign the great god covenant......

Thanks to the editors of Hu Shuoju, Pooh Ju, Kirin Ju and other editors for their help.

In fact, I know that the Great God is not qualified to ask me.

Although it seems that they have all been booked, the points have arrived, and the requirements have arrived, I, a waste material, have never had the strength of a great god.

Looking at the great gods of that year, I was probably also the most watery one, not one of them.

Later, I wrote a bad movie with an average order of 17,000 on the main station of this starting point, and I was lucky enough to win the top ten on the monthly ticket list and sold the comic copyright.

But the old problems are still being made.

The follow-up closure will always fall into a vicious circle, and the lack of renewal will lead to a weak finish, and it will end hastily.

I spent ten years, writing a novel of a hundred thousand words every year, and as a result, I still couldn't finish a book with a good finish.

At the end of the year......

My nephew said to me, you are now a person with children, write books hard, earn more milk powder money, you still have a mortgage, don't fool around anymore.

Gargamel also told me on WeChat, you are married now, you have to write well, and you want milk powder money.

I was in a trance, and it was a very uncomfortable feeling.

Oh, yes!

Before I knew it, I was already thirty years old, and I was sick in a mess, and my body couldn't stand staying up late anymore to play League of Legends and fight the king.

Well, some time ago, I shamelessly made a Douyin live broadcast, playing games, I thought that I could rely on my amazing skills to make the audience scold and increase popularity, but it turned out that more than 200 people visited, and none of them could be seen, and it was extremely deserted...

I'm a person with low self-esteem.

I know what the world is really like through the eyes of people with low self-esteem......

They have low self-esteem but at the same time great self-esteem, are eager to prove themselves, and do not want to cause trouble to anyone.

At the annual meeting, I sat in the corner and watched the great gods and authors around me.

For a moment, I didn't think I should be sitting in my seat at the annual meeting.

Of course, no one said that I was not qualified, but deep down I compared myself to them, and I made a judgment.

Hehe!

is like a supporting role, silently looking at the bright place, feeling like sitting on pins and needles.

I have seen "Tomb of the Gods" suppress an era, I have seen "Panlong" in school, recommended by classmates one by one, regarded as a masterpiece, I have seen "Yang God" reach the top full of vigor and high spirits, and I have seen "Breaking the Sky" come out of nowhere and set off a monstrous wave again......

I have also seen eagles, squid, elbows, and newspaper sellers in an era that no one can beat!

In the past thirteen years, along the way, how many high-spirited new authors can't survive loneliness, and gradually sink into the wind, how many gods have fallen, and how many stories have been gradually forgotten in the dust......

I am like a spectator, like a humble dust, silently witnessing one era after another.

I am not jealous of them, because I know that I cannot have such times.

But I long to become a god, and I long to be able to raise my head a little and straighten my waist a little in this era when I don't know which god it is.

The road to becoming a god is not a great covenant, he is a great god...

I'm on my way...

I'm proving myself...

Come on!