When his own life will become a burden to his son. When you already know that you are not far from death. When he saw that his son's ability was enough to win the glory he longed for. Alone. A mother.

A person who has already exhausted the first half of his life and has no second half of his life. I chose the date of the end of my life. In their own hands. [Mom No]

Things get worse when the exhausted man feels the sword in his hand getting duller and harder to cut off the heads of those corpse maniacs. Some wacky illusions are starting to appear in the city

Shadows, those phantom swords are difficult to damage, and can only be attacked with weapons that have a liquor reaction or a magic potion applied, and their attacks are actually reflected in reality, which is simply a bargain. In addition, all kinds of fierce beasts also did not know when, crawling out of the city's sewers and many shadow alleys, and began to attack everyone indiscriminately, even killing each other, phantoms and strange beasts attacked each other, phantoms attacked the survivor camp, and the beasts preyed on everything that still moved, and the sublimators in the blue city organized a team, sheltering a team of survivors towards the southern Lampfish City, but a larger giant beast appeared on the side of the Lampfish City, directly crushing the survivor team.

The man even had his hands on the people of the Flame Land and the Gnostic Academy, and as for why they knew, it was because they were also organizing a team to flee from the place, and they were carrying instruments and materials, revealing their characteristics. But they all died. Everything is getting worse. Avak

The Leader was plunged into a devastation that no one expected, the Grand Duke did not know, Viscount Avak did not, neither did the Gnostic Courtyard and the Flying Peaks who hid in the companions—no one knew how the accident happened, but it was tearing the world apart. Tear apart the dots and let its fragments fall into reality. But for some reason, men have a feeling. He was not afraid of all these hardships.

He is never afraid, whether it is the difficulties of life or the reality of these enemies, no matter how strong they are, the result is nothing more than killing and being killed, he is never afraid of this. He was only afraid that his desire for peace would not bring glory and that his family would continue to live in this poverty.

He was afraid that his life would be ordinary, so that his mother could only eat sugar and vegetables for the rest of her life, and could not enjoy happiness and laughter. And now, he's found something he's more afraid of.

That is, when I didn't have time to do anything, or even before I even found out, my family was gone. The mother ended her life by slitting the blood vessels in her neck with a knife she carried with her. The warm blood was mixed with the blood of the enemy's when the man was killed, and when he found out, his mother had already stopped breathing, [Mom!] Mom! Why

At this moment, Ian felt a very special emotion, a kind of indescribably complex and indescribable choking.

For the first time, it was a kind of confusion. The brain can't understand the reality that the mother is dead, can't understand the reason for the mother's suicide, can't accept the reality that everything is over before he has the last word with his mother.

The second time was the resentment of monks surging like a tsunami. Hate for his own weak monks, and hate for the unknown culprit who sent all this. Hatred for his mother who ended her life without permission, and a mother who didn't believe in him.

Next, there is a chaotic mess, and even Ian needs to count the emotions carefully. A!!! Instinctively !!! Peace. Yiyi's mother is indeed tired of her speed, and if she doesn't abandon her mother, she will die in the Azure City with her mother and Cynthia. One mother died. If it were just Cynthia, I would have been able to protect her from the city and survive.

Such a thought floated up for a moment, and then it was overwhelmed by a sense of despicability and remorse that was huge, like a meteorite hitting the earth. One by one, how can I think so

I'd rather die than do this! But......

-My mother committed suicide knowing that I would rather die than do it. It's all me!! It's all my fault!!

One, I'm such a disgusting piece of waste. Humans, ordinary humans, have no control over their thoughts.

This kind of despicable and self-destructive thinking does not exist more than two turns in the mind of a normal person, but the man at the moment is not normal. In the midst of a huge, turbulent, chaotic, hard-to-outline emotional shock!! He awakened psionic powers.

Sensing this, Ian finally understood why he was able to leave such a deep memory. Here this moment.

It is an acquired awakened psyker, the moment of awakening. "Hmm"

The light in Ian's eyes narrowed, and he had finished the memories of the past that lurked in this vision. It's close. It's the last few days that stayed. It is the memory of one of the few survivors in Moe Basket City.

As for why Ian was able to perceive that the man named Miles in his memory was still alive, it was a premonition that the survivor was actually psionic energy.

Back in time. Ian can clearly sense the people and objects in these past images, can sense their condition, and even !!! With the foresight of foresight, he prophesied that in the past, Ian had never seen anyone alive except for the elven pirate captain Andor, after all, those remaining memories and emotions were too old, they were all left over a thousand years ago. However, the feelings in Phantom Woman are too fresh. Ian was able to reveal the survivor of these feelings, the man named Miles, who was now in the situation. And that's why the teenager was surprised.

"Silver!!! Does he have the potential for the fourth class?" Ian muttered to himself in his heart, he did see that Miles's swordsmanship talent was good, but to be honest, it was not as good as Ji Chao,

Qingshio is the kind of person who is born to use a sword, and he can kill three heavily armed Port Harrison Guards with a single pen, and beat Scott all over the ground with a single branch. But on the other hand, Miles actually awakened psionic powers.

This means that he has a certain amount of psionic potential, and like Ellan and Ian, he can become a psionic as long as he encounters undetermined situations and emotional shocks. But, just that, there can be no silver mist.

The foresight of the foresight can foresee the future is not very long, generally speaking, it can manifest the last month's sales, and more than six months, there are only a few signs. This was the result of many experiments conducted by Ian over the years, and compared to the great prophecies of other prophets who had been at every turn for ten years and decades, Ian had only seen such a prophetic dream after the end of the path of the swarm. Miles was able to progress to the fourth ability in six months

No matter what kind of joke he makes, he can't do it well, but Ian's heart moved slightly, "No, the silver on his body is the same as Jun Die, it is a strange silver." Ian recalled the silver mist he had seen on Frostbutterfly's body before he set off.

At that time, he also concluded that there would be some benefits to the fourth level—like Ian's own aether crystal. This is not surprising, but if there were, Ian would definitely fight for Frostbutterfly!! Miles, on the other hand, has that potential. "Ian"

At this moment, the young man heard a worried inquiry: "Why do you seem to be so angry?" The pen, the hair, the pen are broken by you!" Ah, is that so" Ian was a little surprised.

Miss Fairy didn't notice Ian's abnormality at first, but later she discovered that Ian could actually get drunk with the pen in his hand without changing his face. He can actually analyze calmly without being angry at all, and then show his anger only in some small details

Elves can't do this, because they are born without a physical body, and happiness, anger, and even sadness are very obvious, and they are a very good kind of life, which is completely different from the human life, which is like a physical body.

Lowering his eyes, Ein Yao turned into his hand. The fountain pen that was originally used to write the report was pinched flat by him, and the water overflowed, suspended in the air by his instinctive goblin's ability to control water, and he couldn't help but sigh as he looked at it: "It seems that I really !! No lessons have been learned. ”

The last time I was at Baron Cai'an's place, Sister Yingguang noticed this anger, which made her realize her true feelings for the plan. And this time, this emotion was revealed in the birch, and even in front of Mikael.

Although, in a sense, this can also be a layer of disguise, and no one will doubt that he should indeed be angry!! But anyway. This is all very undesirable things.

He needs to stay calm and not show the slightest hint. "Obviously, when I talked to my teacher about this, I was always calm."

Ian thought to himself, "Now that I think about it, I'm so arrogant, I've never seen a lot of ugliness and death in this world, and I've never even seen people die and attract ants, and garbage like a scene." ”

"yes, it's my problem, I'm too arrogant!! I have not seen the ugliness of the old empire with my own eyes like my teachers, nor have I reformed the world like they did, and I can certainly look at it all from the most calm and rational perspective. ”

"So even now." "I saw it, and I should have stayed calm.