After going through a circle, Miss Jin can be regarded as completely understanding Brother Zhang, why his character is so cold and why he is so lonely, because for him, loneliness is eternal and the only way to protect himself.

He is immune to all the harm in the world, but not to the emotions in his heart, and all of his half-abandonment is partly because he is boring, and partly because it may lead to his emotional dependence, and this dependence is not only love, but also friendship and family affection.

So all the people around him, all the people...... At some point, they will be transformed into immortals, or people who would have died will be resurrected for strange reasons.

This is not his subjective behavior, but it is the ideological activity of his consciousness, so his best way is to live in isolation, wandering alone between the vast world and the world, and constantly sightseeing and browsing in the vast river of time.

Even if he has to enter a plot, like the one they just went through, he will only minimize the emotional factor, and burying his head in work has become the only way to get rid of emotional constraints. But even so, when the news of Su Shi's departure came, he still sat alone in the courtyard until midnight, presumably at that time, he could feel what it meant to be "three people in the shadows".

It's not easy for him.

This thought kept hovering in Miss Jin's head, but she didn't say it, because Brother Zhang himself said that he didn't have anything worthy of sympathy, on the contrary, he could have everything in this world, if this needs to be pitied, then there is probably no one in the entire universe who is not pitiful.

But it's also true, all living beings are suffering, and it doesn't hinder others.

Brother Zhang sat in front of the bonfire for a while: "What time is it?" ”

"Only five minutes have passed, and it took us five minutes to go through a lifetime and an era."

Brother Zhang hugged his knees and looked at the bonfire, and the firewood added in it didn't even change much, but it was already a lifetime for many people in this moment.

"You have no experience in this kind of game, and you will be depressed if you play too much." Brother Zhang sat there with his knees hugged, looking at the endless waves in the distance, and whispered softly: "Especially those who have not experienced it." ”

"Now that I know, you've experienced a lot of different types of life."

"You name it."

Brother Zhang took out a small notebook from his pocket, opened the seventh page and handed it to Miss Jin, she knew why Brother Zhang was almost not disturbed by such a virtual life, because every grid in this small notebook represents a life he has experienced, and there is really almost everything he can think of in it.

"But it's really useless, because in the end it's nothing more than three different situations alternately, the ability to have no memory, the ability to have memory, and the ability to have no memory. And I made a summary, that is, the life of ordinary people is actually a bit fatalistic, why many people like film and television dramas so much, in fact, because they can't control their own lives, they can only place their emotions in other people's lives, and want another life to fight against their helpless fate. ”

Miss Jin held her cheeks and looked at Brother Zhang: "What about you?" Are you also fighting? ”

"No, I'm going with the flow, I never fight myself, I just adjust. Confrontation leads to anger, and anger begets misfortune. Brother Zhang said: "And since my life can't be changed, it's better to take time to enjoy what I want to enjoy." ”

"But ......"

Miss Jin's words came to her mouth, but she swallowed them back, she didn't know what to ask Brother Zhang, she always felt that she had a lot to say but couldn't say it, and she didn't know where to start.

"Don't worry about me, I'm fine." Brother Zhang smiled and waved his hand: "Since I was chosen by the world, all my results will be the best." ”

"Huh?"

"That's it...... I won't have a bad end. I don't even have regrets, I can travel through time to modify time, but after the modification, you will be unlucky. Brother Zhang still smiled: "I tried to prevent my father from being martyred at the age of fourteen, and the result was that he activated the Qing Lingzi ten years ahead of schedule, and then used the power of the Kyushu Seal to throw the Upper Three Realms into the range of the Mountain and Sea Realm forever. Can you imagine that scene? ”

"It's hard to imagine."

"Flesh and blood blur." Brother Zhang's simple word, like a fluttering sentence in the history book "Great drought, cannibalism", with a strong smell of blood and rancidity, came to his face.

"I've also tried to organize my own birth, and then there will be a Universe Zero Destruction event, and the invasion of other universes will cut down this cosmic tree before Universe 0 has no ability to protect itself."

Miss Jin blinked: "Aren't we all good?" ”

"No, you're not even stellar, you're too weak."

190,000 years, Miss Jin has lived for 190,000 years, although most of the time is in standby mode, but for the first time in 190,000 years, she is called a weak chicken, which has taken a big hit to her self-confidence.

"So the cost of modifying the time is too great, I don't dare to try it easily, and that's why all my results are the best results, you have to ask if there are better results, it's like you point to a hundred and ask me if there is any other number greater than this, in fact, no."

"Isn't it okay for you to be selfish?"

"Yes, of course. It's just the result of selfishness that you may not know what. Or to use the fact that I prevented my father from being martyred, whether he was martyred or not, I would have been selected on time at the age of fourteen, and after being chosen, there was nothing I could do now. Without my father's imprint, at the age of fourteen, I would have turned the world into what I wanted it to be. ”

Miss Jin was stunned: "Isn't that good?" ”

"Is it really good? Fourteen-year-old, his ideal world is so extreme that it is difficult for you to understand, because when I was fourteen years old, I did not have the concept of being with the light and dust, and I could not accept that there were imperfections. I will erase all the things that I feel bad, and my mind and position are not firm, and it is easy to be influenced by others, which is extremely dangerous. ”

"Only when I have lived enough time without any superfluous emotions can I slowly accept all imperfections with a peaceful attitude, and my father is protecting me and protecting everyone. Because the time of fourteen is irreversible, and have you ever heard of blackening strong three points? ”

"I know, because I don't have to worry about the consequences."

"Yes, at the age of fourteen, I have the same ability and strong personal feelings, are you afraid?"

Miss Jin pursed her lips and didn't speak, but Brother Zhang pinched her face: "I'm afraid of myself, I can't guess what I'm going to do next at that time, but I know what he can do." ”

It's a bit scary to say this, Miss Jin thought about it for a while, and it was really as he said, although the process was not perfect, but the ending was the best ending.

It's just that I'm afraid there really can't be anything perfect in the world, even if it's Brother Zhang.

The two chatted for a long time on the beach, and when the day was about to dawn, the sea was already glowing with a blue light, which was the kind of blue jellyfish that would fly from the sea into the sky during the day, and the ghostly light emitted when absorbing the energy accumulated by the sun.

It's not a great sight in the mountains and seas, but it's beautiful.

"What are you going to do after that, keep following the game?"

"Nope." Brother Zhang shook his head: "I have other things to do, it's spring soon, I'm going back to the farm to farm." ”

"Farming? I'll go too. ”

"You're done?" Brother Zhang asked curiously: "Didn't you say that you are going to compete, I still have a few months of vacation, you don't have any vacation, right?" ”

Miss Jin smiled: "I don't care, just let me lose." ”

And just when they were sitting here planning what to plant in the spring, at this moment in a small mountain village, the Jade Rabbit Spirit was beating Zhang Xu with a blue nose and swollen face, but now Zhang Xu is much better than at the beginning, although he is still too weak in the eyes of the three melon seeds God of War next to him, but he has always seen progress.

Finally, when it was time to rest, Zhang Xu was eating under the big tree in the village, one of his arms had been beaten so that he couldn't hold chopsticks, so he could only eat spoon by spoon.

Earlier, he would complain, and even cry when he was beaten, but now he is used to it, and the training day after day that is almost numb has made the eyes of this young man with the inheritance of the mountain and river society no longer bright.

At this time, the monkey walked over while eating a fruit: "Eat?" ”

Zhang Xu nodded: "Ang." ”

The monkey looked left and right, and then took out a palm-sized peach from his bosom: "Don't tell the two of them, eat it." ”

"Peach?"

"What a peach is not a peach, this is the queen mother's peach, I secretly went to find my good almond girl yesterday, she got it for me, I said I'm okay when I go out, my almond girl is unlucky."

"What are the names you give to people...... Also almond girl. ”

"Don't talk nonsense, eat it, this thing is very useful."

Zhang Xu sighed and put the peach in his mouth, but he could still bite it, and the peach melted in his mouth, but he didn't have a situation like Shuilin Fairy, because the two demon gods on his body were too edible, and he cleaned up all the energy of the peach almost instantly, and he only got a very pitiful point.

But not long after the monkey left, the third prince of Nezha also came here, he fumbled for a while from his bag, and then threw Zhang Xu a bead, and then said in a godly voice: "This is my water-proof bead, I don't need it, you take it." ”

"Huh?"

But before he was finished, the third prince walked away in such a doggy manner, for fear that people would look like a monkey when they saw it.

Zhang Xu looked at the appearance of these two people one after the other, and muttered in his heart, thinking that he was afraid that Master Yang would have to come later.

Sure enough, just as he was pondering, Yang Jian came over with the dog boss with his hands behind his back, and came over with the posture of an old man who was casually walking the dog, he slowly came to the big tree, glanced at Zhang Xu and said casually: "Yo, what about eating?" ”

"Hmm......" Zhang Xu nodded: "Do you want to give me something too?" ”

"Also?"

"No, mantra."

Yang Jian nodded at this time, and took out something wrapped in silk cloth from his pocket: "Agarwood knows, my eldest nephew." He got a golden pill from Taishang Laojun some time ago and said that he was filial to me, but I don't need it, so you can use it, it should be good. ”

Zhang Xu is no longer a rookie who lets them fool him now, when he saw that there were words on the outside of the golden pill, it was not the golden pill of Taishang Laojun at all, let alone the filial piety of agarwood, but the exclusive elixir of Emperor Donghua.

Master Yang Jianyang boasted about this thing more than once, saying that when he traveled west with Emperor Donghua, Emperor Donghua gave him a golden pill, which is the only one in the sky and on the ground, it is said that it is what Our Lady of Taiyuan left to him back then, even if it is placed in the ancient wilderness, it is also a top-level spiritual treasure, it is said to be refined from the fruit of Jianmu in the East China Sea, the specific effect is unknown, but it is called the golden pill, I am afraid it is not trivial.

"This is too precious......

"Take it!"

Yang Jian frowned: "I don't know how to take it, don't eat indiscriminately, when the opportunity comes, it will naturally be made clear." ”

Zhang Xu wanted to say something, but Yang Jian just waved his hand: "Don't talk nonsense." ”

After saying that, he took the dog and left......

Zhang Xu was a little surprised that these three big guys were suddenly so abnormal, but looking at their appearance, they seemed to be determined to give him something, which made him confused.

But if you can't get a result by asking them, then ask the dead rabbit......

After Zhang Xu ate, he found the jade rabbit essence that beat him all day long, his mouth was also sweet, and he called the jade rabbit very useful.

When Yutu knew what these people were doing, she didn't have a particularly surprised expression: "It should be up to you to become a teacher, let you choose one between the three of them, you also know that these people are old, and inheritance is more important than anything else." ”

"Huh?"

"One of the three of them came out of the three-star cave of the slanting moon, and the spell of the three-star cave is the school of interception. One is Taiyi Liu, and Taiyi is a disciple of Yuan Shi Tianzun, so he is a disciple of Yuan Shi Tianzun. Although Yang Jian's mentor is Yuding Zhenren and a disciple of Yuan Shi Tianzun, in fact, he later got closer to Emperor Donghua, and now his path is basically Donghua's path, so these three guys are now planning to fight for inheritance. ”

Don't look at the little jade rabbit usually looks harmless to humans and animals, but in the end, it is a cute rabbit in the Guanghan Palace, not to mention that there are a lot of things you know, so Zhang Xu probably understands.

"Then Sister Bunny, who should I choose?"

(End of chapter)