116. Izumi, why are you crying?
"Good night."
"Good night."
After saying goodnight to each other, the two returned to each other's rooms.
It's 10:47 p.m., the usual time to go to bed.
Unlike usual, the atmosphere of the two has changed, and the usual goodnight kiss is gone.
Lying in bed, Izumi Kurose thought about what had happened today, tossing and turning, and still had trouble sleeping.
The unusual attitude of Hirasawa Matake and Shiraishi Chiren made him feel an indescribable sense of strangeness.
In the dark and quiet room, Izumi Kurose took the mobile phone placed at the bedside and lit up the screen, and the dazzling light made him squint slightly.
"Did you sleep?"
He sent a message to Matake Hirazawa, and then waited with trepidation.
Ding dong~
After a while, the phone vibrated a little, and Matake Hirasawa replied: "No, what's wrong? Look for me so late."
"Actually, it's nothing, I just feel like you're a little weird today, as if you want to say something to me?"
"Feels wrong, right? I don't have much to say. I called you over after school in the afternoon to discuss something about me and Tsuda."
"Yes......
Izumi Kurose looked at Hirasawa's reply suspiciously, feeling strange.
In the afternoon, did Matake Hirasawa really want to discuss with him about Tsuda Yoshi?
And when she was in the toilet in the morning, why did Shiraishi Senren text Matake Hirazawa?
In the end, why is Hirasawa so eager to show him what he wrote, but when he wants to see it, there are always accidents?
The feeling of strangeness became stronger and stronger in Kurose Spring's heart.
The seeds of suspicion also sprouted at this moment and gradually grew.
At this moment, Izumi Kurose won't know that the real martial arts of Hirasawa behind the screen are not really real martial arts of Hirasawa!
At the same time, on the opposite side of the master bedroom where he lived, Chiren Shiraishi had just closed the computer.
"Okay......
"Then go to sleep."
"Good night."
This night, Shiraishi Qianren was also sleepless and worried.
Fearing that everything would be revealed, Izumi Kurose fell into despair and cut off contact with her.
"You know what? I have nothing but disgust for you, and you make me feel sick, like the pure white flowers in my book."
"When I first met, I thought you were just thinking a little more extreme, but in fact, you are not a bad person, and you are very gentle."
"But—your subsequent actions have completely exposed your true colors, and that's disgusting."
Once, Izumi Kurose's words to "Fuyuko Kuchigi" sounded in the mind of Chiren Shiraishi.
It was like a spell, repeating itself, tormenting Shiraishi's mind and terrifying her.
'Izumi, I'm sorry, but there's no turning back......
At this moment, Shiraishi Chiren has taken off all her disguises, and she is just a girl who is afraid of losing the person she cherishes.
She prayed in her heart for Izumi Kurose's forgiveness, but she couldn't let go.
Everything you have done in the past is retribution at this moment!
Those who fool others will be fooled!
——
"Izumi, I'm sorry I lied to you."
"It's me who is wrong, I know I am wrong, please forgive me, okay?"
"I beg you...... Please don't go, don't leave me, I will make it up to you, I'm willing to give everything to you, make it up to you......"
"I love you, I love you, deeply, from the bottom of my heart, I love you hopelessly......"
In a pure white scene, Izumi Kurose was in a trance, and saw the tearful Shiraishi Chiren constantly apologizing to him.
He looked at Shiraishi Chiren in confusion and confusion, and his lips twitched, wanting to say something, but it seemed that he had lost his voice.
"For ...... What? ”
Izumi Kurose muttered and opened her eyes, a moist sensation coming from her face.
He reached out and touched his cheek, only to find himself crying at some point.
"Why, I have such dreams?"
"Chiri, why are you apologizing to me?"
"Why, your figure overlaps with her......"
Izumi Kurose muttered to herself, suddenly feeling a sour nose and tears dripping down like beads with broken threads.
He couldn't help but bury his head in the covers.
Since yesterday, Izumi Kurose has understood that he and Chiren Shiraishi can't go back.
They can no longer return to intimacy, and there is a gap between them.
Izumi Kurose couldn't do it, and he didn't care about what Shiraishi Chiren was hiding from him.
It was like a thorn in his heart, making him uncomfortable in his bedroom, and he was always concerned.
After crying for a while, Izumi Kurose poked his head out of the quilt.
He took a deep breath, wiped his eyes, got up and walked out of the master bedroom, and went to the bathroom to wash.
Izumi Kurose looked up at herself in the mirror - the gloomy hairstyle had been cut off and replaced by a grim face.
The corners of his eyes are red, and there are some dark circles under his eyes, which makes people look very bad at first glance.
'What am I doing here?' Let Chirei see it, it will make her worry......
Izumi Kurose smiled wryly, turned around and walked out of the bathroom, and met Shiraishi Chiren who had just gotten up.
Her complexion, which did not look very good, looked a little gloomy and dull.
“…… Early, a thousand pity. ”
Izumi Kurose and she stood face to face, looking at each other for a few moments before he spoke and said hello.
Shiraishi Chiba looked at Izumi Kurose's face with pity and did not answer his words.
It wasn't until a long time later that she unconsciously stretched out her hand, stroked Izumi Kurose's face, and asked softly, "Izumi, are you crying?" ”
"Why...... Are you going to cry? ”
She asked in a muttered voice, her palm gently rubbing against Izumi Kurose's face, her eyes filled with irrepressible sadness.
"Am I making you sad?"
Izumi Kurose pursed her thin lips and replied in a low voice, "...... I just, had a nasty dream. ”
"What dream?" Shiraishi asked uneasily.
She seemed to sense something, too, and her heart trembled.
“…… One, nasty dream. Izumi Kurose slowly closed her eyes, her tone low and sad, "I dreamed that Chiren apologized to me, but she didn't say why, she just apologized. ”
“……”
Shiraishi Qianlian's hand couldn't stop trembling lightly, and his eyes, which should have been cold and thorough, were also stained with sadness.
This trembling was clearly perceived by Izumi Kurose.
So, he mustered up his courage, as if he wanted to squeeze all the air out of his lungs, and asked word by word: "Qianlian, you say, why do I have such a dream?" ”
“…… Dreams are all the opposite. Shiraishi could only deny it and give such a despicable answer.
She didn't dare to say why, because it would start to make things go bad and end their relationship.
The only thing that Shiraishi Chiren didn't dare to gamble on was whether Izumi Kurose would forgive her and understand her after revealing everything.
Izumi Kurose is so disgusted with Fuyuko Rottenki, and he loves Chiren Shiraishi so much.
This extreme contrast will drive him to collapse!
"What is the reality?" Izumi Kurose asked in disappointment.
At this moment, he understood something.
Although I don't know what Shiraishi Chiren is hiding, it will definitely not be a good thing!
It's something that isn't forgiven, it's not understood.
That's why Shiraishi didn't dare to say it!
"Chiri, why don't you speak?" Izumi Kurose looked at Chiren Shiraishi, who pursed her lips to white, and asked again.
It's a pity that Shiraishi Chiren just kept silent, maintaining this unbearable dead silence.
“…… Okay, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you. ”
After saying that, Izumi Kurose took a deep breath, walked past her, and entered the master bedroom to change clothes, her face could not hide her loneliness.
And Shiraishi Qianren stood there quietly like this, her figure looking lonely and helpless.
She lowered her head, making it difficult to see her expression and thoughts.
It wasn't until Izumi Kurose walked out and found that Chiren Shiraishi was still standing motionless, and stepped forward to gently hug her, that she reacted.
"Izumi ......?"
Izumi Kurose closed her eyes, buried her head on Shiraishi Chiren's shoulder, sniffed her hair, and whispered, "Chiren, you're not going to school today, are you?" We just stayed at home. ”
“…… Good. Shiraishi Qianren nodded slightly, her heart full of confusion.
She didn't know how long such a fake, crumbling routine could last.
Maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, or even - the next moment!
From the moment the rift arises, it is doomed to the end of exposure.
This morning's conversation is a good confirmation of this.
Shiraishi gave up struggling.
At this moment, she finally understood that vanity is always vain.
'You won, Masatake Hirataw......'
Shiraishi's eyes suddenly became gray and godless.
It's dead.
Izumi Kurose had sensed what she was hiding.
In this regard, she could not explain, make up reasons, and continue to deceive him.
Because that would only deepen the sin of the ego.
From the very beginning, when Matake Hirasawa intervened in this scam, exposure became a matter of time!
There's no way she's really killing Matake Hirasawa, or blackmailing him with Tsuda Yoshi.
In that case, maybe it will force Hirazawa Matake and end up with a - BE ending!
Izumi Kurose falls into despair, Chiren Shiraishi is punished by law, and Matake Hirasawa harbors regret and hatred......
Therefore, it will not help to struggle any longer.
After that, she had to do everything she could to beg for Kurose Spring's forgiveness.
'Izumi, forgive me for loving you clumsily, this is the last ......'
After that, Izumi Kurose called the school and asked for a day off for him and Chiren Shiraishi.
On this day, the atmosphere of the two was very sluggish and deadlocked, and each other was like duckweed in a fixed place.