Half past nine in the morning, inside Pyeongtaek Province.

The warm sunlight shone in through the slightly open window, reflecting on Izumi Kurose, who was lying on the bed with a tired expression.

As if glaring, he frowned, turned around, and buried his head under the covers.

After a few minutes, Izumi Kurose's consciousness woke up, and her eyes slowly opened.

He poked his head out of the covers, squinting his eyes to adjust to the light coming in from the window, and his mind cleared a little.

The pain of tossing and turning last night is also slowly recalling.

Izumi Kurose sighed and muttered to himself, "I really hope it's all a dream......"

He got out of bed, took out the civilian clothes he had prepared from the closet and changed them, and then opened the bedroom door to get ready to wash.

Whoa—

After the door was opened, Izumi Kurose saw a woman in a kimono and wooden shoes standing quietly in the doorway, as if waiting for something.

"Good morning, young master." The woman was the first to speak, saying hello.

"Well, good morning." Izumi Kurose bowed slightly, and greeted him in return.

Immediately, he asked, "Where is the bathroom?" ”

"Please let me take you there, this is also the young master's order."

"Then I'm bothering you."

Under the leadership of Bongko, Izumi Kurose washed up and was taken to the main room for breakfast.

Fengzi stood aside and asked aloud: "Young master, do you want to go to school later, or do you have any plans?" ”

Izumi Kurose took a bite of breakfast, and after a pause, said, "...... Hold back, I don't have the heart to go to school today. ”

"I see." Fengzi nodded lightly, "Before the young master comes back, please feel free to tell me if you need anything." ”

"Okay, then I'll bother you."

After saying this, Izumi Kurose ate her breakfast quietly, and Bongko didn't speak again.

Bongko Hirasawa, he knew him, and he had met him several times.

When I came here as a guest before, and when I was looking for Hirasawa Masato to play, she was in charge of reception.

When they first met, Izumi Kurose thought that Bongko was Hirazawa's mother, and made a fuss.

There's no way, who made Fengzi look very elegant and have the charm of a noble lady?

Well, the actual situation is that Fengzi is actually only twenty-seven years old, unmarried, and has no emotional experience.

She was adopted by her parents in Pyeongtaek since she was a child, and her abilities are also outstanding and excellent, so she became a member of the royal family.

- I learned this from Hirasawa Matakena.

At that time, Hirasawa Masatake also teased Kurose Izumi, saying that he didn't like the Nian Shang system, maybe he could consider Fengzi.

In that case, they will really be brothers!

It's a pity that Kurose Izumi likes the flowers of Kaolin in the year, but that doesn't mean that he likes to drive a big car!

After breakfast, Izumi Kurose returned to her room, picked a book from the shelf, and sat down in a Japanese rocking chair outside the courtyard.

He lowered his head slightly, his hand caressing the restless footer that had been blown by the wind, and his mind was very calm.

Bongzi stood quietly aside.

This scene, in the eyes of outsiders, may have a sense of melancholy and his lady.

Since yesterday, the feeling of Izumi Kurose has changed from gloomy to melancholy.

Although I didn't break up with Shiraishi Chiri, this can be regarded as a broken love, right?

It is normal for people who have fallen out of love to become depressed.

All day, Kurose Izumi didn't go anywhere, he just sat by the courtyard and read, and occasionally when he was tired of reading, he walked around the courtyard.

The courtyard of Pyeongtaek Mansion alone is the size of half a football field, and the flowers and trees inside are carefully cut by people!

In the afternoon, Matake Hirasawa returned home and looked at the Kurose Spring, sitting on the edge of the courtyard and looking at the sunset in the distance, and his mood was a little delicate.

"Alas......"

He sighed softly, withdrew his gaze, and walked back to the main room to change his clothes, not bothering Izumi Kurose.

And in the evening, the two sat down for dinner together, and in the process, they didn't talk much.

The current Kurose Spring is the same as before.

He became more autistic, preoccupied, and gave people a lingering sense of melancholy.

In this regard, Hirasawa Matake was just silent - he could not help much.

What Izumi Kurose is feeling, it is all based on his own thoughts.

As an outsider, Hirazawa Masashi is really hard to say.

All he could do was to provide shelter for Izumi Kurose as much as he could, help ask for leave from school, and deal with some trivial matters.

After dinner, Izumi Kurose packed up her clothes and went to the bath to take a bath.

But as soon as he turned around, the mobile phone on the table suddenly vibrated and made several beeps.

- It's Shiraishi Chipyo.

Izumi Kurose inexplicably has such an intuition.

He hesitated for a moment, but finally put his phone on and walked into the bath.

Soaking in the turbid white bath, Izumi Kurose unlocked the screen of her phone and looked at the message sent by Chiren Shiraishi.

The message was short, just a simple greeting: "Good evening"

Izumi Kurose looked at this news, and his mood suddenly became complicated.

She always did.

Just one act can pull Izumi Kurose's heart and make him start to think cranky.

Izumi Kurose didn't reply, just looked at the message.

After watching it like this for a minute, the phone started to vibrate again.

"Izumi, what are you doing now?"

"Isn't it convenient to reply to me?"

"It's okay, you get busy first, I'll wait for you until you get back to me."

On the screen, three messages showed that they had been read, but Izumi Kurose did not reply for a long time.

"Chiri, are you coercing me......"

After a long time, Izumi Kurose put the phone down, closed her eyes, and muttered softly.

This way of sending messages made him really realize that Shiraishi Chiren was Fuyuko Rottenki!

With extreme care, is the distortion of paranoia.

Izumi Kurose can be sure that if he doesn't return, Shiraishi Chiren will wait even one night!

But why didn't he want to go back?

But what's the best way to get back?

Meaningless greetings with Shiraishi Chiren, are they unhappy to bypass each other?

Such self-deception is too ridiculous, right?

Izumi Kurose can't face Shiraishi Chiren without a heart.

Especially the night when Fuyuko Kuchigi asked him to meet in Bunkyo District.

This night, Kurose Izumi was the most difficult to let go.

He had no idea how Chiren Shiraishi, disguised as Fuyuko Kuchiki, managed to care about him so pretendically, be angry with him, and confess to him.

It's just - too hypocritical, too disgusting.

This is also the most fundamental reason why Izumi Kurose can't believe the love that Chiren Shiraishi said.

If it's just imprisonment and coercion to change the ending, Izumi Kurose can forgive.

But he couldn't bear it, his mind was played with and trampled on!

Isn't everything arranged by Shiraishi Chirei?

Whether it's imprisonment, rescue, getting a better relationship, or a series of things afterward......

Everything is just arranged.

All along, he has been kept in the dark and dreaming stupidly.

'How could a person like me be liked by someone as good and dazzling as Qianlian?' ’

Izumi Kurose laughed bitterly, silently laughing at herself in her heart.

It didn't take long for the world in front of him to begin to blur, and tears poured out silently again.

At this moment, Izumi Kurose felt so useless.

Lately, whenever he thinks that all this is fake and that Chiren Shiraishi doesn't like him, he always has the urge to cry.

If it's okay in front of outsiders, this sadness can still be suppressed, but if you're alone, you can't help crying.

It is because he loves Shiraishi Qianren deeply that he is difficult to choose and confused.

It's hard to forgive, and it's hard to separate.

If you forcibly wipe out the love for Shiraishi Qianren, it is tantamount to the pain of pulling your heart out of your chest.

"Hoo ......"

After a long time, Izumi Kurose stopped her tears, washed her face, and walked out of the bath.

He went back to his room, dried his hair, and sat down by the window, as he had done before.

There was no way, his mind was so full of things about Shiraishi that he couldn't sleep at all, and he didn't have the heart to do anything at all.

Outside the window, the clouds are not visible, and the bright moon exudes a cold glow.

Izumi Kurose looked at it, and couldn't help but reach out his hand, wanting to grab the moon that seemed to be close at hand.

But he could only cover it, but he couldn't catch it.

"It's ironic......"

Izumi Kurose couldn't help but whisper.

This moon is really like their relationship for a long time.

It's obviously close at hand, and you can hold it with your hand, but it's as vain as seeing flowers in the fog.

It seems to be caught, but it is not.

And the relationship with Shiraishi Chiren is too.

It's obviously so good, but after realizing that it's false, it suddenly shatters and is vulnerable.

Is the relationship too fragile?

No, it's the moon that's too far away.

How can a mortal go to the moon, how can he touch and possess it?

It is cold, high-minded, and does not attach itself to anyone.

It's that Izumi Kurose is too stupid to always believe that there are adventures in the world.

Until now, he still had a bit of luck.

was reluctant to break up with Shiraishi Chiren and completely dissociated the relationship, which is the best proof.

On this night, Izumi Kurose thought a lot of nonsense, some good and some bad.

It wasn't until the second half of the night, when the bright moon was obscured by clouds, that he closed the window and went to bed.

- It's just sleeping, but it's just a change of place to be in a daze and think wildly.

And on the other side of the Imperial Palace, in an apartment in Jimbocho.

Shiraishi Qianren also lay on the bed, tossing and turning, picking up her phone from time to time to take a look.

She looked at the chat box with Izumi Kurose, stubbornly waiting—even though she knew there wouldn't be a reply.

Because that's what she owes Izumi Kurose.

So no matter how much you wait, Shiraishi Chiren will wait.

After that, she would chase after Izumi Kurose like this, waiting for him to turn around and take another look at her.

Even if it's going to be a long time.

Chiren Shiraishi is willing to wait, no matter how long.

"Izumi ......"

At three or four o'clock in the middle of the night, Shiraishi Qianlian, who was sleepy, let out a murmur and fell asleep in a daze.

"I really...... Knowing that it was wrong. ”

"Forgive...... Clumsy...... Bigotry...... of me. ”

She muttered, and a crystal clear tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

Even if he fell asleep, Shiraishi Qian's face could not hide his sadness and loneliness.

It's a pity that this intention will no longer be recognized and believed.

The person who would gently wipe away her tears and say that he would not leave her had drifted away.

The distance between them is far, far away.

Far away – forever.

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