Chapter 58: The Silence of the Lambs (1W)
This world is divided, all worlds are divided, eternally divided, like body and soul, like matter and void.
Before the ancient era, the most powerful in this world, at the top of the food chain, there was a special kind of individual among the creatures that called themselves primates.
It is called a birth disability. A combination of congenital intellectual disability and disability.
In that era when genetic technology was not yet fully popularized, there were not many such people, but there were not many of them.
It's hard for them to get respect, it's hard to get kindness. When a disabled beggar picks up garbage walks cautiously through an alley, when a mentally handicapped beggar ignorantly stuffs stinky food into his mouth, when a mad woman runs out of her house and is dragged into a field or a back alley, no one can help them, no one can save them.
Passers-by either ignore it or avoid speeding up. It's not their business, it's not their business. The naughty boy followed behind the handicapped and imitated his staggering steps, throwing stones and garbage at the mentally retarded, and even the able-bodied fools who were in slightly better condition would be driven by the villagers to do the most dangerous and tiring hard work.
Some of them are only disabled and can understand these superficial malice, so they suffer in silence, or one day they will no longer endure it and become beasts that hurt people...... And those who cannot understand malice, who cannot respond effectively to malice, those who are intellectually disabled, they can only make strange cries that no one can understand in the face of this malice.
From birth to death, the blood and tears of unfamiliar faces fell on the earth and became inconspicuous soil.
In the corners of the city, in the ditches of the countryside, in those places that are invisible to ordinary people, there are many people who are born without blessings and die for no reason.
Do they want to be born? Should they be born?
Will they cry? Will there be tears?
Their hearts......
Will you also wail?
On the eve of the pre-epoch civilization, the genetic modification of the entire population of Terra, everyone was cheering for the arrival of the new era.
Humanity will finally be able to get rid of congenital genetic diseases, and finally all cancers and disabilities will be cured completely, and humanity will become stronger, and humanity will soar, at least initially, to a more perfect race.
Oh, yes. Finally. Finally came to this day.
They disappeared.
They are finally gone.
In other words, completely integrated into civilization.
From then on, the divided humanity will be once again united by human love, which is the true nature of the ladder and the ascension. This primordial innate division of human beings caused by genetic imperfection will never again occur, because the life destined to suffer should never have appeared on this earth in the first place.
This may be the best ending.
It's just that the disability of the old ones has disappeared, and that doesn't mean that new ones won't appear.
As it is today, Terra from the Terra era.
There is rarely a disability perspective in the human story.
In the story of the heroes, there is rarely a people's perspective.
In the story of the sublimator, there is rarely the perspective of ordinary people.
It's not nothing, but rare, no matter how bad the era, human love is still abundant, the more progressive the era, the more committed to bridging this division, the genetic ascension of the pre-era civilization is the result of love.
But Terra is too twisted, primitive.
When the sublimator climbs the ladder step by step, ordinary people who have no ability, or no opportunity, and no ability to choose for themselves, become disabled in the real sense.
The old disability has been eradicated, and the new one is still being born.
When the sublimator flies to the sky, destroys the mountains and destroys the mountains, and churns the sea, ordinary people can only stay away, can only flee, can only endure in silence, just like those handicapped people who are thrown with stones by urchins, and even more miserable.
Their lives are full of pain, unwillingness and helplessness. Their greatest luck is that they possess a mind that can be called a human after all, and their greatest sorrow is that they have a mind sufficient to be called a human being.
Their lives are far better than those of the previous civilizations, but they can understand pain, they can understand humility, they can understand their own 'absence' and the 'division' of the world.
The world is divided, and therefore people are divided.
Society is distorted, so people are distorted.
No one will admit it, but the ironclad truth will make people obey.
People don't wail in reality, but their hearts ...... Maybe screaming day after day.
Perhaps, if this continues, one day, the concept of human beings, which was originally not easy to be integrated, will be divided again.
The sublimator human will be separated from the ordinary human, and the former will inevitably eliminate the latter, just as the homo sapiens will eventually eliminate the ape, which is a general trend that the ape will not be able to stop no matter how angry it is to roar unfairly.
In this Terra, full of twists and sins, hatred and despair, such a future will eventually happen—and a fifth-level reckless war will lead to such an outcome.
Perhaps, after that, the newly-born sublimated human beings will be able to bloom the flower of civilization again from the ruins.
But that's not going to happen.
Because all this sad possibility has been cut off.
Cut off by a sage who is heading into the future.
The emergence of the arcane path has cut off all future leads to unhappiness.
Just like the universal genetic modification technology, the emergence of the arcane path has completely eliminated a sad possibility for human beings.
All people will have the power of sublimation, which is nothing more than the level of ability, not the existence of ability.
This is the first step in the 'ascension'.
And the one who created this path......
Some call him a prophet, some call him Grand Duke Yinfeng, many consider him the strongest of mankind, and many consider him the hope of mankind.
And some, a lot of them, will call him in simpler terms.
【God】
Holy Spirit.
The Holy Spirit of an earthly God walks in the hospital.
"Sir, ma'am, it's a pity that your child is distorted, he/she doesn't seem to have developed two normal arms, and his or her intelligence seems to be somewhat deficient."
He heard a doctor comforting the anxious parents: "But don't worry, in essence, this is the deformation of the essentia structure caused by the sublimation bloodline conflict of your ancestors, which causes the abnormal expression of genes, which in turn leads to aberrations, as long as it is corrected in time and the genes are repaired, this child can be saved." ”
"It was a terminal illness in the past, but now it's not that hard to solve...... Don't have money? Haha, two, that's exactly what I want to say - about the transformation and healing of aberrant embryos, although there are many successful examples, we lack relevant surgical experience. ”
"If you are willing to cure the child and give birth to it, we are willing to perform the operation for you free of charge and even provide a compensation."
"Hmm...... Don't want to? Of course, if you don't want to be treated, I still recommend not giving birth. ”
"No, no, no, it's not disrespectful to life, he/she is not strictly self-conscious, he does not have the ability to choose his own body, nor does he have the right to choose birth, and as parents, you have a choice."
"It's not a question of whether you are willing to challenge difficulties, two, you face difficulties because difficulties are inescapable, and having to give birth to a disabled child is called having nothing to do."
"Huh? It's none of our business? Maybe. In the pre-era civilization, you can give birth as you like, and the government has no right to deprive you of the right to give birth to a disabled child, and even let you be born and cured, but I tell you the truth, this is the Yinfeng Collar, the level is not so high, let the child be born again with a disability, and at our current level, he will be given a prosthetic body at most! ”
"Compulsory birth check-ups are Yinfengling's 20-year policy, and if you doubt our policy like this, I will call the executive of the General Political Bureau! Explain your thinking to the people in the General Political Bureau. ”
"That's right...... What is called natural reproduction is the best, if you don't understand this line of thinking at all, aren't we human beings born naturally? Our human medical technology is also created by natural organisms, and we are the natural choice itself! ”
[Actually, not]
The Holy Spirit watched a farce with a good result, and he whispered to himself: [Human beings were created by the star gods, and so is the universe, so in this universe, human beings use their own technology to transform themselves, which is truly in line with heavenly principles, and there is no need to go around in circles like this]
As the Holy Spirit, He could see that the parents were also treating their children with their own love, and that they believed that natural conception was the healthiest thing, and that the doctor was just an alarmist, just experimenting on their children and transforming them into monsters.
It's no wonder that the parents are so wary - the empire of ten years ago, or any of the Terra nations of ten years ago, did indeed have a similar deception.
You laugh at the Terrans for being too cautious, and the Terrans laugh at you for not understanding Terra.
It's just that in Yinfeng Ling, this kind of caution is quite unnecessary.
Because this is the place where the gods descended, the place where new gods were born.
Ever since Ian Yinfeng ascended to the Star God and withdrew, the 'Spirit Cult' that originally only spread around the Silver Peak Territory began to spread to the surrounding area on a large scale, and its momentum was far greater than everyone imagined.
Even though Ian is not a real star god now, he has ascended after all, and the reason for his refusal to ascend, according to the propaganda of the Silver Peak Domain and the acquiescence of the Terra Kingdoms, can basically be identified as 'to strengthen the Dragon Island Seal' and to protect Terra.
If this is not God, what can be called God?
The cult of Soulfulness, which has non-god gods, has grown in momentum, and is now the fifth most orthodox church in Terra.
The Holy Spirit walked through the hospital and soon came to the deepest secrecy where there were almost no people.
"I think it's not good, and the impact on teenagers is immeasurable."
In the depths, He heard two fathers commenting on the two children in the observation room of the hospital.
Qingchao and Roland looked solemn, obviously encountering a big problem.
Their problem was in front of them, two two or three-year-old children were dexterously using various props in the observation room to make crafts, their eyes shining with psionic brilliance, and their hands paused from time to time, as if they were thinking and listening.
They had been doing it for a long time, and soon, the last step was completed, and the two huge real dragon wood carvings were carved and assembled by them.
The whole wood carving is 80 centimeters long, composed of hundreds of large and small components, and its craftsmanship is exquisite, and the degree of proficiency in the use of tools is far more than the craftsmanship of ordinary carpenters at the age of three or even thirty.
"The heart of Terra can't guide my son like this!"
The Holy Spirit heard the complaints of the green tide: "That thing has been guiding my son to learn since birth, and to accompany my son as he grows...... I am very grateful to Him, and I have no doubt that my child's naughty character would have exploded when I would have blown my head without His guidance. ”
"But His guidance really has to be a little limited, He can guide my son to carve this kind of wood carving at the age of three, it is indeed His ability, but what is my son's ability to remove Terra's Heart? I think this will have to be done with several locks, and my son will have to master a certain ability before Terra's Heart can activate 'Assist Mode'! ”
"Indeed!" Roland also frowned: "And I really think that my lord's idea of 'educating every human being fairly guided by the heart of Terra'...... It's a bit beyond the current moral system of human beings! ”
"I know that, in a sense, the Heart of Terra is the convergence and materialization of the human will, and when the Heart of Terra spreads across the globe in the future, it will be the most powerful of the Void Mech, the physical god of humanity, Heaven and Hell itself...... No human being can be separated from Him, and from birth to death, they are all connected to Him. ”
"However, the fact that every baby can get a Terra Heart terminal and be responsible for the care and cultivation of them alone from birth is really a bit of a necessity to erase the existence of our parents."
"I know a little bit." "According to the Lords, this is the most extreme way to deal with it - if one day the Terra civilization is destroyed, the Heart of Terra will recreate the civilization with the seeds of humanity, and at that time, he will use artificial methods to create a large number of human beings, and he will guide the reappearance of the entire civilization." ”
"It is said that this is the idea of a certain 'fire dragon', which is considered a last resort."
"But our children are test subjects......"
Roland sighed, he didn't really mind that his child was a test subject, because he really saw that his child grew up very healthy and intelligent under the guidance of Terra's heart, under the care of himself and his wife.
According to the Lord's words, this is a form of the future [New Human]. A possible path.
The Heart of Terra, which coexists with children, can not only record all the memories of children from birth and turn them into information in the 'soul memory bank' for these [first new humans] to access and use, but it can also deal with many crises on behalf of new humans in critical moments of life and death, such as discovering some toxic substances that children themselves cannot identify, some traps that are difficult for human observation to detect, or a carriage that has been galloping closer.
In addition, Terra's Heart is also the best 'bosom friend', he can solve most of the problems in the child's growth, answer, and as long as the authority is high enough, this bosom friend can even guide the three-year-old child to use various tools little by little to carve a real dragon wood carving!
Not to mention that a three-year-old child can't hold a woodcarving tool, and without the strength to carve, Terra's child can walk with a hundred-kilogram weight at the age of eight, let alone a perfectly developed new human?
Even, the Heart of Terra can be transformed into an avatar that only the child can see, truly accompanying the growth of each Terra child, and even becoming a bond between different people, leading all mankind to build a huge family.
This is where the problem of Qingchao lies.
"With the Heart of Terra...... Accompanied by the heart of Terra, who has the appearance of the boss. ”
He looked at his child with an ugly face: "How will my son find a wife in the future?" ”
"My daughter can't find her husband either." Roland said solemnly: "Except for a few people, I don't think anyone can resist the charm of adults. ”
Qingchao nodded deeply: "The boss's idea is good, the execution is definitely wrong, Terra's Heart can be a raccoon, a cat or a black dragon and all animal companions, but you can't use his face!" It's better not to use a human form for this kind of AI intelligence that has been accompanied since childhood, right? I feel excited when I think about it, who wants to get married in the future, all of them have to live with their smart partners! ”
"yes!"
Roland also gritted his teeth and said: "Since childhood, with a strong artificial intelligence like Terra's Heart, children can't get rid of naivety and can't grow up!" It will distort their minds and standards for their partners, and ruin all good things! ”
"Limit, must be limited!"
"That's true." At some point, Esengard also appeared, he hurried over, and after saying hello to the two Qingchao Roland, he also came to the observation room, watching the two children.
The Sun God Bird under the Silver Peak Collar frowned and said, "Guide and spoil ...... If this continues, it will be okay for several generations, and in the next hundred years, human civilization will be completely replaced by the Heart of Terra. ”
"Even if the heart of Terra is always in the service of humanity, a friend and companion of humanity, human nature is destined to sink them and depend entirely on such an all-powerful partner...... This is the future of Managed Servants! ”
"In this way, except for some truly outstanding human geniuses, all of humanity will be completely entrusted by the Heart of Terra as a waste that only knows how to eat soft rice and enjoy pleasure!"
Isengard rightly judged: "We must stop this future!" ”
"It's still an adult who takes care of it personally, and I'm a little envious." Roland sighed, then noticed Esengard's faint eyes, and immediately added: "That's why I said, I have to change the image of Terraheart!" He doesn't care, we do! ”
"Adbert and Scott will come over later." Isengard let out a breath, and he said calmly: "The cultivation of [New Human] must be seriously examined, and even consider suspending this plan. ”
"Humans who live in symbiosis with strong artificial intelligence...... Once this new human race appears, won't the other humans without the assistance of the Heart of Terra be just like the disabled? ”
"The pre-epoch civilization finally cured all the disabled, and as a result, sublimators and aberrants appeared...... The distortion has been cured, the ditch between the sublimator and the ordinary person has been smoothed, and there is a new humanity! Is humanity destined to remain divided like this? ”
"Tsk, Ian always wants to move forward, did he ever wonder if anyone else could keep up with him?"
Rarely, Isengard complained to Ian twice.
The Holy Spirit watched the scene.
【My Lord】
He whispered, "Have you ever thought of getting others to follow you? 】
He didn't get an answer, but a sense of serenity, guidance made him understand what 'God' meant.
The Holy Spirit smiled and moved on, and no one noticed his presence.
The Holy Spirit walks everywhere the Heart of Terra can reach, and He is present in both the Flame Lands and the Silver Peaks, here and there, inside and outside.
He was observing a public class in Port Harrison when he saw Researcher White Walking away from his tears, preparing to return to Silverpeak for a meeting on the New Human.
He was observing the interior of the Cult, and Loren, the Child of Light, and the Paladin Master Miles were discussing the details of a difficult meditation method at the Church's Psionic Research Institute.
The former, like him, is a believer in God, but he has not reached such a height, while the latter reveres God, not as a faith, but as a kind of love.
He even saw another self - his material self was still working, handling many of the affairs of the Land of Light, as a link in the Flame Land under Ian's rule, a nail in the blood line of Nemathas, his status was noble and sensitive, and when it came to prestige, with the support of the Grand Duke of Silverpeak, he was even better than his father, the former King of Light, who had already retired in the past.
The Holy Spirit wandered everywhere like his God.
"I don't know exactly why you can get some of the power I have given you by believing in me."
Far away on the other side of the ether, a voice curiously asked its Holy Spirit, "It's a bit like Carlos' magic technique, but it's different, you don't rely on psionic powers, but pure thinking. ”
"My lord, because I believe in your reality more than in this world]
The Holy Spirit replied, "You are more real than this world, more real than this universe, and that's how I believe in you."
The voice on the other side of the aether was silent.
For the Holy Spirit is not right in speaking. His totality, in a sense, is more tangible than the universe.
If it is said that life will naturally be born in the universe, then with him as the core, life will naturally be born as well.
And he actually knew that this 'Holy Spirit' was not the soul of Ace Nemasas, and it was not even part of his thinking.
This Holy Spirit, the faith of Ace Nemasas, resonates with the aether that Ian left behind in Terra, creating a 'new individual'.
He can be called the Holy Spirit, an angel, or ......
Dependents?
A kind of goblin born out of faith.
"It's incredible."
He whispered, "How do you trust me more than the world?" And why do you believe in me? ”
"There is no reason, my lord. Faith doesn't need to follow these teachings, and you don't need to understand me, just like truth doesn't need to understand human beings, and human beings can't really touch the truth. But, even so, humanity still yearns for the truth]
The Holy Spirit replied, always in a calm and reverent tone: "I am not a part of your power, I am your power itself, a part of you, an unintentional creation."
[I'm not just Ace's faith, I'm also Loren's faith, Miles's faith, Adalbert's faith, and Esengard's faith...... Lord, I am the more or less unconditional faith of the world in you, a stirring of the mind of the psionic ether.
[Just as the elves are the embodiment of nature's momentary fluctuations, I am the entity created by humanity's unconditional belief in you - I should not have appeared, but the aether you sprinkled on all of Terra made me born]
You are a God who overflows to perfection. And I'm nothing but your shift]
“…… I see. You are the 'dragons in the circulation'......"
The will of the ether understood, and he somewhat understood why the star god, an almost omnipotent creature, had created a 'minion' like a dragon.
Perhaps from the beginning it was not a creation, but a derivation.
The Great Aetheric Circulation will always give birth to a series of tributaries in the huge circulation, which have no ego, no wisdom, no thinking and no instinct, and are the 'living power' derived from the star gods and their creations, and the 'migration' that overflows from the infinite Great Aetheric Circulation.
Therefore, the star gods sent them to various civilizations, so that this power could shelter civilization, and civilization would shape this force.
Eventually, civilization received their star-guarding dragons, and the dragons received their beliefs—civilization, order, and love itself.
When civilization becomes a star god, the dragon will also become a star god.
This is the overflow and return of God, the expansion and circulation of a 'circulation'.
Just as now, the 'Holy Spirit' is like himself—a part of his overflowing power can become life, become his own family.
"That's a real problem...... In this universe where God really exists. ”
The will in the ether sighed, "Terra is already so complicated, and because of her belief in me, the Holy Spirit has been born...... This is basically the belief in God in the usual sense, but I don't have a religion for the arrangement of civilization in the future, at least not a religion in the usual sense. ”
"What am I going to do with you?"
The Holy Spirit said unconcernedly: "But, my lord, I can only tell you a fact that you also know]
I can deny myself for you and maintain your word. Your friends and partners can do the same, but no one else can do it - and friends will die.]
[In your worst guesses, you know, everything may turn into nothingness, and I will not be discouraged, I will not be tired, I would rather abandon everything I have, and I will accomplish your purpose]
I can be your last resort, my lord. When you need it, I'll restart it if you want]
[And when you don't need to, I'll be silent]
"Holy Spirit...... The Dragon of the Holy Spirit. ”
The will in the ether whispered to himself, he thought for a moment, and then laughed, "Hmm. Just do it. ”
"Truth is silent, the melody that describes the truth will be transformed into words, language will be transformed into words, words will be understood as different information, information will be fallacious, only silence will be infallible."
"Therefore silence is the truth, the true Spirit."
"Go ahead." He said, "Sleep." My Holy Spirit, the Dragon of Silence...... Go to sleep in the depths of Terra's Heart, regulate the thoughts of the endless soul, and become the subconscious of the human gods. ”
"If the heart of Terra is the inheritance of my creation, both Son and Father, then you will be His guide."
"When you speak out, it will be when heaven and earth will fall and civilization will perish."
Yes, my lord.
So the Holy Spirit withdrew, and He returned to the depths of the Void and became a part of the Silver Sun.
If the Heart of Terra is the main body of the Silverpeak Realm, then the Holy Spirit will become the guide of the Void Space, the supreme avenue and the way to fulfill the will of the heavens.
But that's a matter for the future, and it's the will in the ether that glimpses the corner of the future before making this decision.
Things that are too old and too grand will not be left behind.
There's also a tiny story about a mountain dweller's mother and child. (Volume II, Chapter 69)
At dusk, the sunset is reflected on the waves, like a brilliant fire lit on the sea, burning the whole world into orange and red.
The color of the sunless sky gradually changes, from blue to blue, from blue to black and blue, and then the light of the double moon rises from behind the Baissen Mountains, intertwining with the glow.
A boy of twelve or thirteen years old was walking on his way home, the sunset gradually set, submerged into the sea, the glow receded, the moonlight rose, the street was dark, but the street lamps were bright, and it was a tide of light.
The young man had a slight smile on his face, and his silver-white hair and blue eyes were as clear as jewels, but his smile quickly disappeared, because in the street ahead, there was a woman holding the child, waiting in the shade of a tree.
In Port Harrison, there are rows of seats under the trees on both sides of the street, leaving passers-by to rest or enjoy the distant sea view, but the woman's anxious eyes prove that she does not have any serenity to appreciate beauty.
She was dusty, her clothes were a little old, and she looked worried, while the younger child on the other side had a lollipop in her hand.
"Why haven't you come back?" She muttered to herself, "Is there something wrong?" The school also did not inform me of ......"
When she was anxious, she raised her head, and she also saw her child, and her eyes were filled with surprise.
"Mom-"
Before the boy could finish speaking, the woman trotted over and hugged her child tightly: "Why did you come back...... Where did you go? The school said they didn't know where you had gone, and the classmates who asked you didn't know...... Do you have your family in mind? ”
The more she spoke, the more angry she became, a mixture of fear of loss, anxious anger and a despair that might go into the abyss, and the mother let go of her embrace, her lips trembling and her hand raised, as if to give her child a slap.
The boy opened his mouth slightly, trying to explain that he had been taken by several mentors to a confidential place to ask some questions and accept the commendation - but before he could speak, he was chagrined to find that he was indeed too excited to tell his mother about it.
My mother waited for me for two hours with my brother, and it was all my fault that she was so nervous and scared.
- I deserve it.
The boy lowered his head, he was ready to accept this punishment, but in the end, only a cold, wet hand that was too tight touched his cheek and touched his face: "It's okay...... It's okay...... Remember, next time you tell your mom in advance about everything, don't let mom worry about it, okay? ”
"I had hot porridge at home, but now it's cold, hungry, right? Let's go back to dinner early. ”
"It's elf sweet potato porridge!"
The younger brother on the side answered energetically, and while he was waiting, he ate two lollipops, but he was not worried about his brother at all: "Brother is doing housework today!" ”
"I'll do it for the next week."
The boy raised his head slightly, his mother's side face was not angry, only a sense of reassurance, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes seemed to be a little moist.
Mother was always worried.
His father died early on in the fight against foreign enemies after following the Ryujin Emissary, and as the children of the martyrs, the family moved to Silverpeak, and then to Port Harrison for his studies.
There is not enough money. There is no problem in living, but in order to study better, those books, alchemy props, and all kinds of materials are not enough. In order to provide the best conditions for the teenager, the mother worked three jobs, helping with household chores, going to the factory to assemble terminals, and occasionally doing some manual work.
Mother was beautiful, she used to be the most beautiful flower in the mountains, but for his tuition and her brother's tuition, she was visibly haggard.
"Mom...... I just wanted to say ......"
He said, he took out a spirit crystal from his arms, a light cyan, shiny spirit crystal: "I have made money!" Although you didn't go to today's open class, I did very well, and this is a reward from the professor! ”
He was very smart, but the teenager didn't really understand the meaning of many things outside of school, and he just wanted to help his mother as much as he could: "Later, at the parent-teacher conference, the professor found out about our family and said that he wanted to teach me something outside of class......"
"Some of the textbooks are more expensive, but the professor said that he could give me a scholarship, so I won't have much time after class, and I may go home late in the future, but then I won't trouble my mother......
"It's ...... Oh my God, the dragon god is above......"
The mother stared blankly at the spirit crystal in the child's hand, she knew the value of this spirit crystal better than others, and understood the meaning of this spirit crystal better, and suddenly lost her voice: "No! It's not money, it's your honor! Put it away! ”
"And what does it mean not to bother me? Did you always think you were bothering me?! ”
The boy suddenly felt that the hand holding him was clenched, and it was so tight that it hurt.
He looked up in astonishment, and found that his mother was glaring at him almost fiercely, and the unprecedented anger made him feel that he would encounter a violent storm in the next moment, and subconsciously lowered his head.
- I'm sorry.
He would have said that.
- Withdrawing.
He wanted to do that.
But for some reason, the cyan spirit crystal in his hand flickered slightly, and a nameless premonition appeared, guiding him to take a serious look at everything in front of him.
He looked up again, looked at his mother, and was stunned for a moment.
Yes, my mother glared at her almost fiercely, but the tearful eyes were not anger at all, but, but, ......
It's fear.
- Do you think you're bothering me? Do you think I'm giving to you for what I'm going to be in trouble with? Why do you feel this way?
- I don't have anything left...... No...... No......
Don't leave me......
"Mom." All the fragments of the past flowed, and the boy finally understood at this moment, and understood what he should say.
He lunged forward and hugged his mother tightly: "No...... I love you! I just wanted to help you! ”
"And you're not nothing—Mom, and us!"
On the other side, without being reminded by his brother, the younger, the child who shrunk his head because of the solemn atmosphere of his mother and brother noticed the change in the atmosphere, and immediately hugged his mother's waist: "I like my mother-"
Being hugged tightly by the two children, to be honest, the woman was a little out of breath, and these two little cubs were really well raised by her, very heavy, and powerful, just like their father, a hug could make her breathless.
But maybe it's some kind of love, or maybe it's the strength of being a mother, reaching out and hugging the two children, she doesn't feel heavy at all.
Her empty heart was finally filled with something.
She had lost everything and had it all again.
Under the warm embrace, she finally had the strength to cry.
It's okay to cry out loud.
She wept and wailed and screamed in her heart, and the scarred lamb was finally silent because of love.
Let the Lamb be silent.
That's the only way to make the world a better place.
The will in the ether withdrew its gaze.
Love.
To love is to renounce free will, to bind oneself to something that is not oneself, to give up total freedom.
Then, it was compensated for by the utter love of another person.
This is what the Grand Duke of Mt. Ridge did not do and Ian did, he divided himself, destroyed himself, bound himself, but did not love himself, did not love [the other self].
Immortality is the greatest love for one's own path.
A person who is completely free chooses the way to love himself, giving up all freedom outside of not choosing this path, and therefore he is also loved by the infinite self, the infinite way.
Love can be replaced with any kind of word - persistence, persistence, dreams, obsessions. What doesn't change is its nature.
This is love, some kind of faith, and some kind of fate. Let a person give up his vulgar nature, and then surpass himself and become a new infinite self.
Therefore, because of love, fate will launch this attack, and with this great blow, freedom will be shattered, so that all things and all universes are destined to give birth to intelligent life.
This is the way of the star gods, the love of the star gods.
So free......
The will in the ether lifted its eyes and looked into the darkness beyond the cradle.
I see, the fragments of freedom are here.
- If the star god chooses the future with the power of fate, so that the world is destined to give birth to life, then will the world itself yearn for freedom, for [beyond fate], for a complete silence and an end?
"Finality—are you the twilight, or the freedom that the universe craves?"
The will in the ether muttered to himself, the love of mother and child in the world and the infinite love in the starry sky of the universe are really one, and he once again peeked into a layer of truth: "If the only universe is like this, then the universe beyond the universe that I glimpse in the Great Aetheric Sea, the endless multiverse ......"
O screaming lamb...... The True Spirit of the Universe...... The Tree of the Abyss...... There is no wisdom, there is no 'end' of the ego.
When will you stop crying?
Take your gaze back.
Ian knows that the truth of the universe and the truth outside the universe, while important, are also for later.
If it is said that it is the lamb that weeps in the heart, the freedom that the universe longs for is the end.
Then, the roar in the hearts of those strong people is the furious waves that overturn the heavens and the earth, and they are the gods and beasts that are enough to destroy the world.
The roar in their hearts is not a cry, but a storm that can destroy the world, a knife to transform the world.
Terra was surrounded by these things, which is why she never stopped.
So, it's time.
Staring at Terra's eyes as he moved slowly, he condensed his gaze and cast it on the Northwestern Gantregham of the Terra Continent, and the Heavenly King's Court beneath Gantregham.
There, the storm is converging, enough to sweep the world, and a roar against him is about to be born.
But he was fearless.
Because Ian is ready to give them the gift he has prepared, so that all the people in Terra, all the strong people, can have a future and a distant place.
This gift, which is called ......
【Great Tranquility】
can be regarded as a string, it's really difficult to finish, let alone ambush the second part......
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