Chapter 629: Confession
The rain was pouring down, and the cold wind was brushing his cheeks.
Yu Yuanxuan felt cold and hungry, and the steps under her feet became heavier and heavier.
She called the man's name over and over again.
"Tired, tired ......"
In the deep night, only the shadows of the trees that kept shaking in the wind and rain could be seen.
The man never appeared.
Yu Xuan didn't know how long he had walked, and the last bit of strength in his body had been exhausted.
The ground was slippery, and she staggered and fell to the ground, the oil-paper umbrella in her hand rolling to the side.
This time she didn't get up as quickly as she did during the day.
She lay on the ground almost like she gave up on herself, letting the rain wet her, tears falling down uncontrollably, rolling down into the mud one by one.
"Tired, don't leave me."
His eyes were filled with tears, his vision blurred, and the sound of choked voices mixed with the sound of rain.
The rain that had been falling suddenly disappeared.
Yu thought it was raining that had stopped.
But when she raised her head, she saw Xiao Ti standing in front of her.
He didn't know when he came, holding an oil-paper umbrella in one hand.
The umbrella was blocked above Yu Yuan, shielding her from the wind and rain.
Yu Yuan looked at him in a daze, she wondered if she was dreaming?
"Tired, is it really you?"
Xiao Ti squatted down on his knees and faced her with his back: "Come up, I'll carry you back." ”
Yu Xuan didn't move: "Aren't you leaving?" ”
Xiao Ti is indeed gone.
He didn't want to let her get hurt because of himself anymore, and he didn't want to be a burden to her.
Only by leaving him can he live a stable life.
But he didn't go far before he turned back.
Because he is relieved not to be down.
She is alone in this deep mountain and old forest, what if she encounters a wild beast or a bad person?
He had planned to hide in the shadows to protect her until he was sure she was safe.
When he returned to the mountain temple and saw the sad and sad appearance, a strong sense of distress and remorse came to his heart in an instant, making him forget the idea of leaving for a while.
Faced with the curling questioning, Xiao Ti didn't know how to answer.
Just when he was hesitating whether to tell the truth, he suddenly felt a sinking on his back.
The whole body was lying on his back.
She put her arms around his neck, the tears on her face were not dry, but her expression was smiling.
"Great, you didn't leave, you didn't leave me."
Xiao Ti's heart was so soft that it was a mess.
He thought that he was leaving for her good, but in her eyes it became abandonment.
Is he protecting her? Or do you hurt her?
Xiao Ti fell into deep self-blame and guilt.
Yu Yuanxuan let go of him and raised his hand to wipe the tears from his face.
"Get up, I don't need you to carry it."
Xiao Ti thought she was angry at his departure, and he was about to say something when he heard her continue.
"The injury on your back hasn't healed yet, if you really walk back with me, I'm afraid you'll have to lie on the ground halfway."
Xiao Ti: "I'm fine, I can carry you back." ”
Yu Xuan: "Forget it, I don't want to bully the injured, let's wait for you to heal before carrying me." ”
Xiao Ti couldn't, so he could only stand up.
He held an oil-paper umbrella and walked back with him.
At this time, the steps are brisk, and it looks like he is in a good mood.
"I thought you were gone and never coming back, it scared me to death."
Her tone was full of joy.
Xiao Ti said in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”
Yu Yuan thought of how he was worried to death just now, and he couldn't help but be a little angry.
She turned her head to glare at the man next to her, and angrily accused.
"Didn't I tell you before? You have to stay in the temple and wait for me to come back, why did you run out without saying a word? Do you know that you still have a fever, what should I do if something happens to you? ”
Xiao Ti didn't dare to look into her eyes.
He lowered his eyes and looked at the ground: "I can't rest assured of you, I want to go to you." ”
Yu Yuanxuan hurriedly asked: "Shouldn't you go down the mountain?" You're not being discovered, are you? ”
Xiao Ti shook his head and said no.
Yu Yuan put his mind at ease: "That's good." Don't you know, now that the people in the government are looking for you everywhere, you must hide it so that they don't find out. ”
Xiao Ti replied in a low voice: "Hmm." ”
Yu Yuan touched the back of his hand, and it felt still very hot.
She couldn't help but quicken her pace, she had to go back quickly.
When he returned to the mountain temple, Yu Yuanxuan re-lit the fire and took out the medicinal herbs he had bought.
Fortunately, she also bought a casserole when she bought medicine today.
She puts the herbs in a casserole, adds water and boils them over the fire.
Soon a strong bitter medicinal smell wafted out.
Yu Yuan took out the newly bought ointment, as if inviting merit, and smiled triumphantly.
"Look, I've bought the medicine and come back!"
Xiao Ti didn't look at the ointment in her hand, and his eyes stayed on her forehead.
Her forehead was wrapped in gauze, because she had just fallen in the mountains, and there were some mud spots on the white gauze, and with her dirty dress, she looked like a little flower child.
Obviously she was so embarrassed, but she was still smiling on her face, and her eyes were shining.
Xiao Ti felt sour and soft in his heart.
"I'm sorry."
If it weren't for him, she wouldn't have to suffer so much, and she wouldn't have fallen into this appearance.
Yu Yuan urged: "Don't always be sorry, you haven't done anything wrong, why do you always apologize?" Take off your clothes and I'll give you the medicine. ”
Xiao Ti didn't move.
He was silent for a long time, but finally told the truth.
"I'm sorry, I actually left you just now."
The smile on Yu Yuan's face froze.
She looked at him stunned, her eyes full of confusion and bewilderment.
"Why did you leave me? Am I doing something wrong? ”
The medicinal soup in the casserole was gurgling, the heat was rushing up, and the tip of the nose was full of bitter medicinal smell.
The bitter taste seemed to penetrate the skin and burrow into Xiao Ti's heart.
"You're good, I'm dragging you down, as long as I leave you, you don't have to hide anymore.
But I can't bear you.
I hadn't gone long before I was back.
I'm sorry, I'm so selfish.
Even if I know it will hurt you, I don't want to let you go.
A despicable guy like me doesn't deserve to be so nice to me at all. ”
His voice gradually lowered, and even the light in his eyes dimmed.
He sat there quietly, silent and weak, like a criminal waiting to be judged.
Whether it is life or death depends on the words of the person in front of you.
Yu Yuanyuan knew that Xiao Ti liked to think about something that he didn't have, but he didn't expect him to look at the relationship between the two like this.
She sighed softly.
"Tired, did I never tell you that I like you."
Xiao Ti was stunned.
Before he confessed, he had envisioned many outcomes.
I didn't expect to get such an answer.
Yu Yuan put her hands on his knees, leaned over and kissed him on the lips.
"If I hadn't told you before, you should know by now.
Tired, I like you.
It's the kind of love that comes in a lifetime.
As long as I'm with you, I feel at ease, and you are incredibly important to me.
Now I have nothing left, I only have you.
If you leave me, what will you let me do? ”
After saying that, she kissed it again.
Xiao Ti was already feverish, his brain was dizzy, and he was even more confused when he kissed her like this.
Before he knew it, the placket of his shirt was pulled open, and his curling palms were pressed up.
He came to his senses and took her hand.
"That's enough."
He was glad because of her confession, but here and now, it was really not suitable for those things.
Most of all, he was afraid that she was impulsive now, and that she would regret it in the future.
Yu Yuan blinked, innocently authentic.
"I just want to help you take off your clothes so that you can take your medicine easier."
Xiao was tired and stiffened, and his expression was a little embarrassed.
He let go of his curled hand and whispered, "I'll just come by myself." ”
Yu Yuan moved back a little, so that he could watch him undress for a long time.
Her gaze was too presence, which made Xiao Ti feel an inexplicable sense of shame.
Although this was not the first time he had undressed in front of her, she had never stared at his body without blinking like she did now, especially since he still had her scent on his lips, which made it even more ambiguous.
Xiao Ti wanted her to stop watching, but she felt that this was too girly, so she could only hold back.
He silently took off his shirt, revealing his upper body wrapped in gauze.
Yu Yuan leaned over and helped him untie the gauze on his body.
When the medicine was ready, she helped him wrap the gauze again.
It just so happened that the decoction was boiled at this time.
Yu Yuanxuan poured the soup in the casserole into the bowl, let it cool a little, and handed it to him.
"Drink it."
The decoction was very bitter, but Xiao Ti drank half a bowl without changing his face as if he couldn't taste the bitter taste.
He handed the remaining half bowl of the decoction to him.
"You have a wound on your head, and you have to drink medicine."
Yu Yuanxuan deliberately tricked: "You feed me." ”
She stretched out her white finger and tapped her tired lips.
"Gotta feed it by mouth."
Xiao Ti felt that tonight's curling was too enthusiastic, and he was afraid that he would do something to her if he couldn't control it.
Although she said that she liked him, he was still worried.
Now that he has nothing, he is afraid that he will not be able to give her the future she wants.
If the two really got married, she wouldn't even have a chance to regret it in the future.
It's about a lifetime of happiness, and Xiao Ti wants her to think about it again, don't be too anxious to make a decision.
Xiao Ti forced himself to harden his heart and said in a low voice: "You drink it yourself." ”
Yu Xuan: "If you don't feed me, I won't drink it, and let my wounds fester." ”
Xiao Ti: "......"
The heart that had hardened just now suddenly softened again.
He poured a mouthful of the decoction into his mouth, then leaned over and pressed it to her lips.
Yu Yuanxuan immediately stretched out her arms and wrapped them around his neck.
The bitter liquid was poured into her mouth.
When she swallowed the potion, Xiao Ti wanted to let her go, but she clung to him like an octopus.
Yu Yuan leaned over and kissed his jaw and asked;
"Do you like me?"
This is an obvious thing, there is no need to lie, Xiao Ti replied sullenly, "Hmm." ”
Yu Yuanrong smiled like a goblin: "Don't say um, do you want to say like it or not?" ”
“…… Like. ”
Yu Yuanyu kissed him again, and followed the temptation: "To make it clear, who likes whom?" ”
Xiao Ti: "I ......"
Yu Yuan looked at him expectantly.
Xiao Ti held back for a long time, and finally spit out the words that were pressed in his heart.
"I love you."
Yu Yuan was stunned.
He didn't say like, but love.
Like is possession, love is restraint, and it is willing to hurt yourself and hope that the other party will live well.
Yu Yuanwan couldn't help but kiss him again.
He is so troubled by gains and losses, it is nothing more than that he can't determine the relationship between the two.
In this way, she completely confirmed the relationship between the two.
……
The old rules, the group takes itself.