Empress Qin is a very thoughtful person, she has to be strong all her life, she never bows her head, she is very strict with herself, and this strictness has also spread to the people around her, including the child who has been asserted since birth that she will not live to be eight years old, and the pity in Queen Qin's heart is also suppressed by reason. As a mother, how can you not feel sorry for your child? But in addition to being distressed, Empress Qin never felt regrets.

Even if time could come all over again.

In the face of the weak children at that time, Empress Qin would still face him with the strictest attitude.

This dream brought Empress Qin back to the past.

In the dream, there was a child about a year old, wearing a thick jacket, his face was very pale, especially his cheeks were extremely thin, not at all like the roundness that a one-year-old child should have.

"Stand up!"

In February of this year, there was a rare snowstorm in Wanning City, and in the ice and snow, the one-year-old child could not stand on his feet at all, his legs trembled, and he could kneel down at any time.

"Stand up!"

When she was young, Empress Qin, wearing a red jacket, avoided the umbrella that Hua Hong held up for her next to her, and just shouted at the child over and over again.

"Mother, I hurt...... Mother, I ...... coldly" The child fell in the snow and stretched out his hand towards Empress Qin, wanting to get a warm hug from his mother and wanting his mother to pull him up, but Empress Qin was unmoved.

"Child, Huai'er is still young, why are you so him?!" The Yongguo couple next to them couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to persuade Empress Qin.

Empress Qin said with a cold face: "He must stand up, he can't forget his identity!" ”

"But Huai'er's body can't hold it, haven't you heard what the imperial doctor said?"

"He is a descendant of the Qin family in Jiangnan, he has to stand up, other people can walk slowly, run slowly, and talk slowly, but he can't!" Empress Qin was still very persistent.

Then he looked at the child again with an indifferent gaze, covering the distress in his eyes, and making his voice even colder: "If you don't stand up today, then you don't have to call my mother again in the future!" ”

"How can you be so confused?!" Yong Guogong was really distressed, he felt sorry for his daughter and his grandson, "Even when you were a child, I was not so strict, do you think about what you can understand when you are pregnant with a child who is only one year old now, he needs his mother's care, and it is indeed like training a soldier to train him?" What about the Qin family in Jiangnan, isn't he a child of my Yongguo Mansion? If you let the Heavenly Family know, how distressed the Heavenly Family should be! ”

Empress Qin said lightly: "You don't have to let him know." ”

She only needs her children to know that she is a descendant of the Qin family in Jiangnan, and she will use the Qin family's standards to demand herself all her life.

There is no need to remember that he is a descendant of the royal family, because the Qin family in Jiangnan can avoid him for a smooth life, whether it is away from court disputes, or to live in seclusion, that is, if he wants to be a leader in the future, as long as that backbone is still there, the Qin family will not abandon him.

Just like the Heavenly Family back then, even if they have fallen into the swamp and been abandoned by everyone, the Jiangnan Qin family will still save those children who have their blood and bones.

Then, even if Qin Huai is far away from the Yongguo Mansion in the future, he will still be able to live well.

At that time, Empress Qin only had such a simple idea in her heart, but she didn't expect that the little Qin Huai was hovering on the edge of life and death many times, and even forces from all sides wanted to kill him.

So when Qin Huai was one year old and three months old, Empress Qin gave him all the guards surnamed Chi that she had trained herself, and asked these guards to protect Qin Huai with their lives.

At that time, the child who was originally weak, had been in a coma countless times, and had vomited blood countless times.

Under Empress Qin's strict training, she is still like an ordinary child, able to stand up and walk, but it is difficult to run.

I don't know when I stretched out my hand every day, wanting the mother to hold the child, gradually stopped talking, and no longer looked at myself with expectant eyes, that was the effect that Queen Qin wanted, but her heart hurt dullly.

The more sick the child is, the more she looks at Emperor Minghua unpleasantly, and opposes him every day, just wanting Emperor Minghua to simply abolish him, so as not to see those deceitful people again.

But Emperor Ming Hua was like being blind and deaf, turning a blind eye to her various cold eyes, and even helping her cover up.

It was precisely because of knowing this that Empress Qin was convinced that she was dreaming.

Because Emperor Ming Hua is an indifferent person, how could he secretly order anything behind his back?

Half-truths and half-truths are the easiest to get lost.

Empress Qin dreamed of that day again, and the Duke of Yongguo was going to take Qin Huai to the battlefield.

At that time, Qin Huai was not yet 2 years old, but he showed signs of early wisdom, but his body was very weak and he could not go to the clan school, so he could only study with his husband in the house every day.

At a time when the border of the Eastern Desert was unstable, there were disputes from time to time, and there was a fear of war, and none of the military generals in the DPRK and China dared to fight.

Yongguo Gong was able to invite Ying to fight, and Emperor Ming Hua agreed after several considerations.

It was then that Qin Huai insisted on accompanying Yongguo Gong.

But when he told Queen Qin, it was Yongguo Gong who said: "Anyway, you don't like the child, why don't I take it to the battlefield to experience and experience, the battlefield is the best place to train people, you can rest assured, how I take it, how to bring it back to you!" ”

Queen Qin couldn't stop it, so she remembered that there was a person in the palace who told her that there was a Gu in the Eastern Desert Country, called Tongming Gu, and using it could make both parties live and die together.

Empress Qin did not hesitate to use it, and informed the Duke of Yongguo.

"Dad, if he has any accidents outside, you can come back and collect your daughter's body."

Yongguo Gong was so angry that he blew his beard and glared, but he still took the person away.

However, Empress Qin at that time didn't know that the Gu she gave was not the same fate Gu, but a poison, a poison that made both her and Qin Huai doubly painful.

It wasn't until Qin Huai was six years old that Queen Qin found out about it, but it was poisonous in her lungs, and Qin Huai was also ineffective.

Empress Qin knew that she had made a big mistake, and did everything possible to get the real and the last pair of Gu with the same fate from Emperor Minghua, and when Qin Huai wanted to leave Wanning City, she put the Gu worm on him.

This is what really happened, that is, before Qin Huai set off for Wangbei County.

However, in the dream, she didn't find out that the same fate Gu was wrong, but saw Huai'er screaming in front of him and dying at the age of six.

She went crazy to investigate, only to know that Huai'er was not congenitally weak, but had been poisoned in the mother's body, and the poison she gave the wrong one was just the introduction of the previous poison, and the two fused with each other, and when Huai'er was six years old, it completely eroded his body.

In the end, the murderer pointed directly to Vantage.

The Empress Qin in the dream was completely crazy, crazy.

"Qin Zhi!" Empress Qin suddenly opened her eyes, furious.

She lifted the futon, pulled out the sword she hadn't used for many years from the side of the bed, and walked out barefoot.

Hua Hong and Lu Liu saw that Empress Qin was awake, and hurriedly followed her: "Niangniang, are you awake?" Where are you going?! ”

"Kill Qin Zhi, that dog thing!"

Qin Zhi is a nickname that Emperor Ming Hua has never been known to outsiders.

The red and green willows are known, and they are the names often called in the boudoir when the mother and the heavenly family are very affectionate.

"Niangniang, think twice!!" Hua Hong hugged Queen Qin's leg and knelt down with a pop.

When they arrived at the gate of the temple, they saw two lovely children standing under the sun.

The maiden was dressed in a princess costume, and the boy stood beside her brightly and neatly.

Ayu blinked and looked at Empress Qin, who was only wearing a middle coat and messy hair in front of her: "You are Ayou's brother's cousin, right?" You really look like Aunt Qin! ”

It's just that Aunt Qin looked cold, and the words of this queen's cousin looked a little ...... Silly?

Empress Qin: "......"

(End of chapter)