Chapter 45 Yang Zhan doesn't want to be counted, but he wants to be pure and sweet in the wilderness
Volume 1: Mortal Doctor Immortal Fate
Chapter 45: Yang Zhan doesn't want to be counted, but wants the wilderness to be pure and sweet
said in the previous chapter that Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen complained in his heart that it was precisely because of these inexplicable abilities that he delayed his journey back to the world
At this point, Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen knew very well in his heart that it was useless to just blindly complain. The most pressing task at the moment is to find out as soon as possible what kind of "mission" he is shouldering in this great wilderness, and who are the behind-the-scenes manipulators of these "missions"? All these are mysteries that cannot be solved for me, and if I make any decision now, I will not be able to "be angry with the youth" even if I want to. Thinking about what "Great Wilderness Ambition" I wanted to establish in my heart a few days ago, now even I seem to feel a little ridiculous.
In the midst of this great wilderness, what other "aspirations" do we need to set up there? There are already people in the dark who have already designed their own "mission." He stood in the midst of this great wilderness in amazement, and asked countless times in his heart what is the difference between this great wilderness and the human world? Isn't the human world also someone else calculating you? You calculating others? This is the great wilderness, and everything here should be true, pure, and selfless. In the days of straying into the Great Wilderness, how can he be dominated by someone in a vague way? And he still doesn't know who this person is? What mysterious place is he now, controlling everything about himself?
Although he has this "ability", he will "make trouble" for himself from time to time. In fact, he really said in his heart that he didn't want to have such super "abilities", let alone anyone who was arbitrary behind his back, designing these so-called "abilities" for himself. Now that I think about it, it is very good to be alone in the world, to treat people sick, to read books when he has leisure time, and to eat three meals a day.
I think I was naïve at the beginning, and it was a great pleasure to come to the wilderness in my dream and wander around. Imagine that everything here should be pure, without any selfish distractions like humans, but in fact it is not. The numb labor pain in his hands made Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen even more upset. At this moment, he inadvertently thought of Ye'er, if there is no nostalgia in this great wilderness, it is also fake, he just doesn't dare to like Ye'er. In the past few days, in fact, I have been worrying about Ye Er all the time, how is she now? What are she doing? Is she waiting for herself to go back? Or is she looking at the "cake" and smiling stupidly? Only Ye Er's innocence can bring a trace of comfort to Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen.
"Yes, it's been four or five days since I left Ye'er, what are you doing, Ye'er? That kind of day can give her enough happiness, joy, and never know what troubles are. Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen thoughts were confused, and he was talking to himself inconsistently.
He smiled indifferently, feeling that whether it was this great wilderness or the immortals in heaven, they were all the same as the human world. Intrigues, you fight for me. The world is fighting for fame and fortune, and the fight in this great wilderness is to become immortals, but the immortals in the heavenly court are not fighting? Aren't they also fighting for the people in the world and offering to him?
The people on earth and the gods in heaven can be seen and indisputable. It's Ye'er in this great wilderness, she doesn't covet any fame and fortune, she's as pure as a drop of morning dew. In Yang Zhanyuanshen's heart, if he used a fairy to describe Ye'er, he would feel a little wronged by her
Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen suddenly felt that his current self was actually more tired than when he was in the human world. In the human world, in order to get rid of the control of others, he can choose to do nothing, read books, maintain health, and treat people, but here? It seems that no one is in charge of himself, but he is secretly forcing himself to conform little by little. Most of them fell into the trap of others in a daze, and it was clear that someone had already arranged the direction and distance, but they were just like puppets, pushed forward by someone, and he couldn't help himself, which made him the most distressed.
Thinking of this, he was so tired that he simply sat down and lay on the ground with his back on his back. At this moment, he no longer feels that the environment here is eerie, because now in his heart, what makes him feel the most terrifying is not these, but those things that he can't see or touch at all.
Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen was expressionless, helpless, thinking about all this, and fell asleep in a daze......
In the breeze, Ye'er walked towards him with a smile, and after a few days, he felt that Ye'er had become a lot more mature. Ye Er seemed to be striding towards him, but he waited left and right, but Ye Er never walked to his side, as if he was stepping on a treadmill, and he couldn't get out of place at all.
"Well——? brother, why did you come here, I worked so hard to find you!" From a distance, he saw that Ye Er's face first flashed with joy, and after he finished speaking, he became angry and pouted.
Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen explained a little helplessly: "Ye Er is an immortal, I am just a personal Yuan Shen, and I don't even have a real body." Besides, I'm very vulgar, I will be hungry and dizzy if I don't eat, Ye'er, you are different, you have ten thousand years of practice, and you have already become extraordinary, and you are no longer like us laity who are running around for some vulgar things. ”
"Well——? I'm an immortal, what kind of immortal am I? Didn't you say that I was Ye'er?" His words did not make Ye'er turn from anger to joy.
Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen looked at the innocent and simple Ye'er, and felt that he was indeed very vulgar. Yes, in Ye'er's eyes, she doesn't know what an immortal is, it's just people's imagination. When I was in the world, I probably often read the books of those monks and Taoists, and I was exposed to my ears and eyes, so I had such a vulgar thinking today. Now it seems that immortals are just people's vulgar thoughts, not necessarily, not necessarily, there are no immortals at all.
The so-called cultivation in the world can reach a certain level in order to reach the level of a great master, and then cultivate is an immortal. It is also said that the immortals are divided into five grades, and the elves do not disperse after death, they are called ghost immortals, which are the lowest level of immortals; followed by the immortals among people, those who have concentration, and have a very broad state of mind; if they persist in cultivating, they will further become earth immortals; they will further become immortals of the earth; they will go one level to become heavenly immortals; and one level will be Da Luo Jin Immortals. Da Luo Jinxian is a great arhat, and Buddhists say that a great arhat is a Buddha. Now these words, confirmed in front of Ye'er, are all foolish dreams.
When Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen realized that he was in the world, his comprehension should not be low, why did he see so many things of lay monks and laymen? It's ridiculous to think about it, I used to think that it was a kind of otherworldly realm, but now when Ye Er asked him, he suddenly realized that it was not a transcendent realm at all, that was a real vulgar heart. "Ye'er, your question just now made me realize a lot of truths, thank you for letting me meet you in this life. This trip to the Great Wilderness was really not in vain. Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen said to Ye Er with emotion.
"Well——? brother, will you take me away, can I go back to the world with you?" Ye Er's words carried a kind of pleading, with a kind of expectation. It's like a child's childlike innocence, waiting for an adult to buy him a piece of something he has wanted for a long time.
How can Ye'er know her own difficulties, how can she take Ye'er back if she has a wife and children in the world? If you really take Ye'er back, isn't it just a kind of vulgarity? The eyes of the laypeople in the world will kill, and the evil words of the laypeople in the world will also kill. I like Ye'er so much, how can I bear to let her be hurt by that. "Ye'er, the world is not for you to go, where is too dirty, and you are too holy. Not to mention that I can't take you there, even if I really have the ability to take you back, how can I bear to take you to such a dirty place. The foul language in that place is murderous, and it will keep you from breathing. He was extremely worried about further persuasion.
"Well——? then brother, why did you stay where you used to be, did you come to our wilderness because you didn't want to listen to their swear words?" Ye Er asked in a low voice.
"No, not as you think. In short, things in the world are very complicated, you don't know it, the reason why it is complicated is that we are too vulgar. Unlike your holiness, you are simply naïve. In this great wilderness, not everything is good. To tell you the truth, I came to the Great Wilderness these days, and I only think that you are holy. Like green ducks, Gu eagles, pythons, etc., they are actually no different from people in the world. It is said that they are also immortal cultivators, and some things should have a high level of cultivation and thought, but from their bodies, not only can I not see them, but I can see them, and they are the same as human beings who have not cultivated, greedy, cunning, and treacherous. He knew that it would take a lot of effort to make the innocent and naïve Ye'er understand all this.
"Well——? that's the case, brother, then you don't want to go back to that world. Let's be together, can't we avoid the green ducks and Gu carvings you said?" Ye Er heard what he said, and seemed to be expected to stay with Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen appearance, and his pure and innocent face revealed an unconcealable joy.
Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen shouted in his heart: Yes, why don't I want to tell you like this? I have such an idea in the world, and I have pursued it for half my life, but I have not found anything. Can you dodge it by a thousand dodges? Ye'er, to tell you the truth, it's actually good for you to look at things in such a simplistic way, and everything in your heart is beautiful. I really don't want to tell you some truths that will dirty your heart, your life
Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen thought for a moment, then turned his thoughts and continued: "Ye'er, listen to me, whether it is human beings or many things in the Great Wilderness, they are not as simple as we imagined, nor are they so beautiful. I can't bear to tell you this, and I don't deserve you to know about it. They are muddy, no, they should be dirty. I hope you will always be so pure and unpolluted, and you will understand later. ”
"Well——? brother doesn't want Ye'er to understand, so Ye'er doesn't understand, so can I be with my brother now?" After Ye'er said these words almost pleadingly, she waited for his reply with expectant eyes
When Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen didn't know how to explain to Ye'er, a dark cloud seemed to envelop Ye'er. Suddenly, Ye'er's voice became farther and farther away, and suddenly Ye'er seemed to be shouting in a very distant place: "Brother——, brother——, brother save me!"
"Ye'er——, Ye'er——!" Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen shouted loudly, and Ye'er, who had disappeared, chased after the dark clouds in the west
He shouted Ye'er's name wildly, and desperately chased after the dark cloud, who knew that in the blink of an eye, the dark cloud miraculously turned into an auspicious cloud. He also saw Ye'er in the auspicious clouds, smiling at him, as if he was talking to him about something, but he really couldn't hear Ye'er's voice, he could only see her lips moving......
To know what to do with Yang Zhan's Yuan Shen?
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The moon has passed the cyan years, and it is not full of lovesickness, and it is not full of sorrow.
By asking what to do to remove her worries, Liu Ling was silent, and her heart was dyed.