I fell out of love, I was very sad, hiding alone in the rental house, silently shedding tears, recalling the bits and pieces with her, the more I thought about it, the more sad I became, the more sad I became, I didn't know why, I suddenly didn't want to have a little connection with this world. Silently write in the speech: I love you so much, but you treat me like this.

I don't know who I'm writing to, I don't know who will really comfort me, living in the Internet age, the communication between people is gradually decreasing, the Internet is like a garbage can for human beings to confide, almost everyone vents all their feelings into the Internet. I stared blankly at the computer screen, constantly refreshing, but no one replied to me.

The damn doorbell rang suddenly, and it was so harsh in this quiet room that I wasn't in the mood to pick it up, and I didn't believe anyone would come to comfort me. The sound of the damn doorbell was like a damn fly in my ears, which kept ringing in my ears, and I impatiently picked up the earpiece: "Who are you looking for?" ”

A familiar voice sounded in the earpiece: "Your uncle, you're not dead yet, open the door!"

Although I was in a very bad mood and just wanted to be alone, I had already picked up the microphone, and I couldn't turn him away, and I knew that if I didn't open the door, he might kick the security door downstairs and kick my door away. Or use stones to break all the glass in my windows. I'm not exaggerating at all, even though I live on the twelfth floor, he can easily hit the glass of my window. Maybe he will use the most gentle method to ask others for help, such as calling 119.

The person who came is called Wang Sheng, it is a good friend of mine, we used to be soldiers together, and later I heard that he was transferred to other troops, and since then he has lost contact, shortly after being discharged from the army, I suddenly met him on the street, I don't know what the reason is, his life at that time was very depressed, so I arranged him in our unit, and I worked as a security guard, until now it has been more than seven months.

He rarely speaks, always looks dull and melancholy, and doesn't know how much pain is hidden in his heart. He has a strong ability, and his skills have exceeded my imagination, I remember once we were drinking together, several social youth angered Wang Sheng, I saw with my own eyes, under more than ten machetes, he was able to knock these social youth to the ground, although the knife cut on his body, but did not leave any scars, exaggeratedly, these more than ten social ruffians, not even a single hair of Wang Sheng was injured. For his strong skills, I have asked him more than once, but he said that he was trained in the army, I know he is lying to me, although I am curious, but I did not ask about his ability to continue this body, if he continues to develop in the army, he will definitely have a good future, but he did not choose to stay, I asked him why he did not stay in the army, he just smiled indifferently, as an answer to me.

In less than half a minute, there was a gentle knock on the door, and when he opened the door, he was still wearing his windbreaker and leather pants, no matter spring, summer, autumn and winter, he only wore this set of clothes, and no one recognized his clothes, if anyone dared to touch his clothes, he would definitely be angry and fight with you, and he didn't know how precious his clothes were.

I saw Wang Sheng holding a case of beer in his arms, holding takeaway in his hand, and he didn't say hello when he saw me, bypassed me and went straight to my bedroom, throwing the things in his hand directly on my computer desk, not caring about my current mood at all.

"Would you like to have a drink with my brother?" asked Wang Sheng very casually.

Although I am a boy, but I am a very clean person, and he does not even change his shoes, for his practice, I am very dissatisfied, I once told him, you must change your shoes when you enter the house, but he just sneered, and since then, he has never come. It feels very strange to be able to come here uninvited today.

Looking at the beer on the table, I suddenly felt that I really didn't seem to have this kind of thing in my blood, drinking alcohol should be a very good choice for me now, Wang Sheng moved a stool and sat next to the table, while opening the packaging of the food, he asked with a wicked smile: "I heard that you are out of love?"

I opened the takeaway on the table and said listlessly, which counted as an answer.

Wang Sheng bit open a bottle of beer with his teeth and handed it to me and said, "Then I have to congratulate you on falling out of love?"

I wiped the bottle in disgust, lifted the bottle and drank it down, burping and scolding, "Get out!"

Wang Sheng didn't drink the wine in his hand, nor did he get angry, he looked at me very seriously, and said in a serious tone: "Do you know? Love that can be measured by material things is not love. ”

I glanced at him and scolded: "You, I haven't seen a woman around you since I knew you, and you still talk about love with me, are you worthy of you?"

Wang Sheng had a melancholy smile on his face, as if my words pierced his heart, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly raised his head and asked me, "Do you believe that there is a god in this world?"

I looked at him suspiciously, wondering why he was asking such a strange question.

Wang Sheng asked me again, "Then do you know what is called a god?"

I took the trouble to reply: "What do you want to say directly, don't talk to me about ghosts, gods, bother?"

Wang Sheng shook his head and smirked: "Actually, to put it bluntly, God is also a human being, but he has done things that human beings can't do, so he has become a god." ”

This sentence sounded so familiar, as if I had heard it somewhere, and I asked, "Who said this?"

"Haven't you seen it in the movie "Initial D"?" he replied suddenly with some excitement.

I thought he was going to tell me which great man said it, but I didn't expect that he was clearly making fun of me, and 10,000 grass and mud horses galloped past in my heart, consoling all the elders of his family, and scolded angrily: "Get out of your uncle!"

Wang Sheng smirked, as if talking to himself, and said: "Real feelings cannot be measured, not with matter, with material can be measured, that is not feelings, it is use, which also includes your so-called love." She looks down on you as a security guard, on your income, on your life, that's why she left you, is this love in your eyes?"

His words are not unreasonable, but for his fallacy, I completely dismissed, opened a bottle of beer, and glared at him angrily: "Usually three sticks can't hit a fart, why are there so many words today?"

Wang Sheng raised the wine in his hand and gently touched my wine bottle, he also drank it all, sighed and said: "Today I am here to say goodbye to you, this may be the last time I will drink with you, I want to find my feelings, maybe I will never come back." ！”

I really didn't have any interest in what he said now, but I still pretended to be surprised and asked, "What do you want me to say to me? Where are you going to die, and your family has arranged for you to kiss?"

He didn't answer my question, he was silent for a long time, I could see the tears in his eyes, as if he was the one who had fallen out of love, looking at his silent tears, I didn't know how to comfort him, I could only accompany him to lament.

Wang Sheng suddenly laughed and wiped away the tears on his face: "Come on, it's dry." ”

I gently touched his bottle and asked, "Are you alright?"

Wang Sheng raised the bottle and drank it all: "It's okay, from today on, I want to be my true self again, but I want to leave you, and I am a little reluctant to you!"

Wang Sheng's abnormal behavior surprised me very much, I don't know if he has some nerve problems, I saw him take off his shirt, revealing the solid muscles on his chest, he pointed to the tattoo on his arm and asked, "Do you want to know what this tattoo means?"

On his right arm, a blood-red character is tattooed, and four groups of letters are tattooed underneath the character, namely: LA, CH, YXC, WS. I could tell that the last set of letters was his name, and I had asked him, but he didn't answer.

"What's wrong with you today, did you drink too much fake wine?"

Wang Sheng excitedly pointed to the divine character on his arm and said: "There was once a blood alliance, called the divine alliance, the blood is red, and the divine word of the divine alliance is naturally red. Then he pointed to the following letters in turn and said, "This letter is the leader of the Divine Alliance, the Fashen Leng Ai, the woman I love the most." This is Cheng Hao, the spear god of the Divine Alliance, with an extremely hot temper. This is Yuan Xiangcheng, the god of war, and he doesn't have a single hair on his head, so he is called bald. This last one is me. ”

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard his explanation: "Are you insane, have you watched too many movies, or too many novels, or have you driven you crazy by playing online games?"

Wang Sheng suddenly lost his excited expression, sighed, and asked in a very sad tone: "Brother, you are my only friend in this world, do you want to hear my story?"

I just want to be quiet, but this bastard wants to tell me some story at this time: "I don't want to listen to it, I'm not in the mood to listen to you tell you your fantasy stories, you can stay quiet, if you can't stay you will get out." ”

Wang Sheng smiled, ignored my words, lightly touched the wine bottle in my hand, and slowly told his story......