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Music: Don't love me - Xue Zhiqian

It has been said that tragedy and comedy are interconnected.

The joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, but the joys and sorrows of stories can sometimes exist side by side......

When you read the story upside down......

Yi Xue's bloody hand seemed to touch Li Yifan's warm face again. It was a scene he couldn't forget day and night, a feeling he couldn't be indifferent.

Such a feeling made Li Yifan's heart moved......

But he couldn't cry anymore......

After that, he returned to the Tianyaqi Seminary, and that time was the happiest time in Li Yifan's life......

Happiness is short-lived, but pain is long-lasting.

What Li Yifan saw next was a teenager running in rags in an unknown direction. That's it, it's embarrassing, and it's a lot of urine.

Finally, the boy saw through the narrow crack in the door the corpses on the ground outside the cabin.

It was as if time had stood still there.

Li Yifan could clearly find that the blood red that filled his eyes around him had slowly subsided at this time. What gradually emerged was the appearance of the outer area of Wang Village.

The sun in the sky seemed to be upside down, slowly setting in the east, and then some......

The sun has set somewhere and finally stopped its fall to the east. Normal operation began again.

Li Yifan looked at the familiar scene in his memory, but at this time it was vague, and he didn't know what kind of feeling it was.

This is where it all began.

And what Li Yifan wanted to do when he came this time. It's just that the man in black who slaughtered everyone in Wang Village arrives before he arrives.

Will this not change everything.

If the man in black is dead, if he is dead. Is it that he is still the child who grew up in a poor mountain village? Is it true that he may not have anything to do with the hot profession of the God and Demon Continent until now?

If so. I won't find my long-lost sister, and I won't know Yixue. Such...... None of them have to die. It's just that I, I will never know the person I love the most again, and I will report that I have no relatives in this life, that kind of innate loneliness, slowly aging, and dying. Died in this impoverished mountain village.

Seems a bit miserable, isn't it?

But Li Yifan didn't care.

In his opinion, as long as Yixue is alive, as long as Li Yuchen is alive, it will be the best gift from God to him, and it doesn't hurt to live and die like this......

Thinking like this in his heart, Li Yifan had already made a move.

Dressed in black, Li Yifan slowly walked in the direction of Wang Village.

The power of the blood contract around his body fluctuated outward, and Li Yifan hoped that he could sense the existence of the man in black back then.

But this is normal on weekdays, and the fluctuation of the power of the blood contract is no more relaxed, but at this time, it suddenly caused Li Yifan a problem.

"In a world that no longer belongs to you and doesn't own you. There is a high probability that your spirit, your intellect, will be so disturbed that your purpose will be skewed. ”

Zhou Bing's voice echoed in Li Yifan's ears.

The power of the blood contract had just been released, and Li Yifan only felt a wave of discomfort all over his body. This was followed by a prolonged sharp pain in the head.

The originally clear scene of Wang Village in the dark pupil was already dark in front of Li Yifan's eyes at this moment, and the sky was spinning.

Li Yifan subconsciously stretched out a hand to press his forehead, but he still couldn't withstand the sharp pain in his head, and the whole person only felt weak and fell to the ground.

Just now I got my wish and came to the place where everything began, the Wang Village where there were still living people in the memory, but Li Yifan fainted directly on the ground because of such a sharp head pain.

In my sleep, the painful memories seemed to start playing again.

Corpses were all over the ground, exuding the smell of blood. It made the child feel disgusted, he wanted to run away, but he couldn't.

The child stood by the door, stunned. There was a "loud bang" of the door closing. still alarmed the man in black who slaughtered the entire village of Wang Village.

Li Yifan felt like he was locked in the child's body, he wanted to rush out, he wanted to rush out and kill the damn man in black, but he couldn't. No matter how powerful it was, it seemed impossible to break through the child's body. Li Yifan could only watch what happened back then!

The kid still ran into the Tianyaqi Divine Courtyard and met those people.

Time seemed to pass quickly, Li Yifan was imprisoned in the child's body for five years, and finally ......

Finally, the child still came to the ghost domain and met the girl who haunted him day and night.

Later, the girl rushed to the net with a faint pink light.

Li Yifan was imprisoned in the child's body, the child was cowardly and incompetent, and he couldn't protect anyone! The moment the girl flew into the net of heaven and earth, Li Yifan wanted to break out of the barrier of the child's body countless times, rushed out and split the damn heaven and earth net, and killed the four damn old things one by one!

I can't wait to cut a thousand knives, I can't wait to crush my bones and scatter ashes!

Damn it! Damn it!

Li Yifan could hear the roar in his heart, it was a powerless voice, but ...... Powerless.

He couldn't break through the barrier, he couldn't save the girl.

The girl is still dead...... Still no surprise, or as expected, he died again!

Li Yifan exerted his strength, Li Yifan was annoyed! He slammed hard against the barrier that blocked him, and that moment was that moment.

He suddenly discovered......

I suddenly found that I hated everyone in this world, and hated everyone in this world. Including Yixue, including himself......

He was so stupid that Xue Xue, why did he waste that life to protect a waste who was powerless to protect her. He hated himself and was powerless to protect her......

The girl's bloody hand fell on the boy's face, and the boy seemed to have shed all the tears of his life that day.

After that, the boy never cried again.

After that, the boy became cold, became murderous and became bloodthirsty. He fell in love with that killing feeling. He thought it was the redemption of the girl who saved her useless life......

After that, boys lived for girls.

Li Yifan looked at it, but he didn't want to look at it anymore. Such a memory, he did not want to look at it again.

No one wants to rub salt into their wounds every time they get hurt.

It was also that moment, the moment when the girl died. Li Yifan hated himself at that moment. It seemed that something was suddenly missing in his mind, suddenly confused, or a kind of instigation of a voice in his heart, Li Yifan suddenly discovered something that he had never thought of before.

Everybody doesn't give a damn!

Yixue shouldn't die, Li Yuchen shouldn't die, Ye Zi shouldn't die, Qi Yu shouldn't die, and Natian shouldn't die. Even, the fire demon, the heart minister, and the four old things, or the black-clothed man who slaughtered the village back then, they didn't deserve to die. It didn't seem necessary to go through such a fuss.

Only one person should be damned - himself!

Yes, the voice in my heart suddenly sounded out of nowhere. Why bother so much? Just kill yourself.

The scene in his eyes was another chaotic tremor. The world in front of Li Yifan fell into darkness again.

And in the darkness, there seemed to be a figure standing behind Li Yifan.

The black shadow, dressed in black, seemed to have an evil smile on its face. It was a smile that had succeeded in a ruse. But Li Yifan didn't see it.

It was as if the darkness lasted for a thousand years, for ten thousand years.

For a long time, for a long time, and for a long time.

Li Yifan gradually woke up, accompanied by several more darkness. The things in front of Li Yifan gradually became clear.

It was a shabby-looking hut in which an elderly couple lived.

The kind of life of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

When the old woman saw Li Yifan wake up, she showed a kind smile to Li Yifan.

"Are you awake?"

The old woman's old movements slowly sat down beside Li Yifan and helped Li Yifan up. He stretched out his hand again and picked up a water bowl, and slowly fed Li Yifan a mouthful.

Li Yifan drank water, and the things in front of him were completely clear, so he looked left and right. The old woman seemed a little familiar, but Li Yifan couldn't remember where he had seen her at all. I don't seem to have any thoughts in my mind.

That heart didn't know if it was blindfolded by such a force. No light can penetrate ......

There is only one thought left in my heart, kill yourself!

As long as you die, nothing will happen after that!

Again, the voice in my heart emanated that affirmative command.

Can...... Where are you? Where are you?

Li Yifan thought about it, but he couldn't remember where he was at this time.

There was another sharp pain in his head, and after passing, Li Yifan sat up and looked towards the bed, where the afterimage was leaning against the bed.

Turning to the old woman, he said, "Where?

Li Yifan shouted. At this time, there is nothing left in my heart except killing......

The old woman was taken aback by Li Yifan's abnormality. But it seems that death has not been discovered.

He helped his chest and asked kindly, "Child, where are you talking about?" Mother-in-law can see if she can find it for you?"

The old woman said, and the old man who had been cooking on the side seemed to be alarmed by Li Yifan's shouting, and walked with old steps: "Child, what's wrong?

Li Yifan looked at the two old men, and his brain was in sharp pain again.

After a long pause, he looked up at the two old men again: "Where is he ?......?"

"He?" the old woman wondered, "Are you looking for someone? What is his name, and where does he live?"

What is your name?

Li Yifan thought about it, and there was another sharp pain in his head.

What's your name?

Li Yifan thought about it, and there was a burst of surprise in his heart, he forgot what his name was. And that look had fallen on the afterimage leaning against the bed again......