Even if you don't have a memory, you can imagine feeling that gentle breath.

The small crib is close to the warmth around you, and it is the warmth that can be felt from the mother's body.

Lying under the covers with me, the slightest movement can reach each other, dreaming quietly, breathing and intertwining.

Snuggled up to me was my twin sister.

Luo Xiaoluo.

My closest presence in the world.

Same face, same blood.

The closest soul.

That's how it should be.

My parents were often away from home, and Aunt Li took care of us.

My mother told me I couldn't do strenuous exercise, I couldn't run around the garden.

So my sister stayed at home with me.

The two flipped through the beautiful fairy tale album together, envying the beautiful dress of the princess in the fairy tale and the dazzling prince.

The two of them stacked bricks together, piling up the castle that belonged only to us.

The two held hands together and watched the leaves fall and butterflies flutter outside the window.

It's just a world of the two of us.

It's all too distant a memory to be vague.

For some reason, I had to lie in bed.

My sister sat on the edge of the bed and read a fairy tale book to me. My heart is so uncomfortable, and I feel so tired.

I was taking the medicine I hated, and my sister showed me her newly built wooden house. The medicine is so bad that it hurts, but if you don't take it, your heart hurts.

I was lying in the hospital for an infusion, the cold liquid flowing into my body, and my sister stood by the window and watched the scenery outside.

I don't like the feeling, bad body, nothing can be done.

Why can my sister just run around the house?

Why does my sister not need to take medicine, don't have to endure the smell of disinfectant water, and don't have to lie in bed to feel the feeling of losing consciousness when her heart hurts!

Obviously they were born together, with the same blood and the same face.

It's so uncomfortable, it's so uncomfortable, what does it feel like?

My father and mother don't seem to like my sister very much?

I don't know when my sister and I haven't spoken for a long time.

She no longer reads fairy tale books, and holds the thick "Enlightenment of Human Body Mechanism", obviously she doesn't know a few words, but it is still a phonetic version. Why do I know? Because I'm also watching, although I'm not interested in this at all, isn't it natural for Luo Xiaoqi and Luo Xiaoluo to do the same thing?

I'm going to have surgery, a major surgery on my heart, which will give me a healthy heart. My mother told me that it was a very long operation, and if it failed, I would die, and if it did, I would be able to live more comfortably and run outside like my sister.

Death, for the first time, I really understood what it meant.

When I die, I have nothing.

I looked at the sadness in my mother's eyes, and the disgust she felt when she mentioned her sister.

I'm sorry my poor boy. My mother apologized to me.

She began to mumble to herself. She said that if it weren't for my sister snatching my life force in my mother's womb, I wouldn't be so weak, and if it wasn't for my sister snatching all my health, I wouldn't have suffered so much.

She said that her sister was a bad star, and her eldest daughter was a bad star, which hurt her two younger daughters.

What the mother is talking about the two little daughters, I don't understand. But I seem to know that my sister hurt me and that she robbed me of my health.

Luo Xiaoluo is a bad star.

Looking at the same face as mine, I spontaneously developed a nasty feeling, which I knew was called jealousy.

I don't want to remember that operation, the loneliness, despair, and darkness of hovering on the brink of death. I don't want to die alone. I came into this world with my sister, and if we want to die, we should die together.

The surgery was successful.

I can go to school and play with my friends outside like a normal person, but my body is still weak.

My world is no longer only Luo Xiaoluo.

I hate her, why can she get it so easily that I almost spent my life in exchange, she robbed me of so much.

I started targeting Luo Xiaoluo because of that jealousy. It's just a child's willfulness.

There is a difference in the relationship between my parents and Luo Xiaoluo, and I am very happy to take away my parents' attention just like taking away Luo Xiaoluo's things. So whenever Luo Xiaoluo is scolded by his parents, whether it is because his academic performance does not reach the height required by his parents, his attitude towards people is impolite or for whatever reason, I am very happy.

I would show off to Luo Xiaoluo the birthday present that I could get with one mouth, Luo Xiaoluo would not ask her parents for any gift, so I would watch her show off to her with nothing.

Luo Xiaoluo seems to have a good friend, so I invited that good friend to my birthday party, look, Luo Xiaoluo, your friend has also left you. Because you're a bad star. You don't have anything. I laughed at Luo Xiaoluo.

However, why is it still so uncomfortable?

Looking at Luo Xiaoluo, who was bullied by me, I should be very happy, but why, I didn't feel any sense of accomplishment and happiness at all, and even I felt that the smile on my face was so fake that it made me sick.

It shouldn't be like this, it's not what I want! Luo Xiaoluo and I, my sister, why did this happen......

When I was very young, I was so happy at that time. Eat together, have fun together, sleep together. Luo Xiaoluo would give me the dessert to taste first, she would smile at me, and when I was uncomfortable, Luo Xiaoluo would take my hand and say that she hoped to transfer the pain to me. In the empty house, except for Aunt Li, who was doing housework, there were only me and Luo Xiaoluo left, I thought that we would be together forever like this.

At that time, Luo Xiaoluo only had me in his eyes.

Why did it become what it is now, I realized that I didn't hate Luo Xiaoluo at all, I was just jealous, jealous that Luo Xiaoluo had something different from me, she was much healthier than me. We should be exactly the same, shouldn't we?

For the first time, I thought it would be nice if Luo Xiaoluo and I were alone, and my twin sister was alone. So that we don't separate from each other.

At the 10th birthday party, I bumped into a boy who was very clean and gave people a very comfortable feeling, he asked my name, I thought about it, and said that my name was Luo Xiaoluo. This feeling of being confused with my sister is particularly good.

I saw my sister sitting alone on a swing in the garden. But my sister was upset when she looked at me completely ignoring me elsewhere, so I couldn't help but sarcastically talk to her, hoping that her eyes would be turned to me.

That's when I realized that I loved being with my sister so much, and that she was the best person for me. It would be nice to go back to when I was very young.

Later in an accident, I found a photo in my mother's cabinet with a young mother, three babies. I think it's weird. But for a moment I remembered what my mother had said unintentionally before the operation when I was a child, that my sister had killed her two young daughters.

I felt a little uneasy that I wouldn't ask my parents about this picture. Coincidentally, there was a girl in my class whose mother was a doctor at the hospital where my sister and I were born, so I became good friends with her, and then I went to her house as a guest, and her mother was very welcoming. Then there was a drama of #It turns out that you were one of the children of the year#, and the aunt said that there was a woman who gave birth to triplets in their hospital that year, all of them were girls, but the youngest one in her life died, and one of the other two had a heart attack. This incident was very famous in the hospital at that time, so even if my aunt was not from the obstetrics and gynecology department, she knew about it, and she was very impressed, and she sighed at that time that the child who had just been born was gone.

It turned out that my mother gave birth to not only me and my sister, but also one person, a person like me and Luo Xiaoluo. Ahh The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes. But fortunately, the sister who had never met died in the first place.

Therefore, it is destined that only me and Luo Xiaoluo are the most intimate existences, and no third person can insert into our world.

I casually tucked the picture in a book I didn't read. Let it be dusted like that.

But Bai Mo appeared and appeared next to Luo Xiaoluo, and it was really annoying that someone appeared out of nowhere.

Later, Bai Mo and my sister dating, I met Bai Mo a few times, and then I found that Bai Mo didn't seem to be able to tell my sister apart. My sister and I are so happy to be like this.

So I pretended to be my sister dating Bai Mo, and my sister and I should be the same~

Bai Mo thought that my sister and I were alone, so I felt that my sister and I were closer.

Life went on like this, but no one expected that there would be a fire in the apartment that my sister and I rented. I was still asleep, awakened by the heat and smoke.

Instinct made me run away immediately. Subconsciously looked at my sister's door, it was open, my sister was not there, it was great.

Suddenly, the wooden frame beams collapsed and pressed against my legs, and the pain in my heart immediately hit, probably because I was used to heart pain, and I haven't fainted yet, but I think my legs are broken.

At this time, I saw my sister coming out of the bathroom with a wet towel hunched over, and I immediately grabbed the corner of her clothes with all my strength.

But my sister didn't seem to be happy with me catching her and telling me to run away.

I suddenly didn't want to escape, and it seemed like a good ending with my sister to die.

My sister knew that my leg was broken and encouraged me to hold on and run away.

Look, my sister still cares so much about me.

I want to die with my sister even more! So that no one can separate us! We are truly one!

My sister agreed and stayed with me. I'm so glad that my long-held wish has finally come true!

But why, my sister suddenly repented! She wanted to leave me!!

No......

No!

Luo Xiaoluo, you liar!!

I felt the endless darkness swallow me.

I thought I was dead.

But it seems to be alive, living in a place I don't know, and if there is nothing, I seem to be conscious, perceiving that I am alive.

I don't know how long this lasted, but I saw my sister again!! I went back to the scene of the fire, but that scene played out again, and I experienced that heartache again, and again, my sister pushed me away.

Another nightmare.

The heart was as if it had been delayed, and it was even more painful than before the heart exchange surgery.

I think this time, I'm really dead.

Killed by a favorite.