Chapter XVIII Cold x Photo
[Will I become Luo Xiaoqi?]
[You can't be replaced by Luo Xiaoqi. 】
Luo Xiaoluo opened the door with the key.
"Why are you back?" Luo's mother, who had just gotten up early and just went downstairs, saw Luo Xiaoluo coming back in embarrassment, frowned, and then thought of something, "Because of inconsequential things, make yourself like this, look at what you look like." Take care of yourself and take a break before going back to school. ”
"Hmm. Luo Xiaoluo walked back to the room. It's not a trivial matter, what is it, probably my parents already know that they are taking leave because of their broken love.
Luo Xiaoluo lay on the bed after taking a shower, looking at the white ceiling and the unturned white lamp.
Luo Xiaoluo's room is very white, and it is really white in color. White wallpaper, ceiling, white desk, wardrobe, white sheets and quilts. It's not that Luo Xiaoluo likes white, Luo Xiaoluo doesn't have any favorite color, Luo Xiaoluo's room is very simple, so simple that there are only basic living utensils, so simple that the director can leave at any time without bringing anything. So the white with such a room is just right, and there won't be any incongruity, as it should be here.
Luo Xiaoluo's eyes were open, his face was red, and his body was a little hot.
The curtains were closed, and the dim room made it impossible for Luo Xiaoluo to focus his eyes clearly on a certain point to divert his attention.
The physical discomfort became more and more obvious in the darkness, Luo Xiaoluo knew that he had a cold, and he might still have a fever after blowing the cold wind all night last night. Luo Xiaoluo felt very uncomfortable, his head was groggy, and he felt that something was constantly expanding in his brain, and he was a little delirious.
Luo Xiaoluo wanted to call Aunt Li, the nanny at home, to help him get the medicine, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his mouth was dry and his throat was swollen and sore, and he didn't want to make a sound. Luo Xiaoluo had to go to find medicine by himself.
Luo Xiaoluo got up with difficulty, and as soon as he got out of bed, before his feet could stand firmly, his body softened and fell to the ground. Luo Xiaoluo bit his lower lip as hard as he could, trying to make himself as clear as possible.
Luo Xiaoluo barely stood up, with a big smile on his face.
Luo Xiaoluo tried to make himself laugh.
Luo Xiaoluo has almost never been sick since he was a child, and his body has always been very healthy, which is completely opposite to Luo Xiaoqi, who has heart disease.
This fever is uncomfortable that Luo Xiaoluo has never experienced, not only physically, but also mentally.
If Luo Xiaoluo had had a severe cold before, she would have found that her illness this time was much more painful than before.
Luo Xiaoluo thought that when Luo Xiaoqi was lying on the hospital bed before, everyone revolved around Luo Xiaoqi.
Parents will take time to rush back from other countries to accompany Luo Xiaoqi, there will be friends to see her, whether it is food or medicine, someone will bring it to Luo Xiaoqi's mouth, as long as Luo Xiaoqi's face changes slightly, someone will immediately ask her where she is uncomfortable......
Luo Xiaoluo kept thinking like this, the corners of his mouth rose more and more, and the tears couldn't stop falling.
Luo Xiaoluo felt very uncomfortable, she couldn't hold back her desire to cry, whenever she smiled at this time, trying to stop her tears with this method, although this method has not worked much since she was a child, but she has developed a habit.
The more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, the more I smiled brightly.
Luo Xiaoluo admitted that she was jealous of Luo Xiaoqi.
Luo Xiaoluo stumbled downstairs, at this time his parents had gone out, Aunt Li also went out to buy vegetables, and Luo Xiaoluo was the only one in the family.
Luo Xiaoluo came to the study, she had helped Luo Xiaoqi find medicine before, and knew where the medicine box was.
But this time the medicine box is not in the original place, maybe Xiao Qi died, and the medicine box is useless. Luo Xiaoluo laughed at himself like this.
[Hey, hurry up and find it, there should be medicine at home, maybe Aunt Li has put it elsewhere. Don't let yourself die of illness. The little voice is also very weak, and it seems that I will feel uncomfortable when I am sick. It's just that Luo Xiaoluo's current mental power is so weak that he can't hear the last sentence of Xiaoxiao's muttering clearly, [I didn't expect this body to get sick]
Luo Xiaoluo began to rummage around, and finally found a small box in the innermost part of the bookcase, the medicine box was inside, and there were some small things in it, photos, hairpins, watches and the like, Luo Xiaoqi's things.
Luo Xiaoluo still found the cold medicine, and the date on it showed that it would expire tomorrow.
Luo Xiaoluo poured the granules directly into his mouth, poured a few sips of water, and then stuffed five or six small pills into his mouth and swallowed them.
It is completely different from the way Luo Xiao dissolved the granules before drinking them and taking the pills one by one.
Luo Xiaoluo knew that the next thing he needed to do was just sleep and sweat.
But Luo Xiaoluo didn't go back to the room immediately, but picked up the things in the box by surprise, Luo Xiaoqi's things, and gently stroked them, as if this could alleviate the pain on his body.
It was precisely in this way that Luo Xiaoluo really realized that Luo Xiaoqi was dead. Leaving behind only a bunch of useless stuff, including the cerebral cortex in her brain.
Luo Xiaoluo recovered from the scorching burning pain caused by the airflow passing through his throat when he breathed, and put the things out of the box back.
Suddenly, Luo Xiaoluo found that something was turning out at the bottom of the box, and Luo Xiaoluo pulled it out.
It's a photo.
There are four people in the photo.
Luo Xiaoluo's mother was lying on the hospital bed, wearing a hospital gown, with a young face and an unclear expression, and her left hand was tightly grasping the sheets. There are three babies lying on the right hand side of Mother Luo, the baby closest to Mother Luo is sleeping quietly, and the two babies in the middle and the far side are crying.
It's an old photo, without a glue seal, and it's already a little yellowed.
Whose photo is this?
The young woman is the mother, what about the three babies? If it is me and Luo Xiaoqi, who is the other one......
The lethargy caused by the cold medicine made Luo Xiaoluo unable to think anymore, Luo Xiaoluo put the box back in its place, leaving only the photo, returned to the bedroom, and planted himself in the bed.
There was a knock on the door, but Luo Xiaoluo didn't hear it in his sleep.
Aunt Li came back from shopping for vegetables to cook and wanted to ask Luo Xiaoluo to eat, but there was no response inside, and Aunt Li sighed. She has been a full-time nanny in the Locke family for more than ten years, but she can be regarded as watching Luo Xiaoqi and Luo Xiaoluo grow up, and usually the house is handed over to Aunt Li to take care of when the Luo family is not there, in a sense, Aunt Li is also a family member of the Locke family.
Aunt Li knew that the relationship between the Luo family was very delicate, and Luo Xiaoluo was obviously not very liked by her family, but Aunt Li's identity made her unable to say anything or change anything. She felt very sorry for Luo Xiaoluo and Luo Xiaoqi, Luo Xiaoqi was not in good health, and Luo Xiaoluo was not cared for.
Now, Luo Xiaoqi is gone, and this home is even more deserted. Aunt Li couldn't tell what kind of mood it was, she just hoped that Luo Xiaoluo's child would be well.
By the time Luo Xiaoluo woke up, it was almost night, and he had slept a lot, sweating, and feeling much better.
Luo Xiaoluo took a shower, returned to the bedside, and looked at the photo in a daze, if the two babies in the photo were her and Luo Xiaoqi, then who was the third baby? The children of parents and friends? The children of neighbors and relatives? But I have never heard of such children of the same age among the people they know over the years.
Why did this photo appear in that box, it was Luo Xiaoqi's thing?
Luo Xiaoluo couldn't think of why, and his thoughts couldn't help but drift to Luo Xiaoqi again. Luo Xiaoluo found that her memory of Luo Xiaoqi had increased again.