Chapter 13: Return x Ends

"Clear, I know what! How can I know what you're thinking if you don't say it!!" I glared at Miyamiri, my voice a little hoarse.

"What do you want me to say!? "The future is also on fire, and all emotions are on the verge of exploding, "You let me say to you, 'I know it's ?!!you who died,' you let me find out the truth and watch you die again in front of me!!?? !!?have you thought about my feelings?"

Dead people...... What am I talking about......

I'm completely confused by the words of the future, am I dead?

"At first, I thought, if someone died, then the person who died must be me, only the two of us have me, the problem must be us, that person must be me, because I can't watch you have an accident! However, since I read the newspaper that day, I have been dreaming at night, dreaming of the scene of your death......! Even if it was a real memory, I'd rather never know it!I don't know how to face you, Ah Qi!"

I listened to the words of the future and turned my head to look out the window, not wanting to look at the expression of the future at this time, and I had no time to estimate the surprise and incomprehensible noise of the other students.

I seem to remember.

I think of a lot of things that have been forgotten.

I remember that I was warmly welcomed by the third class of the third grade when I transferred to the school for the first time, I remembered that I became friends with the future when we met for the first time, and I remembered the happy and happy days when I got along with the third class of the third grade for a short time.

I remembered the surprise and anxiety I felt when I first learned that the cycle existed, the despair that I was on the verge of collapse with the future, and the last cycle......

In the last cycle, I found the "XX College Culture Festival...... The newspaper, excitedly telling the future that I got the clue first. The information found is all checked in the dormitory, after all, it is more convenient to discuss something.

Future told me that she would go back to the dormitory immediately, and when I arrived at the dormitory, Future didn't come back yet, so I read the contents of the newspaper first, and the truth came to me.

Someone died...... Who was it? A blood-stained corpse flashed in an instant, it was ...... My face...... Is it me, dead?

...... Anxiety suddenly stuffed into my heart, no!!I can't let the future know!!I can't let the future find the truth!!The cycle can't end!! suddenly, the sound of the key remembers! I panicked, and immediately tore off the newspaper part containing important information and crumpled it up, the door opened, and I quickly threw it out.

I calmly told the future that I thought I had found a clue, but it turned out to be really useless information, and I made a somewhat disappointed face.

It's just that what I didn't expect in any case was that the ball of newspaper that accompanied me to throw it landed on the lampshade, did not fly out, and remained in this cycle.

Later, I was in a state of uneasiness, I was afraid of what I would find in the future, my spirit was in a trance, and my nerves were raised to the top......

Something must be discovered in the future! I'm starting to panic.

The future has found the graduation file!The number of people on it is one less!The future is suspicious, and the future is more and more involved in finding the truth! No! Can't be discovered, can't let the future know that I lied to her!

What to do!!The cycle is coming to an end. I started hypnotizing myself in the toilet every night: next I was going to forget everything, I wasn't going to remember anything, I wasn't going to believe in the loop!

I'm escaping reality.

Finally, on the last page of my diary, I said, "Don't believe Miyamiri!!"

That means don't believe in the existence of the future cycle from the beginning.

I ended up overestimating myself.

I lied to myself the whole time.

That's the truth!

I smiled sarcastically, I was a ridiculous clown puppet, entertaining myself, talking and acting by myself!

I seemed to see what it was like that dayβ€”standing on the windowsill and trying to reach out to wipe a little dirt from the window.

Stumbling and falling out of the window - "Ah Qi !!" is the scream of the future.

I saw myself lying in a pool of blood, it was my own blood.

I saw Mirai lying on the 6th floor at the window where I had fallen, looking at me in disbelief and horror and shouting my name. I saw that the future desperately wanted to get close to my body but was blocked, and Wang Lulu was also crying, "Don't, don't be like this, calm down the future!!"

I saw the 3rd grade 3rd class students gathered around and prayed, "Please give back our routine!"

Please give Ah Qi back!

Don't go through such an accident!

If only time had stopped forever before the cultural festival!!"

......

When I think about it, I am the murderer for all this mistake......

Without the anxiety and fear of the previous cycle, I accepted that I was dead. It turns out that I'm dead.

"Future. I called Mirai's name softly," I remembered, remembering the day you said to me, "Don't die, don't leave me" Future, I'm sorry. ”

"Ah Qi, I'm sorry!!" Gong Mirai shook his head desperately, tears kept leaving: "Ah Qi, don't be afraid, let's go on, let's continue the cycle, okay!"

"Don't cry in the future, it's ugly to die. I smiled at Mirai, and then looked at my third-grade classmates who had stopped moving as I remembered everything.

"In the future, it's okay for us to end the cycle. I'm satisfied. After so many cycles, and being able to spend so many happy times with you again, I have said goodbye to you, and it is great to meet you again after death! I don't want to cheat on the third grade class anymore. It's time to put an end to it, it's really bad to cycle the same thing countless times!"

"Don't say it! You talk to yourself like this, you are really annoying to be so willful, have you considered our feelings!!"

"I'm sorry for the future, you've been taking care of me all along. I closed my eyes and thought for a moment: "Now, in the future, close your eyes and listen to me." ”

"What do you want to do?" said Gong Miyoi, staring at me.

I leaned over and hugged Zhu Miku and closed her eyes with my hand, "Miji, if it weren't for this accident, I might never have said these words, but I really want to tell you." I'm really glad that the greatest luck in my life is to be friends with you.

I want to stay with you forever, I want to go to high school with you, I want to go to college with you.

Want to find a job with you.

Would like to travel with you.

When you get married, I want to be your bridesmaid, you have a child and want to be a godmother, and when you get old, I want to sit on a wicker chair with you and chat and remember the past.

It's no longer possible, but in the future, if you can be happy, then I will be very happy.

In the future, don't forget whether I'm good or not.

I don't know if you'll remember this after the cycle is over, please don't forget me, so I can live on your memory forever, really, I don't want to be forgotten by you.

In the future, help me apologize to my classmates in the third class of the third grade for lying to them for so long.

In the future, I'm not very selfish. ”

"No, no......" Future's voice trembled.

"So, let me be willful again.

Let's return the world to square one.

Just get some sleep in the future.

Good night, future. ”

I let go of the future and got up, the future sat on the ground weakly, with my legs bent and my head hugging and crying.

I looked out the window, closed my eyes, and leaned back, just like that day - thank you, future -

―――――― Dividing Line――――――

At this time, no one noticed that the portrait of the girl in the classroom had disappeared.

"Ding-419 host Su Yu completed the plane mission "to find the clues related to the truth at the right time", so as to prompt the truth to be found and end the infinite loop. Please get ready to move on to the next plane!" the boy in the library also disappeared with the white light.