Chapter 731: Pour out your heart
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In a daze, Chen Heng felt like a boat in the wind and rain, rising and falling with the wind and waves, constantly sinking, and his spirit also rose and fell. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
This feeling made him feel very insecure and completely unable to control his own destiny.
He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had tried this feeling, since he had cultivated to Xiaocheng, no matter how big the difficulties he encountered, he was always able to turn the danger into a disaster after hard work, and never bowed to fate.
But this time, it's clearly different.
This state of depression makes him very uncomfortable, it seems to represent a life, full of ups and downs, but he can't see the way forward, he doesn't know where the end is, and he can't find the direction.
He hated the feeling, so he kept moving in one direction, trying to get out of this predicament, even if he went the wrong way and got bloody.
He just wanted to get out of this uncontrollable fate.
Stumbling and stumbling, moving forward with difficulty, but swearing to die without regrets.
Who knows that such a young man, even if he knocks down the south wall and makes his head bleed, he will insist on fixing himself.
People may not understand his thoughts, and may think that his behavior is ridiculous and childish, but that is what he has always insisted on.
It is precisely because of this persistence that he can keep going.
I don't know how long this situation lasted, maybe a day, a month, a year, a decade, or even a thousand years, ten thousand years, or even eternity.
He walked all over the world, but left no mark on him, because he didn't need anyone to remember him.
He wanted to find his true self, but he couldn't find it, maybe never found it, but at least he had a direction and was no longer confused.
He knows very well that as long as he continues along this path, even if he fails to achieve his ultimate goal, he will at least gain something.
So, he was relieved, laughed heartily, laughed heartily, and finally fell into a deep sleep again.
I don't know how long it took, but he woke up in a daze again, feeling a splitting headache, a groggy head, and no place in his body.
The whole body was very heavy as if it had been filled with mercury, and I couldn't even move my hands and feet, or lift my eyelids, but I felt that my strength was weak, but my consciousness gradually became clearer.
"Am I dead?"
He remembered that when he was exploring the abyss of necromancy, he came across the disgusting big ball of meat, which exploded on its own, and the violent energy devoured him.
He didn't think he could survive in that situation, and his first thought was that he was dead.
Although he was unwilling in his heart, and with deep regret, he never became easily decadent.
Even if you die and become a ghost, you will become a ghost on a ghost.
"What it feels like to be dead, that's it?"
"The soul seems to be a little unstable and fluttering, is it going to heaven or hell?"
"I just don't know if Lingshuang survived. ”
Chen Heng has a lot of worries in his heart, if he doesn't have those concerns, even if he dies, he will die peacefully.
But now it's different, a lot of things haven't been dealt with at all, and there's a lot of things waiting for him to do.
It's a pity that dead is dead, and it's useless to think about it.
"Alas~"
The long sigh perfectly showed the helplessness in his heart, but soon he was stunned, and it was not him who sighed.
This voice is very familiar, and it is a little unspeakably comfortable to listen to, but Chen Heng, whose brain is still in a state of chaos, can't remember who the owner of the voice is for a while.
"You wrongdoer, why don't you want to wake up. ”
With a hint of hoarseness and lowness, his voice seemed to be a little hoarse because of crying, but it was still as good as ever.
Shen Lingshuang!
Chen Heng remembered, he wanted to answer, he wanted to struggle to get up, but his thoughts were very clear, but he couldn't feel his strength and couldn't make any reaction.
Could it be that Shen Lingshuang is also dead, and he is heading to the same place?
The thought had just risen before he denied it.
He's not dead!
Yes, Chen Heng didn't die, at the last moment, Shen Lingshuang came to his senses and carried the aftermath of the energy storm over.
protected herself, and also hung Chen Heng's last breath.
So Chen Heng is not dead, he is still alive.
Chen Heng's heart is active again, as long as he doesn't die, no matter what his current state is, he will always recover.
Shen Lingshuang whispered in his ear again, as if he was telling Chen Heng everything that followed, and as if he was talking to himself, calming his somewhat flustered heart.
Through Shen Lingshuang's words, Chen Heng understood, and he was saved by Shen Lingshuang at the last moment.
However, the self-explosion of the big meat ball hit him hard, leaving him unconscious for a long time, and he also had a high fever.
Fortunately, his physical function is good, and after he falls into a coma, Aoki's longevity formula works automatically, protecting his heart and repairing his injuries.
So in fact, Chen Heng didn't stay in a coma for too long, not even a day.
It's just that the big meat ball blew itself up and blew up the cave hall, and they couldn't get out.
The entire cave hall was destroyed, boulders fell, sealing all the holes, and not only that, but the range of movement they could move around was very small, barely enough for the two of them to lie half-lying.
The narrow space is always boring and uncomfortable, but Shen Lingshuang withstood the huge stabbing blow before, and this situation is much more comfortable in comparison.
And she herself has a cold temperament, and others are easily irritable, but it is nothing to her.
It's just that the place is narrow, she can only let Chen Heng lean on her, and the two of them are close together.
However, Chen Heng's state is not very bad, his energy is exhausted, which leads to a decline in physical function, coupled with serious injuries, it is normal to have a high fever.
But his cultivation is not weak after all, and he has Aoki's longevity formula to protect his body, and at that time, Shen Lingshuang also fed him elixir, his life was saved, and his injuries healed a lot.
As long as you breathe a little and let your spiritual power recover, your illness will naturally be cured.
Listening to Shen Lingshuang's whispering, Chen Heng's thinking gradually became clearer, and his spirit began to improve, although he still couldn't move, he could barely sense his body.
As long as he recovers a little more, he can mobilize his spiritual power and start recuperating.
The body was very hot, and the heat was billowing, filling the small space, making Shen Lingshuang who was holding him sweat, and the thin clothes were tightly attached to his body, showing his perfect curves.
But she didn't care, even if she was seen by Chen Heng, she wouldn't care, not to mention that Chen Heng was still in a coma.
It is difficult for a cultivator to get sick, and being sick means that his body is very bad, but Shen Lingshuang is not a doctor, except for ordinary healing medicine, there is nothing else that can cure the disease, so he has nothing to do about it, he can only hope for Chen Heng's own will.
As long as he can wake up, everything is fine.
However, Shen Lingshuang both hoped that Chen Heng would wake up, but also didn't want him to wake up, because they couldn't get out, and waking up would not help, it would only increase the pain.
It's just that she doesn't know that Chen Heng is awake now.
For Chen Heng, this injury, this illness is nothing, although he has not been sick since a long, long time ago, but this is not a problem.
The sense of his body is getting stronger and stronger, and it only takes a little more time for him to start healing himself.
Suddenly, his body tightened, and it was Shen Lingshuang who hugged him hard, and his whole body fell into a soft, fragrant embrace, which made Chen Heng extremely comfortable, and he felt like he wanted to fall asleep again.
Shen Lingshuang pressed her face against Chen Heng's forehead, she didn't notice the hot heat, her eyes were misty, and she muttered in a low voice: "Actually, you are very damned!"
Her words made Chen Heng stunned and didn't understand.
There was obviously no hatred in Shen Lingshuang's tone, and there was no holiday between them, and they even supported each other, why did she say that?
"You deserve to die because you're always teasing me. The heart of many years of cultivation is always up and down because of you, and it can't be as calm as before. ”
"However, I like the feeling, I want to chase it, but you always suddenly move away, reminding me that we don't know each other well, and we haven't reached that level yet. ”
"If I didn't know your character, I would have thought you were trying to get away with me, a means to get close to me. But I know you're not, so you should be damned. ”
She spoke softly and poured out her heart, but Chen Heng was completely stunned.
That's right, he really deserves to die.
He never thought about it, but he didn't know that a beautiful woman would attract a man, and a good man would also attract a woman.
I didn't think about it, so naturally I wouldn't shy away from it, and he abided by the etiquette, but between people, it was the heart, and in his heart, he didn't have the idea of men and women not kissing.
Unconsciously, he teased Shen Lingshuang's feelings, but he turned a blind eye to this feeling, he really deserved to die.
"It's just that I don't want you to die, even if I just look at you for a while and listen to you a few more words, I'll be happy. ”
She hugged her tighter, for fear that as soon as she let go, Chen Heng would disappear in front of her eyes again.
Crystal tears slipped down, and her heart was entangled.
With a temperament like her, only Chen Heng dared to say such things when he was in a coma, if Chen Heng was awake, she would not be able to say it anyway.
It's just that she didn't know that Chen Heng was indeed awake and listened to her words word for word.
"Master said that love will make people lose and make people lose their hearts. ”
"But I don't think she's right, I'm really lost, but that's what I mean. ”
"You have to get better quickly, even if we can't get out, I want to spend a little more time with you. ”
Shen Lingshuang was crying softly, telling her feelings in her heart, and some of the preambles did not match the afterword, showing the disorder in her heart.
But at this time, Shen Lingshuang was very strong and did not escape like before, she chose to face her heart squarely, and all her feelings were completely released.
Listening to it in his ears, Chen Heng had mixed feelings, but his heart was very warm.
He didn't know how to face Shen Lingshuang after waking up, but he didn't bother with it, and he was very moved in his heart.
If he had noticed such a sign before, perhaps he would have dodged and distanced the two sides so that the other would not be trapped.
But now, Shen Lingshuang has obviously fallen in, if he escapes again, it will only make both sides miserable, he can't do this.
But in any case, the injuries have to be healed first, and the rest will be talked about later.
Shen Lingshuang is still talking, as if there are endless words, there has never been a moment, there are so many words like now, maybe a lifetime combined, not as much as now.
But she could feel that with every word she spoke, her heart would be lighter, and those words weighed on her heart, making her breathless, so she needed to release.
Fortunately, he couldn't hear it, so there was no need to be shy.
It's just that he heard it, and while listening, he began to mobilize his spiritual power to heal his wounds.