The last cigarette, Xu Hao has been lying on the windowsill for several hours, watching the cigarette butt spin and draw a wonderful arc from the sixth floor, is it a person who jumps from the sixth floor will have such a wonderful arc.

Mom kept nagging him to quit smoking, and now he can really quit. Xu Hao stared at the cigarette butt that flickered in the dark night and smiled self-deprecatingly.

Today is the last day, and tomorrow's call from the bank or the lawyer's letter should not wait. Xu Hao wanted to laugh, I don't know what tomorrow will be like tomorrow, go fucking credit cards, fucking banks.

It's better to blame yourself, 28 years of muddy.

Is the heart higher than the sky, and the life thinner than paper?

The lights next door are still on, and my gray-haired parents are still worried about me?

After all, it is unfilial, so choose a way to be unfilial, do you want your parents to grovel and borrow money with gray hair?

Enough is enough, it's time to end.

A teardrop fell from the sixth floor, fell to the ground, and shattered.

With a slight jump, his body was as light as a swallow, but there was no wonderful arc, only a bright moon exuding a strange red.

Jincheng in March

There is no splendid spring, only the steep spring cold.

There are mass graves in the northern suburbs, a few black crows, a few old trees, a few piles of graves, and a loess path next to it, with few pedestrians.

A handful of new soil, a new grave, who has not buried some sad people, sad things.

The white flag hunting, frightened a big rat who stole the sacrifice, for a long time did not hear the sound of people, the big rat got the courage to rush out of the hole, in this mass grave there are sacrifices to enjoy it is also like the New Year.

Today's next three points, no king and no father, years of war, the people have long been without food, no clothing, March is the season when the grass grows and the warbler flies, but the world is full of eyes, where can you still find a trace of green, it has already become the stomach of the disaster victims, starvation is all over the ground, a human Shura realm.

At the moment, if you get a straw mat after death, it is not easy, if you can get a tomb, you should really think about the Bodhisattva's great compassion.

Jincheng, thirteen years after the Great Calendar, the Buddha has died.

Zhou broke the border town of Jincheng of the Daxing Dynasty, slaughtered 560,000 border people, and 250,000 Jincheng defenders. Not a single soldier surrendered, rivers of blood flowed, and corpses piled up like mountains. That night, for some reason, the moon was like blood after the city was broken, so that battle was also called the Massacre of the Blood Moon.

560,000 border people, 250,000 defenders. There are not many people, but there are many people, a full 810,000 souls.

The blood moon was red like a day by day, and the last light of the blood moon on the eighty-first day fell on the mass grave in the northern suburbs, and then there was no moon in the sky over Jincheng, and it was completely reduced to a dead city.

In June of the thirteenth year of the Daxing calendar, Zhou Xiong, the general of the Zhou siege city, died in the eighty-first day after the destruction of Jincheng, and the cause of death is unknown. Jincheng became an ominous land, a city of damnation.

On the same day, in the new grave in the mass grave in the northern suburbs of Jincheng, Xu Hao, who had been asleep for eighty-one days, slowly opened his eyes.

Am I dead? like a day, like a world away. Xu Hao tried hard to recall what happened after that jump, but he couldn't remember anything except a strange red, his head was splitting, his ears were full of miserable wails, terrible screams, and countless sounds were like an awl that kept piercing Xu Hao's soul, lingering.

What's wrong with me? Where am I? Am I not dead? How can I still smell the smell of damp earth? The hoarse muttering in his mouth almost made Xu Hao unable to distinguish that it was his own voice, and he swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, moistening his throat, which had long been dry.

Am I dead? Maybe I've died. In this confined and small space, I couldn't even bend my knees, I was hungry and cold. Xu Hao smiled helplessly, even death is so complicated.

Mom and Dad, did you bury me here? But now there is no burial, and the more I think about it, the bigger my head becomes, and the more I think about it, the more confused I become. The second elder must be very sad, the father who is not good at words, the mother who is kind and kind, at this time seems to see them lying on their backs, supporting each other Mu Ran standing in front of their tombs, the breeze is messy with gray hair, the white-haired person sends the black-haired person, your heart is broken, the parents who gave birth to me and raised me!

Strong self-blame and strong remorse burned and swelled in Xu Hao's heart. wanted to burst Xu Hao's chest.

Xu Hao couldn't wait to open his chest and let his remorse vent to his heart's content. At this time, Xu Hao was completely immersed in hysterical self-blame, and when he was only one line away from madness, Xu Hao's body quietly underwent incredible changes......

Feet gushing springs, hands together in the valley, torso qi sea, life gate, Shenque, Tanzhong, brain Baihui, nine rounds of blood moon colleagues suddenly appeared in the nine major points of Xu Hao's body, each round of blood moon is densely covered with spider silk-like fine lines, as if it will be broken immediately, and each round of blood moon is also distributed around the starry little light, if you count each round of blood moon is surrounded by 90,000 points of light, the Tao Te Ching has clouds: one life two, two give birth to three, three give birth to all things, and the cycle repeats, ninety-nine to one. Xu Hao's physical strength began to appear on the Avenue of Celestial Phenomena.

At this time, the nine rounds of blood moon rose at the same time, and through Xu Hao's body, he rushed straight into the sky, if someone passed by the mass grave now, he would definitely be stunned by the scene in front of him!

Suddenly, Xu Hao was hit hard in his head, and he fainted with a buzz.

When Xu Hao woke up again, his emotions had gradually calmed down. The first thing that catches your eye is the curtain-like night sky, there is no moon and no starlight, and the air is filled with a scorching smell, just lying upright, this should be a tomb, but somehow now it has been blasted out of a big hole, and the mouth of the cave is still filled with a strong smell of sulfur.

Xu Hao tried to move his hands and feet, the previous feeling of weakness was gone, and he finally left the tomb that he didn't know how long he had been lying down, and there were half of the tombstones scattered next to the tomb, the so-called tombstone was just a thin willow plank, not to mention the inscription. There are only a few words to brush away the dust - Xu Hao's tomb.

As far as the eye can see, it is a completely strange world, with no roads, no tall buildings, and no lights. Xu Hao searched his memory and couldn't figure out what kind of place this was.

The sky is slightly bright, looking far away, there are no mountains, no grassland, no yellow sand, which makes Xu Hao feel a lot relieved. At least it's not a no-man's land. Going home, thinking of these two words, Xu Hao felt warm.

At the same time, the world smoke again, the Great Zhou, the Great Xing, the three kingdoms of the West Liang are distributed in the form of chicken feet, the Great Bank is in the middle, the Great Zhou is on the right, the West Liang is on the left, just as the Great Zhou swept the Jincheng of the Daxing Dynasty with the momentum of breaking through the bamboo, Suicheng, the three major border towns of Linmen, the West Liang also sprung up, the West Liang hussar general Zhang Liang personally led 800,000 troops to the West Liang River, and the Daxing border pass across the river.

For a while, the big line was attacked by the enemy, the wind was loud, the post guards of the major post stations were like carp crossing the river, 500 miles were urgent, 800 miles were urgent, the mountain rain had come, and the building would fall.

Xu Hao had already walked all morning, and there were several corpses lying along the way, which were full of mosquitoes and flies, and exuded a disgusting rancid stench. Along the way, from the horror when he first saw the corpses to the habitual and even numb now, Xu Hao sensed a reality that he didn't want to face from the clothes and scars on these corpses - Damn, this is not my time, brother has crossed over.

Passing by a town called Jincheng just now really frightened Xu Hao, although there were corpses all over the way, Xu Hao had already seen no surprise, but compared with the scene of Jincheng City Gate prescription dozens of miles away, it was really not worth mentioning, thousands of corpses piled up. Severed limbs and stump arms, the corpses of war horses, broken bows and crossbows, broken armor, and torn banners abounded all over the ground. The thick bloody smell mixed with the smell of corpses almost suffocated Xu Hao on the spot.

After hesitating, Xu Hao finally failed to muster up the courage to enter the city to find out, and before leaving, he did not forget to pick up a steel knife and put it on his waist, and then quickly walked away from this dead city.

As we walked farther and farther away from Jincheng, the corpses on both sides of the road became scarcer and scarcer. But there were more and more pedestrians, most of them refugees with their families, which really made Xu Hao excited for a while.

In the past few days, the tide of refugees has continued to grow, and the eyes are full of black pressure, and there is no head in front of the head and no end in sight, which is spectacular. But along the way, Xu Hao found a problem, the nearby refugees all looked at him with a cautious gaze from time to time, and few people would approach within Xu Hao's range, which made Xu Hao wonder for a long time. It wasn't until he passed a stream to drink water that Xu Hao was stunned. The figure in the stream is unkempt, the beard is all open, and there is a shining steel knife on the waist.