30. Live more transparently than all people

The street scene outside the car window regressed all the way, and An Sheng and Li Zhien did not communicate, mainly because Li Zhien didn't want to talk to An Sheng.

You can never understand women, just like now Li Zhien blames all this on An Sheng's head, and An Sheng can't refute it yet. The current situation is like two people fighting on the street, An Sheng came up to see the excitement, and then the two people who were fighting suddenly reconciled, and joined forces to beat An Sheng again.

Dumb people eat coptis, and they can't say what they are bitter about.

The driver in front may have seen that Li Zhien had been keeping his head down, and out of curiosity, he always glanced at the back row through the rearview mirror or with or without it.

"How long does it take for the driver to arrive?" An Sheng said to meet the eyes in his rearview mirror.

The driver immediately withdrew his eyes and said, "Soon, a few minutes." ”

An Sheng looked out the window, familiar and unfamiliar, and said, "Okay, let's stop here." ”

The driver listened to him and parked the car on the side of the road, and An Sheng and Li Zhien got out of the car and closed the door.

The car passed by them, and disappeared in a blink of an eye, Li Zhien looked left and right with his hood and said, "Have you arrived?" ”

An Sheng opened the umbrella and hit the top of Li Zhien's head: "There is still a little distance, let's go over." ”

Li Zhien asked puzzledly, "Why didn't you just take the car over?" ”

An Sheng looked at the trees on both sides of the road, just like he did when he was in college, "I haven't been here for a long time, come and walk with me." ”

The light reflected by the street lamp above his head hit An Sheng's face, Li Zhien didn't know whether he was touching the scene or seeing things and thinking about people, he looked excited, and the expression on his face was a little hotter than before.

"Okay." Lee agreed.

The two of them walked on a small road behind the campus, and there was only one wall next to it that was Sungkyunkwan, and from the outside, the teaching building inside was still a little lit.

Ansheng recalls many things, thinking back to when he first entered college, he had the ambition to turn everything upside down; There are also tragic situations when I stay up late writing papers, but the most I miss them.

Youth is a train, some people have just gotten on the train, and some people have already gotten off the train.

Li Zhien and An Sheng walked, no one spoke, there were only the two of them on this path, and now it was very quiet, and the only sound response should be the footsteps of the two of them.

An Sheng suddenly spoke at this time: "Do you know how long I graduated?" ”

Li Zhien didn't know, to be precise, she didn't know how old An Sheng was, they had been working together for almost a month, Li Zhien had never asked, and An Sheng had never taken the initiative to say it.

An Sheng said: "It's been six or seven years since I graduated, and this is the first time I've come back in the past six or seven years." ”

Li Zhien: "Why don't you come back and have a look?" ”

An Sheng scratched his head and did not speak.

The light rain was still falling, and Li Zhien stepped over a small puddle and said, "How old are you?" ”

An Sheng looked down at Li Zhien: "Older than you." ”

"Then you're a few years older than me."

An Sheng sold it and said with a smile: "Guess." ”

Li Zhien looked at him speechlessly and said disdainfully: "Childish." ”

The street lamp in front was a little in disrepair, the light flickered on and off, An Sheng glanced at it and said, "I'm four years older than you." ”

"That's really a bit of a no-brainer."

Li Zhien is telling the truth, An Sheng is like being born with frozen age, there are no traces of time on his face, if you want to say that he is in his early twenties, some people will believe him.

For the purpose of small talk, Li Zhien asked again: "Why are you going to deliver takeaways?" ”

Li Zhien said this question as early as the second time the two met, but An Sheng didn't elaborate on it at that time, but only said perfunctorily that he wanted to live and something like that.

Today, Li Zhien brought up this question again, obviously she wanted to know why.

Ansheng: "I told you the truth before, and it was indeed to live. ”

"There are so many ways to survive, why do you want to deliver food?"

"You don't like food delivery?"

Li Zhien shook his head: "Of course not, I just think you are a pity." ”

"It's a pity?" An Sheng thought a little when he heard this word, and said: "I don't think it's a pity, maybe there would be such an idea a few years ago, but now I don't have it at all." ”

"I love to write, but one day when what I write is ruthlessly tampered with by others, I feel that my writing is completely meaningless."

An Sheng's tone became very cold: "When I graduated, I went to a film and television company as an intern, and what I had to do every day was to cooperate with the main screenwriter to complete the script, so after about a year, I thought that God favored me, and I got a chance, so I desperately wanted to seize this opportunity, and I wrote the script day and night, and finally my script was finished, just when I felt that the script was completed, the investor felt that it was not suitable for me to revise it, and when I changed many versions were not qualified, the investor's patience has been exhausted." In the end, he bought the script at a very low price, and then changed to a screenwriter to revise it according to his wishes, and finally presented the script as a completely different story. ”

After An Sheng said these words, he breathed a sigh of anger in his chest, and said to Li Zhien: "I know that I don't know what to say these things for, but I mean, I don't want to be controlled by others in the future, I just want to be myself." ”

In the school next to the wall, there are occasionally a few figures, but most of them are dark and quiet. Li Zhien listened patiently to what An Sheng said, and did not comfort him, nor did he need to comfort him, because there was no need at all.

"Life is not fair." Li Zhien said slowly: "You are tired and tired to go to work every day, you may not be able to make as much as others can earn with a finger in your hand, although it is not appropriate for me to say this, but take me as an example, do you think I earn more?" ”

An Sheng nodded.

"And why do you think so?"

"You're a star, you sing well, and someone likes you."

Short but a prophecy, it is true, Li Zhien also nodded: "It is true, but more importantly, I am lucky." ”

"I don't really like to use the word hard work to describe myself." Li Zhien said: "I do work hard, but there are always people who work harder than me, I already knew when I was a trainee, if you want to get ahead in our industry, it is not enough to work hard, everyone wants to be popular, and there are many people who want to become IU, but after so many years, there is only one IU, but there are many short-lived stars, so compared to hard work, I think luck is more important." ”

After listening to what she said, An Sheng had only one thought in his mind, it turned out that Li Zhien lived more clearly than anyone else.