78. Life is bitter like a song
An Sheng pushed open the door of the room, inserted the card in the card slot, and in the bright room, a few clothes thrown casually looked unusually eye-catching.
This is the clothes An Sheng wanted to change during the day, but he didn't change them for various reasons, and he threw them on the sofa casually, he walked to the sofa, opened the suitcase next to him, folded the two clothes and put them in.
After putting away his clothes, he sat down on the couch, took a bottle of water and drank it.
In the mobile phone, Li Zhien sent a message.
"Wait a minute, I'll send the mask, I'm going to go shopping with Xiaoyuan and them, are you going?"
An Sheng's legs were numb when he saw the word shopping, and he hurriedly typed: "I'm not going, you can go, tell me when you come back, I'm giving you a mask." ”
"Okay." After Li Zhien sent this message, he changed his clothes and went out.
An Sheng drank the water in one go, and pinched the bottle with his right hand, the bottle made a creaking sound, and he opened the lid of the trash can and threw it in.
It was still too early, and An Sheng didn't want to go to bed so early, so he picked up his camera and walked to the balcony.
He leaned on the handrail on the balcony, flipping through the photos taken today, most of them were landscape photos taken in the car, today because of the weather, Ansheng didn't take much pictures of Li Zhien, except for a few photos of rehearsals on the stage, they were taken when they were in the hotel.
He found a photo taken in the restaurant, in the photo, Li Zhien was eating oysters, with a satisfied look, An Sheng remembered that Li Zhien at that time could already be said to be eating high, and he had already begun to shake his head, but unfortunately An Sheng only brought a camera, otherwise he would have to record her.
flipped through another photo, it was Li Zhien's mouth full of things, it was very cute, and An Sheng really wanted to pinch it at that time.
"Ahem." On the balcony next door, Kim Yu-jung was already standing there, and An Sheng raised his head to meet her.
"You're a photographer?" Kim Yu-jung asked.
"Forehead......" An Sheng thought for a moment and nodded: "Yes, it's just unprofessional." ”
There is nothing wrong with what An Sheng said, he is Li Zhien's photographer, specializing in photographing Li Zhien, and he is really unprofessional, he has never studied photography at all.
Jin Yuzhen looked at the camera in his hand, "What are you here to shoot?" ”
"People, and landscapes."
What a general statement, Jin Yuzhen didn't ask anything more, she returned the charger to An Sheng.
"Thank you for the charger."
An Sheng took the charger, his fingertips touching her palm, a little warm.
"Nothing."
The two exchanged a brief greeting.
Suddenly it became very quiet, neither of them was talking, Kim Yuzhen was lying on the balcony, looking at the sea, her long hair was scattered, and the sea breeze ruffled his sideburns and blew her neckline.
Since the first time he saw her yesterday, An Sheng felt that she seemed to be unhappy, and as for how she was unhappy, An Sheng didn't know.
"Did you go to see the sea today?" An Sheng took the initiative to speak.
"Hmm." Her voice was so small that if you didn't listen carefully, it wouldn't be long before the wind blew it away.
"Is it pretty?"
"It's beautiful, the sea is very blue, and there are a lot of people." Speaking of this, she thought of something, "It's just that I'm a little disappointed by myself." ”
"Why don't you come with friends and family?" An Sheng asked: "If you come together, isn't it a lot more lively?" ”
Jin Yuzhen put the sideburns behind her ears with the sea breeze with her hand, and turned to look at An Sheng: "Sometimes one person is actually more comfortable than a bunch of people. ”
An Sheng agreed with her statement, because he thought so for a while before, he thought that he could live a good life alone, but ah, every time he came home and looked at the empty house, he would always think of the time when he was with his friends before, even if it was noisy at that time, but he didn't feel lonely.
"Well, but people still need friends, even if it's a friend who drinks and meat, that's a friend."
What Ansheng means when he says this is that people are social animals, and one person is always not as strong as a bunch of people.
After listening to An Sheng's words, Jin Yuzhen pondered for a long time, "What you said is quite right, but you seem to have made a mistake. ”
"I'm coming alone because I want to be alone, and the one I'm saying before is that I've seen too many couples on the beach this afternoon, which has led to me having to leave the beach early, and I don't want to eat their dog food. That's why when I say discouragement, they ruined my fun. ”
"Ah......h
An Sheng looked embarrassed, thinking that he could enlighten the young girl opposite, but he never expected that he would say the wrong topic as soon as he opened his mouth, An Sheng's thick face for thirty years did not hold it, and there was a feeling of shame on his face.
It seemed that seeing Ansheng's shame on the other side, Jin Yuzhen still opened his mouth to thank him.
"Thank you, thank you for your comfort, although it's useless, but being enlightened by a stranger is still quite heartwarming."
An Sheng borrowed the slope to get off the donkey, "It's nothing, it's nothing, the main thing is that it didn't help you, it's just a little ashamed." ”
An Sheng is not a nosy person, why did he say this to Jin Yuzhen, he just felt that the two of them were destined.
Jin Yuzhen turned to face the direction of the sea again, as if the sea breeze had stirred her heart knot, she took the initiative to say, "Where do you think the meaning of life is?" ”
The conversation changed quickly, and one second he was still talking about friends, and now he is talking about the seemingly philosophical question of the meaning of life.
"The meaning of life?" Like her, Ansheng faces the sea: "To be alive is the greatest meaning." ”
"Many people are born out of this world, what do you think is the meaning of life for those people?"
Kim Yuzhen was a little moved when she heard her words, and she said: "Then why do many people say that people can't live just to live, people must have their own thinking. ”
An Sheng was a little amused when he heard her words: "Do you think? Like what to eat today? What to wear today and where are you going today? ”
Kim Yu-jung nodded.
"Do you think you have your own thoughts?"
Kim Yuzhen was a little hesitant, but nodded anyway.
Seeing this, An Sheng began to speak at length: "Isn't this enough, people can think, but the things they think about are different, there are always some people who feel that they are pretentious and love to say some big truths." Let me tell you, everyone is equal in this world, there is no one who is superior to the other, you don't want to be swayed by other people's thoughts, just live your own life. ”
"As for how you live, it's your own problem, and no one else can interfere with you, and it is impossible to interfere with you."
It seemed that the wind was strong, and Kim Yu-jung seemed to hear the sound of the sea being lifted and falling by the wind, and this sound was like a sharp sword piercing her heart, making her unavoidable.
"Huh." She smiled, only slightly, but An Sheng still saw two faint dimples on her face, which were not obvious.
"Actually, I understand the truth, but so what, we live in this world with too many unavoidable, too many things that we can't take care of, you tell me, what should I do, when the troubles in life fly towards me one by one, do I follow my own dim sum as you said, or continue to do something against my will?"
This topic is very sensitive, An Sheng thought about it for a while, and apologized to Jin Yuzhen: "I'm sorry, I thought a little too self-righteous and ignored everyone's difficulties in life." ”
"Why do you apologize to me?" Kim Yu-jeong had a smile on her face: "You didn't do anything wrong. ”
An Sheng shook his head: "I apologize because I didn't think it through and said some bullshit chicken soup at length, but fortunately you didn't listen to it, otherwise it would be a mistake." ”
"You think too much, and I think what you just said is quite reasonable, people live for themselves, even if there is a dissatisfactory life, you have to find a way to live your own wonderful life."
After Jin Yuzhen finished saying this, she looked at An Sheng, her eyes were quite big, as if she could speak.
An Sheng was a little stunned at this moment, he felt that he had been taught a lesson today, and he was also taught a lot younger than him.
"How old are you?" An Sheng asked with some curiosity.
"You can't ask the age of a girl."
"I'm sorry, I just think you're a lot younger than me, and it's amazing to be able to say something like that."
An Sheng didn't tell a lie, he really felt that the girl standing next to him was very powerful.
Jin Yuzhen burst out laughing, it was the first time she had been praised by others, and she was quite happy.
Gu Feng/s "Thank you for the compliment." ”
“……”
The two chatted for a long time, and the relationship became familiar.
"Life, in fact, is just living today and waiting for tomorrow." An Sheng hunched over the balcony. "Nothing special."
"As you said, everyone has their last resort, so we still have to look out for it."
Kim Yu-jung, who was next door, took out a chair from the house and sat on it, pressing her left leg against her right.
"Perhaps, but there are always people who can't see it."
"Is that you?" An Sheng stood up straight and looked at her: "I found out that you are unhappy since yesterday, although you also smiled, but there will still be some gloom between your eyebrows and eyes." ”
Kim Yu-jeong's disguise was discovered, but she didn't care too much about it, but generously admitted it.
"yes, I'm the one who can't look away."
An Sheng shook his head: "No, you just said that everyone has to find ways to live their own wonderful life, why can't you see it yourself." ”
"I can't say the truth, but how many can live according to the truth?"
"So you just said to hear me?"
Jin Yuzhen nodded: "You can understand it this way." ”
"I feel like you need to be comforted, but I was comforted all night." An Sheng wanted to laugh a little: "Should you say that you are precocious, or are you hiding your age." ”
Jin Yuzhen nodded noncommittally: "Whatever you think." ”
An Sheng stopped talking, or he couldn't talk about her.
The moon poked its head out of the dark clouds, and a beam of bright moonlight just sprinkled in the middle of the balcony between the two, Jin Yuzhen reached out and probed, the silver-white moonlight wrapped her hand, and her slender fingers "danced" in the silver
Maybe the moon is out, and An Sheng is starting to ask for Wenqing again.
"Kim Yu-jeong."
"Ahh
An Sheng turned his head to look at her and said.
"Life is bitter like a song."
"Even if you don't do anything, it will move on, whether you are sad or happy, it will not stop waiting for you."
"How long everyone lives, as soon as they are born, it has already been planned for you."
"So, we're going to take advantage of the limited time to take a look."
"Look at the spring flowers."
"Look at the blue sea."
"Look at the roses blooming."
"Look at the sea of stars."
After An Sheng finished speaking, she looked at Jin Yuzhen, her hand was still in the air, dancing with the moonlight, but the person was already stunned, An Sheng's words were very light, but in her heart it was like a hammer of ten thousand catties, and the door of her heart was also smashed open under this hammer.
The negative emotions that had been suppressed in her heart poured out in an instant like a flood bursting its banks.
Ansheng is very handsome, especially Ansheng who is now facing away from the moonlight.
Kim Yu-jung smiled, laughing happily, her dimples were even more obvious than just now.
He learned Ansheng's sentence.
"Life is bitter like a song."
She seemed to have figured it out at this moment, stood up, came to the balcony, faced the dark sea in front of her, and the smile on her face did not diminish, and it could be seen that she was really happy.
An Sheng took out his camera and filmed this scene.
*
"We'll be back at the hotel in a minute, you can get ready to come down."
Lee Ji-eun's message was sent.
An Sheng had just finished taking a shower and was blowing his head, when he typed back with his other hand, "Okay." ”
An Sheng blew his hair quickly, and it didn't dry after a while, he put on a casual T-shirt and pants, and took out Li Zhien's mask from his bag.
After waiting for a while, Li Zhien's text message came.
"I'm at the hotel."
An Sheng typed back, "Okay, I'll go over now." ”
An Sheng took out the room card with the mask, went out, sat down one floor of the elevator, and came to Li Zhien's door.
She shouldn't have arrived yet, An Sheng chose to wait at the door again, and within a few minutes, Li Zhien got down from the elevator with a few bags in his hand.
"Came so early."
An Sheng took the bag from Li Zhien's hand, "Hmm." ”
Li Zhien took out the room card from Kun's bag and opened the door.
An Sheng followed her and walked in.
The overall layout of her room is similar to that of An Sheng's room, and Li Zhien threw Kun Bao on the sofa and couldn't wait to throw himself on the bed.
She said, "I'm tired." ”
An Sheng put the things he bought neatly on the sofa.
"You're still going to be tired, I thought girls wouldn't be tired when they went shopping."
"I'm not tired when I'm shopping, but I'm tired when I'm resting."
"Then you girls still love shopping so much."
"You know what."
An Sheng shrugged: "I don't understand anything, okay, the mask was also sent to you, I'll go back." ”
An Sheng finished speaking and was about to leave, but Li Zhien stopped him.
"Wait a minute, I have something to ask you."
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