120. "Bright as Neon! ”
The hospital was terrible quiet at night
An Sheng sat on a bench outside Li Zhien's ward, and in the distance was the nurse's desk, and several nurses were on duty at this time.
The lights in the corridor outside the ward are dim, which is also conducive to the patient's rest.
Not far from Ansheng, at the end of the corridor, there was a door, and inside was a utility room, which placed the things that the patient needed, such as a wheelchair and a pole for infusion.
Now the door of the utility room was hidden, and in the dim yellow light, there was this infinite reverie behind that door.
An Sheng stared at the door for a long time.
Li Zhien in the ward had fallen asleep, and the doctor had already come over to explain her current physical condition during the previous meal.
Not too good and needs a break.
This is the doctor's exact words, but An Sheng knows that Li Zhien will not rest, at least until the filming of this drama is over.
Ansheng suddenly felt a lack of confidence at this moment.
He wondered if the script he had written was good or bad.
He admits that at this moment he is not confident in himself again. Obviously, Li Zhien said before that he should be confident, but ...... When Li Zhien was so tired that he was hospitalized, his self-confidence, which was not too strong, was shaken again.
He now knows very well in his heart that Li Zhien's exhaustion to the hospital has little to do with him in essence, but he just wants to stop this matter on himself.
So he's in a deep state of self-reproach now.
"If only I hadn't written this script."
But if he hadn't written this script, would he still know Li Zhien, he thought it wouldn't be, if he didn't know him, then he should still be delivering takeaway and working part-time as her little black fan.
Then she will always be glamorous, and she is sweating every day to earn hard-earned money.
He shouldn't have anything to do with her.
In fact, if it weren't for An Sheng's personal experience, he wouldn't have believed that there were really black fans and idols in the world like An Sheng and Li Zhien.
An Sheng shook his head, his thoughts drifting away again. He's been like this a lot lately, and he's always having trouble concentrating, especially now in a depressing environment in the hospital.
Ansheng dislikes the hospital very much, he hates the white color here, hates the smell of disinfectant inside, and hates the life and death that he has to experience every day here.
Ansheng had been in the hospital for a long time, and that was when he was in a car accident, a period he would never want to recall.
Staring at the white ceiling every day, staring at it is a day, he once thought about it, anyway, every day when he opens his eyes is white, and when he sleeps, it is still white.
At that time, he was desperate, a person who had no desire for life, like the walking dead.
Wrong.
A lump of rotten meat lying on the bed, to be exact.
At that time, he didn't even know if he could walk on the ground.
Of course, he also complained about God's injustice, but what about after complaining? It's not just a person staring at the white ceiling.
So it should have been at that time that Ansheng became very disgusted with hospitals, or rather, disgusted.
He figured that there weren't many people who liked hospitals.
“……”
"Ding Dong~"
His cell phone rang, and it was a message from Lee Ji-eun, asking where he was.
An Sheng pushed open the door of the hospital room and walked in, and the light on the wall of the hospital bed was already on.
Lee sat on the bed.
"Awake?"
"Hmm."
Li Zhien glanced at the text message on his mobile phone, it was almost two o'clock in the morning.
"Why don't you continue to sleep?" An Sheng took out a chair and sat in front of Li Zhien's bed.
"I can't sleep."
"The doctor said you need to get a lot of rest."
"I've been lying here for a day, and I can't sleep at all."
Li Zhien planned to be discharged from the hospital yesterday, but the doctor suggested that she still need to stay in the hospital for observation for a day, and Li Zhien didn't want to hear it, but An Sheng had already called the director and asked for two days off for her.
Anyway, I took a vacation, and Li Zhien simply stayed in the hospital for a day.
"If you can't sleep, you have to sleep, I haven't had a good rest before, and I don't want to rest more now."
"You said it nicely, if you slept all day, would you still be able to sleep at night?"
An Sheng thought of the time when he was in the hospital before, and he had a feeling of empathy, he picked up a pillow and put it behind Li Zhien, motioning for her to lean on, so that she would be more comfortable.
Li Zhien cushioned the pillow and leaned on the head of the bed, she didn't wear makeup, and it was impossible to put on makeup, her face was a little better than yesterday, but the whole was still sickly white.
"Am I particularly ugly now?"
An Sheng glanced at her, shook his head and said, "No, it's pretty good." ”
"Liar."
"I saw what I look like when I went to the toilet before, and I was obviously ugly."
"yes, I don't feel that much."
An Sheng is telling the truth, maybe he has seen too much, he feels that the current Li Zhien is not much different from usual, except that his face is not very good.
"Ansheng, I think you must be a person who will be very good at making your girlfriend happy in the future." Li Zhien put his hands on the quilt, stared at him and said, "There is really a set of beautiful words. ”
The corners of An Sheng's mouth rose slightly, and he explained: "I didn't say pretty words, I told the truth." ”
"Preferably."
Anyway, Li Zhien wouldn't believe what An Sheng just said.
“……”
"Hey, Ansheng I want to eat."
"Eat?"
This time, Li Zhien did not say that she was hungry, but simply said that she wanted to eat, so she should not be hungry, but she just wanted to eat something in her mouth.
"What do you want to eat?"
It's two o'clock in the morning, there's nothing to eat, and it's still in the hospital, although takeaway can be delivered, but it will be a little inconvenient.
"Peel me an apple."
There was a fruit basket on the table, and An Sheng didn't know who brought it, anyway, many people had come to visit Li Zhien in the past few days, and everyone would have a little gift in their hands when they came, so I can't remember too much.
Ansheng picked up an apple, found the fruit knife, and began to peel the apple for her.
The apple peel slowly grows through, until the apple peel is peeled, Li Zhien has been witnessing his method of peeling apples throughout the whole process, which is very simple and unpretentious, but it is able to do that the apple peel is not cut.
An Sheng handed the peeled apple to Li Zhien.
"I'll just eat half of it."
An Sheng divided the apple in half and gave the larger half to Li Zhien.
The taste of apples is not bad, sweet and sour.
An evening breeze blew in from the window of the ward, and An Sheng got up to close the window.
"I'm curious, this time the doctor clearly said that he wouldn't let me work, but why didn't you stop me from continuing to work."
The window was closed by An Sheng, and there was a grinding sound, and he turned his head and said, "If I stop you, you won't work?" ”
Li Zhien is a person who is extremely serious about things, as long as she doesn't really can't get out of bed, she won't give up her work and choose to rest.
An Sheng also knew such Li Zhien, so he didn't say anything this time.
"So, I thought about it, this time when you joined the group, I will follow you throughout the whole process, make you the soup you like to drink every day, and cook you what you like to eat every day.".
An Sheng returned to the chair and sat down: "In short, I will keep an eye on you on the set, if your body is in condition again, even if you don't want to go to the hospital at that time, I will resist you to the hospital." ”
Is this considered overbearing?
Li Zhien was a little unable to judge, but she knew one thing, An Sheng was really good for herself.
"I'm not a three-year-old anymore, do I still need you to watch? Besides, Xiao Yuan has always been next to me. ”
"You're not a three-year-old, why did you end up in the hospital this time?" An Sheng asked her rhetorically.
"I had an accident, and you know that there are many accidents in life." She's still quibbling.
Ansheng: "Are apples delicious?" ”
"Uh, it's delicious."
"Then why can't you stop your."
“……”
It is true that Li Zhien is a person who can take care of himself, but An Sheng is not at ease, he must have to watch it himself.
Li Zhi'en has finished eating the apple, and now it seems that the whole world is quiet, there is no movement outside the window, and it is also quiet outside the door.
"Do you have any plans after filming this film?" Ansheng asked, "Do you rest or continue working?" ”
"It's time to rest."
Hearing Li Zhien say that he was going to rest, An Sheng was overjoyed, but he didn't show it on his face.
"yes, it's time to rest. This time the body has already sounded the alarm bell for you, you need to pay more attention. ”
Li Zhien has seriously thought about this, she was still fantasizing about it until she was hospitalized this time, she was the same as when she first debuted, she could work hard, and even if she was tired and sleepy, she would become lively.
But this lesson has already taught her that she is no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, and her health is not as good as before.
She needs to take care of it.
“……”
"What about you, what are your plans for the future?"
"If I do, I'll probably continue to write the script."
"Do you have any ideas for what to write?"
An Sheng also thought about this issue carefully, although "My Uncle" has not finished filming yet, but if he wants to continue walking, he must continue to write.
As for what type of script to write, you still need to study it carefully.
"No, I want to try a different style of script."
"Is the heroine still me?"
"If you want to, you can act."
"Cut, reluctantly, I'm not rare."
Li Zhien said uncontrollably: "I don't want to act if you give it to me." ”
An Sheng also smiled helplessly: "Zhi'en, you have to remember that the script is always to pick people, not people to pick the script." ”
"Even if a script is good and not suitable for you, you can't force it, so even if it is filmed, it will not have any special meaning to you."
Li Zhien understands the reason, and she also understands An Sheng's good intentions, so she said: "Then if you don't let me act, who are you going to play it for?" ”
"How do I know this, besides, I haven't even written a script."
"Then you didn't write a script, why do you know that I'm not suitable?"
This question is a good question, An Sheng suddenly didn't know how to answer her words, so he could only scratch his head and say, "I didn't say that you were not suitable." ”
“……”
There are two beds in Li Zhien's hospital room, separated by a curtain in the middle, and An Sheng sleeps on the other bed.
At this time, Li Zhien stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, and there was no light in the room, but the dim light in the corridor outside allowed Li Zhien to still see the color of the ceiling clearly.
She couldn't sleep, or rather, she had slept long enough and was not sleepy at all.
She was going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow and if she didn't sleep now, she was afraid that she would be listless again tomorrow morning.
So she tried hard to fall asleep by herself, but the harder she tried, the more she couldn't sleep, and this time even the only trace of sleepiness left just now was gone.
Turning her head to look out the window, she was lying at a bad angle, she couldn't see the stars outside, not even the moon.
People think about a lot of things when they can't sleep, and now she has countless things on her mind.
The more I think about it, the more chaotic it becomes, and the more I think about it, the more I can't sleep.
As a result, she is now energetic and wants to go out for a run.
At this moment, An Sheng rolled over, and the hospital bed emitted a 'scream' that had fallen into disrepair
"Ansheng."
Li Zhien called him.
"What's wrong?"
"You haven't slept yet?"
An Sheng opened his eyes, turned his head to look at the curtain between the two beds and said, "You didn't sleep either." ”
"I can't sleep."
"Have you ever tried counting sheep?" An Sheng explained: "It's the kind of one sheep, two sheep ......"
"But I don't think counting sheep is suitable for you, you are more suitable for counting money, you think about how much money you have, count maybe you will fall asleep."
An Sheng can't see Li Zhien's appearance now, otherwise he will definitely be able to see Li Zhien's white eyes.
Li Zhien seemed to be angry and stopped talking.
An Sheng thought for a while and said, "Do you know what I used to do when I had insomnia? ”
"How?"
An Sheng took the phone late and found an audio.
"Listen to piano music and you'll fall asleep soon."
"What piano music?"
Ansheng played the piano music on his phone, and then put the phone on the bedside table between them.
The sound of the piano came out of the phone, and it was fine at first, but at the end it was simply chaotic, as if it was playing randomly.
"What kind of tune is this?"
An Sheng smiled, "How is it, it's okay, right?" ”
"What, it's just a random bullet."
Li Zhien was very skeptical that this was not played by An Sheng.
"You don't care how you play, you listen carefully and see if you have a sense of reassurance."
Li Zhien stopped talking, and listened quietly to this chaotic piano music, this piece seemed to have some magic, listening to it, Li Zhien's long-lost sleepiness came up.
Slowly, slowly fell asleep.
An Sheng opened the curtain in the middle, turned sideways and looked at Li Zhien, she was already asleep at the moment, sleeping very well-behaved.
The piano music was still playing on the phone, and An Sheng slowly closed his eyes.
In the early hours of the morning, the two of them fell asleep listening to a piece that was not a piano piece.
“……”
Time is like a horse-drawn carriage that has passed the cold of winter and arrived in spring in the snap of a finger.
Today.
An Sheng made an appointment with Lee Ji-eun to see the cherry blossoms.
It's the sea of cherry blossoms that Lee Ji-eun didn't see last year.
An Sheng still carried his backpack and stood at the gate of Sungkyunkwan School waiting for Lee Ji-eun.
It's afternoon, the sun is just right, and the breeze is not dry.
The school on the weekends, compared to the school day, has fewer people, but a lot more couples.
They held hands, hugged, whispered.
It's like youth.
When Lee Ji-eun came, An Sheng was sitting in a daze at the convenience store next to the school, and it wasn't until Lee Ji-eun walked in that An Sheng noticed her arrival.
"You're here."
"What are you doing?"
An Sheng looked around and said, "This is a convenience store that I worked part-time at when I was in college, and I still have a lot of feelings when I see it now." ”
"yes, there were a lot of beautiful little girls who came to buy things at that time?"
An Sheng didn't have any impression, it seemed that there were a lot of girls, and he didn't remember it.
"Maybe."
"What a shame."
"Hahaha."
“……”
The two of them walked to the path behind the school, which was also the cherry blossom road.
As soon as he walked to the intersection, he could see a patch of pink, and Li Zhien couldn't wait to run.
An Sheng looked at her like a child, smiled helplessly and followed her.
"You run a little slower."
Li Zhien turned around and said, "You go faster." ”
"What's the hurry, anyway, the cherry blossom tree is here, and I can't run, just take your time and appreciate it."
An Sheng caught up with Li Zhien and said, "You ran too fast." ”
Li Zhien followed An Sheng's advice and slowed down.
The cherry blossoms slowly fell, Li Zhien stretched out his hand to catch it, and An Sheng took out his camera to take a picture of her.
In the sea of pink cherry blossoms, An Sheng and Lee Ji-eun shuttle here, taking pictures and playing at the same time.
When you are tired, sit on a bench and rest.
"It's been a long time since I've been so relaxed."
Li Zhien sat down and said.
An Sheng took out the thermos cup from his backpack and handed it to Li Zhien. In the past few days, I heard Li Zhien say that she eats more greasy, so I specially cooked barley and red bean water for her today.
Li Zhien took a sip and smacked her lips, the barley water was not very good, and she didn't want to drink it.
"I think you should drink a little, this barley water is better for you."
An Sheng wouldn't lie to her, Li Zhien knew, so he continued to drink a few sips.
In the afternoon, there are cherry blossoms, a breeze, not to mention how comfortable it is.
"Ansheng, how long have we known each other?"
An Sheng thought for a while: "It's been almost two years. ”
"Time flies." Ansheng felt that the first time the two of them met was yesterday.
"yes, it's going so fast." Li Zhien said with some emotion: "You know what I like to eat. ”
"Of course, not only what you like to eat, but also your lifestyle now I know by heart."
Li Zhien is not surprised that An Sheng knows this, because Li Zhien also knows An Sheng.
"Then we've known each other for so long, is there anything you want to say to me?"
"Yes."
"What do you want to say?"
"Thank you, if it weren't for you, I might still be delivering food ......"
An Sheng said a lot of words of thanks to Li Zhien, but these were not what she wanted to hear.
"Don't you have anything to say but thank you?"
"What do you want to hear?"
Li Zhien's face immediately collapsed: "It's nothing." ”
With that, she stood up and continued walking.
Ansheng also followed her.
"Hey, Zhi'en."
"What?"
"I'll treat you to dinner in the evening."
"Oh."
"When the time comes, I want to say something to you."
Li Zhien looked back at her, "What do you want to say?" ”
"You'll know when the time comes."
"Pretend to be mysterious." Li Zhien turned her head after speaking, and the moment she turned her head, a smile appeared on her face, and this smile looked better than ever.
She continued to walk, and An Sheng followed behind her.
“……”
The cherry blossoms on the trees are slowly falling, and the wind blows the cherry blossoms.
An Sheng smiled and followed behind Li Zhien, and suddenly he passed by a figure.
He hadn't taken two steps before he stopped.
A familiar feeling lingered in my heart.
He couldn't believe it and looked back.
It just so happened that the figure was also looking back at him.
The eyes of the two people collided at this moment. Even though she was wearing a mask, An Sheng recognized her.
The wind blew Lin Yun'er's long hair and upset An Sheng's heart.
The wind blows the flowers, whether it is the wind or the flowers.
It doesn't seem to be.
It should be Ansheng's heart moved.
To this day, she is still Ansheng's heartbeat that can never be described in words.
Li Zhien turned around and saw that An Sheng was not moving, and shouted at him.
"Hey, Ansheng, hurry up."
“……”
“……”
"End of this volume!"
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That's the end of this volume, so let's look forward to the next one.