Most of the houses in the old town are old, and you can see many black spots on the walls with the naked eye, and more of them are made of red bricks.

Han Jing's home is one of them, a small rental house on the second floor, after entering the corridor, you can see all kinds of sundries piled up on the side of the corridor.

In the middle of the walk, the two men stopped in front of a door.

Next to the door was a table with a pot and some simple seasonings.

"Why don't you open the door?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

"Wait."

I saw Han Jing squatting down, glanced at the crack in the door, and pulled out a small short thread from it.

"That's it."

She got up with peace of mind, took out the key and opened the door.

Jiang Chengwen, who saw this scene, couldn't help but be stunned.

That short line is the basis for determining whether anyone has entered the house, and if the door has been opened before, the line should have fallen to the ground.

"Click."

The key turned, and Han Jing led him into the door.

"Come in."

You can see some yellowed walls as far as the eye can see, but when the line of sight is wide, the scene inside makes Jiang Chengwen's heart slightly stunned.

The whole room is warm-colored, with a small bed, an old-fashioned sofa, a TV, and a skeleton wardrobe with a low table in the middle.

Tablecloths, TV covers, sofa covers, quilts and bedding are all uniform warm white and exceptionally clean.

There was a smell of her in the room, a faint fragrance.

Han Jing put down the key and said, "Dog, you sit down for a while, and I'll pour you some water to drink." ”

"Okay." Jiang Chengwen nodded and continued to look at the surrounding arrangements.

But I saw a red notebook on the table, with a pen in the middle.

Jiang Chengwen glanced at it and reached out to take it.

"That's a diary."

Han Jing's voice came.

Jiang Chengwen withdrew his hand when he heard this, and said, "If you want to keep the diary, I won't read it." ”

Han Jing put the cup full of water on the table and said, "You can look at it." ”

Jiang Chengwen paused slightly, reached out to take the hand on the table, and said, "Isn't this your privacy?" ”

Han Jing smiled and sat down beside him.

"Aren't you my privacy?"

Jiang Chengwen's hand holding the cup stopped, and he turned his head to look at Han Jing.

I couldn't help but be stunned in my heart, and my heart trembled a little.

Jiang Chengwen smiled, picked up the cup and took a sip of water, and then reached out and picked up the diary.

Han Jing said: "Look at it from the beginning. ”

Jiang Chengwen took off the pen sandwiched in the middle, then turned the first page of the diary and read it.

[01, December 28, so cold. 】

The handwriting on it is a bit immature, and the writing is a bit large, and it is written in pencil.

Jiang Chengwen paused and said, "Zero year? You were 8 years old at the time? ”

Han Jing nodded and said, "It snowed a lot that year. ”

"It's a bit impressive." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing said: "At that time, I followed my grandfather in the countryside, my hands and feet were red from the cold hiding in the quilt, and my grandfather brought me a stove and put it in the house, which was a little warmer, and this was also written that night." ”

Jiang Chengwen continued to flip down.

[02, January 17, today is my birthday, I am one year older, and I eat dumplings today. 】

Han Jing said: "Nine years old. ”

"Lived with grandpa?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing nodded and said, "Well, grandpa cooked me a plate of dumplings, filled with cabbage and pork, and I ate them all." ”

[02, April 15, no one picked me up. 】

[02, May 7, no one picked me up. 】

[02, 6/11, no one. 】

Jiang Chengwen raised his head and looked at her.

Han Jing said with a smile: "The students all have parents to pick them up, but I don't have them, it's very sad, and I thought about it clearly, so I didn't write it again." ”

Jiang Chengwen continued to flip down.

[03, on January 7, when I was one year older, my grandfather boiled egg noodles for me to eat. 】

"This!"

Han Jing said with a smile: "At that time, I especially liked to eat egg noodles made by my grandfather, and my grandfather originally came to buy me a cake, but I thought it was too expensive and a waste of money, so I asked my grandfather to cook a bowl of egg noodles for me to eat, it was really delicious." ”

"What kind of egg noodles?" Jiang Chengwen asked.

Han Jing said: "The eggs boiled in fake hot water are very fragrant. ”

Jiang Chengwen wrote it down and continued to flip down.

[03, December 27, I have two birthdays this year! Another year older! 】

Every time Jiang Chengwen turns a page, the span is very large.

In the two pages that separated, there were months or even a year apart.

[04, April 7, I will make a lot of money in the future. 】

Jiang Chengwen turned his head to look at her and said, "You were ten years old when you wrote this." ”

"Yes."

Han Jing said: "Grandpa has rheumatism for many years, and I want my grandfather to see it, but grandpa has always said that he has no money to see a doctor, so he has been putting it on hold, and during that time, I want money very much......

"I see?"

Keep scrolling down.

[05, 1/14, 11 years old]

Jiang Chengwen asked, "Only wrote an eleven-year-old?" ”

Han Jing recalled and said: "That year, my grandfather's legs and feet were not good, and the weather was cold, so I didn't get out of bed, so I cooked a bowl of egg noodles for my grandfather." ”

Jiang Chengwen put the diary on the table and held Han Jing's hand with his other hand.

When I touched it, I found that her hands were so cold.

Han Jing even wanted to retract a little.

But he was tightly grasped by Jiang Chengwen.

This girl who is strong on the surface is just pretending to be calm.

"Keep watching." Han Jing said.

[05, on February 18, my grandfather said that I had saved a lot of money, I didn't want it, and I wanted my grandfather to go to the doctor. 】

[05, March 7, he fell asleep. 】

The two diaries are written on the same page.

Jiang Chengwen turned his head to look at her, but saw that Han Jing's face was extremely calm, and said: "They all said that the old man would have a premonition that one day would come, maybe it really is, don't worry about me, dog, I have long accepted this fact." ”

Jiang Chengwen didn't say anything, and continued to turn the page.

[05, March 4, that person came, and I gave him a slap. 】

[05, March 5, up the mountain.] 】

[05, March 6, it turned out that grandpa didn't have no money to see a doctor. 】

Han Jing said: "According to my grandfather's words, I took out the box under the bed, there was a passbook, and a large pile of banknotes and coins, a total of 27,065 yuan and four cents and seven. ”

'Remember ...... so clearly'

The more Jiang Chengwen looked down, the more he felt that his nose was sour.

He closed the diary, not wanting to read it anymore.

"How?"

"I don't look at it."

Han Jing blinked and said, "Dog, are you pitying me?" ”

"I feel sorry for you." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing said: "You are so insensitive. ”

"Somewhat."

Jiang Chengwen forced out a smile, touched her head and said, "Your previous days were much more difficult than I imagined. ”

"Isn't this all here?" Han Jing said.

She took the diary and said, "Actually, I admire myself a lot, and I've probably done the craziest thing I've ever done since I got through that day." ”

"So I'm not as weak as you think."

"I read, you listen."

Han Jing flipped through the day, found the location just now, and read after turning a page down.

"05, April 14, I won't be bullied again."

She continued to turn the page and read: "In '05, on December 30, there was no snow this year, but it was cold in previous years. ”

Jiang Chengwen sat on the sidelines and listened.

Han Jing glanced at him and continued to read.

"06, January 4, 12 years old, boiled egg noodles."

"07, 1/23, 13."

"08, 1/12, 14."

……

The diary continued on a weekly basis, but it still didn't record anything.

There is only one date, and one rising age.

The contents of the diary are extremely simple, but at first glance, it is inevitable that people will feel a shudder in their hearts.

Jiang Chengwen was also a little difficult to relieve the emotions in his heart for a while, he didn't understand why such simple words were like a sharp knife.

And the stupid girl next to her was still reading the above with a damn face.

What kind of strong heart can maintain emotions without breaking down in such a situation.

"In September '09, I went to high school."

Han Jing said: "At that time, I only moved from the countryside to the border. ”

She smiled and said, "You don't know, this room was in tatters at that time, and I cleaned it up for days." ”

Jiang Chengwen couldn't help but be stunned when he saw the smile on her face, and only after he came back to his senses did he slowly say, "Will you be afraid of living alone?" ”

Han Jing shook his head and said, "When I was fifteen years old, I was no longer afraid, I was already able to take charge on my own." ”

"Alone?"

"Hmm."

Jiang Chengwen looked at her, opened his mouth and was a little speechless.

"I'll read it again."

Han Jing flipped the page and continued to read.

"On October 15, 09, a stupid 13 wanted to soak me and was beaten up by me."

"I'm the stupid 13." Jiang Chengwen said.

Han Jing said, "You were really stupid at that time.13

Jiang Chengwen said: "But I can be written in your diary so early, that's really an honor." ”

Han Jing said: "It's the first time I've been chased, of course I have to write it in." ”

She continued.

"09, on November 5th, I became buddies with that stupid 13, and he said that he wanted to soak 20 girls in three years of high school, and he had ambitions."

"In 09, on December 7, I called him Gouzi, he called me Han Fat Tiger, and I had a nickname for the first time."

"10 years, January 19th, 16 years old, this year is different, I received a gift from a dog, a freshly caught toad, this dog thing!"

After reading it, Han Jing looked at Jiang Chengwen beside him.

Jiang Chengwen couldn't help scratching his head and said with a dry smile: "Hehe, it was an accident." ”

Han Jing patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't be afraid, I don't remember this hatred for a long time." ”

"Besides."

"It was the first time I've received a gift in so many years."

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